Chapter 28: She met the original owner
Chapter 28: She met the original owner
Xu Fanghua racked her brains and couldn't figure out why she had been so stupid in the past three years.
But she can guarantee that now that she knows Wei Rou's true identity, she will definitely not do it again in the future.
Without thinking much, Xu Fanghua wrote a letter to Song Yi. In the letter, she said that she had been writing to him for the past three years, but because she mistakenly wrote to a friend, and because of her stupidity, the letter had not yet been sent. It was torn apart, she only found out today.
However, Xu Fanghua was not sure whether Song Yi wrote to her.
Did he not write it, or was it like Xu Jinning said that all Song Yi's letters in the past three years were taken away by Wei Rou under his name?
At this point, when she goes to the letter tomorrow, she can ask, and find another opportunity to go to Wei Jane's house to find it.
But she told Song Yi about this guess in her letter.
She said that she had not received a letter from him in the past three years, and that the friend might have taken it away under his name. She would go to verify it later.
At the end of the letter, she asked Song Yi when he would come back, or would he come back in the future?
She is already 19 years old this year. In this age where most girls get married at 15 or 16, she is almost becoming an old girl.
If Song Yi doesn't respond again, she may not be able to wait any longer.
At the end of the letter, Xu Fanghua said that she would wait another 4 months because she would be 20 years old in 4 months.
If there is no response from Song Yi before that, she will go see each other and get married.
Xu Fanghua likes Song Yi, but this relationship without being able to meet or accompany her for more than three years is enough. She is not someone who is infatuated to death. On the contrary, she is very sensible and will not choose to hang herself on a tree.
If Song Yi really fell in love with another girl like Wei Rou said, she would choose to let go and not get entangled.
After writing the letter, Xu Fanghua let out a deep melancholy, looked at the candle on the table, held her chin, and fell into deep thought.
The candlelight flickered, and the appearance of the old friend could be vaguely seen.
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Xu Jinning in the other room was dreaming at this time.
In other words, it’s not like a dream.
In her dream, she saw a face that was almost identical to her own, or in other words, she saw the original owner.
It was in this dream that Xu Jinning understood the reason for his time travel.
It turns out that she was brought here by the original owner.
The relationship between the original owner and her, the past life and this life.
Not only is the world where the original owner lives is a past life world made up of a book, the name is "The True Daughter of the Group", and the heroine is Xu Fangfang, now renamed Lin Wangshu, even the world where Xu Jinning lives in the present day is also made up of a book. In this world, she is also a cannon fodder with no thoughts of her own, and the plot is forcibly set. The heroine of that book is her stepsister, Xu Jinwen, and she is just a vicious cannon fodder to pave the way for her stepsister.
In this book, what is shown to others is not that she was killed by her step-sister, but that she was trying to push her step-sister down the stairs, and if she was not careful, she would fall down.
Everyone who learned about this said that her evil deeds were punished, and that the heroine Xu Jinwen was always true, kind and beautiful.
In this world of the 1980s.
And the original owner and the Xu family are also cannon fodder, NPCs who were set up to pave the way for the heroine Lin Wangshu, to forcibly reduce their intelligence, and even end up with a tragic ending.
The original owner awakened his consciousness when he died for the first time.
Yes, she died for the first time, because the original owner found out that she was reborn three years ago after her death, when she first returned to the Qinghe production team, and then the plot repeated itself.
The original owner who had awakened her consciousness desperately wanted to change, but no matter how she changed, the Xu family and other cannon fodder in this world still failed to awaken, and continued to follow their established plot, and the original owner also changed in three years. Later died.
But after death, she was reborn again, and she continued to change, but nothing changed.
This world is stuck in a cycle, and it is still an unchangeable cycle.
She is the only one who is awakened.
In countless cycles, one can imagine how collapsed and desperate the original owner was.
By the end, she was numb and almost going crazy.
A few days ago, she somehow suddenly saw Xu Jinning, another version of herself, who was killed in modern times. So she sacrificed herself and pulled Xu Jinning over.
“I can feel it, and only you can wake them up.”
“From the moment you enter this world, the world will no longer cycle.”
“This world will be your world from now on.”
"Xu Jinning, live a good life. In fact, the Xu family, parents, brothers and sisters, they can all be very good."
"Although you don't say it, I know that you, like me, also long for the love and companionship of your family."
“Wake them up, and you will have a family, and then, with my share, we can live well and happily together.”
“Xu Jinning, if you want to be happy, if possible, please make me happy.”
"You don't have to worry about the modern side. Good and evil will be rewarded, and the wicked will get their due retribution."
“Xu Jinning, I’m sorry for pulling you here, and thank you for helping me get out.”
“You must be happy.”
After saying this, the original owner shed tears in front of Xu Jinning and disappeared with a smile.
Xu Jinning, who was lying on the bed, opened his eyes suddenly.
She turned around, looked at the bright moon outside the window, and thought about the dream just now.
Maybe that wasn’t a dream either.
It turns out that not only this world, but also the world she lives in is controlled by the plot, and she is also a cannon fodder without a thought.
It wasn’t until she was pulled into this world by her original owner, her previous life, that she had her own thoughts.
Actually, Xu Jinning doesn’t blame the original owner for pulling her over.
Because instead of living like that without thoughts and living in confusion, it is better to come to this era and live with your own thoughts.
She wants to be a human being, a person with flesh and blood, feelings and thoughts, rather than a tool without thoughts of her own.
The relationship between the original owner and her is the past life and the current life.
But Xu Jinning has to admit that her life is much better than that of her original owner. After all, how many people can fall into such an unchangeable world of endless loops without collapse and despair.
She understands the original owner.
From the original owner's condition, she could indeed see that dissipation was the best way to escape for the original owner.
Furthermore, Xu Jinning still remembered what the original owner said.
The original owner said that after she was pulled into this world, the cannon fodder of this world could be awakened.
In other words, the Xu family, who were originally manipulated by the plot, can be awakened by her and thus awaken their personal consciousness.
So, can she have expectations?
She also has hope that she can get the love and company of her family?
Although Xu Jinning has never admitted it, he feels that he can live well alone without the company and love of his family.
But she is a human being, a gregarious person. Who doesn’t long for love and companionship?
She is just a tough talker. She is just hurt by her modern parents and family members, and she no longer dares to have hope.
(End of this chapter)