Chapter 254 Xiaonuan can see it
Song Yunuan blinked and stopped at the gate of the educated youth spot. She smiled and said, "Uncle, we won't go in."
At this time, grandma and uncle had come back first with the magpie.
My uncle wanted to talk to Chu Zizhou and Song Liang.
That's why they fell behind.
Song Yunuan also quietly noticed something strange about her uncle.
But she just pretended that she couldn't see anything.
She asked her uncle to go into the house to rest without any unnecessary nonsense. Even the chatty elder brother wisely shut up.
Song Yunuan left the educated youth spot with her eldest brother and younger brother and headed towards the Song family.
Xia Xindong, whose fingers were trembling slightly, breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
From the outside, everything looks like normal to him.
This is the result of his efforts to control.
Otherwise, he would have had a seizure on the spot.
With a gentle look on his face, he watched the children leave. When he left, he told them to go to bed early and promised Xiao Nuan to get up early tomorrow and go to the Education Committee with her to find Director Shang.
After talking to her mother and elder brother for a while, she promised Magpie to take her to play tomorrow too.
Afterwards, he returned to his room.
When he arrived at the house, he closed the door tightly. After a few breaths, his expression became cold and ferocious, and his eyes were full of anger.
A different person from before.
He has lived in the basement since he was five years old. Before he was ten years old, he was often beaten by Shangguan Heng. He has survived to this day and has suffered all the hardships in this world. He cannot go to school, has no friends, and cannot walk in the sun. The only light is A ray of light from the skylight.
Thirty years.
How could he be like a normal person?
That is simply the most ridiculous thing in the world.
He was sick, not only physically but also mentally.
Physically, it's fine, and there are solutions for it, but psychologically, there seems to be no cure.
He fears and hates everyone and everything, but he pretends not to care.
He doesn't like people approaching him, including his mother, but he still has to pretend not to care.
When he was holding Asheng, the voice in his body was roaring crazily, but he still didn't care.
Not only does he have social phobia.
At the age of six, he began to split his personality. He didn't know how many. He kept devouring the splits until he was thirteen years old, and only one was left.
Besides that, he had many other problems.
After not returning home, he didn't care at all.
But after returning home, he cared more and became more painful and despairing.
Just like this.
He didn't even have time to do anything.
The pain that tore apart the soul to the extreme swept over him like a tide.
Xia Xindong's eyes were scarlet and his expression was ferocious. A vicious expression and a cold and sarcastic expression alternated on his face.
He squatted down slowly, grabbed his hair, and seemed to be talking to himself.
But after listening carefully, I was horrified to find that these seemed to be two voices.
One is cold and cruel, the other is gentle and low.
"Do you want to see these beautiful mountains and rivers? Do you want to experience the feeling of sunshine? Do you want to taste the delicious food made by my mother? Haha, it's a waste of time to think about it. I will never let you come out."
"Xia Xindong, how could you be like this? You are always struggling and self-deceiving. See your true nature. Only I am the most suitable."
"You're not suitable!"
"What's wrong with me? You see how elegant, calm, gentle and warm you look every day. That's me. After I take over, Xia Xindong can be the same on the outside and the inside as well. Otherwise, he is not a good person and no one will like him. Yours, when they know your terrible heart, they will treat you like a savage beast. Do you want to see the disgust and disgust in their eyes? "
With a sneer, Xia Xindong's sanity seemed to have recovered a little amid the chaos of his thoughts.
He suddenly thought of Xiaonuan.
Suddenly he was no longer anxious or fierce. He said slowly: "Xiao Nuan is not an ordinary child, including Abo and A Sheng. Even if you replace me, the three of them can see it at a glance. ”
"Don't worry, no one can see that you have no confidence in yourself, but I am full of confidence in myself."
"Xiao Nuan can see it."
"Xiao Nuan will definitely not be able to tell." After a pause, the gentle voice continued in a coaxing tone: "Otherwise we can try."
"Don't try."
"You don't dare, for fear of being completely replaced."
Xia Xindong stood up and turned on the light bulb indifferently.
The light was not bright, and it flickered a little when it was turned on. Xia Xindong covered his eyes, but later removed it, and he sat at the desk and started reading.
No, it should be flipping through books.
At this time, Song Yunuan saw the lights turn on and felt a little calmer in her heart, so she ran home.
Oh my god, there are too many mosquitoes and they are about to bite her to death.
They were worried about their uncle just now, so the three of them pretended to leave, but then came back again. They squatted at the wall of the educated youth spot and peered inside.
Nothing could be heard, but the sound of cicadas and the croaking of frogs.
Song Yunuan felt that she couldn't tell anything, and her uncle seemed gentle, but he was actually very perceptive. If he found out that she and her brother were spying on him, she and her brother would be dead.
So, he ran away quickly.
Of course, before I ran, I didn’t forget to pick up my brother and run with him.
In Xia Xindong's room, after Xumi, he put down his books again, washed briefly, and then began to simulate the drug combination separation experiment.
He wanted to give Xia Bowen, Shangguan Yunqi and Shangguan Heng a great gift.
Thirty years of painful torture, how could a simple moral judgment be justified?
He wanted to make Xia Bowen and Shangguan Yunqi the living dead, to make them the source of evil, and to make their children the living dead one by one.
Including that old thing Shangguan Heng!
These were not enough to eliminate the hatred in his heart.
So, could he let that one out?
That one might choose to forgive under the attack of family affection.
This was absolutely not allowed.
No forgiveness, never forgiveness!
Even if it meant the destruction of the world!!!
Xia Xindong, who was simulating some molecular recombination, suddenly remembered what Xiao Asheng said, and the simulation program was suddenly interrupted.
Xiao Asheng.
His little nephew.
He wanted to live to ninety-nine.
No, he later added: If he lived to one hundred and twenty years old, he would be able to cross another century.
And Xiao Nuan.
Xiao Nuan, who is so pretty and smart, if there really comes a day when she is forced to hide in a safe zone, it would be painful for a girl like her who likes to wander around, likes delicious food and beautiful clothes, right?
And that Apo who said he was born with bad luck, that silly boy, wanted to be the mainstay of the family the most.
And the mother who suffered all her life, the honest elder brother, the elder sister who worried about everything, and the timid but easily satisfied magpie...
Xia Xindong moved his fingers, feeling that thing was about to come out again, he abandoned these thoughts expressionlessly, and began to simulate without distraction.