Chapter 407 Brother and Brother
"When I was very young, I was disliked by the people in the clan. They all bullied me because I was timid, hehe, and my character was also very weak. They felt that it was a shame for me to appear in the Hejin clan. I don't know How many years, I remember, once I came back with a bunch of herbs picked from the wild, and I was going to apply some wound medicine to myself, because I had a fight with someone before, but obviously, I was beaten It was very miserable. When I was about to walk to the door of the house, several children hiding on the side of the road appeared. They held branches that had just been broken off from the big tree in their hands, and there was fierceness in their small eyes. Give them all the herbs you have." He Jin stroked his beard and said rather sighingly.
"Haha, of course I can't give it to those bastards. Among those herbs, there are not only my own, but also my brother who is lying on the hospital bed. My parents left early when I was a child, and it is only me and my brother who share each other at home. Dependence, if the family didn’t see that our family had made some contributions before, they might have kicked us out a long time ago. I feel that I am sad because I am my brother’s brother. I am not worthy of being an elder brother at all. When he was young, he once said with wide eyes that he hoped that one day I could stand at the top of the human pyramid, so that our family would not suffer any more.”
"But I'm useless. I'm just a child who is greedy for life and fears death but can't bear to disappoint my brother. I rushed out frantically holding the herb on my chest and knocked several children who blocked me to the ground. They are much more agile than me, and soon caught up with me. They kicked me to the ground, kicked me hard, scolded me hard, and kept uttering those nasty words. I had no choice but to I can protect my head tightly. Later, maybe the group of children were tired from the beating and didn’t want to beating anymore, so they stepped on my medicinal herbs on the ground in boredom, turned around and walked away.”
"It was almost evening at that time. I cried and picked up the herbs scattered on the ground one by one, wiped away the tears on my face, and walked into the house. My brother was lying on the bed. I still remember that I walked in At that time, the first sentence he said was, 'Brother, you are tired, please sit down and have a rest'. I didn't know how to respond to him, but I just held back my tears and said to him, 'I am not tired, I will give you I brought herbs'. At that time, he thought that all the medicinal materials were prepared for him, and he thought that his elder brother must be alive and majestic outside. At that time, I was ten years old and he was only eight years old." He Jin lowered his voice Head, the voice is low and inaudible, it must be uncomfortable to find out the things that have been buried in memory and years, right?
"I don't know what disease my brother has. No one in the family is willing to help us, and neither of us has the money to hire those rich doctors. I boiled the medicine and drank a bowl first, haha, that medicine It's so bitter. I brought him another bowl, I wanted to get away from him quickly, so that he wouldn't see the bruises on my body, but he still saw it, and he asked me how I did it, and I froze There, I looked into my younger brother’s worried eyes and suddenly didn’t want to tell him the truth, I didn’t want him to know that he had such an incompetent big brother. I smiled and said, I encountered a wild animal while collecting medicine in the mountains and ran away It accidentally fell over and rolled to the ground."
"He looked at me with adoring eyes. Hehe, in his eyes at that time, I must have been extremely tall. He felt that with such a powerful brother, no one would be afraid of him in the future. What a big deal." A joke. After five or six years, my brother’s illness was finally cured by me by accident. At that time, we hugged each other happily, and felt that being able to live well was the happiest thing in the world.”
"Because when we reach a certain age, we all have to take on some affairs in the clan. What I do is patrol, mainly in and out of the Hejin clan area, responsible for some small security. There are many people who are with me. There are many tribesmen, but most of them are strong and burly, unlike me, who is still very thin even though I have passed the adulthood, but my eyes are very sharp, enough to deter some peddlers, hehe, maybe I have hated too much with this kind of eyes Those who have bullied me."
"My younger brother manages some sanitation. Because of the sequelae of the disease, his body is still very weak, so he can only do some light work. At that time, I had a dispute with the clansmen who were patrolling on the way because he was younger than him. I was young, and at first I was able to yell at him as an elder, but then he got impatient and pushed me down as soon as he stepped forward, hehe, I was really useless at the time, relying on a pair of eyes and a glass-like My heart was spent in anxiety."
"The people who were traveling with us were very familiar with him, so they quickly surrounded me, and then beat me up, haha, I don't know why I am so cowardly, I don't want to become strong, I don't want to be strong at all. I don't want to participate in such a fierce competition. I never understood why people struggled for higher status and rights since I was a child, but no one answered me. I was still beaten like a dog. I even stood up I have no strength, I have a lion hidden in my eyes, I clenched my teeth and didn't say a word."
"At this moment, my younger brother happened to pass by. With his docile personality, he would definitely step forward and pull away the fighters. He saw the elder brother with a bruised nose and a swollen face. He had always been tall and mighty in his mind. He looked at me. Without saying a word, he pulled me up, and the two of us went back to the place where we lived in silence, and he carefully rubbed the medicine on me, and he didn't say anything from the beginning to the end."
"Just when we were both about to go to bed, he said softly, 'Brother, I don't want to hold you back, I know you have wanted to be stronger than anyone since you were a child, but there is a deep conflict in your heart because Me? You go outside, you are older than me, you should have received better knowledge than me, danced on a bigger stage, I can’t, I’m sick, I can’t go out with you, then , Brother, please take my share of dreams and fulfill your wishes, okay?' I didn’t speak, and I watched the moon outside the window all night.”
"Here, I carried my brother's wish, and along with my deeply buried dream, embarked on the road of experience, but ah, fate is unfair to some human beings after all. On the third day of departure , my luggage was stolen. I was kicked out of the hotel and wandered on the street. In the end, I could only squat in a corner and fell asleep unconsciously. Only then did I know that I was alone It is so difficult to fulfill and pursue your dreams, so difficult that you have not taken a few steps, and the predicament ahead is enough to knock you down, unable to move."
"I was lucky to be taken in by a master, but he just needs a handyman. He has many peers who are better than me. Just like the people in the clan, they also look at me with disdain. After watching ten Years of indifference, I'm used to it, pursuing my dreams is out of reach. I spend all day in the home of the masters doing housework, cleaning, serving tea and water to the masters. I don't have any status. But I can't go out , Without money and strength, I will only be cast aside wherever I go.”
"Year after year like that, news suddenly came from the distant Hejin tribe that my younger brother was critically ill again, so I rushed back overnight. At this time, the little bugs caused a riot and were attacked by humans. The elders of our Hejin tribe and other races who have the right to speak among humans decided to seal the little bug, but someone needs to enter the seal to suppress the little bug, lest he break through the seal that was not closed in time. I know that my brother has already Not long to live, he has already shown signs of dying, I said to him, this time I will really fulfill the wish of our two brothers, with a determination that we have never had before."
"I resolutely stepped into the seal, followed that huge energy, and became the guardian spirit of this space, protecting the integrity of the seal. Now that the seal is broken, the old man's mission has been completed, and he is finally looking for my idiot. Idiot brother." He Jin looked back at the sky, his cloudy eyes seemed to see through the world and fluctuated, as if he didn't even notice that the palm under the robe couldn't help shaking.
Duan Fei stood there in a daze, he didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, he listened carefully to what He Jin said. At first, he planned to learn about the huge and mysterious civilization from He Jin's narrative, but he never thought that it would turn into such a sighing story.
He seemed to see his younger brother saying heartfelt words of blessing to his elder brother in the middle of the night, "Brother, please take my share of my dream and fulfill your wish, okay?". He seemed to see an unaccompanied young man shivering in an unknown corner of the street, looking up at the huge bright moon, with tears in his eyes.