Chapter 171
"oh!!!"
"Oh ho!!!"
"Ahhhh!!!"
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Spectators, passers-by, staff.
Everyone who knew Su Yuntang and Xilin probably became excited at this moment.
"Ding dong dong..."
A sweet song that is more suitable for confession is playing in the bar.
"me……"
Against this background, Su Yuntang stood in front of Xilin with a bouquet of flowers. The actor at this age was no longer such an innocent boy, but he was like a child, hesitant and speechless.
He thought he would be brave. He is a mature man and should be talkative in any situation.
But the fact is that at this moment, he couldn't say a complete sentence and was even more nervous than when he went to the Spring Festival Gala.
I had rehearsed countless times in my mind, but when I actually went on stage, I almost surrendered within a second.
Gu Huaian, Pei Jingshu, Shang Zhuoyan, Shen Qingqing and Jiang Shuo couldn't help but sit farther away from Xilin. Occasionally, some people would join in the booing with those around them.
But Gu Huaian didn't make any noise, he just looked at Sister Xilin and felt...
Will my sister refuse?
Under the illumination of the lights, surrounded by the crowd, and with all the calls, cameras, and focused gazes, Xilin didn't seem so nervous.
There wasn't even a hint of shyness on my sister's face.
She probably drank some wine, so her face was a little red, but it wasn't obvious since the light was shining on her.
She wore a very beautiful floral dress today. She put her left leg on her right leg and crossed her legs. When the hem of the skirt was covered, she looked very well proportioned.
Her big waves were scattered randomly, and Xilin gently teased her, with helplessness written all over her face...
However, he stood up with a smile on his face, greeting everyone, all the cameras, all the eyes, and...
Su Yuntang's confession.
"Everyone, be quiet!"
Finally.
Brother Bing, who helped Su Yuntang plan all this, came out to take charge of the situation. Everyone became quiet. The microphone was given to Su Yuntang, and they were all waiting for him to speak.
Su Yuntang was very excited. If you look closely, you can see that his hands are sweaty and feel cold if touched.
His expression became even more excited, and you could even see tears flashing in his eyes in the camera...
He had waited for this day for too long, too long!
He has acted in many dramas and created countless classic roles. His crying scenes were once used as textbooks by film schools.
But even that scene was not as good as the tears he shed sincerely today!
Even some of the audience members who were scorning the two of them could not help but be moved.
Pei Jingshu has a strong sense of empathy. Seeing this touching scene, she couldn't help but have tears rolling in her eyes...
"Why are you crying?"
Gu Huaian quickly handed over a tissue.
"Not... moved." Pei Jingshu gently wiped her tears and said with a smile.
Although, probably all of them know that there is little hope for the actor Su to confess to Sister Xilin.
But everyone will still be impressed by his romance. This kind of picture is so empathetic that they really can't resist it. It's so killing!
When the scene finally calmed down, Su Yuntang took a deep breath, considered his words, and then took the microphone and said to Xilin:
"I never thought of doing this in a place like this. I just wanted to... that is, occasionally, would you, would you..."
He suddenly became incoherent as he spoke, and suddenly became so excited that he could not speak completely.
"oh!!!"
Some friends around him were already shouting crazy. He and Xilin had many friends in common, and people around him actually wished them both well.
The barrage is also full of "real". Many people said that this is how they expressed their feelings at the beginning. When their true feelings are revealed, they are really incoherent, okay?
Someone told Su Yuntang not to be nervous. The tears in his eyes finally flowed down excitedly and unsatisfactorily. He cried with a smile and continued:
"I wonder if you would... be bored with my usual style, so I found someone who doesn't suit my style. You wouldn't think that I would say these things to you here. In such a place, I will give you a Surprise, I..."
He could hardly hold the flower with his hand, and he couldn't continue talking.
He was a bit verbose, and he hadn't gotten to the topic for a long time. He couldn't help it, he was too nervous, and he always wanted to calm down before talking about important things, so as to relieve his excitement and prepare himself mentally.
"I'm not usually like this..."
He was crying and laughing at the same time, blaming himself. His friends around him were watching, and they were all happy. Some of the more familiar ones would take pictures with their mobile phones.
Probably no one has ever seen Su Yuntang like this.
