Chapter 240 · Dihua refuses
To be or not to be, that’s a question - to be or not to be, that’s a question.
Play dumb or carry on, that is the question.
To reject or to respond, that is the question.
These three problems, mixed together, are the same problem.
It feels good in hand.
Jiang Yu really had no way to go against such a big conscience and say that he didn't like it. And the joints of his five fingers were not stiff at this moment, but they instinctively closed slightly under the action of nerve reflexes.
Instinct - he knew he could control this instinct.
Zhao Yingkong's hand speed is not very fast. He can run in time, and even if he doesn't run, he can make his palms flow like liquid, so that he will not be placed in this specific area at the moment.
But he didn't - he could clearly feel the turmoil in his heart, the hormones secreted in his brain, dopamine, and various neurohormones that drive the operation of the mind - he knew that he also had the ability to correct them. But at this moment, he also had no intention of adjusting them to any extent.
He was just thinking——
——Ah...I finally understand why red wine is put in goblets.
Jiang Yu didn't like any alcohol before, but now he thinks there's nothing wrong with tasting red wine occasionally. Jiang Yu used to feel that the gestures of those well-dressed guys holding goblets in movies were awkward, but now he finally understood that there was a certain reason why a custom could be passed down to this day.
He felt a little thirsty. If it were another occasion and another time, he might still be sipping the wine in the glass.
but now……
--no.
Jiang Yu calmed down quickly and quickly. He was convinced that the girl in front of him did have an admiration for him, and he did have a certain degree of affection for her, and he was very willing to deepen this affection until the two parties reached another level that was more intimate and passionate. Relationship. However, there is one thing that must be resolved, and there is a premise that must be dealt with.
It's not Zhao Zukong... Not to mention that the Zhongzhou team is destined to be hostile to him, and the senior members are completely unfamiliar with Zhao Yingkong's master's personality. Even if these two preconditions are completely overturned, it is not a parameter that needs to be seriously considered. What Jiang Yu values and needs to deal with is another key thing.
That was the premise, the initial premise of the assassin girl's love.
He took a gentle breath and slowly but resolutely pulled out the hand he was reluctant to leave from the girl's fingers. When he acted like this, he clearly felt the temperature of the girl's fingertips drop, and the color on her face quickly fade.
But she still looked at him, with her head raised and her eyes wide open, waiting for a result that would not be enough to give up her hope until it came out of his mouth.
"There is one thing I must tell you." Jiang Yu tried hard to organize her words: "That is, I do not understand you and know you as well as you expected or thought."
The assassin girl's eyes widened slightly.
"I don't know what you were thinking or seeing before tonight. But I must tell you. Until just now, I didn't have any real admiration for you in my heart. I regard you as a He is a potential newcomer, a reliable teammate, and an important companion. I will study the redemption route and arrange duties for you, but other than that, I didn’t think too much about it.”
"So... you don't like it?" The girl's tone was cold and stiff. "Is it just me... liking you without permission?"
"That's not the case." Jiang Yu shook her head. "You are very beautiful, have a good figure, and have a great personality. If you say that I have no desire for you or the idea of super friendship, it would be deceiving myself... I also thought about letting things go, but I don't want you to do it because of tonight's incident. Choose and regret or even suffer in the future.”
"You don't know me, just like I don't actually know you very well... You are right to want to pursue your dream. But I see urgency in your actions... You almost You can't wait to prove your independence. You want to prove that you are not the same as the other you you said. You made the decision because of this... At least part of the reason was because of this. And you made the decision. This is really a bit too hasty.”
He stared at the girl in front of him seriously, his eyes focused as never before.
"Don't make hasty decisions that will affect your life. Your mind is very precious, and your body is also very precious. And whether I am a qualified trustee requires you to think carefully and carefully - put aside your feelings for me. Sensory filter, don’t take the little help I provide you too seriously. Then, you can get the result that you won’t regret.”
That’s all.
The assassin girl's mouth opened slightly, and a thin breath flowed between her thin lips.
"So..." The stiffness in her voice gradually disappeared. "You feel that you have not helped and guided me as much as I thought. Although you have feelings for me, this feeling has not turned into love until tonight?"
