Chapter 202 So I just want you to admit that you don’t like me. Is it so difficult?
Tonight...
Originally, Shang Zhuoyan's three teammates planned to get Gu Huaian drunk, along with his assistant, stylist and so on.
When the time comes, he, Gu Huaqiang, will be the meat and potatoes on the chopping board, and they can do whatever they want.
Shang Zhuoyan hasn't been drinking much for this reason. She just wants to keep herself awake and carry Gu Huaian to the hotel room upstairs...
To be honest, as a proud girl like Shang Zhuoyan, she would have disdained to do this. When Xu Shiyun proposed this proposal, she always refused.
But tonight when she wanted to kiss Gu Huaian in the car, Gu Huaian avoided her. She was really sad and suddenly wanted to break the pot.
After tonight, there was no telling when they would see each other again, let alone how their relationship would progress. She didn't want to regret mentioning the relationship they didn't have time to progress in the future.
Everything was originally designed well...
Who knew Gu Huaian's drinking capacity... was so damn good!
After going back and forth for several times, red wine, white wine, and beer were bombarded in turn, but this old man still stood firm!
That……
Shang Zhuoyan had no choice.
She really had no choice.
If he is not drunk, he is the only one who is drunk.
so……
The reason why she drank two glasses of white wine just now was not to drink Gu Huai'an, but just to drink herself.
Feeling uncomfortable?
It's really uncomfortable...
After a whole glass of high-strength liquor, everything from the esophagus to the stomach was as hot as fire. If Shang Zhuoyan hadn't eaten something in advance, he might have had a stomach problem now.
But how can the physical discomfort be compared with the psychological discomfort?
She... was forcing Gu Huaian.
Looking at Shang Zhuoyan, who had a bit of pain in her eyebrows, to be honest, Gu Huaian was really distressed.
From the moment we met, she has always been a very cheerful, lively and confident girl. In Gu Huaian's impression, Shang Zhuoyan should wear a beautiful little skirt and happily eat delicious food every day...
She shouldn't be like this.
Is it because of my...rejection tonight?
should be……
In fact, Gu Huaian understood everything, but there were always some boundaries that he couldn't cross.
And seeing Shang Zhuoyan in such discomfort, Gu Huaian really couldn't bear her to continue torturing him.
then……
After Xu Shiyun and the others drank a few more drinks, he finally pretended to be "too drunk", pretended to be "asleep", and lay down on the table.
"Okay, okay, stop drinking!"
Seeing Shang Zhuoyan acting like she was addicted to alcohol, Xu Shiyun quickly grabbed her wine glass and wiped her mouth with some distress, leaving red lip prints and some saliva on the white tissue... …
"Hey hey hey..."
Shang Zhuoyan seemed to be a little on top, her pretty face was red, and she was giggling.
Xu Shiyun called to Shen Yuqi and Han Xiangyi, who was still sipping and enjoying the liquor, and together they carried Gu Huaian and Shang Zhuoyan upstairs.
At this time, it was already a feast of wine and food. Gu Huaian's assistants and stylists had long been confused. Some people had already left. Shang Zhuoyan's manager Han Li had already left. A person who cared about Gu Huaian None of them.
Gu Huaian and Shang Zhuoyan were stuffed into Shang Zhuoyan's room...
"My kindness and righteousness have been exhausted, sister, I leave it to you."
Before leaving, Xu Shiyun leaned into Shang Zhuoyan's ear and whispered.
To be honest, looking at Shang Zhuoyan's drunken look, Xu Shiyun was a little worried, fearing that if she really drank too much and fell asleep like this, wouldn't it be a waste of such a good opportunity tonight?
Glancing at Gu Huaian who was also sleeping dazedly next to her, Xu Shiyun suddenly thought, how about taking Gu Huaian away by herself?
Carry it to your room?
Anyway, a bear like Shang Zhuoyan may not know...
Establishing a relationship with Gu Huaian would bring many benefits.
Xu Shiyun was crazy in her heart. She really wanted to do this.
Shen Yuqi next to her also had a strange look in her eyes...
However, at this moment, Shang Zhuoyan suddenly hugged Gu Huaian's arm and pressed her pretty face to his side. There were tears in the corners of her eyes. She cried and muttered:
"You are mine...my..."
To be honest, at this moment, looking at Shang Zhuoyan like this, even Xu Shiyun and Shen Yuqi felt a little distressed.
