Chapter 889 Colorful People
"For the sake of how many times you have helped me...I will show mercy today." White Snake said.
"What?"
"You don't need to join my "mutual aid group" today. I am also willing to listen to your sad story and try to enlighten you. When it is over, I will give you a book as a gift and just return it to me the next day." White Flower Snake Said, "Come in, stinky girl."
White Snake also gives me a very strange feeling.
He can be considered a "zodiac" who has killed countless people, and I can't feel the evil in him either.
Just as I was about to follow him in, several "participants" walked up not far away. It seemed that this was not their first time participating in White Snake's game.
"Snake!" shouted a fat middle-aged man, "I'm just not convinced! This time I won't be able to express anything I say, come on! What book do you want me to read this time?! "
Earth Snake pulled me forward, turned around and said angrily: "Ganggungun, my sisters and I are busy right now and have no time to talk to you."
"Why?"
Before the people outside the door could speak, the snake turned around and closed the door heavily.
"This..." I said at a loss, "Isn't this bad? You said you were open for business..."
"Stinky girl, didn't I say it..." White Snake shook his head, "You and your sister have helped me many times, and you have a share of credit for the establishment of this game venue, so I will also be merciful and help you, sit down Bar."
I lost my composure after hearing this, and then I found a chair and sat down.
"Why is it just you?" White Snake asked again, "Where is the love master?"
As soon as he finished speaking, Earth Snake's expression changed.
But my head was buried, and I couldn't answer anything.
"Wait a minute..." White Snake slowly opened his mouth, "You just said you broke up with your best friend?! Didn't you?! What are you two planning to do?!"
"I..." I said hoarsely, "I don't know either... I only know that the paths we take are different, and we each have our own choices... No... and Jiang Ruoxue can do whatever she wants... so... …”
I shook my head and decided not to put it so nicely.
I was wrong about this, I have to admit.
So I could only say what was in my heart: "I'm sorry for her. She helped me many, many times without asking for anything in return, but the first time she made a request to me, I rejected her..."
"Damn it..." White Snake cursed secretly, "You two don't look like confused people, can't you be nice?"
I smiled bitterly and shook my head, only hating myself for being useless.
"And she actually does whatever she wants... Hiss..." White Snake nodded after hearing this, "I have to learn this attitude towards life..."
"Study hard...?"
"No, sister...I mean you have to talk to her!"
I stared into the white snake's eyes, feeling a little strange.
He is tall and sounds like a man, but he feels like a very gentle big sister to me.
"There's nothing more to say..." I lowered my head again, and then smiled bitterly, "I have been isolated since I was a child, and this is what I deserve. You may not believe it, but even the organization I established is "isolated". …I’ve long been used to being given up on, I’m afraid you don’t understand this feeling.”
"No... I still understand..." Earth Snake smiled bitterly after hearing what I said, "I have been treated as a monster by everyone since I was a child, and boys and girls are unwilling to get close to me. But they don't know that some things are not What I can decide is determined by God.”
"What……?"
"I understand that feeling very well, sister." White Snake smiled at me with relief, "Most people in this world will be malicious to me when they see me. They will cynicize and insult me. They would give me sexual nicknames and hit me from time to time. Anyone who came near me would be scolded. Even my parents who gave birth to me and raised me did not have the slightest sense of recognition for me. Maybe my existence could only be... Let them grieve."
I never thought that a character like White Snake would have a similar experience to me.
At this moment, I felt that he was not a monster, but a human being of flesh and blood.
"Stinky girl, I'm afraid I was even worse off than you when I was in school, right?" White Snake said again, "Although those classmates may have just made random jokes, but one of them has made me remember it till now. No matter it's "sissy" Or "pervert", just a few words are enough to make me cry bitterly at night. Thinking about it carefully, "being isolated" is the best situation. I don't need people in this world to be kind to me, as long as they don't have any ill intentions towards me. That’s enough.”
White Snake lowered his head and rubbed his palms, but this simple action made me feel great sadness.
White Snake and I are like two lonely flowers in the world. We were watered by sadness and grew into thorny shapes.
But let me be honest... White Snake is really not suitable for organizing something like a "mutual aid group."
He is too emotional and can easily be aroused by other people's stories to his inner sadness.
And after listening to what he said... I really felt even sadder!
God, can this crappy organization really help people get over their grief?
Isn’t it really about creating sadness?
"But you stinky girl..." White Snake changed the subject and raised his head to look at me, his expression seemed to be completely relieved, "Even lonely monsters like you and me... we will meet people who love us."
"What……?"
"There will be people in this world who are willing to help us get out of isolation and lead us to become better people. They will compensate us for what we are missing in our lives on their own." White Snake said, "We have been passive all our lives. We should Take the initiative to fight for yourself.”
After listening to his words, the sadness in my heart actually began to dissipate.
"Whether it's a lover or a friend, it's all the same to us." White Snake smiled at me, "A person who is willing to come into contact with monsters like us... what else can he be besides an angel? If you meet an angel, you won't fight for it. Can you let the other party run away?"
"you're right……"
I pondered for a while and nodded slowly. I realized that over the years, I had never even taken the initiative to look for Jiang Ruoxue.
I'm too passive.
Why don't I take the initiative to find her?
Jiang Ruoxue used so many "causes and effects" that day, and she was probably in a state of mental stress and confusion.
Why did I have to make her angry at that moment?
Wouldn't it be nice if I had a few words with her? Why do we have to stick to our own ideas?
"Thank you...White Snake, I understand everything!"
"Damn it...that's great..." White Snake muttered in a low voice, "I finally succeeded in comforting someone after so long..."
"What did you say?"
"No, no, no, it's nothing." White Snake shook his head, "Bad girl, if you're not sad, just stay away from me. When you go out, check to see if those "participants" are still there. I'm not in a good mood. I'll wait. Just kill a few people to vent your anger."
Uh...well, I almost forgot that he is also a "zodiac sign".
Seeing that I hadn't left for a long time, he blinked in confusion: "What's wrong, stinky girl, do you need another course of treatment?"
"Don't you want to give me a book as a gift?" I said, "You said I can return it to you the next day."
"You stinky girl don't want to suffer any loss."
White Snake casually pulled out a book from behind his back that was almost unread and dusty.
"That's it, just play with it." He curled his lips angrily, "Remember to return it to me tomorrow."
I took it and took a look, it was an "Illustrated Book of Advanced Plants".
Anyway, having it is better than nothing.
I stood up, looked at him when I walked to the door, and said with a smile: "How boring would it be to have only men and women in this world?"
"What?"
"I think Empress Nuwa had this in mind when she created us." I said, "Only colorful human beings can build a colorful world."
"You stinky girl... you..." White Snake looked like he wanted to lose his temper, but shed tears after a few seconds, "You stinky girl really deserve to die..."
"Let's go!"
I took the "Illustrated Book of Advanced Plants" and walked out of the ground snake venue with a smile on my face.
Maybe I'm the first person to walk out of here smiling in a long time.