Chapter 722: gentle tyrant
Chapter 722 Gentle Tyrant
Ji Xuan looked at Jiang Junlin, the light in his eyes extinguished little by little, and he felt the pain of a broken jar, "I'm afraid that one day you will be disappointed with me, tired of me, always want to grab something, want to give your own chips Become more, I don’t want to destroy the Jida, I just want... I just want to let the Jida do something, and then I can help you, so that you can always feel that I am a valuable person. "
Sure enough!
Jiang Junlin was speechless and Ji Xun lowered his head. Peeling oneself off was always the most painful thing, especially when he knew it was the wrong path. "I knew it was a path of no return, but I still did it." , I can't resist my own desires, and I can't control my own fears. I make mistakes again and again, and I let you down. Brother, I am a very bad person, and I hate such suspicions."
Ji Huan didn't even bother to make excuses for himself. Anyway, it was the worst ending and he couldn't find any excuses.
Jiang Junlin put his warm palm against his cold face, "What did my brother do to make you have such fear? Or did I say something unintentionally to make you worry about gains and losses like this?"
Ji Xun didn't dare to look at him and could only shake his head.
Jiang Junlin also felt something, "It was during the years when we first met again that my brother was too cruel, so you were always afraid, right?"
Ji Xuan finally nodded honestly and felt sad, "You have been giving me a sense of security these past few years. It's because I can't satisfy my desires. My greed is endless, but I dare not tell you, for fear that you will think I am greedy."
"My brother didn't do well enough, so you are always afraid." Jiang Junlin said softly, "My brother doesn't blame Xiaoxuan, so don't be sad, okay?"
He rarely coaxed Ji Xun, and Ji Xun felt even more uncomfortable. It was because he had done something wrong and he still wanted his brother to coax him.
"I didn't mean to come to Haicheng to celebrate the New Year alone." Ji Xuan explained, finally raising his head and looking at Jiang Junlin, "I didn't mean to drink and hurt myself."
"Brother knows." Jiang Junlin didn't think that Ji Xun came to Haicheng intentionally to commit misfortune. "You were afraid of facing these things, so you took the initiative to escape and wanted to give each other a space to calm down."
But it’s really too lonely to celebrate the New Year alone.
He is such a contradiction, afraid and eager. Jiang Junlin looked into his eyes. He had always liked Ji Xuan's eyes. In fact, he liked them very much when he was young. "We met when we were young, so I have always known what kind of person you are. I was the one who left you behind." It's my fault that I didn't take care of your mood. I apologize to you after our reunion. If I had known that I would fall in love with you, I would never have used you, left you, or dealt with you. But I can't turn back time, and I can't predict it. Those things that happened, the harm I caused to you, I didn't discover it in time, and I still blindly accepted your efforts, it's also my brother's fault, can you forgive me? "
The corners of Ji Xun's eyes were getting red, and all the sounds were stuck in his throat. He could only shake his head slightly. Jiang Junlin smiled bitterly, "Have you complained so deeply that you still refuse to forgive? Then..."
"No!" Ji Xuan was afraid of what he would say, so he said hoarsely, "I didn't blame you."
Jiang Junlin gently wiped his eyes with his thumb, wiped away his tears, and sighed sadly, "Why are you so good?"
"I really didn't blame you." Ji Xuan knew that after what he had done, it would be very pale to explain, but he really didn't complain at all, "I forced it in the first place."
"No!" Jiang Junlin coaxed Ji Xuan to speak his mind, "You never forced me."
Jiang Junlin never knew that in Ji Xun's heart, he actually felt that it was because he had been forcing things that it blossomed. When they first met in Wujiazhou, he really didn't like Ji Xun. His first impression of Ji Xun was not good in his heart. He was sinister, cunning, and a liar. He didn't like such a young man. Later, the two of them went through life and death together. He gradually changed his view of Ji Xun. True love can only be seen in times of adversity, and gradually developed a little friendship, but if he said he liked him, it would be impossible.
After the reunion, he did not deny that he was stunned by the first sight, but it was far from the level of lust. It was the extreme pull between the two of them that gradually caused unplanned deviations.
He knew clearly that he shouldn't be provoked, but he insisted on going his own way.
To put it nicely, he used the plan to his advantage, but to put it harshly, it was his deliberate guidance. Ji Xun had never dominated their way of getting along. He was the one who led the way in which they got deeper and deeper. How could Ji Xun force it?
If he hadn't intentionally indulged, no matter how much value Ji Xun gave him, he would have cruelly abandoned him. If it were another person, not Ji Xun, would he also fall into this honey trap?
How can it be!
“You little fool, that’s what you think.”
mwah!
(End of this chapter)