She has never been so humble, she has always been proud and confident...
"Oh...that's all..."
Xu Shiyun silently held her forehead and pulled Shen Yuqi and Han Xiangyi out.
tonight……
Let’s fulfill them.
"Click..."
The three women closed the door and left, and the sound of the door closing was heard.
"..."
The room was quiet with the lights on. Neither Gu Huaian nor Shang Zhuoyan spoke first, and they didn't know if they were really drunk.
Shang Zhuoyan hugged Gu Huaian's arm and pressed her entire upper body against Gu Huaian's body. Her fleshy body gave Gu Huaian a feeling of being wrapped around her.
Gu Huaian could even feel her even breathing...
That's right, Gu Huaian was not drunk. Even up to now, he had been pretending to be asleep.
Therefore, Xu Shiyun and Shen Yuqi should be glad that they did not take Gu Huaian away alone, otherwise they would not gain anything, but their intentions would be exposed.
"well……"
Gu Huaian sighed, opened his eyes, sat up, and carried Shang Zhuoyan to the bed in the room...
To be honest, Shang Zhuoyan is not too heavy, maybe she is heavier among female stars, but no matter how heavy it weighs over 100 pounds, it is impossible for Gu Huaian to feel heavy.
"Well……"
Shang Zhuoyan was obviously very drunk, muttering in a daze and unable to hear anything clearly.
Gu Huaian originally planned to put her on the bed, cover her with a quilt and leave, but who knew...
Just as he was about to put her on the bed, the woman suddenly stretched out a hand, hooked her neck, and then pulled him onto the bed!
From this angle, Gu Huaian had no leverage at all, so he just pressed Shang Zhuoyan and lay on the bed...
From Gu Huaian's perspective, he could see that Shang Zhuoyan suddenly opened her eyes. There was almost no turbidity in her eyes, but she seemed to be very awake...
So...she's pretending to be drunk too? ? ?
"You're not drunk???"
Gu Huaian couldn't help but ask.
"You want to pour me less than a kilogram of liquor? Are you kidding..."
Shang Zhuoyan pouted her little mouth, her pretty face was slightly red, but she could see that she was a little arrogant. She rolled her eyes at Gu Huaian and said:
"...It's a shame that you think I'm such a bad drinker."
After all, she came back from working abroad. As a social expert, Shang Zhuoyan has participated in many drinking parties. If she had a bad drinking ability, she would have been drunk and taken to the hotel many times.
The corners of Gu Huaian's mouth twitched crazily. He suddenly thought that if Shen Yuqi and Xu Shiyun had taken him away alone just now, then Shang Zhuoyan...
Well, Gu Huaian didn't even dare to think about it.
So she was also testing her teammates just now, right?
There are so many secrets among these seemingly "close" teammates.
"Since you're not drunk...I'll leave."
Gu Huaian put his hands on both sides of Shang Zhuoyan's arms. He was now lying on Shang Zhuoyan's body. Such a posture was always a bit ambiguous, especially...
From his perspective at this moment, he could see Shang Zhuoyan with a pretty red face, lying in front of him, looking like "anyone can take what you want".
Shang Zhuoyan has an extremely hot figure, and a pretty face as delicate as a doll. She is lying on the bed, with her hair disheveled, staring at her big watery eyes, and holding her hands around Gu Huaian's neck. …
It was like a flamethrower with maximum power, as if it was going to burn Gu Huaian like firewood.
"Go? Where?"
Shang Zhuoyan hooked her two beautiful arms tightly around Gu Huaian's neck, and took advantage of the situation to hook her two beautiful legs around Gu Huaian's waist. She was like a heavy weight pendant, with love stronger than gold and a seven-day lock, hanging entirely on it. On Gu Huaian.
Gu Huaian couldn't get up no matter what...
emmm... To be honest, Gu Huaian could get up if he thought about it. After all, he was young, had a good waist, loved to exercise, and had muscles, but it was just a little difficult.
What's more...
Shang Zhuoyan made it clear that she didn't want Gu Huai'an to be safe.
She didn't explain or say anything, it was so sudden...
Raising her proud jade neck, slightly pouting her pink lips, she hooked her arms around Gu Huaian's neck and kissed her.
This distance and this posture were different from those in the car. Gu Huaian had no time to dodge.
