Chapter 583: He's such a bad lover

 Chapter 583 He is such a bad lover

Ji Xun was raised for a few days. His young body recovered quickly. He could stand up and get out of bed and walk around. He no longer looked like he was lying down unable to move. Jiang Junlin stayed with him in the hospital during this period, although he was not involved in everything. He also took good care of her. It seemed that he didn't always take care of others, but he did some small things very carefully. Ji Xun pretended to be obedient and listened to the sweet words for a few days. He felt that his life was really good, and he kept lying there. There was nothing wrong with him, but after he could get out of bed and walk around, and no longer needed to be fed when he was eating, Jiang Junlin's gentleness and closeness disappeared like the wind, and Jiang Junlin was once again focused on business.

Ji Xuan drank porridge absently and looked at Jiang Junlin who was sitting by the window working and had not even given him a look for an hour. He remembered a famous saying on the Internet, so love will disappear, right?

 Brother’s love disappears so quickly!

Resentment!

 After recovering from his injuries and being happy for a few days, he was knocked back to his original shape. Ji Xun sighed, how could he look like a resentful woman?

"What are you sighing for?" Jiang Junlin asked, looking up at him. In just a few minutes, Ji Xun sighed three times. According to him, one of his skills was about to be used again.

“I was feeling sorry for myself. I walked around the Gate of Hell, but my brother thought work was more important and ignored me for a long time.”

He was recovering from his injuries. He was short of breath and his voice was a little soft. He deliberately prolonged his tone, like a small brush, brushing Jiang Junlin's heart. Jiang Junlin endured it and said, "Gu Ying's self-pity is not the way to use it."

 “It means the same thing!” Ji Xun waved his hand, not caring about the details.

Jiang Junlin secretly thought that his meaning was much worse, but he did not correct Ji Xun, so he looked up from his work. Jiang Junlin held multiple positions and had to balance multiple relationships. Unlike Lu Zhiyuan, he could just let go and hand over the matter. Just leave it to Rong Li and Ji Xuan. Hua Lan's matter can be let go, but Ji Dao can't. He has to deal with the superiors. It is also a big deal to go abroad suddenly without reporting it.

When his identity was not exposed, there were no restrictions on his going abroad. It was all for Hualan Bank's official business. After his identity was exposed, there were many restrictions on going abroad. He, Chen Liangdong and Gu Ziyu were the same. They had to report and obtain permission to go abroad. approve.

It will take half a day to handle this matter, the procedures are complicated, and the accumulated official duties are also burdened a lot. Gu Ci has been busy with Chen Liangyou's illness these days, and many things have to wait for his decision-making.

“The weather is nice, may I ask you to go out and bask in the sun?”

"Okay!" Ji Xuan readily agreed. Zhang Qiang at the door hesitated to speak. The hospital was full of people and it was on someone else's territory. They were reluctant for the masters to go out for a walk.

But now that Jiang Junlin had made a decision, Zhang Qiang had no choice but to set up defenses. Jiang Junlin held Ji Xun in his wheelchair and took a blanket to cover his legs. It looked like his legs were disabled, and Ji Xun couldn't laugh or cry.

Although he can walk around, he can only solve personal hygiene problems. He cannot stand for a long time and needs a wheelchair for examinations.

Sitting in a wheelchair, Ji Xun's mood became inexplicably worse.

He remembered the dream that was always lingering in his mind. In the dream, Jiang Junlin was also sitting in a wheelchair. In the dream, Jiang Junlin had a stubble on his face and looked decadent. He was the most clean person. To be serious, he was a bit Ji Xun is a little germaphobe and picky. Except for the days when he was an undercover agent in Wujiazhou, Ji Xun had never seen him look so unkempt.

 Demoralized and depressed.

Ji Huan felt suffocated and held his hand. Jiang Junlin felt his mood swings and asked, "What's wrong?"

“It’s nothing, it’s very convenient to sit in a wheelchair.” Ji Xun said with a chuckle.

Jiang Junlin didn't say anything, and pushed him downstairs to bask in the sun. There were many patients sunbathing downstairs. The weather was moderately hot and cold, which was very suitable for people who had been ill for a long time to go for a walk and get some fresh air. Jiang Junlin pushed Ji Xun aimlessly. We walked and stopped by the artificial lake. The hospital's artificial lake is where most patients gather, sunbathing and children playing. There are two swans beside the artificial lake. Some patients are feeding the swans with food. Ji Xun smiled and took a photo. He squinted his eyes, and the sun fell warmly on his face. Jiang Junlin lowered his head and could see his face. He could see the fine hair on his face, and the eyes were also A little smile fell.

