12.4 The update will be delayed, I’m very sorry!
Tomorrow, December 4th, will not be updated after 0am.
terribly sorry……
I was so high-spirited before, saying I wanted to spend tens of thousands of dollars a day, but I didn't expect to feel so uncomfortable today.
Today, the teacher from my son’s school came to talk to me about my child’s studies.
I'm in fourth grade, and I still play non-stop in class and can't concentrate on class.
What pisses me off the most is lying to me...
I watched him do his homework. Because I had too little time (while doing business, I coded part-time), so I didn’t check each subject, so I told me every night that it was completed. The next day, the teacher checked and found that it was not done. Done.
Seriously, I'm a little devastated.
A little desperate.
If you don't listen to the lectures in class, even if you spend a few extra hours after school, you won't be able to make up for it.
I whipped him hard with the stick.
It hurts but I can't control it.
This isn't the first time.
I don't understand why I can't change it even with such scolding and beating.
This makes me feel powerless.
After beating him in the afternoon, I still feel hazy until now.
There is only anger and despair in my head, and I desperately want to think about the novel and the plot, but I can't think of it at all, and I can't integrate it at all.
Write a line, then delete it, write a line, then delete it.
Even if I talk about going to water irrigation and write thousands of words, I still can’t write it.
Some book friends in the group advised me to calm down, saying that when children are in primary school, they are just playing, and children cannot be used as learning tools.
I really don’t want to use children as learning tools. There are 45 people in a class, and I just want them to be in the 20s or 30s. I have never wanted to pressure them to get good grades.
It's a pity that even this can't be done.
Can you imagine this kind of thing... You worked hard to watch your child do his homework, help him with his homework, and even bought a New Concept English course for him to study during the summer vacation, and then he came last in the exam.
This makes me feel like all the hard work and dedication have been in vain.
Tuition fees are tens of thousands a year.
What on earth am I doing?
What on earth is he doing?
Suddenly I feel so tired.
Making money is tiring, and life is tiring too.
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I don’t want to transmit this negative energy to everyone.
Just wanted to explain the reason for this late update.
Try not to ask for leave tomorrow, and I can update it in the afternoon.
Thank you brothers for your support.