He is the top actor in the domestic entertainment industry, the double actor Su Yuntang, a walking hormone, and an absolute powerhouse!
His expression management is definitely at the level of domestic entertainment acting textbooks. Gu Huaian has disgusted him so many times and he has never been so unable to hold back. But today, his "expression management" all collapsed because of Xilin!
He has really done a lot for her. He knows that sometimes Xilin will not like his usual high-profile style, so he is willing to agree with her and find a less high-profile place, just a group of friends, to express his feelings. .
His meaning was obvious, he was willing to compromise for Sirin, even if it was a way of expressing his love.
He almost said that he could change what Xilin didn't like about him. Even if he was asked to wash the pots, wash dishes and take out the garbage, just like Gu Huaian, he would be willing to do it!
real!
Just say Siren!
In the eyes of others, the hand-holding and confession link in "Crystal Love Season" is just a program effect.
But in Su Yuntang's eyes, this is the only purpose he has been waiting for and insisting on for so many years!
Have you ever experienced the feeling of loving someone for more than ten years?
Su Yuntang has experienced it!
He thought, after persisting for so many years, it was time for him to achieve success, right?
The current atmosphere made him very excited and nervous...
The acquaintances and friends around me were also shouting.
This will make him inexplicably confident, feeling that everyone is blessing him and he deserves Siren's approval.
However……
Before he calmed down from the incoherent nervousness, he told Xilin all the love words that he had drafted countless times and were full of various things and stories they had experienced together.
Xilin suddenly asked for a microphone from Brother Bing's hand.
"Thank you... thank you. I'm really, really touched."
She raised her hand to lift her hair, and pushed all her chestnut hair back to the back of her head, revealing her pretty face full of exotic charm.
She is gentle, intellectual, and generous, and she smiles when she speaks, just like her every acceptance speech.
When she said this, everyone thought she was going to agree.
Who would have expected...
The elder sister then shook her head slightly, stared at Su Yuntang seriously with a pair of red phoenix eyes, opened her red lips lightly, and said:
"but……"
"sorry."
The words fell.
She bowed slightly to Su Yuntang, as if thanking him for everything he had done tonight and for his kindness.
"I'm going to the bathroom..."
With that said, she handed the microphone back to Brother Bing, then smiled politely at her friends around her, then left the circle and walked toward the bathroom.
"..."
There was dead silence.
"Ding dong dong..."
Only the BGM used for confession in the store was still playing.
No one expected that the actor Su's confession would be choked in Xilin's throat before he could say it out loud.
Siren didn't even give him a chance to express all his love.
She is cruel.
as always.
When dealing with Su Yuntang, she never gave hope, and she never understood why she should work hard when she couldn't see hope.
Sometimes feelings are very important. They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder. If you like him, you will think everything he does is right. If you don't like him, even if he does things that are of no concern to you.
Just because I like it.
These two words may seem easy, but they carry a lot of weight.
For example, Su Yuntang has been pursuing Xilin for so many years because he likes her, but the result in the end is nothing more than her saying "I'm very touched, but I'm sorry."
"ah……"
"why is it like this……"
"Oh my God!"
"Xilin, what do you dislike about Su Yuntang?"
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The audience couldn't stand it any longer, and the barrage started to flood.
"Ah……"
As if mocking himself, Best Actor Su shook his head and smiled. There were still tears on his face. The tears were exciting and sweet just now, but now they turned bitter.
He didn't try to save Siren because he might have guessed the ending before making this decision.
Did you ask him if he regretted it?
No……
He has no regrets.
When he was speaking just now, when he was surrounded by friends and shouting, for a moment, he really felt that Siren belonged to him.
But just for that moment, everything he did tonight was not meaningless or worthless.
The south wall may not have been broken through, let alone a way out, but he still managed to get the blood on his head on it.
For him, that was enough.
I just don’t know why…
How could it be so... heartbreaking!
He clearly had no expectations from the beginning that Siren would agree to his confession. People say that if there are no expectations, there will be no disappointment. How could it be so painful? !
It shouldn’t be!
oh……
It turned out that it was also because of that moment of "belonging" that he suddenly had expectations for this matter.
Just like that suddenly, the actor Su was smiling, but the tears on his face couldn't stop.