 He lowered his head suddenly, and warm lips touched his brow.

Ji Xuan suddenly opened his eyes, and the small pear dimples on his lips gradually appeared. He licked his lips silently. Jiang Junlin chuckled and leaned forward, his whole figure enveloping him.

Although it was a simple touch, it brushed away his depression, and Ji Xun smiled contentedly.

 The last life is the last life.

 This world is the present world.

Those past things have nothing to do with him. Even if he really broke his brother's leg, so what. He has never thought of hurting him in this life, and he will not in the future. They will not go to the point of killing each other. Even now, he couldn't bear to let his brother sit in a wheelchair.

The proud man of heaven fell to the mortal world and was trampled on by others, not even him.

Those things never happened, so why should he be anxious and tortured?

  "Do you feel better after some sunshine?" Jiang Junlin had long noticed that he was feeling uncomfortable, but he didn't know why, and it definitely wasn't because he was focusing on his work. There are some subtle changes in his mentality towards Ji Xun. People often say that people are arrogant because of favors. This is him. In this relationship, Ji Xun is always the one who gives him enough confidence and security. He always feels at ease. After accepting this kindness, Ji Xun once forced him to flee, but no matter how hard Ji Xun tried, he could not hide his trump card.

He does not expect Jiang Junlin to love him, he just wants to love Jiang Junlin well.

Jiang Junlin could be busy with work and ignore Ji Xun for three days, but Ji Xun never did. Jiang Junlin never thought about making soup for anyone, but Ji Xun was willing to hire a five-star chef to teach him how to cook for him. He has a picky taste, and he can learn and improve over and over again. Every piece of Ji Xun's clothes will have a special mark. Jiang Junlin is not addicted to it, but he will also be moved by it.

Be it life or work, all aspects are taken care of. He is the one being chased, so he feels much more secure than Ji Xun. It can be said that Ji Xun has no sense of security at all.

Even if he promised to work together for the rest of his life, Ji Xun was prepared to be abandoned at any time.

Ji Xun was lying lifelessly on the hospital bed during these days. When he was given a critical illness notice, Jiang Junlin seriously reflected on it and realized how badly he treated Ji Xun.

 He is used to being chased and forgets that the long-term stability of a relationship is commonality and attraction, redemption and companionship.

There is always one person chasing, and one day he will be tired.

If Ji Xun never wakes up in this life, won't he regret it? Those words were clearly deep in my heart, so why did I hesitate to say them? Why couldn't he do what Ji Xun could do?

 When he does something, he decides based entirely on rationality whether he should do it or not. Starting from his ability, whether he can do it, starting from the interests, whether it is valuable, but how to think rationally about the relationship between the sexes.

 The person in front of me is not suitable for his way of doing things.

 If it is not applicable, it must be changed!

Jiang Junlin has never been a person who knows his mistakes and cannot correct them. He has always been willing to listen to different voices and is good at guiding. Ji Xun will sink into the dust in this relationship. It should be said that there are relationships that he has no intention of guiding.

 He has high emotional intelligence and can always unconsciously develop things in the direction he wants.

Many years ago, he didn't want to get involved with Ji Xun, so he set a limit. You were not allowed to cross the limit, and they would part ways. Ji Xun was unwilling to accept it, and his emotions could not be comforted and satisfied. He frequently celebrated holidays, and Jiang Junlin Punishment was given.

Ji Xun learned well and knew his bottom line, so he kept jumping around in the minefield without crossing the bottom line.

 He ​​was afraid that his personal relationship would affect his work, so he deliberately blocked all people who had an influence on him. He took the initiative to show Ji Xun how to get along with each other, and asked Ji Xun to get along with him according to the way he wanted.

Ji Xun has no sense of security. He has never cared about his mood. He always feels that the things he believes in will never change in his life, but he forgets that even if he does more, he must speak out. How can others know what is hidden in his heart? .

 Do you know yourself?

Are you sure that others know you that well?

Therefore, for so many years, he has always been a taker. If he and Ji Xun are twin lotuses, with flowers blooming on the same stem, one withering and the other flourishing, then he will be the one who absorbs the nutrients, and Ji Xun will always support him. .

 He was sitting in front of Ji Xun's hospital bed and thinking, he is really a bad lover.

 After so many years, he has not reflected on himself.

Ji Xuan said that day half truthfully and half falsely that he was very cold and never took the initiative. It was not what Ji Xuan was saying.

 Was he sad when he said this?

He has been chasing for so many years. Is he tired?

 (End of this chapter)