Chapter 926 My Goal
I know that I have never lost my memory, but I have skipped a few days of memory. In the hands of Aries, my memory is like a film reel, with parts cut out at will. This not only causes me to forget certain things, but also causes me to forget certain things. It will make my life move forward faster.
Thinking of this, I smiled bitterly. My life is indeed very chaotic. The fragmented memories and the sporadic "life fast forward" are all entangled in me. They seem to happen randomly, but they are firmly controlled by Aries.
Even Qinglong once laughed at my chaotic life.
When I left "Heaven's Mouth" that day, even the fake smile on my face disappeared. I was so disappointed in Chu Tianqiu.
I have told many members of the "Ji Dao" before that if they want to quit the "Ji Dao" in the future or feel that they have no other way out, they can go to their beloved Wang Chu Tianqiu. "Tiantiankou" will be the "Ji Dao" for a long time. "The escape route.
I even had a few very unrealistic fantasies.
I know that the path I followed Brother Yang is too dangerous. It is a "road of rebellion." If what Brother Yang has done is discovered by Tianlong, everyone related to him will die without a burial place. By then I will We will definitely find a way to protect all the "Jikakus" and let them join the "Heaven's Mouth".
After all, Chu Tianqiu's "Heaven Pass" is very safe, at least in Tianlong's eyes.
But who would have thought that fate would play a trick on people, and Aries, who was in such a dangerous situation, did not collapse, but Chu Tianqiu, who had been working for the "participants" throughout the whole life, collapsed.
Is it possible that "participants" are scarier than "Dragon"?
The reason why I have trusted "Tiantiankou" for such a long time is precisely because Aunt Tong is here.
She hasn't left since joining Paradise Mouth.
Even if Chu Tianqiu had done such outrageous things, even if he had gone crazy and started creating things to offend humans, Aunt Tong still did not choose to quit. Her intention was already obvious.
If it weren't for the inconvenient timing, I really wanted to ask her...does Chu Tianqiu still have huge "good karma" on his body now?
Will the organization "Tiantiankou" receive blessings one day in the future because of Chu Tianqiu's huge "good deeds"?
With all due respect, I don't see this path at all. Now the rumors on the street have begun to change. Some people say that Chu Tianqiu has begun to let people in many organizations die at will. Not only did he lose his qualifications as a leader, he also lost his authority as a leader.
"Karma" is like this. If Chu Tianqiu had done nothing, he might not be affected by "karma", and his life would have neither good nor bad consequences. But he happened to create an organization, and he wanted to lead everyone out of this ghost place. No matter whether he succeeded or not, other people's "karma" also became his "karma".
That day, Chu Tianqiu expressed his unique insight into his ability to create replicas. This insight also caused me to think deeply.
If it is really possible to escape from this place, would I rather want myself to escape, or would I want "Yan Zhichun" to escape?
"Yan Zhichun" has my memory and knows everything that has happened to me, so Chu Tianqiu and I have the same point of view.
No matter which "Yan Zhichun" escapes, it can be regarded as my escape. Because my experience is different from others, I have been copied countless times.
There is nothing unacceptable about this...each and every one of us is constantly being replicated here. Anyone who has experienced several reincarnations and preserved their memories will discover this problem.
Our bodies remain here, and new life rises from the ground.
The number of corpses here increases day after day, and the smell becomes stronger day after day.
We are all clones, so how can we tell whose bloodline is more pure?
I believe that Aries must think the same way. By constantly copying my life to perform tasks for him, he has naturally overcome this psychological difficulty long ago.
So I can split my life in half. If there is a replica that can escape, let her return to the real world and live my miserable life of low self-esteem. By the way, I can tell my parents that they are safe and wait for everyone. After I feel relieved, I can survive here.
After all, here are my best friends in my life and my family who are most like my senior teachers. I don’t want to leave.
If Brother Yang comes back one day and can take me to capture the entire "Land of End", then I must negotiate with him. I need a management position, and I want to make everyone here no longer live in such hardship.
