Chapter 162
Aina fell silent, not because she had forgotten the face of her childhood playmate, but she knew that she couldn't go back at all.
The edges of the world within sight are blurred, fluctuating, and here is the dream...
Aina looked at her body and saw a large white jumpsuit.
This is the clothes I used to wear, very plain and not even warm enough.
"gather."
The female dean in black robes led the staff to the corridor. She had white hair and a serious face. The female dean shook the bell in her hand and asked the children in the orphanage to gather quickly.
When the children heard the bell, they all walked over.
"I...why are I here?"
Aina covered her head, only to feel the world spinning.
Senses, thinking, memory...all messed up.
"Are you coming?"
"Aina, come together."
"Come on, Ina."
The faceless children stopped and called back to her.
Aina had a confused feeling, her thinking was not clear enough, and she subconsciously followed the other children out of the room.
Then the children came to a square, and everyone stood up straight, waiting.
The next moment, Aina saw a distinguished old man.
It was an old, somewhat rich black-robed old man with a unique shrewdness in his eyes.
His movements were slow and his steps faltered.
The dean and others all knelt down, not daring to look directly at the old man.
The old man spoke up.
"I'm going to pick a child...she's destined for great tasks."
Aina suddenly heard a chuckle.
She was stunned for a moment, turned her head to look at another place, and found that there was a girl in the team who couldn't help laughing.
It's me!
Aina was shocked!
She felt a sudden awakening.
Next, she found herself in a villa, wearing a black velvet robe.
Sitting on a large white bed, surrounded by pink veil.
Very luxurious room, decorated with ivory, jade, antiques, famous paintings, all kinds of things.
There are many waiters in the villa, and everyone is respectful to themselves and even willing to kneel... However, Aina can clearly feel that none of these people really care about her.
Everything they do is just the task of the high priest.
People who really care about themselves... A voice suddenly appeared in Aina's mind.
"Is the "God Envoy" really good to yourself?"
"Or, is he just useful to him?"
For a long time, Aina has not dared to think deeply about this matter, but with more and more experiences and the influence of the burning blood, her thinking has gradually become complicated from naive, and there are more things to think about.
She was scared.
Whether in the orphanage or in the cult, Aina was never happy.
But she still stayed in the order, constantly participating in the affairs of the order... not just to dedicate the rest of her life to the ashes.
More because she was afraid that once she had no value, she would be abandoned.
If he is no longer the son of Chaos Embers, how will the "God Envoy" treat himself, will he become ignoring himself from now on?
It’s not that this thought never happened, it’s just that it’s always been tiny and buried deep.
But because of some influence, at this moment, small thoughts sprout and grow in the dream.
Suddenly, Ina found herself sitting by the window of the cafe.
It was daytime outside and it was snowing.
Aina sat in her seat blankly and said to herself, "This is... a cafe?"
Could it be that you are about to meet the Lord God Envoy?
She suddenly became nervous.
The Lord of Ashes undoubtedly loves himself, but he wants to ask for more, thinking about things other than admiring Ashes.
Undoubtedly, this is his own greed.
You should continue to give, continue to endure, and continue to act for the Lord of Ashes.
But......
"Aina."
"Master Divine Envoy" suddenly appeared not far away with a gentle smile on his face.
Aina was stunned for a moment, yes, Lord Divine Envoy is gentle.
So she lowered her head and said, "Master God, I don't want to stay in the sect for the time being. I want to leave and see other things in the world..."
Yes.
My original dream was to grow up, to become a mother, and to see what the city looked like.
Ina didn't want to be bound to the Order all the time.
Suddenly, the gentle smile of "Lord God Envoy" disappeared.
Aina's heart sank immediately, the last thing she wanted to see happened.
"Lord God Envoy" looked at her indifferently.
"Are you going to turn your back on him?"
Aina shook her head, was silent for a long time, and looked at "Lord God Envoy" seriously: "No, of course not!"
"I will still serve the great Lord of Ashes for the rest of my life! Carry out his orders, but, I don't like the Order..."
For more than half a year, Aina thought she would melt.
Join the sect and completely change the sect.
But now she is getting smarter and more knowledgeable, and finally discovered a fact.
You can't change the order by yourself.
In the end, he was only changed by the high priest and the order.
But she didn't want that.
"Lord God Envoy" was still indifferent and said, "Are you sure you want to choose this?"
Aina's body trembled slightly, she squeezed her small hands, and nodded firmly.
"Um."
"Then...you're worthless."
"Master Divine Envoy" suddenly reached out and grabbed her white neck and lifted her up. The painful feeling of tightness and suffocation made Aina struggle subconsciously.
"Wow, uh."
"Lord God Envoy" let go of her hand and let her thin body fall.
"Your meaning is in the order, as a tool, now you... get out."
tool? Aina forced herself not to cry, and said, "Lord Divine Envoy...I, I want to be with..."
"Lord God Envoy" sneered.
"Don't make a mistake, I have always been good to you just because you are the 'son of God'."
"Now you are betraying the gods, get out of here immediately."
"Otherwise, you will be turned to ashes here."
Aina stared blankly at the "God Envoy" who had her back turned to her, unable to speak for a long time, only hot tears kept flowing from her eyes.
Everything is fake.
The gentleness of "God Envoy" is only an appearance.
Others can also, as long as they are the Son of God, they can replace themselves.
The important thing is the "Son of God", not Aina.
myself, worthless.
Aina's heart was filled with sadness, and she suddenly left the cafe and came to the empty street.
Next, she seemed to live a wandering life, and the things around her became less and less clear.
Lose everything.
Or, never had everything.
Aina was about to forget her name gradually, just wandering in the city in confusion, all her memories began to blur, and her emotions gradually cooled.
Time seems to have passed for a long time.
Finally one day, the dirty Aina fell to her knees on the ground, completely giving up hope of life.
Aina raised her head and saw the sun in the sky, still shining brightly.
The light is bright enough to kill the small.
She raised a hand at herself.
Burn the flames of the world.
Even himself, would he be killed by this flame?
Aina lost the meaning of life, fell into complete confusion, and finally had the idea of committing suicide.
She had no parents and no dreams since she was a child. The girl who was raised as a sacrifice became a son of god by chance, but she did not get happiness.
I don't even know what to live for.
She thought she should live for God.
However, gradually, Aina felt a sense of dissatisfaction.
Perhaps... dissatisfaction is the source of suffering.
All of this is naturally the malice released by the nightmare teacher through the eternal dream.
However, Aina's "fire that burns all things" is real in the Eternal Dream.
If Aina chooses to destroy herself with "the fire that burns all things" - then, she will really die in a dream.
"It's over."
she said softly.
The black flames ignited, burning on Aina's thin body... Lord of Ashes, who burns all things, I dedicate myself to you completely.
In the black flames, cracks appeared in the thin body, and gradually, she would be torn apart and ceased to exist.
This is a black flame that can destroy even the world and burn even gods.
From the end of the world to the beginning of the world.
Everything will cease to exist.
Suddenly, a white hand stretched out.
Under the black trench coat, the thin man stretched out his slender hands and tightly hugged Aina's body full of flames.
The black flame that burned everything broke through the protection of the "Old Color Cross", burned to Shen Yi's limbs and bones, frantically eroded his body, and annihilated continuously.
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