Chapter 527 Why exists
"Ah...?" Chen Junnan was stunned at first, but quickly came to his senses, "What did you say, Lao Qi? You didn't say that before."
"Before...?" Qi Xia turned around and looked at Chen Junnan coldly, "Then what was my reason for escaping before?"
"You..." Chen Junnan thought carefully, "If I remember correctly... you want to lead the people who follow you out together. You said that if someone will give their sincerity to you, you can't let them be deceived."
"Ha..." Qi Xia grinned and closed her eyelids slightly, "But now I feel so empty... Everyone places their hope on me, but where is my hope?"
"What happened all of a sudden?" Chen Junnan always felt that Qi Xia was influenced by Wei Yang. After seeing the middle-aged man, he suddenly became a little abnormal, "Old Qi, listen to me first. ... That liar doesn't say anything true. If you just listen to what he says, you will get his way sooner or later."
Chen Junnan tried his best to comfort Qi Xia, but he never thought that Qi Xia's thoughts were deeper than his. He had already thought about countless possibilities, and Wei Yang's deception would never disturb his heartstrings.
"Wei Yang didn't lie about at least one thing..." Qi Xia turned around and said to the two of them, "Even if I have a master's degree in psychology, it's impossible for me to memorize the "Leiden Forrester Effect" because it's not what I know. The field of learning. Explain that it is not the knowledge I learn in the real world, but somewhere else..."
"Ah?" Chen Junnan was also slightly startled, "You mean..."
"Have you ever had that feeling?" Qi Xia felt that his brain was a little painful again. He stretched out his hands to grab his hair, his expression gradually became painful, "There are always some strange memories and strange dreams that will drift away. In your mind, those memories and dreams seem to have happened before, but you don’t know where they happened.”
Chen Junnan slowly frowned after hearing this. He didn't have a deep understanding of this feeling. Only people who have lost their memory many times can understand it.
"In addition to those memories and dreams..." Qi Xia closed his eyes and waited carefully for the headache to pass, "there are also our brains and bodies... we will be stronger than we imagined... have you experienced it? This feeling?"
"I do..." Qiao Jiajin said, "I am lying to you, to be honest, I feel that in the real world... I am not as powerful as I am now."
Qi Xia turned to look at Qiao Jiajin, knowing that her guess was probably correct.
"My body seems to be stronger than I remembered..." Qiao Jiajin stretched out a hand and made a fist, but then smiled again, "But this time is an exception... This time I changed my body. ”
Chen Junnan slowly frowned after hearing the conversation between the two, feeling as if he understood.
"You mean... the "experience" we get... is the real "experience"?" He asked tentatively, "There are some things that can be preserved from reincarnation to reincarnation?"
"It is better to say it is 'subconscious' than 'experience'." Qi Xia explained, "Everything mentioned above... is determined by our subconscious... As long as we can remember something unforgettable , then it is likely to be preserved in the future and become its true "flesh and blood."
After hearing this, both of them opened their eyes wide. What Qi Xia said was a bit fanciful, but Zai Xia
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If you think about it, there doesn't seem to be any flaws.
"I should have discovered this problem a long time ago..." Qi Xia felt that her headache had eased a little, and her expression was slightly relieved, "So I used my professional knowledge... to brainwash and hypnotize myself. , I am making up memories for myself...for example...for example, "scammer" or something..."
When Chen Junnan heard Qi Xia finally say the word "scammer", he shook his head helplessly and held it in for a long time before saying: "Old Qi... you should admit it, right?"
"Admit what...?" Qi Xia asked coldly.
"Seven years ago...you never said you had a "wife."" Chen Junnan also looked a little sad. "If you made up the "scammer" yourself...then what about her?"
"She...she is..." Qi Xia's headache that had just dissipated suddenly broke out at this moment, making him almost fall to his knees, "She...she is real..."
When Qi Xia said the words "She is real", not only did his brain feel a sharp pain, but he even tore deep in his heart.
Is she real?
Where is the evidence?
This is all really ridiculous.
If there is no one waiting for me outside, if the real world is as lonely as here, why on earth are I paving a "road" that spans decades?
For the sake of all the unknown participants in "The End", he took risks again and again and risked his life hundreds or thousands of times?
Where is your motivation to move forward?
Yu Nian'an...
Qi Xia felt that his brain and heart were being torn apart at the same time. Then his eyes went dark and he fell straight to the ground.
"Hello!!"
Chen Junnan and Qiao Jiajin never thought that Qi Xia's headache symptoms could make him faint from pain, so they hurried forward to check on his condition.
The two turned him over and found that Qi Xia was still frowning, the veins on his forehead were beating slightly, and his face was covered with sweat.
"What happened to me?" Qiao Jiajin touched Qi Xia's head in a panic, "Is the liar boy sick?"
"What can I do about this?" Chen Junnan also said anxiously, "Is it my problem? Shouldn't I say that woman doesn't exist?"
"Handsome boy..." Qiao Jiajin said, "Does Qi Xia have a wife?"
"How do I know?" Chen Junnan also felt a little unfair, "He always said he was single before."
When Qiao Jiajin heard this sentence, he suddenly had some ideas: "Liar, you said that he always said that he was single in the past days, and seven years later, he wanted to meet his wife again. Is it possible? ...He got married in "The End"?
"You can pull me down!" Chen Junnan was startled by Qiao Jiajin's idea, "Although this place is red, it's not festive! You can get married here and let me see!"
Qiao Jiajin shrugged helplessly after hearing this.
"He looks exhausted?" Chen Junnan reached out and patted Qi Xia's cheek, "Old Qi, it's time to eat!"
Qi Xia was still lying on the ground with her eyes closed, looking like she had gone through a very tiring work and was now asleep.