Chapter 344: Love is more than hate
Chapter 344 Love is more than hate
"If I were a woman, I wouldn't give him a chance. One bullet takes away two people, and no one can live. My brother doesn't want to have any regrets. He still hasn't said a word. He asked me to tell you, when he comes out, He told you personally that one day, if your brother really dies, it won’t be too late for you to be buried with him.”
Ji Xun is like a treasure hunter who suddenly found a treasure. He went through many tribulations, climbed mountains of knives, descended into seas of fire, and narrowly escaped death in search of treasure. When he was almost desperate, the sky suddenly appeared and the treasure was right in front of him. He got what he wanted and died without regrets.
Gu Ci looked at his expression and knew that the purpose of the trip had been achieved and Ji Xun would not act rashly again. Gu Ci opened the door and left, leaving Ji Xun alone. At the end of the long corridor, Lu Zhiyuan was waiting for her.
Lu Zhiyuan stood against the light, his face blurred, but Gu Ci knew it must be him. They had a very strange aura. In fact, when she was a child, she had been particularly fond of Lu Zhiyuan. As he said, it seemed like she was destined to like him. She grew up neglected and never received any preference. Only Lu Zhiyuan, from beginning to end, liked and favored her.
He is her white moonlight.
So, when she lost her later, she felt resentful, extreme, and angry. She could not reconcile with Lu Zhiyuan, why did his preference come and go when he said it was not.
After losing and finding him, the feeling of joy and heart-warming feeling when I saw him came back.
He has been her obsession since childhood.
If it was fate, she could only accept her fate.
Gu Ci's heartbeat was too fast, and she was spinning a little. A sudden sharp pain hit her. She saw Lu Zhiyuan rushing over. He walked out of the backlight and finally saw his true appearance. The corners of Gu Ci's lips raised slightly and she fainted in his arms.
“Xiao Ci!” Lu Zhiyuan picked her up and shouted sternly, “Call the doctor!”
Li Jiang heard the noise and quickly called the doctor.
Lu Zhiyuan held her in his arms. The girl in his arms was as light as a piece of paper. She had become very thin recently and was already a little out of shape. He felt very sore in his heart.
The diagnosis given by the doctor is consistent with his judgment.
Gu Ci's condition was caused by overwork, mild malnutrition, and excessive thinking, which resulted in a loss of both qi and blood. Qin Wan came with Gu Ci and told the truth about Gu Ci's current situation.
"She usually sleeps for three or four hours. I don't know if she falls asleep or not. She has no appetite for food and always drinks water. By the way, she also frequently takes medicine on an empty stomach. Dr. North and I have advised her many times. , The effect is very little." Qin Wan sighed sadly, "I understand that I will feel sad for a while and suffer a little."
Lu Zhiyuan, “…”
Li Jiang secretly thought that Qin Wan definitely did it on purpose!
"She is also an alcoholic!" Qin Wan said, "North suggested that she drink a glass of red wine before going to bed, and she drank a bottle directly. My classmate fell out of love and drank heavily for half a month. He was drunk every day. Hey..."
Gu Ci's face was pale, pitifully thin, and her eyes were thick with dark circles. Coupled with the doctor's diagnosis, it didn't take Qin Wan to tell anyone who had eyes to see how unhappy Gu Ci's life was.
"You guys go out first!" Lu Zhiyuan took the towel, wiped the sweat from Gu Ci's forehead, and coldly ordered the guests to leave. Li Jiang took Qin Wan out and closed the door considerately.
After Lu Zhiyuan put down the towel, his fingers gently brushed her face. Lu Zhiyuan lifted up the quilt, pulled up Gu Ci's sleeves, and looked at her arms. They were bruised and bruised. Lu Zhiyuan gritted his teeth and lifted up her arms. There are also large bruises on the top and waist. It doesn't look like they were hit, but more like they were pinched by themselves.
He thought for a moment and unbuttoned her buttons. Gu Ci put on jeans. Lu Zhiyuan looked intently, and as he expected, he saw gauze on her legs.
Under the gauze, there were wounds made by Gu Ci repeatedly with a knife. The skin was torn and the flesh was torn. Lu Zhiyuan's Adam's apple rolled with pain, and a little sweat oozed from his forehead. He was angry and at a loss.
Feeling distressed and sad.
There are four gauze patches on her thighs, and there are some old scars. She has been self-abusing for several months, and she has not gotten better. “Xiao Ci, what should I do with you?” Lu Zhiyuan took her hand and put it to his lips and kissed it.
She is the treasure he holds in his hands. This treasure is too fragile, like a piece of ice, and his hands are too hot. He wants this treasure, but he knows that she will eventually melt in his hands.
He had no choice but to give up on her, hoping that she would be well. However, this treasure of his was still gradually melting away. He had no choice but to watch helplessly.
Over the years, he has thought of countless ways to resolve this fateful entanglement, but he has never been able to solve it. He has never given up. Lu Zhiyuan thought of their first life.
Gu Ci has always been a girl like the sun. She is unyielding and determined. Even if she knows it is a dead end, she is a moth. She knows that the sea of fire will kill her, but he stands in the sea of fire, and she still spreads her wings and flies brilliantly. She ran towards him with a smile, even if her wings were burned off by fire and her body was burned without getting close to him, she would not look back.
Her love and hate are both extreme!
The love and hate she wants are also very extreme!
He hates God, but now he just wants to kneel down and beg him to show him a clear way, what he should do to resolve this endless tragedy.
Gu Ci was in the process of infusion. She was obviously unconscious but not stable at all. She muttered to herself. Lu Zhiyuan came closer to her and heard her words, "Lu Zhiyuan, don't leave me alone. Take me away, even if it means death. I also want to die by your side, don’t leave me alone.”
Lu Zhiyuan felt great pain in his heart, "Xiao Ci..."
Don’t do this, Xiaoci!
He tried it, he tried it in his last life, but what was the outcome?
Lu Zhiyuan asked Ji Xun, "What did Jiang Junlin do to make you hate him?"
"I will never really hate him." His hatred is love but not love. "I have hated him before. Loveliness is always one point more than hate."
“Think about it again, what if he gets married?” Lu Zhiyuan said, “If he falls in love with someone else and marries him, will you hate him?”
"It's much simpler. Let's die together. What are you hating? I won't live such a life of being tortured for no reason. If he falls in love with someone else, either he dies or I die!"
Lu Zhiyuan, “…”
He really can't understand the psychology of these yandere people.
He could think of the most outrageous path being blocked by Ji Xun. Ji Xun and Gu Ci were so similar that his thoughts were probably Gu Ci's.
“Isn’t it good to be alive?”
"What's the point of living like a zombie?" Ji Xun spread his hands, "Third Master, if you want to get married, let Miss Gu Ci give up. I advise you to think twice."
Lu Zhiyuan had this idea, but unfortunately, Ji Xun blocked the road.
Gu Ci slept restlessly. In the evening, she regained consciousness. When she opened her eyes, she saw Lu Zhiyuan sitting next to her, looking at her with burning eyes.
(End of this chapter)