"Well……"
that's all.
Gu Huaian and Shang Zhuoyan finally kissed after a long absence in a deserted hotel.
No one knows how long Zhuoyan has been looking forward to this kiss, how long she has thought about it...
Strictly speaking, this kiss is not sweet. It contains not only the fragrance of Shang Zhuoyan, but also some...
Liquor has a strong alcoholic taste.
A little rushed.
For Gu Huaian, it was definitely not as sweet and exciting as Sister Xilin's French kiss on the last night in Yunnan.
But Shang Zhuoyan is very enthusiastic, she will be even more enthusiastic than Sister Xilin, just like her nickname "Little Wild Horse", it is too wild and unrestrained...
She kissed Gu Huaian desperately. After kissing on the left side, she moved to kiss the right side. Her mouth could not be used to breathe, and her heartbeat accelerated but it made her breathe quickly, so Gu Huaian could feel the breath she kept hitting her face...
To be honest, Gu Huaian also drank tonight, and under the influence of alcohol, he would occasionally lose control.
At this time, Gu Huaian would be a little grateful to Sister Xilin. Every time he wanted to lose control, he would think of the guilt he felt after kissing Sister Xilin that night.
So even if he was kissed so forcefully by Shang Zhuoyan, he would just try his best to separate their mouths again and again.
possible……
You must be tired.
Shang Zhuoyan's cervical vertebrae couldn't bear the pain of always raising her neck to kiss him from below.
"Huh...huh..."
She was breathing heavily, her chest was rising and falling, but her hands were still hanging on Gu Huaian's neck. Her eyes were a little sad because she could clearly feel that she didn't move Gu Huaian at all.
but……
When she saw the lipstick marks on Gu Huaian's mouth, lips, chin, etc., the look on his face...
"Puch..."
Shang Zhuoyan couldn't help laughing again.
Laughter is only temporary.
Smiling, crystal tears began to appear in her eyes.
"You just...don't like me that much?"
She held Gu Huaian in the same position as before. In fact, Gu Huaian had maintained this supporting position for a long time. His hands would definitely be tired, but he still kept it...
Shang Zhuoyan wanted to say, can't you put down your hands and really lie on me?
Can't we be more intimate and ambiguous?
I don’t want any status from you, I don’t want anything, I just want you, can’t I?
"No……"
Gu Huaian shook his head. To be honest, Gu Huaian didn't seem to avoid Shang Zhuoyan's questions anymore. He even kissed her. At this time, they were two people in private. There were no staff on duty in the Crystal Courtyard, nor any In the camera, it’s just the two of them...
Still in bed.
What else can’t be said?
"Are you tired? Do you want to lie down first?"
Shang Zhuoyan pouted her mouth, and her big eyes with teardrops showed a bit of heartache.
"Then let me go?"
"If I don't... let go of you, you'll run away."
"Can I not run?"
"I do not believe……"
"...Then if you don't let go of me, how can I lie down?"
"You can lie on top of me."
"Hey you……"
Gu Huaian looked helpless, and Shang Zhuoyan had a sense of deja vu that whatever he said tonight would make him suffer.
There were tears in Shang Zhuoyan's eyes, but she was amused by Gu Huaian. She was such a funny and cute girl. She was obviously sad, but she always wanted to laugh because of some details...
"Gu Huaian..."
Shang Zhuoyan's voice is a little hoarse, probably because she drank too fast and too hard. There is also some alcohol taste in her mouth, but to be honest, it is not unpleasant. After all, she has more fragrance, even if it is mixed with alcohol, it will not taste bad. At least it's not annoying.
She just said:
"I don't want anything. I don't need you to admit that you are a lover with me. You can also continue to fall in love with Pei Jingshu. You can show your affection however you want. I just..."
At this point, her tears finally filled up in her eyes, which were not large enough, and began to fall from the corners of her eyes.
she says:
"I just want you not to reject me, not to push me away, not to hide when I hug you or kiss you, not to make me always so sad...I don't want to..."
Her voice slowly took on a hint of crying, and then she very carefully released her right hand from Gu Huaian's hook, pointed to the left side of Gu Huaian's heart, and said:
"I just want you to stay here and have a place that belongs only to me..."
"Is it...that difficult?"
At the end of the sentence, she couldn't hold back any longer, and tears burst out uncontrollably.