Thinking about it carefully, if Brother Yang had said "take everyone to escape", I might not have chosen to help him in the first place. Because I clearly know that there are many people here who don’t want to escape, and even my own desire to escape is very low.
But he was talking about seizing control of this place, he was talking about making himself a ruler, he was talking about making me a senator.
All this fits perfectly with my thoughts about this place. We really don’t have any need to escape, but we do need to liberate this place.
The only thing that needs to be done now is to wait for Brother Yang to return.
But Brother Yang...will you really come back?
I have made all preparations, and I have even sacrificed my life countless times...
Now that the "Jidao" has no retreat from the "Heaven Pass", we can only follow you and crash into Tianlong.
I will take the "Ultimate Way" and choose to break my bones here to fight for my last hope.
But can you show up earlier... before I go crazy, before Jiang Ruoxue goes crazy, before the entire "Ji Dao" goes crazy?
I feel like everyone has reached their limit, Brother Yang.
It doesn't matter if you lied to me.
Now I have figured it out, even if you really have forgotten everything when you show up again, even if you are ready to play with my life again and arrange more grand problems for me, I will admit it.
I don’t want to live here as a headless fly. I said a long time ago that I am not afraid of dangers and difficulties, but I am afraid of losing my goals.
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After the "Pegasus Moment", I came to a building to rest. In the evening, two women walked in one after another.
It was late at night, maybe they wanted to spend the night here.
It's really strange, just like a massacre on the scale of "Pegasus Moment", there are still strange faces that have never been seen survive.
This feeling is very inconsistent, as if everything in the world has intertwined cause and effect.
For example, Brother Yang has deceived me countless times... and I still hope that he will come back and deceive me again.
That's all...Brother Yang, I will start again after dawn. After all, strangers here are working hard, so who do I have the right to be so slack?
Even if you really don't come back, it doesn't matter... I have kept what you want to do in mind, and starting from tomorrow, I will start to follow your path.
I have placed all my hopes on you from the beginning, but now I am strong enough. Brother Yang, if you do not show up, I will take the initiative to lead the "Jida" to the "train". After all, this is our last A chance to fight.
Watching the sun rise, I stood up slowly, maybe everything was about to begin.
I am Yan Zhichun, and I am the "Jidao King".
I am a special "participant" that Aries personally recruits for cooperation, and I am also a "heart-winner".
In the days to come, I will learn to lie like an Aries.
(The short biography of Yan Zhichun is finished! I still have to explain to readers who are following the story. In fact, there were several opportunities to complete the short biography of Yan Zhichun, but I did not finish filling in the pits. After much thinking, I still lengthened the story line. .)
(Because once some opportunities to fill in the holes are missed, there will no longer be suitable opportunities to fill them in later. Although finishing the Yan Zhichun chapter early will improve the perception in the short term, it will definitely leave a lot of problems in the long term, and these problems will There is no way to answer it later in the article, so I can only explain all the plots that can be explained at once. This way of writing may be a bit willful, and I apologize to everyone for keeping you waiting, and thank you for tolerating my willfulness.)
(And careful friends should be able to find that although this article is "The Biography of Yan Zhichun", it is ultimately "The Biography of Aries". After all, the story in each chapter revolves around Aries, but it is written from the perspective of Yan Zhichun. . Combining the autobiography of Mice and Yan Zhichun, it completes the story line of Aries and fulfills one of my wishes. If nothing else, Yan Zhichun is also the last character autobiography in the main text, and there is a small chance that Chu Tian will be included in the follow-up. Autumn's autobiography.)
(Nowadays, many character autobiographies have been deleted by me on my own initiative. As you can see from the recent articles, whether it is Xu Liunian, Zheng Yingxiong or Yan Zhichun, basically only the characters who can fill in the gaps or supplement the prequels are left. , I have eliminated the stories of independent characters like Lawyer Zhang or Qiao Jiajin, but they will appear in the extras anyway, everyone will wait and see, thank you again)