Chapter 888 Towards Glory (5) The Thousand Faces of the Demon King
Chapter 888 Towards Glory (5) Demon King Thousand Faces
Everyone in the Zhongzhou team knows that the prerequisite for lighting up the light of the soul is to overcome the inner demons, and the inner demons are the biggest obsessions deep in a person's heart.
Obsession can be many things. Obsession can be too many things, such as birth, old age, illness, death, unrequited desires, resentment and hate, love and separation. The fear of fearful things is also an obsession in a sense.
Li Xiaoyi always thought that he had overcome claustrophobia, but in fact he had not.
Claustrophobia is a fear that has always been with him and bothered him.
Once under absolute power, Li Xiaoyi was not afraid of the darkness. But when he entered this strange dream and lost his power, the fear that was once suppressed by power quietly emerged like an ant on the day of awakening.
Before blinding himself, Li Xiaoyi once briefly glimpsed the stars in the sky. It was also at that moment that he saw something terrifying that could not be described in words. He was swallowed up by the wave of fear and gouged out his eyes. In fact, it is his instinct to save himself!
What kind of stars are those stars? They are clearly huge, scarlet eyes that exude endless malice!
And such eyes are all over the sky.
He gouged out his eyes.
dark
There was only darkness in front of Li Xiaoyi's eyes.
Because he took the initiative or was forced to take the initiative to rub his own eyes.
From that moment on, he was blind.
Cheng Xiao once suggested operating on Li Xiaoyi to try to cure his eyes. In fact, this is unlikely. After most of the extraordinary powers are blocked, Cheng Xiao's acupuncture technique cannot repair an eyeball that has been physically damaged by violence.
If there is an internal nerve problem, or if Cheng Xiao still retains those special skills and equipment that are somewhat fantasy-like, such as "Taiyi Divine Needle Secret Record" and Han Po Silver Needle, it might be possible to cure it, because this This thing from urban fantasy novels is a bit mysterious in nature. It probably means that if you believe in it, then it is really useful, as if there is no injury that cannot be cured as long as acupuncture is in hand.
The moment he lost his sight, Li Xiaoyi seemed to have returned to the dark cave before.
Li Xiaoyi realized an important ability to survive in this world, that is imagination.
This is a world of dreams, and dreams are chaotic, absurd, disorderly and crazy.
In other words, nothing is impossible to happen in dreams. The reason why it cannot happen is not because it cannot be done, but because it is unknown. Human cognitive limitations limit the freedom of dreams, because humans cannot imagine and create out of thin air. an unseen thing
The reason why the things in the Cthulhu mythology that humans cannot understand can be expressed in language is not because of the author’s strong language skills. Although the author’s writing skills are indeed strong, it is essentially because the author has found a way to express it. Substitute.
Fragmented elements such as tentacles, octopuses, and bat wings constitute the classic image of Cthulhu, but no one can tell what it looks like, because no one can describe the appearance of an existence that cannot be understood by human cognition.
Not enough, not enough.
The most important organ for human beings to perceive the outside world is the eyes, followed by the ears.
Low and delicate whispers surrounded Li Xiaoyi's heart.
Don't listen, don't listen, don't listen
Li Xiaoyi covered his ears tightly, but he soon understood that it was useless.
So, Li Xiaoyi used his palms to deafen his ears.
Silent, imageless.
Dark, silent.
The threat of unspeakable horror has been lifted for the time being.
Li Xiaoyi suddenly felt that he had not been so quiet for a long time. He has retained a habit for a long time, to be precise, up to now, that is, if he is alone, he will choose to play a song for himself. , or a cross talk, anyway, as long as it can produce orderly sounds.
Because if a person is too quiet, he will have random thoughts.
'Random thoughts. Once upon a time, I seemed to be a strange child full of wild ideas. Then when did I stop imagining, become taciturn, autistic and introverted, and no longer willing to think wildly? .It was that time.'