Maybe it was because she let go of the hand that was holding Gu Huaian's neck, or maybe because she burst into tears. Shang Zhuoyan couldn't hold it anymore, and finally finished her words with a choked sob. She took the opportunity to put her hand around Gu Huaian's waist Legs, all put down...
She turned sideways and raised her hands to cover her face, her makeup stained with tears. She didn't want to be seen by Gu Huaian and would rather shrink herself into the quilt.
She is obviously a very proud girl. In the past, she looked down on the woman who said those words the most, but she still said these words...
Maybe she was despising herself in her heart, and she was afraid that Gu Huaian would look down on her, so she would rather let Gu Huaian get up and leave now.
She no longer stopped him, she said everything she needed to say and did everything she needed to do...
She couldn't think of anything else she could do to retain Gu Huaian.
She never wanted to tie up Gu Huaian with her hands and feet. She really wanted him to stay with her.
Why is she not worthy of Gu Huaian staying for her?
She will never understand...
"well……"
Looking at Shang Zhuoyan's pitiful appearance, looking at her covering her face and curling up on the white quilt, crying and trembling.
Gu Huaian couldn't help but sigh.
He didn't walk, he just sat up and relaxed his arms that were a little sore from supporting his body.
He could imagine how much psychological construction a proud girl like Shang Zhuoyan had to do when she said what she just said.
To be honest, Gu Huaian really couldn't see a girl crying, especially a lively and cheerful girl like Shang Zhuoyan looking so sad.
He felt bad, really.
He couldn't help but sit over and gently patted Shang Zhuoyan on the shoulder.
Shang Zhuoyan seemed to feel that Gu Huaian had not left, and Shang Zhuoyan breathed a sigh of relief. But before she could sit up and collect her emotions for a moment, Gu Huaian actually asked:
"Do you know what you are like?"
Shang Zhuoyan's heart skipped a beat, of course she knew, she had always known...
She wiped the tears on her face and sat up stubbornly. She didn't look very good-looking with her makeup stained from crying, and she was even a little embarrassed, but she still gritted her teeth and said with some dissatisfaction:
"Of course I know. I know... I know three things."
"Then you still..."
Gu Huaian frowned. In fact, he wanted to say that Shang Zhuoyan deserved better. A girl like her would be liked by many boys who were better than Gu Huaian.
What kind of boy can't she find?
Why rely on a man like him who has a girlfriend?
"..."
Shang Zhuoyan said nothing.
She just stared at Gu Huaian, with no expression on her face, and her scalp went numb when Gu Huaian stared at her...
"If you have something to say, just say it. Don't be so scary, okay?" Gu Huaian couldn't help but say.
Shang Zhuoyan didn't speak, but tears kept coming out. Seeing her sad look, Gu Huaian couldn't bear it anymore...
He was always so soft-hearted.
"Why are you crying? You..." He was helpless and quickly went to get a tissue to wipe her with.
"Heartless man... do you think I want to?"
While crying, Shang Zhuoyan pouted her little mouth and said something resentful.
She was right. In fact, she seemed to know the two of them, but Gu Huaian really deceived her heart away. Now he doesn't want to be responsible. If he had known that this would be the case, you and I would have been the same when we participated in the show. Why am I so familiar and close?
"I……"
Before Gu Huaian could figure out why he had betrayed his heart, suddenly...
"Hey hey..."
Shang Zhuoyan pounced on him and threw him on the bed.
To be honest, Gu Huaian regretted why she didn't take advantage of Shang Zhuoyan's release to sit somewhere else or stand up. Sitting on the bed without support, she could fall down if she wanted to...
This posture now makes Gu Huaian want to scold her!
Just now, he was lying on Shang Zhuoyan, but Shang Zhuoyan wouldn't let him get up. He was tired with his hands on the bed, Shang Zhuoyan was tired from holding his neck and waist, and even kissing him was very tiring.
But at least there is some distance.
But now...
Shang Zhuoyan sat astride him. Neither of them made any effort. There was no distance at all. Shang Zhuoyan even wanted to kiss him, so she just lay down...
By accident, Gu Huaian created such an "excellent" environment for her.
There is no one left!
What made Gu Huaian even more stunned was that Shang Zhuoyan, who was sitting astride him, had her two jade hands crossed on the hem of her shiny short-sleeved top, posing...
Take it off!
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