Chapter 14 Forgetting is death
"Ah what? I've been cooking these dishes all afternoon. When I was simmering the soup, I was afraid that your little clay pot wouldn't be able to hold it and it would overflow. So I stood there staring at it for an hour without even daring to move. Do you know?"
"Why don't you move a stool..."
"Is this the crux of the matter?!"
Xia Xinyu's face turned red with anger at Chen Yuan, and for a moment she didn't know how to continue speaking.
No, I said I kill people without blinking an eye.
You asked me if my eyes are dry?
"It's delicious. I love it. I'm very grateful...Is there any problem with this?"
Seeing Xia Xinyu like this, Chen Yuan became nervous for some reason. Even if the opponent jumped up, he might not be able to hit his head, but he felt an inexplicable fear that his head would be blown off by this girl.
Moreover, the original [0.07] on the opponent's head suddenly turned into [0.11]. That is, the life span has changed from one and a half hours to one kun hour.
This extra hour...won't it take me away, right?
No, you still want to be buried with him?
"Sit tight."
Xia Xinyu ordered Chen Yuan seriously like a kindergarten teacher.
"walk slowly."
Chen Yuan did not dare to move and sat upright on the stool.
Then, Xia Xinyu stretched out her hand in front of her and pinched it like a child playing with plasticine.
But it's not random manipulation, she has a method.
The business smile on his lips was suppressed.
The eyes that were deliberately opened out of politeness were also manipulated into their usual laziness.
Finally, he sat in a serious posture, adjusted so that the shoulders on both sides were at different heights, with one elbow resting on the table, giving the impression of a carefree man having his morning drink.
"I always feel that it's still not natural enough...the eyes are not perfunctory enough, and the sense of world-weariness is not strong enough." Xia Xinyu began to study.
"Let me think about it."
He crossed his hands to support his chin, and after thinking for a moment, Chen Yuan sighed and looked at the other person with a dull expression.
"correct."
Although they had not known each other for a long time, Xia Xinyu's brows gradually relaxed after the familiar Chen Yuan came back.
The time above my head also returns to [0.07]
No, co-author, were you worried about me before you died?
Are you comfortable with me putting on this Sima face?
"Is it tasty?"
At this time, Xia Xinyu asked again.
"Yes, you can go out and make money." Chen Yuan nodded and commented.
Yes, it was this statement that was deliberately misleading. Chen Yuan was sincere this time.
"It would have been better this way. I thought you had no appetite for this meal and couldn't eat it. You scared me." After seeing Chen Yuan's true reaction, Xia Xinyu no longer worried that her efforts would be in vain.
Originally, it was just to express gratitude to Chen Yuan, who took me into the field of high-end gourmet food before his death. If this last meal is boring, then even if he dies, he won't be able to worry about Chen Yuan.
Even if he turns into a fierce ghost, he must secretly cook three meals and one soup for Chen Yuan, and see the other person's expression of true approval.
In this way, your life will be considered complete.
I don't owe anyone who treats me well.
No, there is still aunt...
But over there, you can't help yourself.
Someone has to be hurt, and it's easier to forgive yourself psychologically if the person is closer.
"You should have noticed that I'm in a bad mood." Chen Yuan explained about his previous performance.
"Yeah." Xia Xinyu nodded understandingly and said quite directly, "You have become so polite, you like to say thank you to people, and you even smile gently. The way you express your bad mood is too extreme. .”
"But I don't want to tell you."
Chen Yuan was offended and made a jpg of a foreign child pouting.
"You said it, you said it, I'm sorry." Xia Xinyu apologized quickly and gave Chen Yuan some ribs.
After being coaxed like this, Chen Yuan said: "Actually, I feel like everything I do recently is not going well."
"School-related?"
"This is one of the unsatisfactory manifestations. I was indeed caught by the English teacher in the office today for no apparent reason, but this is not the main reason for my troubles."
"Then what's bothering you?"
"If you don't have good interpersonal relationships, this... is actually not a big deal."
