Chapter 789 Two lives
"The memory is false?"
Chen Junnan and Qiao Jiajin asked questions in unison.
"Yes." Qin Dingdong nodded, "The reason why I went to find Wei Yang is that on the one hand I am really angry with you, the bastard... on the other hand... I really want to understand the mentality of the "liar". "
"I don't understand." Chen Junnan said, "When I met you, you called yourself a liar. Don't you know the mentality of a liar?"
"This is what makes me feel strange..." Qin Dingdong said, "In my subconscious, I am a liar, because I vaguely remember that in the real world, I work in a very shabby matchmaker agency, and I am specially introduced to To an old man from out of town, responsible for cheating marriages and making money.”
"Huh?" Chen Junnan was stunned, "Marriage fraud...? Why haven't I heard you say that?"
"Because I never said it at all." Qin Dingdong replied, "This is not a glorious memory in the first place, and I don't need to say it to everyone."
"Then why did you say that your memory was fake?" Chen Junnan asked again, "Did you realize that you were not deceiving an old man but a young man?"
"No, it would be fine if it were that simple. It's just that I spent a long time recalling my life..." Qin Dingdong whispered, "It turned out that no matter how I recalled it, there was no experience of me becoming a liar in my life. ”
"I can't understand..." Chen Junnan said, "Has your memory of being a liar been removed?"
"No... it's not..." Qin Dingdong said, "This feeling is hard to describe. Even I don't know where to start... Chen Junnan, A Jin... do you know? My life is complete. There was nothing missing. I could even recall the first part-time job I had when I graduated from high school, and the first job I had as an intern at college... From the beginning to the end, I resigned and opened my own milk tea shop. In the end, I experienced an earthquake in a milk tea shop...all these experiences are completely intact in my memory."
"Isn't this good?" Chen Junnan said.
"Yes, if this is my life experience..." Qin Dingdong said seriously, "Then why would I make a song claiming to be a liar?"
Her brief question left Chen Junnan and Qiao Jiajin speechless for a moment.
Qiao Jiajin thought for a while and then said: "Beautiful girl, let me tell you... maybe your character is like this? You're a big deal, so calling yourself a "liar" might just be to bluff people."
"Yes, I hope so too." Qin Dingdong nodded, "It sounds very reasonable to make up an identity for myself here and let those evil people retreat from me. But why would I lie to myself? The memory is so specific? I mean...why can I clearly remember that I was the person responsible for hooking up with the old man to cheat him into a marriage? If I just made up an identity for myself, do I need to make it up so specifically? "
Chen Junnan slowly scratched his head after hearing this. He knew that Qin Dingdong was right.
Generally speaking, a "liar" is a "liar". If this identity is fabricated, there is no need to fabricate it to the point of "fraudulent marriage". She can even claim that she is a fraudster first, which sounds worse than "liar fraud". Too much bluffing.
"Wait a minute..." Chen Junnan suddenly thought of another thing, and felt more doubts in his mind, "Sister Dong... what mistake did you make?"
"wrong?"
"If your life develops according to what you say...you are just the owner of a milk tea shop, why did you come to the "Land of Ending"? Have you broken the law? Did you add paraquat to your milk tea?"
Qin Dingdong narrowed his eyes after hearing this and said: "This is exactly the problem...Chen Junnan, I did not commit any crime. If I were a "liar", then I should appear here, but now I can't find any in all my memories. The stain, this is what puzzles me the most.”
"So you suspect that your memory is fake." Chen Junnan said, "You suspect that you are simply a liar?"
"Yes." Qin Dingdong nodded, "I suspect that the "marriage fraud" in my hazy memory is my real life. After all, you know me, I am not a very clever liar, but when it comes to getting married from an old man, I think my success rate is very high when it comes to defrauding the bride price.”
"You sound quite proud..." Chen Junnan shook his head helplessly, "In that case...are you "not guilty" at all?"
"Yes, but I don't believe it." Qin Dingdong said decisively, "Do you think there are perfect people in this world?"
"I... don't know..." Chen Junnan shook his head, "Have you never done anything wrong in your life?"
"Yes." Qin Dingdong nodded, "According to my current memory, my life is too perfect. Although it is not rich and powerful, it is smooth sailing. Is it called life that is smooth sailing? If every step can be done according to your own needs What’s the difference between that and dreaming?”
After finishing speaking, Qin Dingdong paused and said: "No... many times even dreams cannot develop according to our ideas, let alone the ever-changing life."
Chen Junnan had no idea what was going on.
"Memory is false" sounds really ridiculous. It is understandable to say that it is "amnesia" or "schizophrenia", but the whole life is false. What is the cause of this?
"Even an 'echo' is too ridiculous..." Chen Junnan said in a low voice, "This 'echo' does not affect the 'end of life', but instead affects people?"
"How should I put it..." Qin Dingdong said, "If you think this is caused by "reverberation", the bigger problem is not that it "acts on people", but that it acts in the "past" and "outside" , it works in other places that we can’t see or touch. Although it looks very fake, it really happens.”
After hearing this, Chen Junnan sighed and asked again: "Sister Dong... I can't make a conclusion yet. I think there is another possibility."
"What's possible?"
"How long has it been since you lost your memory?" Chen Junnan asked, "Is it just because you are too tired?"
"I...?" Qin Dingdong thought for a while and said, "It's been at least seven or eight years since I met you, this bastard, and I remember everything. The first thing I learned from Wei Yang was how to stay rational. ”
"What the hell?" Chen Junnan was stunned, "Are you learning from Wei Yang to "keep your wits about you"?"
"Yes." Qin Dingdong nodded, "What's wrong?"
"Learning to stay sane in his "Farm Choir"?" Chen Junnan's face was full of speechlessness, "I understand, young master, you may have gone crazy, and now you are in a state of memory confusion."
"Don't fucking talk nonsense." Qin Dingdong kicked Chen Junnan, "Don't you know whether I'm crazy or not?"