"OK OK……"
"Do not be sad……"
Friends around him came over to comfort them one after another. Actor Su Yuntang was shameless, and he acted quite strong. Even if his confession failed, he would not lose his composure. He smiled and told everyone that it was okay, and even joked that he was used to it...
But anyone can see the sadness on his face.
In the crowd, Shang Zhuoyan stared at this scene with her big watery eyes.
She would think, knowing that she would be rejected and would definitely be rejected, why did Su Yuntang still have the courage to call all his friends who had time to confess to Xilin?
She is also a fallen person in Tianya, so she sympathizes with Su Yuntang, but at the same time admires Su Yuntang's bravery.
She couldn't help but glance at Gu Huaian, who was sitting not far away, and made a decision silently in her heart.
Again:
"Sometimes, recklessness is closer to bravery than cowardice!"
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Everyone silently comforted Su Yuntang, who failed to confess his love. The actor Su was free and easy, and did not dwell too much on the failure of his confession. Instead, he raised his glass and said:
"I won't be able to continue walking with you all tomorrow, so tonight is just a farewell. Come on, cheers..."
The failure to confess his love means that Su Yuntang will leave their show tonight, and the actor Su will not be seen in the scenes tomorrow.
For the show "Crystal Love Season", Su Yuntang and Xilin are permanent residents, and they never missed a single day of recording. They were like two parents, and one of them suddenly left, which really made everyone feel a bit uncomfortable.
After a while, Xilin came back wiping her slightly wet hands.
Gu Huaian will always have to admire Xilin and Su Yuntang's mentality. Even after experiencing something embarrassing like just now, they can still sit at the same table, just a little far apart.
Beside her, Pei Jingshu secretly wiped away her tears. Her ability to empathize was so strong that she felt that even the failure of the actor's confession was not as sad as hers...
Gu Huaian shook his head and smiled, silently left the table, said hello to the shop owner, Brother Bing, and then came to the small stage where the singer sang.
"Tomorrow we will all be gone..."
When Su Yuntang and the others looked over, Gu Huaian was already sitting in front of an electronic keyboard, saying:
"Let's sing a song for everyone, it can be considered as a farewell."
"oh……"
There were people cheering at the scene, and they obviously recognized Gu Huaian. It was really the first time that Gu Huaian took the initiative to sing.
Gu Huaian used to sing in a bar, so he was actually quite well-connected. He didn't pretend to be pretentious and just said:
"The song is called Contentment."
The words fell...
"Dong dong..."
Gu Huaian began to play gently.
This is a song with a very soothing rhythm, and the melody seems to have some kind of healing power, which makes people want to immerse themselves in it.
Some people began to ponder the song title "Contentment" and wondered what Gu Huaian meant and what the theme of this song was.
Gu Huaian did not explain these.
He just sang quietly:
…
"How to own, a rainbow."
"How to hug, a summer wind."
"The stars in the sky laugh at the people on the earth..."
“I can’t always understand or feel enough.”
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Gu Huaian sings very slowly and softly, and the lyrics are a bit dreamy. There is even a line called "The stars in the sky laugh at the people on the ground." You will find it very funny, but also very romantic.
Then, Gu Huaian's eyes accurately passed through the crowd and landed on Pei Jingshu.
He sang:
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"If I fall in love with your smile..."
"How to collect, how to own..."
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"oh!!!"
Some people in the comment area began to indulge in candy.
But some people started to say, Gu Huaian, you shouldn’t confess to Sister Pei like you do now!
are you crazy!
The best actor Su Gang failed to confess his love. Now that you have successfully confessed your love, why don't you rub salt in the wound? !
It's been a few days since your kid was itched by online reports, right?
Fortunately...
Without waiting for Pei Jingshu to be shy or for the audience to get drunk, Gu Huaian glanced at Xilin and Su Yuntang on the other side.
He sang:
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"If you're happy, it's not for me."
"Whether you let go is actually what you have..."
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As soon as a few lyrics came out...
"woc..."
Many people couldn't help but get goosebumps.
Only then did he suddenly realize that Gu Huaian was singing Xilin and Su Yuntang after all the trouble.
Speaking of Gu Huaian’s lyrics...
There's something!
Listen to his lyrics!
If your happiness is not for me, will letting go actually be possession?
Isn’t this exactly what Su Yuntang is talking about!
This sentence is really appropriate for Su Yuntang and Xilin, who just failed to confess their love!