Li Xiaoyi used to be a child with a very rich imagination, and he was still in middle school. Unbridled imaginations always flashed through his mind, and he often imitated the characters in the cartoons he watched when he was a child. Actions, learn how to release their ultimate moves.
Human Torch's Thunder Half-Moon Slash, Orange Brother's Wild Waterfall, Naruto's Rasengan, Tiga's Zapelli Ao Ray, and Spider-Man's spinning action. Since when did he stop being a 'secondary' player?
It was that night.
The dark boxes and warehouses, the whistling and sharp sound of the wind, and the chewing and moving sounds of unknown animals are intertwined. The imagination has become a poisonous soil, giving birth to the flower of sin. The overly rich imagination has grown from a A good medicine turned into a deadly poison, and fear distorted the beautiful inner world of the young man, destroying it into a ruin that never saw the sun.
There was only a trembling little boy left in the ruins, hugging himself and crying. No one stood up to protect him at this time, no one stood up to encourage him at this time, and led him out of the darkness.
So, when Li Xiaoyi was found out from the cabinet, what came out was no longer the little boy, but a lifeless and taciturn walking zombie.
As for those dark afterimages, they do not appear in the sun or in the noise. They only appear quietly when the child, whose mind is full of wild thoughts, is alone. The horror of that night was like a tarsal maggot, tightly entangled in the darkest exchanges in his heart. If given the opportunity, it would rush out and poison his heart.
Many adults in the family said that Li Xiaoyi had become mature after experiencing that incident and stopped watching those 'childish' cartoons. They also said that this time it was a blessing in disguise. Li Xiaoyi did not choose to argue with them because he knew that when His parents can tell: psychological problems are all idle, just take more tests and it will be fine in a few days. If psychiatrists are all liars who cheat money, it is absolutely impossible for them to understand themselves.
Maybe I just need to study hard, think about college according to my parents' wishes, find a decent job, and live my life in a decent way.
But Li Xiaoyi found that he couldn't learn well at all. His grades were very average. To be precise, even average was better than average. His grades in the middle and lower reaches were average. In fact, there was still a bit of a gap.
And the head teacher of the class he transferred to after he transferred to another school was a real Jiejie Shitai, who valued students' grades more than their lives. It is conceivable that a student with Li Xiaoyi's grades would never look good in front of her.
So. How about not being a bad boy?
Li Xiaoyi thought of his past. Those bastards were always surrounded by lackeys who served as their pawns, and those bad guys seemed to live a more comfortable life than many good people.
Why? Why? Shouldn’t good people have candy?
So be a bad guy?
No, that's wrong.
When Li Xiaoyi had that kind of impulse, there was always a vague voice in his heart stopping him.
Then, Li Xiaoyi went crazy.
It doesn’t mean that you have to strip naked and run naked on the streets, dig through trash cans, eat garbage, and yell to be crazy.
Madness refers to insanity. Insanity can be any mental illness listed in modern psychiatry. All of them can be called crazy.
It’s not easy to maintain basic dignity if the teacher doesn’t give him a good face. In the educational environment of that era and a teacher who is in her forties and has more than 20 years of teaching experience, she can retain her dignity because Li Xiaoyi is enough. Inconspicuous; the most common thing parents say is that you have to study hard, otherwise you will sweep the streets in the future; as for classmates, if you study well, you can get different feedback based on your personal qualities. If you have good personal qualities, you can still maintain a basic friendship with classmates. , those with poor quality simply disdain to deal with them, and those bad students Li Xiaoyi instinctively refuse to join in the same trend.
If this isn't crazy, it's crazy.
Li Xiaoyi's initial method of resistance was to turn in blank papers in exams, sleep in class, and not do homework. In the end, it evolved into skipping school and surfing the Internet.
It doesn't matter what he plays in the Internet cafe. He actually doesn't play computer games that much. He comes to the Internet cafe just because he has nowhere else to go. When he spent his breakfast money to open a computer in a black Internet cafe, but didn't know what to do, the Lord God's invitation came immediately.
