Chapter 305
Since Lexington was built, she knew how much her sister liked him during the process of getting to know Lexington. She had done so much for him, and she hoped that her sister and brother-in-law would be happy.
After becoming a wedding ship, Lexington's smiles and frowns were full of love when he mentioned him. Sometimes when he complained to her about Vian's shortcomings, he only used a helpless tone.
She thought more about how to cover for him, how to satisfy him, how to make him happy, and how to make him rely on her more.
So when Lexington told her the truth that night, Saratoga was no less than struck by lightning.
Even if it was muddled, as long as her sister didn't know, she would still be a sensible sister.
At the beginning, she also wanted to see if Vian was sincere to Lexington, and she tried it and ended up getting herself involved.
But now her sister knows, and she also knows the details.
She even dressed up as her and finally got together with Vian.
The sadness that Lexington unconsciously exuded when he confided these words to her sister deeply hurt her heart.
She hoped that her sister would be well, instead of intervening in her sister's feelings.
It was clearly a relationship between her sister and brother-in-law, but now she had to get involved.
She felt that she was sorry for her sister.
That night was just an accident.
It was impossible for her to fall in love with an admiral. In her life, there was only her sister, and she had seen so many relationships between ship girls and admirals.
She had never been salvaged, and she joined Vian's fleet just for Lexington.
So after careful consideration, she decided to make this matter clear to Vian.
She didn't want to pollute the relationship between her sister and him because of herself.
Isn't it the life she always dreamed of to have her sister by her side?
So many years of living alone have passed, and she doesn't need love.
She can take care of herself.
But why....
Why is her heart so painful now?
Why can't she stop crying?
Obviously the result is what she wanted, and Wei An agreed to her, but why couldn't she say a word at that time?
Isn't his love a burden?
Why is she always complacent when she is alone?
Seeing his helplessness in being spoiled by her, she is still willing to cooperate with her. At that time, when she felt his embrace was so warm, she unconsciously wanted to be closer to him.
Why can't she help it?
Now that she has finally gotten rid of the feelings that she thinks are unnecessary, why does her heart hurt deeply when she sees his lonely expression?
She obviously doesn't like him, but why does she regret when she says the words to distance herself from him?
Obviously when he is unbelievable and wants to ask her true thoughts, why does she retreat, can't face her inner regret, but instead say it out loud?
She seems to have messed up. She messed up her own feelings.
The feeling of being liked by him and being accommodated by him in everything, even if she knows that he is a playboy, she will still unconsciously act like a spoiled child when she is around him.
When she subconsciously relied on him and sought his advice, didn't she accept everything so calmly?
Why did she get sick again at this time and couldn't control her mouth?
It hurts, it hurts so much!
Saratoga didn't know how she got back to the room.
She stared at the ceiling with a dull look, and every bit of her time with Vian flashed before her eyes. She was disdainful when she first met Vian, and she didn't have a good face for him at all, thinking that he was an obstacle to the sisterly relationship.
After seeing Lexington's story again, she finally accepted him a little, and at that time she became his ship girl without knowing it.
Thinking of this, Saratoga's haggard face showed a bleak smile.
Knowing his uniqueness, she saw the magic she had never seen before, and the growth of strength that she had given up once again ushered in an opportunity.
Watching him arm Lexington, a new ship girl, little by little, she also followed him and became stronger.
There were more and more entanglements with him, and with Lexington in the middle, the relationship between him and her also improved.
Until later, she gradually let down her guard against Vian, and she could express her thoughts in front of Vian.
Playing pranks on him, being naughty, acting like a spoiled child, and sweetly calling him brother- in-law, why was she so happy at this time? It was the joyous feeling that being with her sister brought her, so special.
Even the physical contact that she hated the most before seemed to be ineffective after knowing him. She always unconsciously stuck to him and hung on him, but he never got tired of her and always indulged her like coaxing a child.
But today she seemed to have made him sad...
He obviously likes her so much, but she won't let him get close anymore....
Watching him leave without a soul, her body felt like a thousand-pound weight. She wanted to keep him but couldn't take a step. She could only cry alone with her face covered.
She obviously had so many choices....
Just say a word to him like you always do for pranks.
Brother-in-law, look at how ugly your crying face is Of course this is Jia Jia’s prank Heng Heng knows that you like Jia Jia, so I won’t be the same as you.
Curled up on the bed, the pillow and hair were wet with tears.
Mingming's sister had encouraged her to have more contact with her brother-in-law, and everyone should live together happily.
However, she felt confident while enjoying Wei An's care and love. She indulged in it but never understood her own heart directly.
What is that special feeling for Wei An?
In Wei An's lonely eyes, the first time she felt that she might lose this favor, it hurt so much that she regretted it.
If they weren't so confused, would the result be different?
Just like that night, she wasn't looking for him for her sister, but just on behalf of herself?
Then say something to this hateful admiral
"You have ruined Jia Jia's innocence. Commander, you have to take responsibility."
Will she be able to rely on his arms with peace of mind like her sister and not want to wake up.
All the sweetness, happiness, sorrow, and pain were frozen in his kiss that night. He forced her into his arms. The deer bumped around but did not stop his kiss.
It was the first time she felt the feeling of her heart being out of control, and an inexplicable sense of peace of mind.
That's called liking....
It is the love that only cowards can escape from but dare not respond to, and the love that only heartless girls cherish in their hearts.
It is the attachment of being cared for under the hard appearance.
It is the love that Saratoga is not frank about.
The tears of pain are a bit bitter.
"Badass brother-in-law...Gaga’s favorite."
The sweetest murmur of a girl in her sleep
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I hope I won't get beaten today. The main reason is that her character is here. She is arrogant, heartless, and a little insecure. She wants the other person to prove her love. It is normal for people to be ungrateful, and I think Jiajia's character is too empty because she keeps stealing the house.
Although I like VV the most, Jiajia is my longest-serving secretary.
So I wrote Jiajia to give her a girlfriend feeling.
She is just a heartless, quirky child who has never experienced love.
She will lose her way when she is loved, and she will subconsciously ignore her feelings because she cares too much about Lexington.
It may also be because of her arrogant personality that she refutes her feelings.
She lacks a sense of security and hopes that Wei'an's love belongs to her alone, but now she is forced to share it with Lexington and Xuefeng, and there is also a Hood outside, which will make it even more difficult for insecure girls to accept.
Finally, I want to say that this book has a happy ending.
The author needs to give these girls inner qualities, not empty data.