Chapter 168 Snape, Do You Really Love Lily?
Bright sunlight streamed in through the window.
This made Snape feel a little glaring.
It is not clear when was the last time he saw the sun.
Once upon a time, he had regarded that dark and damp basement office as his home.
Only the burning flame of the crucible can give him a little warmth.
After Snape came back to his senses, he began to survey his surroundings.
And then Snape was surprised.
This turned out to be his home in Spider's End!
But, he swore, it had never been so bright here, or so warm.
Snape found that this place was very different from before.
In other words, it is familiar, yet unfamiliar.
Because although the general layout of the house has not changed.
But there are many changes in details.
The most obvious is that...
That is too clean, too clean.
Snape found himself sitting at the dining table.
What was placed in front of him was an ordinary fried egg with bacon.
And on the opposite side of him, there is also a...
Snape frowned.
He has lived alone for many years, how could he have an extra...
Footsteps sounded, and someone walked into the dining room from the kitchen.
Snape's pupils shrank suddenly...
"Severus, don't wait for me, you can eat quickly. Don't you have something to do later?"
Snape looked at the man in front of him who had appeared countless times in his dreams.
The whole person was stunned.
"you....."
"Severus, I think we should talk about...can you...can you stop hanging out with those people?"
"We could start a potions workshop together."
Snape looked at the person in front of him quietly, his tears could not be stopped...
"Lily, I miss you so much.... Really, I miss you so much... I..."
"Severus, what's wrong with you?"
Lily put down the plate in her hand, approached Snape and asked.
Snape froze again.
Familiar, the scent of lilies....
It was a taste that had appeared in his dreams countless times.
"Okay...maybe it's really not a good time and we should talk about that later."
Lily said softly.
A look of disappointment flashed across her face.
Snape stared blankly at Lily, completely oblivious to her words.
Because he has no idea what's going on, and
The person I've been thinking about day and night, the person I thought had gone forever, suddenly appeared in front of me...
So, Snape has now temporarily lost the ability to think...
"Since it's not convenient for you to talk about this, I'll go first."
"You are also really, come to see you every week, you have to make yourself so bad."
"If I hadn't come, would you have never thought of cleaning the room?"
After Lily finished speaking, she put the breakfast in front of her in front of Snape.
"You should eat this too, anyway, you have a big appetite."
Then Lily picked up her coat and walked out the door.
Snape stood up quickly, "Lily, I
"Severus, what's wrong with you? I always feel that something is wrong with you today."
"No.....I just..."
"Hey... In short, you can do it yourself.
Lily had a weary look on her face.
It was only then that Snape reacted to the great excitement.
When he was about to catch up.
Only to find that Lily had Apparated and left at the door.
"what on earth is it?"
Snape looked at the empty street, full of doubts.
"She's not...not already..."
When Snape thought of this.
Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain in my head!
A familiar yet unfamiliar memory came into my mind.
"I...didn't I call her a mudblood?"
"And...she wasn't with Potter either?"
After this memory came in.
Although Snape didn't know why such a bizarre thing happened.
B...
When reading the memory, when Lily finally rejected Potter's advances.
He still feels comfortable...
The kind that feels good all over the body!
When Snape returned to his bedroom, he looked in the mirror.
Sure enough, what appeared in the mirror was the young self!
It seems that at this time he is just as young as he is.
He sat back in the chair.
Start sorting out that newly added memory.
Then the smile on his face gradually froze.
Both he and Lily have just graduated.
and..…….…
Voldemort is in his prime!
Although Lily didn't break up with her because of her "friends".
But he was also firmly opposed to joining the Death Eaters.
TO......
Snape pulled up his own cuffs.
Then he saw the hideous black devil mark.
tte...
Or he in this world.
He even secretly joined the Death Eaters without telling Lily!
Snape panicked.
If Lily knew...
Snape was annoyed now.
If only I had come here a little earlier.
He would never allow himself to join the Death Eaters!
Just when he was annoyed.
Suddenly there was a sharp pain in the arm!
Snape's pupils were shrinking slightly!
This familiar feeling...
He... the Dark Lord, is calling himself!
Snape gritted his teeth, and followed the assembly location he remembered.
Apparated directly to the past!
At this time, many people had already arrived at the assembly point.
The Dark Lord was standing in the middle with a smile on his face.
Around, the Death Eaters were standing respectfully in a circle.
After a while, it came.
Snape stood on the periphery, looking around, there were all familiar faces...
Bella, Lucius Malfoy, Avery...
"It's all here..." said the Dark Lord, "very good. I'm glad to see that there are no deserters today.
"Today, I called you here because I want to tell you one thing."
"Dumbledore...that old bastard, actually put aside the Ministry of Magic and formed a team to fight us."
"This is simply ridiculous!"
There was a burst of laughter from the crowd.
There were mixed feelings in Snape's mind.
At this time, the Death Eaters have such a mentality.
As long as his invincible master, the Dark Lord, is still there, then there is nothing to be afraid of.
"It is said that the members of that team... are either rookies who have just graduated, or crippled Aurors who are about to retire."
The roar of laughter sounded again.
The Dark Lord said, "Today, we are going to show them our power.
"We want to tell everyone that not everyone can stand in front of us..."
