Chapter 124 If only he were a man
It has to be said that Zhao Yuexi's craftsmanship is indeed good, and the food he delivers is delicious, and he has spent a lot of time researching it. After she understands what kind of person Zhao Yuexi is, she also understands Zhao Yuexi's true nature. Not bad either.
It's just that the life of hiding in the Jiang family still makes her feel uncomfortable being dependent on others. Although everyone in the Jiang family is very polite to her and will not oppress her and take advantage of her like the Zhao family, the habits she has left behind in the Zhao family for many years still remain. Let Zhao Yuexi choose to please.
Being careful, fearing that if she doesn't do well, she will be rejected by others, this idea has been engraved in Zhao Yuexi's bones. She has low self-esteem and is sensitive, so she seems to be timid in everything she does.
Obviously he only wanted to repay him a little, but due to these reasons, what he did seemed to backfire.
Zhao Yuexi has never done any menial or heavy work, and there is no reason for an outsider to interfere in the internal affairs of the Jiang family. She does not want to take her kindness in vain, and she is not willing to be so low as to commit herself to him.
After careful calculation, all she can do is eat.
"Don't take Senior Sister Hu's words to heart." Jiang Ruohua sighed, "She doesn't know the whole story, and she has a misunderstanding with you."
Zhao Yuexi nodded and pursed her lips slightly: "I really don't mean anything else..."
"I know."
If she didn't know, she wouldn't have done anything to accept Zhao Yuexi. She couldn't help scratching her head with her pen and looked up at Zhao Yuexi, but she couldn't just let the two of them be like this. Wu Xingxing was fine. , after all, she is a child of the world, and she always yearns for the outside world. In the future, she will definitely go to the world and not live here forever.
But Zhao Yuexi is in trouble. What can she do?
You can't keep her as a servant in the house, right?
"I have an idea." Jiang Ruohua thought for a while and said, "Yue Xi, the Wen family will go out to do business in a while. If you are willing, I can ask them to take you south to find a place far away from the mountains and rivers of the capital. You live as the adopted daughter my uncle picked up. You can learn business from the Wen family, and you can open a shop or something in the future. From now on..."
"Are you going to drive me away?" Zhao Yuexi looked flustered, holding the handkerchief with both hands and was very nervous. Tears welled up in her eyes, and she said with some fear, "I...I won't cause you any trouble, you let me No matter what you do, I will repay you well, I..."
Jiang Ruohua:...
It’s so annoying. Who said we were going to drive people away?
"That's not what I meant." Jiang Ruohua sighed, "It's just that you can't go on like this forever."
"Things are over. In the eyes of outsiders, Zhao Yuexi has fallen from the mountain and died. You have broken away from the past and are no longer controlled by anyone."
"If you stay in the Jiang family, I can arrange some things for you, but are you considered a servant or something else? What's more, you and I are the same age, the same age, and other people are getting married and starting a family. Do you have to be like this for the rest of your life? Since I am in charge of your affairs, there is no reason to let go halfway. I send you to leave Beijing. Naturally, I hope that you will find a place where no one knows you and start over. I will let you learn business from me. I also hope that you can rely on yourself in the future. If you can survive and stay in the Jiang family, how can you be better than living under someone else's control in the Zhao family? After all, you can't make your own decisions here, can you? "
Zhao Yuexi spent a long time mentally building up, and finally agreed to this matter.
The Wen family has been in frequent contact recently. After she came back from injury, several uncles and aunts came many times. After Jiang Ruohua found an opportunity to mention the matter, the Wen family also happily agreed and promised that the caravan would come to take Zhao Yuexi away. Pick him up and leave the capital with them.
The two families have been in constant contact recently, but Jiang Ruohua's injuries were not serious. Gradually, the only one who continued to run to Jiang's house frequently was her aunt, whose husband died a few years ago.
The Duke sent someone to call Jiang Ruohua over and tell her something.
Jiang Ruohua was not surprised. After all, anyone with a discerning eye could see why her little aunt ran to Jiang's house every now and then.
My aunt has lost her husband, and her father has lost his wife. They are in-laws, and they are both of this age. If you want, it would be a happy thing to support each other in life. In addition, my aunt is a good character and a good person. Her biological aunt had never done evil to her family like Yang did.
"That's good." Jiang Ruohua didn't think it was anything, "I just don't know what my father thinks."
If her father could be happy again, she would naturally be happy to see it.
My aunt is also very nice and takes good care of her. If she becomes her mother, she will naturally be happy.
I just don’t know why, but I feel a little lost, or powerless.
"Is the lady unhappy?" Yin Qiu sensitively caught her emotional changes and couldn't help but ask.
"I can't tell." Jiang Ruohua frowned slightly, "They are all my relatives, so there is nothing wrong with getting closer to them."
If my mother has a spirit in heaven, she would be happy to see the people she cares about regain happiness.
only……
"If my aunt gets married to my father, she is still young and will probably give birth to a child for him."
Yin Qiu said hurriedly: "But I think Miss Wen is very kind to the young lady, and she also loves the young lady very much."
"Yes." Jiang Ruohua raised his head slightly and looked at the sky, "Of course I understand this. That's not what I care about."
Being separated from her younger siblings, being pampered by her parents, etc., she is such an old person that she really can't care about these things. What's more, her father and aunt are not such people. They have always loved her very much.
"They get married and will give birth to a legitimate son in the future. This child will inherit his father's legacy. He will join the army in the future and become the next master of the Duke's Mansion."
Yinqiu was puzzled: "Miss, isn't this good?"
This sounded very satisfying, but Jiang Ruohua pursed her lips slightly, feeling sad in her heart: "I just had an idea, thinking... I wish I were a man."
In this way, the family business that she has worked so hard to manage and protect will not be given away to others just because she gets married.
If she wanted to plan something, she could justifiably stand in the court and discuss disputes with others, instead of being like she was now, doing small things behind the scenes and cooperating with King Yun as a senior brother and sister.
She has martial arts skills and is familiar with the art of war. If she were a man, she would be able to inherit her father's business one day and put everything she has learned to use.
If there is another natural disaster, she can take over everything openly and do something for the people.
Because she is a woman, the only place where she can walk freely is the backyard, with only the sky in all directions and endless trivial matters.
Because she is a woman, it is a pity to have talent.
Because she is a woman, there are many things she cannot do.
Because she is a woman, she will always lose to a man.
Today, she thinks that she is not willing to accept it. Just because of the difference between men and women, people's lives are very different. Why is this?