Chapter 719: Xiaobaihua's inner world
Chapter 719 Xiaobaihua’s inner world
Jiang Junlin was so soft-hearted, "I'm sorry, brother was wrong. Xiaoxuan, don't be angry and sleep well."
When children are wronged, they cannot be coaxed and must endure it with all their strength. Especially children who have been unhappy since childhood do not like to talk about their grievances and always hide them deep in their hearts. If others do not come to coax them, these sensible children will resolve the matter themselves. However, When someone he cares about comes to comfort him, he can't hide his grievances. Ji Xun closes his eyes, unwilling to cry in front of him.
It’s so ugly!
He thought to himself, it was really ugly. Because Jiang Junlin said sorry, all the grievances came to his heart. He had hidden them well these days and kept comforting himself. Even if his brother didn't come to celebrate the New Year with him, it would be fine. He was alone. People can have fun, he cares, but they can no longer test his bottom line.
But with Jiang Junlin by his side, he couldn't bear to sleep anymore. He was holding on physically and mentally, holding his hand tightly, afraid that he would leave. After so many years, he was most afraid of Jiang Junlin throwing away his hand and saying something. I don’t want you anymore.
He absolutely will not be left behind for the second time.
Therefore, once you feel a little uneasy, you have to grab something and have enough chips, because their relationship has always been like this. When they reunited, his brother had no intention of him, but he still tried to take advantage of the beauty trap.
It was not easy to take advantage of Jiang Junlin. If he took advantage of it, he would give it back to him ten points. He would get it back from other places and never suffer any loss. When they reunited, he was not yet sure that he would willingly be Lu Zhiyuan's heir. Let him stay in Blackhawk willingly.
It was Ji Huan who saw through one thing. As long as he is valuable, Jiang Junlin will keep looking for him, so he must ensure that he is valuable. Only if he continues to give Jiang Junlin benefits will Jiang Junlin continue to fall prey to this beauty trap. .
When he was no longer of use, Jiang Junlin kicked him away.
In the years after they reunited, this was the way they got along. Jiang Junlin decided the way they would get along. He had to follow this pattern. He wanted to change his heart for his sincerity.
Sorry, Jiang Junlin doesn’t need it.
I don’t care either!
After so many years of dripping water, there is finally a dawn, but Ji Xun will never forget the pain of being left behind in those years, even if Jiang Junlin takes him back to the Jiang family, even if he calls his relatives, grandparents, father, mother, he I would still wake up in the middle of the night, and I would often ask myself, if he was no longer the president of the Blackhawks, the third master would not abdicate so soon, and he would have no use value at all.
Would my brother still want him?
So when his identity was exposed, Ji Huan's first reaction was to identify the Wang family, because this was also his bargaining chip. He didn't have much affection for the Wang family in his heart. After all, they hadn't gotten along with each other for so many years, and Mr. Wang had assassinated him.
But he would still recognize it, even if he kept looking at the Wang family's cold faces, he didn't care.
At that time, I thought that if I recognized them, the Wang family would not embarrass Jiang Junlin.
But in fact, Ji Xun knew very well that his real idea was that with the Wang family supporting him, Jiang Junlin would have to think twice before abandoning him, and he would not dare to be so casual.
In the past few years, Jiang Junlin has continued to give him a sense of security. Ji Xun could see that he really tried his best. Once Jiang Junlin made up his mind to do something, he would definitely achieve his goal. He also realized that he had no feelings for Ji Xun at the beginning. How casual, so he took the initiative to take him home and declare his sovereignty in front of everyone. Ji Xun was very happy, and he felt like a daughter-in-law who had been a wife for many years became a mother-in-law.
But he had a stress reaction to those years of indifference, constant squeezing of value and abandonment. He hid it very well and did not dare to show anything even in front of Lu Zhiyuan for so many years. Once there is the slightest sign of trouble, he will take the wrong approach.
Song Li was his deviant path.
He had imprisoned Jiang Junlin, so how could he be so merciful to other people in the Jidao? The life and death of those people had nothing to do with him. He wanted to penetrate into the Jidao and control more of Jiang Junlin's lifeline.
He carefully hid his inferiority and badness, and acted as a little white rabbit in the circle drawn by Jiang Junlin, but out of sight of Jiang Junlin, he stretched out his fangs in his belly.
He knew he was wrong.
Lu Zhiyuan was the first to notice his plan and had an in-depth talk with him. He told Ji Xun that this was a road of no return, but he did not stop him. He didn't know what the third master's mentality was, but he didn't stop him at all, so he It was a dark road until Song Li's ambition was raised by him. He knew that if he caused a big disaster, it would be uncontrollable and Jiang Junlin would never forgive him.
Song Li felt rebellious again, so he took advantage of his plan and silenced Song Li.
Who knew that Song Lanying would be involved? After Song Lanying disappeared, Song Yin would be involved. These things could no longer be hidden. Jiang Junlin gave him a chance to confess, but he was still unwilling.
He is too afraid of losing someone.
He wanted to keep this person in his hands forever.
He is also afraid that one day this person will know that he is a despicable and low-self-esteem villain and abandon him. He does not even dare to strip himself in front of this person. He does not dare to let anyone know the darkness hidden in his heart.
What he has done and what he wants to do is actually different from what he shows.
He transformed himself into what Jiang Junlin liked.
But in fact, he has nothing to do with what Jiang Junlin likes.
He has always been Ji Xun who wanted to break his legs and imprison him for the rest of his life because he was afraid of being abandoned.
What he feels aggrieved about is that you have turned me into this, and you can't just say I don't want it.
mwah!
(End of this chapter)