Li Xiaoyi is actually very grateful to the Lord God. In the world of reincarnation, Li Xiaoyi met a group of partners who really cared about him from the bottom of their hearts. He gained strong strength, a wife who loved him, and relied on Chu Xuan. With the rank of major in his relationship, he can be regarded as a proud ancestor. He did not embarrass his family and at the same time arranged the rest of his parents' lives.
It's okay, it's really okay.
For ordinary people, this is already a very good ending. Unlike Zheng Zha, he has such a strong desire to return. Li Xiaoyi has always felt that he and Wu Jie are somewhat similar, that is, he has no nostalgia for the real world.
Therefore, Li Xiaoyi believes that he only needs to be himself in the team. He himself does not attach great importance to his own strengthening, because he knows very well that it may be a bit too difficult to catch up with Wu Jie and the others. Especially with his character, he doesn't have much drive.
In this case, it is better to leave resources to useful people.
That's it, I'll be fine with it.
Li Xiaoyi stopped thinking. He had forgotten how to think for a long time. His heart that had stopped spinning long ago no longer had the ability to think.
The power of the evil god failed to erode Li Xiaoyi's will, because even the evil god cannot make a person who has already been crazy crazy again. Li Xiaoyi is already crazy, or everyone who is immersed in reality is like this. , but no one knows or notices it.
'That's it, just give up thinking, give up yourself, give up.'
--do not give up.
There seemed to be some voice calling him in his heart, and around him, there seemed to be a glimmer of light.
Li Xiaoyi looked in all directions, darkness and silence.
It’s strange that my ears are deaf and my eyes are blind. How can I hear and see?
——You can imagine!
I haven't imagined it for a long time
——Then think about it again!
Think about it again.
——Do you still remember? Those words of the past!
There are things that a real man should not do, but there are things that a real man must do!
I decided, I want to follow my path of ninja, Rasengan!
The wound miraculously healed because your sincere and transparent heart made his whole body feel hot. This heat was tens of thousands of times higher than the heat of the sun.
Rush over, risk your life and survive!
Don't give up easily! Anyone who gives up easily is not qualified to become a national player!
Although life is precious, despicable and evil lives will eventually be punished.
I will definitely be back! ! !
Li Xiaoyi gently touched his face, and two lines of warm water stains flowed down the sides of his cheeks.
He seemed to have remembered.
That, the real self trapped in the darkness.
The light in his heart during those years.
"I will always look forward, never run away at any time, and will never give up. I can't win at all, I don't understand!"
The beam of hope tore apart the dark sky. Countless figures formed the beam of light that tore apart the darkness. It also awakened the real Li Xiaoyi who was trapped in the dark night.
The darkness is scary, but as long as you persist, you will surely usher in the first light of morning.
When morning comes, can the real dawn be far behind?
It may be far away, but as long as we keep moving forward, forward, forward, one day we will be able to see the real light.
Don’t abandon, don’t give up. I hope all young people can get rid of the cold and just move up. Don’t care about the words of those who give up on themselves. Always be curious and enterprising about the future. Forge ahead with determination, never give up, be fearless of difficulties and move forward bravely!
On the earth where the evil god was raging, a pillar of light rose into the sky, and a Moon-Crueling Sword was born from the fire. The blazing temperature exuding from the whole body seemed to be condensed from pure flames. Thunder flashed, arcs flowed, and the ultimate brilliance flowed from the blade!
"The moon is as cold as frost, and the thunder is powerful!"
The Yanyue Sword was held in the sky by a thin hand and dragged in an arc that could only be moved gracefully. In an instant, a huge and dazzling light flashed across the sky, and the thunder raged and surged forward, carrying the power of destroying everything and slashing forward. go!
"Thunder-Half Moon Slash!!!"
Target—The Evil God! ! !
[Li Xiaoyi's light of the soul is somewhat similar to Wu Jie's, except that one asks the 'light' in his heart to borrow power, while the other is able to actually borrow power. It is difficult to judge which one is better than the other. But one thing is for sure: one guy is going to be unlucky. 】