"That's right." Jiang Yu nodded. No hesitation.
"What about now?" The girl still looked at him.
"Some." Jiang Yu admitted. Not hiding it.
"That's good." The assassin girl nodded slightly, and took a step back. And the next moment, her body disappeared into nothingness and merged into the shadows.
she left.
Jiang Yu lowered her eyes and sighed silently. He had to admit that at this moment, he actually wanted to slap himself.
——It’s fun to pretend to be aloof without eating any meat that comes to your mouth, isn’t it? Well now, the harem is gone!
He thought, but what was more in his mind was relaxation.
Because he doesn't like this.
It's not that he doesn't like having a harem - he wants it very much, but what he doesn't want is such a frivolous outcome.
Dihua.
He remembered such a future network concept - because of the gap in power and status between the two parties, one party would take the initiative to infer the behavioral motives of the other party and deduce a false truth that shocked itself deeply. In the end, the person who had been brainwashed moved himself, took the initiative to cater to the party being brainwashed, and firmly believed that every move of the party being brainwashed had deep meaning. In this way, he became a loyal follower of the person being brainwashed, even though the person being brainwashed never cared about this person at all.
Nothing, or almost nothing, was done. Just sit back and enjoy the results. This is the income that the Dihua party can obtain. If it's in a novel, that's fine. But if you put it in terms of emotions...then, maybe it's not okay.
——I have never pursued Zhao Yingkong, even if I am indeed interested in her.
——What she understood about me was one-sided. She only saw the side she wanted to see, and then acted hastily.
Things like feelings may come from impulse, but a relationship should not be based on mutual misunderstandings from the beginning. She had never thought about pursuing her, and the self she knew was completely different from her real self. Then, such a combination is destined to only create regrets and pain. Although Jiang Yu had already planned to be a scumbag, he felt that there was no need for him to degenerate to the point of not recognizing people when he lifted his pants.
All in all, it's still a matter of moral obsessiveness. Although it's a pity, at least this will make him feel more relaxed.
However, although it is relaxing, there will always be feelings of regret.
——Why is Xia still in a daze?
He had to let his thoughts drift and think about other issues. Although the following night was long, it was not suitable for some special battles. But at least, he felt that he could find someone to talk to about the depression and frustration that was gathering in his heart.
That's what he thought - and he didn't think about it enough.
When he loses focus due to frustration and distraction. The shadows around him suddenly squirmed!
It's an attack! ?
still--
A familiar feeling came into his mind, and he raised his guard and then put it down again - the returning assassin girl suddenly appeared, and the next moment she threw herself lightly into Jiang Yu's arms!
——Should I, I will be hit with a hatchet! ?
Jiang Yu only had time to flash this thought. The next moment, he saw the girl's pretty face and eyes full of determination!
There was a cold touch on his lips. Then, it turns into warmth.
"What you said makes sense, so I thought about it carefully."
The warm feeling quickly disappeared, and the girl who had left and returned was far away again.
"The me before may not have understood the real you. But the you just now must be the real you."
"So...I won't give up." Her departure was accompanied by a disintegrating shadow. "And, from now on, just call me Yingkong."
She's really gone.
Jiang Yu looked at the direction she was going away, touched her lips, and blinked.
What the hell is this?
"Play hard to get, Ayu, you are very good at this move." Xia's voice came from behind, and it was only then that she appeared in the church hall.
Jiang Yu glanced at her, annoyed, but more of an embarrassment - like being caught in bed.
"I'm not..."
"Yes or no, it depends not only on the motive, but also on the result." Xia looked the same as usual. She walked briskly and came to Jiang Yu's side. "I think... Ayu, you won't waste the next time explaining the ins and outs of this incident to me, will you?"
She's right.
She was so awesome that she almost sat in on the entire process, so there was no need to listen to the explanation again!
And he knew even more that there was no need for him to ask Xia what she thought about this matter.
Because he already knew - the moment Xia appeared in front of him, everything was revealed.
Qie Xia also brought another piece of information.
"Miss Zhan Lan wants to see you, Ayu." Xia said, this matter could have been easily communicated directly through the psychic network.
"Now." She interrupted after a moment's pause.