Chapter 716 The Demonic Thought of Loneliness
of course not.
This sentence is obviously the truth, the pure truth.
Reality can no longer be real.
For Li Qi, there is no difference between the Forward Alliance and the bugs that invaded the Forward Alliance. This does not mean that there are no differences between them, but that they include everything in the world.
In the eyes of Li Qi, a wizard, there is no difference between all things in the world, and all living beings are the same.
This is not the equality of all living beings. Wu Jin actually does not agree with the statement "all living beings are equal". Their view is that "all living beings are the same".
Equality is impossible to achieve, because equality means no longer being fair. Everything in the world is inherently unequal, but this inequality should be based on equal conditions.
This condition, which is consistent with all things, is nature itself.
Therefore, there is essentially no difference between Li Qi, the Insects, and the Forward Alliance.
So Li Qi said so directly.
However, considering Suetaki's mood, he still added: "Of course, don't misunderstand me. I'm not saying that I will help the insect people. After all, they are invaders and the ones who should fight back. What I mean is, From a life perspective, there is no difference between you and them, including me."
Suetaki just nodded and said in a very tired tone: "I understand what you mean, okay, this topic ends here, I also believe what you said... There is really no possibility of saving these people... …Let’s go in first, there are other things inside, take a look.”
Li Qi glanced at Suetong and said nothing. Since the other party had understood, it was best. Suetong still had a brain and would not be manipulated by emotions.
He could understand Suetaki's current emotions, but he also believed that Suetaki could truly realize what was going on.
The two continued to move forward, but while walking, Suotaki drew out the heat from the fusion engine and ignited the pile of flesh and blood that Li Qi had killed.
Anyway, we can't just leave it here.
Cremation is better than sky burial.
Li Qi stood aside, waiting for Mo Long to finish burning.
After that, the two of them walked into the gymnasium together.
There was no one in the gym anymore.
Yes, there is no one left.
There is a monster that seems to be hatching.
An...egg of flesh and blood.
Suetaki almost vomited. He had just glanced at it from a distance before being chased out by others. Now that he saw it up close, he felt that everything in front of him seemed to be challenging the limit of his endurance.
In front of him was a squirming carpet of human flesh.
There are thousands of people gathered together to form a mass of flesh, and traces of various fusions can be seen on it. The faces, hands, feet, or torsos are all still in the process of fusion. This mass of flesh is connected together by various flesh and blood threads. Hanging in mid-air.
The blood vessels and tumors are constantly beating, just like the heart. The surrounding flesh and blood was swollen and weird, covered with disgusting nerves and varicose veins, and various organs were stuck together. From the aesthetic point of view of the Forward Alliance, it was simply deformed and smelly.
No, it shouldn’t be the aesthetics of the Forward Alliance, but from the aesthetics of most humanoid creatures, this thing is impossible to like.
Thump, thump, thump, the heartbeat kept ringing, echoing in the empty gymnasium.
These heartbeats make one's scalp tingle, as if hearing the never-ending crazy sound, making one's own heart beat accordingly.
The resonance between the hearts made Suetaki feel very uncomfortable. There was a suffocating feeling in his chest, as if he was being swept by infrasound waves, which was extremely painful.
This sound makes people almost go crazy, and after listening to it for a long time, it seems to make people have some kind of hallucination, that is, the eggs of flesh and blood in front of them are getting bigger and distorted.
The disgusting lumps of flesh and hemangiomas are constantly beating with the heart. The huge and fat tumors and blood vessels are even bursting because of this dance, spreading blood all over the surroundings, and then being absorbed into it.
This is the breeding ground where a monster sleeps, a cradle composed of life, death and flesh.
"Destroy this thing... destroy him!" An unknown fire arose in Suetaki's heart, the light blade popped out of his hand, and he rushed forward!
Li Qi did not stop the other party, and in fact it was not easy to stop him.
This thing should be incubating something, perhaps as a node of a large formation, but in any case, destroying it now is definitely the best choice.
Amidst the pounding sound of his heart, Suetaki felt his hands and feet were cold, as if there was an inexplicable chill around him that tightly gripped his limbs.