The newly transferred girl in the row behind me was still looking at me at the beginning, but in the past two days, she has become a mere passerby. Although Chen Yuan is not a pleaser personality, if he had given face to someone he didn't like yesterday, he would , I won’t give him any more today, but after all, it’s for her, as if he had done something bad and completely displeased her in her heart.
baffling.
"This, isn't this the most important?"
"Um."
Chen Yuan nodded and raised the Rio. Xia Xinyu, who was opposite him, also held the Rio with both hands and had a drink with him.
After the two had a drink, Chen Yuan said eloquently: "It's like this. Didn't I tell my wife that day that Gouzi might be sick? In fact, I knew in my heart that he must be sick. But I don't know if Gouzi was sick. The wife is going to the hospital. She is too embarrassed to ask this arrogant old Mo, otherwise he will be criticized again. So now, this dog is Schrödinger's dog, in a superimposed state of death or immortality..."
"Are you worried about this kind of thing?" Xia Xinyu knew that Chen Yuan had love, but she didn't expect it to be so much.
People should not be judged by their appearance.
"Why, are you discriminating against dogs?"
Dog’s life is precious warning.
"I didn't mean that. I just said that this is the end of benevolence. Even if the puppy of the head teacher's daughter dies, I can't blame you." Xia Xinyu enlightened.
"It's definitely not strange, but if he really died..." At this point. Chen Yuan lamented, "I was almost able to save it."
"As long as you try your best, you will feel at ease..."
Halfway through, Xia Xinyu paused.
No, is he picking on me?
It was just a dog, but Chen Yuan was so distressed that he couldn't save it that he showed an extremely tender expression.
And he saved himself from the poison gas that day, and tonight he is seeking death next door...
Her life may not be more precious than that puppy, because the puppy still has a little owner who loves it the most. He has lost the person he loves most, but in Chen Yuan's heart, Xia Xinyu can guarantee that she is at least more precious than Xiao Mo. The dog is more important...
Could it be that he guessed that I was going to die and that this was deprivation?
This is impossible.
If you can guess all this, that would be amazing...
"Then, think of it this way." Xia Xinyu suddenly smiled brightly.
"how to think?"
"If there is no bad news, treat it as good news."
"Ah Q spirit?"
"No, didn't you tell me that the head teacher is very arrogant? That means he may have asked the teacher's wife to go to the pet hospital and save the dog. It's just out of the teacher's majesty... I don't want to say thank you to you. ?”
"Optimism, eh?"
"Um."
The glass is half empty and the glass is half full.
It's just an attitude towards the problem.
Xia Xinyu decided.
She couldn't be so selfish and die next door to Chen Yuan.
She wants to leave this world in a different place.
Then, when Chen Yuan faced his sudden disappearance, he could still have two imaginations.
One, pessimistically, she died.
Two, optimistically, she moved away. The reason why I stopped contacting her may be because her parents discovered her puppy love with a neighbor boy and were prohibited from continuing to contact her.
In other words, on the basis of the second, it is more optimistic and the second is more optimistic.
Xia Xinyu was attracted to herself, but she also made a plan for herself not to fall in love in college, so she planned to wait until she was admitted to college before contacting the person she had been with under the same roof. A few days' boy.
When that time comes...
Chen Yuan also forgot about Xia Xinyu.
Guilt, uneasiness, and regret will gradually fade away.
Like a ghost, he disappeared completely.
"Chen Yuan, I will go home tomorrow and transfer to the school in my hometown." She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, forced out an embarrassed smile, and said abruptly, "Tomorrow morning at six I ordered the car in a bit of a hurry and didn’t have time to say goodbye.”
【0.2】
The time changed again, this time it was five hours.
That is, in the middle of the night, she will quietly leave and then die quietly.
And she, who had hurt her just now, hoped that she would understand this way - think on the bright side, your last rescue was not meaningless.
Xia Xinyu is in an unknown superposition state.
Not only did he not die, but he also started to live happily.
As long as he doesn't think about it.
"It was definitely a little rushed."
Chen Yuan raised his head, looked at the girl whose face could no longer hide any more worries or disguises, and proactively suggested, "Do you have any plans to do something with me tonight?"