Best Actor Su even suspected that this guy wrote this song on the spur of the moment. This is too off the mark!
He didn't want to cry at first, and he had controlled it, but for some reason, as soon as Gu Huaian's lyrics came out, the tip of his nose became sour, and the tears started to pour out as if he couldn't help but want money!
In order not to be seen, Su Yuntang had no choice but to pick up the wine glass and pour it into his mouth.
When the camera showed him, the audience felt a little distressed, and the barrage was:
"Guizhou fellow, please accompany me!"
"Fellow Shandong, please accompany me!"
"Fellow Hu Jian, come with me!"
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I don’t know which Xiu’er said that she wanted to “accompany one”, so she lined up directly below, but it was neat.
Probably at this time... everyone is feeling a little sad.
Tonight, wine sales across the country have skyrocketed.
In a corner where no one noticed, Gu Huaian secretly glanced at Shang Zhuoyan.
Why are these lyrics not sung to Shang Zhuoyan?
If your happiness is not for me, will letting go actually be possession?
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"When a gust of wind blows; the kite flies to the sky."
Gu Huaian continued to play and sing.
"For you, I pray, I bless you, and I am moved!"
The emotion of the lyrics began to spread to the ears of every listener through the sound and melody.
"Finally, your figure disappeared at the end of the crowd!"
In the bar, the sounds of clinking glasses were heard one after another, and every sound of clinking glasses was like the sound of a broken dream.
"I just realized that crying with a smile is the most painful..."
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"oh!!!"
“I’m getting goosebumps!”
Some people started to look at Gu Huaian in amazement.
It is obviously a song with a relaxing melody, but under this situation, it is so sad.
In the crowd, Xilin, who was the protagonist of this farce, stared at Gu Huaian who was singing on the stage, and was also in a daze.
Perhaps, tonight’s actor Su’s confession is a failure of the show;
But Gu Huaian's "Contentment" is like the finishing touch, bringing this failure to life!
Someone just guessed, what kind of "contentment" is Gu Huaian's "Contentment"?
Now, they probably understand.
It is to persuade Su Yuntang to be content...
Some things that don't belong to him just don't belong to him. No matter how much you like it, don't force it. Especially things like feelings, you really can't force it.
You can see how simply Xilin refused Su Yuntang's refusal tonight. She had guessed what Su Yuntang was going to do since she came in tonight and recognized some acquaintances.
But she remained calm throughout the whole process, listening to songs, drinking, and chatting as if nothing would happen.
Except for some confusion and helplessness, you can't see any other emotions on the face of the mature sister Xilin.
That's because her heart was calm, and she didn't even waver on the matter of "rejection." Even though Su Yuntang called many acquaintances of the two of them, this was not shaken at all.
If you like this, you can never give anyone face.
If she doesn't like it, she just doesn't like it, no matter how good it is, it's useless.
Do you think she treats Su Yuntang badly?
nor……
She already respected Su Yuntang very much.
Yes, she didn't let Su Yuntang finish what he said. That was because she saw that Su Yuntang was very excited and excited. She felt that if she didn't interrupt, he might really have the courage to listen to him to finish because she wanted to promise him. The illusion.
She really never wants to give Su Yuntang hope because she is afraid of hurting Su Yuntang.
And the respect she can give is nothing more than not finding an excuse to leave when she recognizes some acquaintances who guess Su Yuntang's intentions when he comes in, so as not to let everything he has done be in vain.
Su Yuntang should also know this.
He just wasn't satisfied.
He just wanted to go further.
He wanted to possess it completely, not the "possession of letting go" as Gu Huaian sang.
Therefore, Gu Huaian sang "Contentment" to persuade him to be content, and also to persuade people like him to be content as much as possible.
The pure love warriors are right, and the boiling sheep are right too. They are always admirable, but maybe their sincerity is used in the wrong place.
Their sincerity deserves more, better, and more suitable people, and there is no need to hang them from a tree.
People, at any time, must understand something called...
Stop losses promptly.
If you can't see hope, don't do it. Don't let all your efforts go to waste.
Not to mention that in the end, like the actor Su, he held her too heavy and treated her like a treasure, but had to watch her disappear at the end of the sea of people in his own world.
I laugh and cry...
How painful!
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