But his chest and forehead felt hot.
The mecha started, the plasma light blade popped out, and the magnetic restraint device bound the heat energy into a small rectangle. It had almost no mass, but could cut all known mortal objects.
This is the blazing heat of the true fire of the great sun.
Li Qi watched Suo Taki leaping out and frowned slightly.
His sixth sense felt something was off.
The technology tree of the Advance Alliance is a bit crooked. Although they recognize the 'rational' side of the world, they do not recognize the metaphysical side of the world. Even if they have come into contact with places like the Fantasy Realm, they have always been Constraining your fantasies with reason.
The reason, Li Qi thinks, is very simple, that is, they don't live long enough.
They progress as a civilization as a whole, but individuals change quickly, so the world level is not low, but the individual level is quite low, which limits their sensory methods to experience another world.
They inherited knowledge through civilization itself, but the knowledge itself can be recorded in a relatively clear way, which is why they are destined to be rational. The wisdom they accepted from their predecessors can only be recorded in this way.
As for the more perceptual 'subjective feelings', those things that really exist in the world but are difficult to describe, such as 'souls', it is difficult for the Forward Alliance to obtain them through the wisdom of the predecessors, because they are not at all. Something that can be described by a simple symbology.
Their lag in this aspect is difficult to make up for, and this is the overall disadvantage of civilization.
Li Qi watched Suotaki rushing forward, trying to stop him.
This flesh and blood egg is obviously resistant to physical attacks. If you want to destroy the opponent, you should target the foundation of flesh and blood below.
Those insect civilizations are not civilizations like the Advance Alliance, but some kind that utilize spiritual energy, and the degree of utilization is very high. Judging from the appearance of the other party, they have not developed technology in the usual sense, and even the civilization itself is still in the state of The original model in the hive has turned into a pirate civilization that focuses on plunder.
Their technology is also very poor.
But all their abilities are used to enhance such illusory things as 'divine will'.
Divine will, divine soul, various spiritual powers.
This is a completely different path from that of the Forward Alliance, and even more extreme.
As a practitioner in the world, Li Qi can understand, but Motaki cannot.
Therefore, Li Qi wanted to stop Suotaki——
However, looking at Suetaki rushing forward, Li Qi suddenly discovered... Suetaki and himself in this state seemed to have similar experiences.
It was just at this time, looking at Suetaki like this, Li Qi was suddenly in a daze.
He... was in a daze at this juncture.
When Li Qi looked at Suetaki who was rushing forward, a certain thought came into his mind——
The thought is: Do I really understand Suetaki?
So, he was stunned for a moment.
At this moment, Motaki rushed into the flesh and blood egg.
Afterwards, his soul quickly fell into a strange state, and even the mecha's mental shielding ability could not isolate such an impact.
Suetaki felt, strangely, that the weight of the body began to lighten, and a pure spiritual nature filled his body.
His soul cracked, shredded, and then exploded into a mass.
But at the last second when his mind collapsed, he activated the self-destruction of the cold fusion engine.
At that second, he looked at Li Qi.
At this moment, Suotaki suddenly realized that he had never understood Li Qi.
Li Qi also realized that he had never understood Suotaki.
That look glanced at Li Qi, and he finally came to his senses from his daze.
Li Qi fiercely pulled away and retreated.
With the roar of the fusion engine, Suotaki and the flesh and blood eggs were simultaneously annihilated in the burst of true sun flames.
Although Li Qi had evacuated, he was still pushed out by the shock wave for most of the distance. However, he activated the repulsion layer and made an emergency maneuver to eject, so he only suffered part of the impact.
The nature of the fusion engine itself determines that the damage range of its self-destruction will not be too large. Because the pressure constraint is lost, the fusion itself will stop on its own, and the damage that will erupt is only that moment. As long as the true flames of the sun are avoided, the impact will In fact, the force is enough to spread to one or two kilometers.
One or two kilometers of neighborhoods were reduced to rubble.
And Li Qi, after being blown away, sat slumped in the ruins.