Just like that, Snape, who was among the Death Eaters, had to be coerced into a fight.
Amongst these fanatics, Snape had no chance of escaping...
So, just in case Li saw it.
Snape pulled up his hood, put on his mask...
The place they raided today was said to be a stronghold of Dumbledore's new party.
When Snape heard this, he felt inexplicably uneasy.
Dumbledore's team?
That must be the Order of the Phoenix!
Suddenly, Snape's heart sank.
He finally knew why he was uneasy.
Because Lily in this world is very likely to be a member of the Order of the Phoenix
#B%...
If Lily is in this stronghold...
"boom!"
The house in front suddenly exploded!
Many people rushed out of it!
The battle begins suddenly!
"It's a trap! There's an ambush!"
"What are you afraid of? The master is here!"
"Crack!"
In the distance, a younger Dumbledore was fighting fiercely with Voldemort!
"Go away!"
A roar from not far away, appeared in Snape's ear.
He turned his head and looked, just in time to see an extremely familiar person.
"James Potter!" Snape gritted his teeth.
Just when James turned around, he saw the masked Death Eater in front of him.
Unceremoniously attacked over.
Could Snape get used to him?
It is directly a record of the sharp edge without a shadow!
For a while, the scene fell into a melee.
At this moment, Snape had battle memories.
Therefore, the current James Guang is not his opponent at all.
It didn't take long before James was being scrambled by Snape.
There was a cruel gleam in Snape's eyes.
He hates James!
Always hated!
Since this is the case, let him kill James of this world!
At this time, James revealed another flaw!
opportunity.
"Avada Kedavra!"
Green light shot towards James!
James' face turned pale in an instant.
He could no longer escape.
at this time.
A slender figure rushed over...
The familiar fragrance of lilies was left in the wind.
The cruel smile froze on Snape's face...
Because his Killing Curse hit her.
Long red hair flying.
Lily fell between him and James.
Snape stared blankly at her fading green pupils.
"No! It's not true!"
Snape took off his mask and hood and rushed over desperately!
"It was you! Snape! You bug! You killed Lily!"
Snape felt struck by lightning.
"Bones to pieces!"
"boom!"
Snape felt a sharp pain in his chest.
Then it was black...
I don't know how much time passed until Snape opened his eyes again.
What catches my eyes is still the familiar bright sunshine
"What happened?" Snape looked around in horror.
"Severus, don't wait for me, you can eat quickly. Don't you have something to do later?"
Familiar voices, familiar words, and familiar people appear from the kitchen again...
Snape looked at Lily as she came out with the dinner plate.
"VR..."
Time, it turned out to be backwards?
"ah!"
Snape opened his eyes again.
It's just that what caught my eye this time was no longer the bright sunshine.
This is my dark basement office...
"I... am I back?"
Snape muttered to himself.
But what followed was endless pain
Bitter and sad.
"Why...why am I back?!"
"I... I still have a way! I still have a way to change!"
"You've tried many times, but you still fail, haven't you?"
Blake's voice came slowly from the side.
Snape turned his head abruptly.
Just in time to see Blake sitting on a chair.
He was holding the glass bottle that used to contain that strange potion in his hand.
"You...are that potion you gave me to drink?!"
"What the hell is that? What the hell happened?"
Blake put down the glass bottle in his hand.
"The potion of drunkenness, dreams and death has only one effect. People who drink this potion will have dreams, and dream that the things they most desire will come true."
Snape recalled the previous experience.
Indeed... the things I longed for did come true.
A Lily who wasn't insulted by herself with the word "mudblood"...
Blake said: "The last thing you regret is saying that insulting word to Lily Evans, right?"
Snape pursed his lips, the color was gone from his lips.
"So, what you desire most in your heart is to hope that none of this happened, you didn't say that word, and Lily didn't break up with you.
"So you dreamed about it all, didn't you?"
Snape glared at Blake, (Zhao Zhao) "How do you know?"
"It's not my fault, Professor Snape, a small cup of this potion is enough, but you drank a bottle!"
"So, I must check your brain...so, unfortunately, I saw all of your dreams."
Snape looked at Blake angrily.
If it weren't for the current weakness, there is no way to raise the wand.
Snape vowed to cut this little bastard into 18 pieces with the magic blade!
Blake didn't seem to see his murderous eyes, and continued:
"Originally, according to the normal dosage, the first time you die in a dream, you should wake up, but because you drank too much, the dream was reset." You also fell into the dream of reincarnation.
"So, you plan to change the ending of Lily's death. But..."
"Things don't seem to be changing the way you think, do they?"
"No matter how many times you reincarnate, and no matter how you change, she will die in front of you in the end, won't she?"
Snape said angrily: "I still have a way to change! I still have a way!"
Blake said: "Although I didn't mean it, I know everything about you."
"So... why don't I talk to you from the sidelines?"
Snape pursed his lips, "What do you know?"
"As you can see, I have a lot of friends...so, I think I do know a little more than you do."
Snape remembered that Blake did have a lot of friends.
And... even Snape had to admit love.
His friends compared to those he had in Slytherin.
It is indeed completely different...
"Looking at your relationship experience, I just want to ask you one question."
"What do you want to ask?" Snape asked.
Blake stood up slowly and asked softly:
"Do you...... really love Lily?".