Chapter 1831: Goodbye my little sun
Chapter 1831 Goodbye, my little sun
That night, he was maddened by the hug, and asked bluntly if she would like the child.
Fengze now remembered, and knew how frightened Subei was that night.
Because he allowed himself to release the devil he was locked in his heart, he also released jealousy and possessiveness, showing his hideous fangs, and wanted to take her apart and eat it. It belonged only to himself, not to let her be Anyone who covets it again, take another look.
Subei's eyes flushed with fright, and she, who always only loved to laugh, made her cry in her voice, desperately trying to avoid him.
He desperately kissed her forcibly, letting his own devil scared her, and even almost hurt her.
From that day on, she alienated him and ran away when she saw him.
Her little tugging had long been replaced by short hair with long ears, and she showed a pair of big eyes, bright and energetic, but when she saw him, she was confused, as if she was ready to escape at any time.
The apples and buns he gave her, she would not eat in front of him, she always ran to the side and sat with other children.
At that time, he would make money by his own ability and always buy her all kinds of sweets. Before, she would always squint her eyes when she was eating. When she was happy, he would call him Brother Fengze.
But after that, he found that she had put all the sugar he gave away, put it in a big jar, and didn't open it until it expired.
Feng Ze knew too much how he pushed her away.
He also knew too well what kind of devil lived in his heart.
After this, Subei was picked up by the Su family again and never returned to the orphanage.
Feng Ze went to find her, and she and the majestic young master were finally together, and their smiles became brighter and brighter.
His sunshine disappeared from that time, and there was no little sun shining in the orphanage.
Then, she arrived in the U.S., pregnant and gave birth to Dabao and Gungun.
She finally didn't dislike his care anymore, but she didn't feel close to him. Feng Ze knew that if Dabao hadn't depended on him, she would probably not even want that care.
He thought that it could be resolved after all. Back when she was a child, she smiled sweetly as she did when she first met. She handed the candy in her palm, raised her pricked head, and watched herself laughing. .
But... after all, he didn't wait.
He also learned later that those demons were his other personalities, following him like a shadow, and when he was released, he could not even control himself.
After all, one day, it may still hurt her.
He had to let her go back to find Lu Heting and return to his side.
Because what Lu Heting can give, he can't.
Fengze closed his eyes, the sugar in his mouth had melted, and it filled every corner of his mouth, stimulating every taste bud, and was too bitter to swallow.
"Boss, is it all right?" Gu Xifeng's voice came.
"Yeah." Feng Ze replied in a low voice.
"Then it begins. We will pick a personality that is closest to your master personality, but the personality that Subei is not obsessed with the most. Other personalities will gradually disappear during the treatment, or merge into your master personality . Then if you have no objection, just start now. Please follow my instructions..."
The doctor's voice came.
Fengze curled her lips, and a smile appeared on her lips. Goodbye, my little sun.
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Operating room.
Dabao lay uncomfortably in Subei's arms.
Lin Yu whispered, "Su Xiaobei, I'm sending you back."
Subei nodded. After Fengze's operation, it's best not to see each other again, and treat him well.
After getting into the car with Dabao and Gumbo, Lin Yu drove the car, and when he waited for the red light, he looked at Subei in the rearview mirror and made her happy: "Su Xiaobei, when you came to the orphanage before, you had two Do you remember how cute you are? At that time, everyone liked to catch you. Some of them were naughty and grabbed you. You said it was okay, and you laughed so hard, but the boss Bring those bear kids and beat them up."
After speaking, he realized that the boss was mentioned again.
Fortunately, Subei's face didn't change much.
Billowing laughed happily: "So cute little Beibei used to have a little tugging?"
"Yeah." Subei nodded.
I thought of that time, although I was not rich in material things, and I was not around my family, but because of Fengze and the others, there was nothing missing. I had the happiest and happiest time in my childhood.
She also thought that if it wasn't for Fengze to kiss herself forcibly that night, and even almost did something excessive, maybe she wouldn't be afraid of him, would not be alienated from him, maybe, even be with him. indefinite.
But there is no if.
From that night on, nothing happened.
Although he now knows that everything is due to his multiple personalities, missed is missed.
And since Lu Heting appeared in her life, everything between her and Feng Ze was absolutely impossible.
She remembered that the trees at that time were always tall and tall, the shade was falling, the wind was gentle, the apples were crisper than now, the steamed buns were softer than now, and the sunshine was very good, so she always couldn't help but have a smiling face.
She remembered that at that time, the weight of her happiness and freedom was all carried by Fengze.
She peeled off the icing and stuffed the candy just now into her mouth.
Goodbye, brother Fengze.
...
Subei stayed in the United States for another two days and was about to go back.
When boarding the plane, she received a message from Gu Xifeng: "Psychotherapy is very successful, peace of mind."
She put away the phone, took Dabao and Gungun and boarded the plane, found a place to sit down.
Billowing had recovered his mood and looked at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window happily.
Dabao was thoughtful, but when he asked, "Brother Dabao, are we in the stratosphere or the troposphere?"
He turned around, showing a smiling face, and started to popular science.
...
Entering the Lu family mansion, Lu Weijian's voice was octave higher.
"Grandpa, grandma, uncle, my elder brother and sister-in-law are back!"
The whole family looked around and looked at Subei with eager anticipation. They all smiled when she saw that she was safe.
It can be said that they were most worried about the accident this time. It was obviously what happened in the Lu Family Mansion, but they also received the least information.
"Subey!" Han Qingwan and Camilla walked over at the same time.
Seeing tears in their eyes and knowing that they were worried from the bottom of their hearts, Subei smiled and shook his head: "I'm fine, it's all right."
"It's the Lu family sorry to make you suffer." Mrs. Lu also looked guilty.
They actually knew something about Netherworld, but in the final analysis, if this matter weren't for Lu Yaode's trouble, it wouldn't have reached this point in the end.
(End of this chapter)