Suetaki died, but the reaction he had before his death-plus the thoughts that came to Li Qifa at the moment of being stunned.
Li Qi couldn't help but fall into thinking.
After Suetaki's death, Li Qi immediately realized that the essence of the 'mortal perspective' he had been looking for recently, as well as the 'misunderstanding' between Suetaki and others, seemed to be this.
The Tao is outside of it, which is to use the Tao to interpret the world.
The Tao is within it, and it means using Tao to explain oneself.
The Forward Alliance is good at interpreting the world, but not good at interpreting itself.
Li Qi seemed to have thought about why everyone's 'Tao' was different.
Everyone is lonely in the world.
Everyone is imprisoned in a house that belongs only to himself, and can only rely on some symbols to communicate his thoughts with others, and these symbols have no common value, so their meanings are vague and uncertain.
This is a typical Chinese house.
Everyone is very pitiful and wants to transfer the wealth in their hearts to others, but other people do not have the ability to accept this wealth.
Therefore, the seekers can only walk alone. Although their bodies can lean on each other, they are not together because they neither understand other people nor can they be understood by others.
I believe that in the beginning, after each Taoist has understood his or her own path, he will happily express his thoughts to others, but in the end they will all find that the object of their chattering is a wall. .
They are not actually walls, they just cannot understand you.
The cycle repeated again and again, until in the end, when I was frustrated, I discovered that I was actually a cold stone. There were other people chattering to me, but I never noticed it.
This is the end of the process.
Everyone seems to live in a different world. Since the world is different, the interpretation is naturally different.
Although everyone has all kinds of wonderful and profound things to say, they can only be limited to a few banal and banal words in the symbolic system of "language".
Everyone's mind is filled with all kinds of thoughts, which are as wonderful as heaven. They are filled with the most wonderful and beautiful thoughts, and they can understand the most wonderful and subtle feelings.
And all they can say is "this sunset is as red as an apple".
Red like an apple, what do you mean? Can it really describe the truth of things? Are the apples the same red? Is the red one an apple again?
The weakness of language is particularly obvious at this moment.
No one can truly understand another person.
All living beings are different from all things because of thinking, and at the same time they are doomed to be alone forever because of thinking.
Everyone can find a beautiful answer that belongs to themselves and only to themselves in the chaos of the universe, using the tool of thinking to describe it, but this answer is so exquisite that anyone who clumsily puts it The behavior described is foolish.
It's like, if someone writes a poem, or draws a painting, or plays a game, he or she has created a work that is unique to him.
This work is everything to him. He integrated his thoughts, his soul, and his entire life into the work.
He hung the piece outside.
But at this time, most people just think it's weird.
They can't tell what it is, and everyone will have a different opinion about this work, as if there are different ambiguities in this painting.
But there is no ambiguity in the work, it is the people who have the ambiguity.
The Tao belongs only to yourself.
Even if you are a fellow Taoist, you can only barely catch a glimpse of it and save yourself and others. You are not a true "fellow Taoist" at all.
This realization made Li Qi sit on the spot in a daze for a moment.
This seems right.
Li Qi always felt that something was wrong.
What Li Qi was thinking about was why he couldn't integrate into the perspective of ordinary people, why he became more and more "indifferent", and why he increasingly lost his original perspective on the world.
The closer he came to Providence, the more he felt this difference.
Now, the answer given by this angle does explain why he began to be unable to understand the mortal perspective, but this angle also obscures his other possibilities.
He didn't want this answer. People should be able to understand each other, not what this answer said.
But... Suetaki's incident, and the more than half a year he spent with Suetaki, seemed to have perfectly confirmed his understanding.
People just can't understand each other.
As he was unable to refute this answer, demonic aura suddenly began to appear on Li Qi's body.
Yes, everyone is unique. People cannot understand each other. You cannot confirm whether the other person is a 'human', or is it just a wall or a zombie?
Therefore, as long as you admit that you are destined to be lonely, you will admit that there is only ‘me’ in the world——
Then isn’t ‘I’ just...
Demon?