Chapter 11 I really deserve to die

Chapter 11 I really deserve to die

"For all these years, my mother has never left Demacia. When I was young, I didn't understand many things at the time.

In my vague memory, I vaguely remember that when the parade of poets praised the heroism of the King of Demacia, my mother would always look out the window with a silly smile. "

Lu Qi seemed to be lost in memories, describing the scenes he saw when he was young.

A dark-haired woman sat by the window, smiling happily as she listened to the parade poets outside loudly telling stories about the king. Year after year, it seemed that as long as she could hear about him, it would be a good thing for this woman. Already contented.

She never hides the love in her heart, even if she is separated from the person she loves by thousands of miles.

Jiawen III froze on the spot, his hands trembling even more, showing his mood fluctuations.

She never left Demacia?

For so many years, she has been under his nose, but he, as if blind, failed to notice.

Regret, a strong emotion of regret, surged into my heart at this moment.

Lux has not yet recovered from the last story, and now that she has heard a new one, she only feels that it has greater stamina.

Damn it, are all adults’ love so touching?

"When I was a child, I often saw other children walking by holding their parents' hands, so I asked my mother where my father was. My mother just smiled and said that my father is a hero. Just because he is a hero, he is too busy. He is too busy, so we have to support him silently.

Later, as I grew up, I gradually became more sensible and stopped asking. "

Jiawen III burst into tears when he heard this. He looked at Lu Qi with great shame and looked at the flesh and blood relative in front of him.

There is no doubt that he is his son.

However, as a father, he has never let him feel paternal love in all these years.

He was so great in Mellie's heart. Just thinking about it made the regret and self-blame in his heart just like the heavy snow in the cold winter.

Jiawen III blamed himself: "I have made you suffer for so many years."

Lu Qi lowered his head and held it back hard, but he didn't shed a single tear. He could only say sadly: "Actually, I'm not bitter at all, because my mother is very good to me, and she made me understand a lot of things. I have never been wronged. The one who really suffered was actually her.

Because there is no identity document, the mother can only do the lowest level of hard labor, and occasionally helps others see doctors. The salary she earns every week is only enough to feed her family.

We, mother and son, spent many years like this, but doctors cannot heal themselves. By the time my mother discovered the disease in her body, it was already too late.

Ten years ago, my mother suffered from a disease that kept her coughing all year round, and sometimes she even coughed up blood. The doctor said that this disease was caused by long-term fatigue and heavy work. In the later stages, my mother could feel the pain every day. The pain becomes more severe and will remain until the mother dies.

However, my mother raised me despite the torture of illness. In the following years, I took care of her. What makes me regret is that as a son of a human being, I failed to let my mother live a happy old age. I watched her suffer from illness but was helpless.

Two months ago, my mother passed away. Before leaving, she gave me the necklace and told me to go to the royal capital. She said that she had lived an honest life, and the only thing she regretted was saying goodbye without saying goodbye. Her mother passed away before she could finish the next words. "

Lu Qi didn't lie. Although he had some personal information, he could see from the fragmented memory fragments that Melly had indeed come here like this over the years.

If not, the original owner probably would not have chosen to commit suicide by jumping off a cliff when his mother was seriously ill because he could not withstand the pressure.

Lu Qi has become him now.

On the way here, he thought about many things, but he didn't expect that he would finish the track of life in one step without doing anything else.

I thought he was just a small nobleman.

But I didn’t expect that the royal family was actually me?

Lu Qi's mentality changed subtly at this moment.

Not a single tear was squeezed out, probably because Lu Qi had no sense of empathy. In fact, he had not lived a hard life for a few days at all.

However, in people's eyes, this young boy with a sad face is indescribably pitiful. You can imagine the hardships he has experienced since he grew up, and you can even imagine how difficult his mother's life has been.

In their opinion, Lu Qi had cried until he was numb. This child must have cried for his deceased mother, but until now, he could no longer cry a single tear.

Jarvan III couldn't stop crying. He could even think of Melly doing menial labor in order to raise her children, and being looked down upon because she had no identification.

What's more, I can think of the pain and torture she endured, and how much she needed him to be by her side at that time.

However, he failed to do this. Just like that, he still dared to say how much he loved her without any shame.

Just thinking of this made Jiawen III's heart hurt as if it was going to explode.

He could even think of the helpless Lucci who was crying in front of Mellie's grave. He might have thought that from now on, he would have no relatives.

Jarvan III wanted to tell this child, you have it, your father is here!

However, at this moment, Jarvan III was too choked to speak a complete sentence.

"Your Majesty, please control your emotions."

Tiana sighed and patted Jarvan III on the back to comfort him: "At least, he is standing in front of you safe and sound."

Even when she heard such a story, she couldn't help but feel sympathy for Lu Qi.

Melly, she knew about it and had even talked to her before. That woman was as kind as the third generation said.

But she was so kind, but she didn't get a good ending.

As a woman, Tiana admires her in her heart.

"I'm fine."

Jarvan III calmed down, and after hearing Tiana's words, his eyes glowed again.

Yes, at least this child is still alive and standing in front of him safe and sound!

His arrival here must be a revelation from God!

Looking at the necklace in his hand, Jarvan III was sure that the child had returned with Mellie's wish.

She hoped that she could take good care of their children!

Lux wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes. She didn't expect that Lu Qi's experience was so tragic. Then she thought about herself. She had been cared for by her father and mother since she was a child.

I must be nicer to him in the future.

In her heart, she admired and admired Mellie's greatness. In that difficult environment, she had worked hard to raise Lu Qi for so many years.

Calvin felt a little bad when he heard it.

This kid has lived such a miserable life. Look at yourself. He has had no worries about food and clothing since he was a child.

Recalling his attitude towards Lu Qi just now, Calvin felt a little regretful.

Damn me!