Chapter 133: If Xu Jinning didn't exist, she wouldn't exist either
The world in the dream seemed to be more advanced and developed than the world she was in now, and there were many things she had never seen before.
The home in the dream was many, many times more luxurious, beautiful, and high-end than her current home in the city.
In the dream, she seemed to have remarried with her mother. Her stepfather had a biological daughter in her family, and that girl’s name was Xu Jinning, exactly the same as the girl who was driven back to the countryside by her parents.
However, the names are the same, but the lives are different.
In the dream, when she first entered that home, she looked up to Xu Jinning.
Whether it is her beautiful face, cold and arrogant temperament, or the unprecedented wealth and gorgeous clothes her father gave her... everything is beyond the reach of people, and makes people jealous, wishing to take her for granted. Grab everything you own.
In fact, in the dream, she joined forces with her mother to slowly take over everything little by little.
Even in order to vent her resentment and jealousy towards Xu Jinning, she went to a novel website and wrote a novel.
Written several novels, one of which is a novel with Lin Wangshu as the heroine and Xu Jinning as the cannon fodder female supporting character.
Looking at her in the book, she has developed smoothly all the way, with money, wealth, and status, all owned by men. However, Xu Jinning has been plotted and abused at every turn since she was born. No one loved her, and she even died of depression in the end. I feel relaxed.
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After waking up from the dream, Lin Wangshu sat on the bed, recalling the content of the dream and couldn't regain his consciousness for a long time.
At first, Lin Wangshu didn't take it seriously, but then he dreamed about it one after another, and the dreams were continuous, so Lin Wangshu had to pay attention.
Even for a moment, she felt that she was Lin Wangshu and Xu Jinwen.
She felt that this dream might be a gift from God to remind her.
But no matter what the scene is in the dream.
Every time she wakes up from her dream, she cares more about Xu Jinning.
There was even a voice in the dark telling her that only one person could exist in this world, she and Xu Jinning, and she and Xu Jinning were opposites.
If she wants to live a good life, Xu Jinning must live a bad life, or even die.
If Xu Jinning is living well, then she must not be doing well.
So, for her own sake, Xu Jinning must be good. This world can only exist for her.
She did not allow anyone to care about Xu Jinning. Xu Jinning must be like his original fate, with no one to love and no one to care about, and finally die of depression and illness.
Originally, this is how fate should develop.
But the letter Ye Meizi gave her made her feel uneasy. It made her feel that Xu Jinning seemed to be taking away what originally belonged to her little by little. This cannon fodder was unwilling to follow her destined fate.
So, she wants to go back and take a look, and she must go back and take a look.
Xu Jinning, who has emerged, must be suppressed again.
Xu Jinning is not allowed to take away those things that belong to her, whether they are people or things! Not allowed at all!
Sitting on the train, Lin Wangshu looked at the scenery outside the window, with a fierce look in his eyes.
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It was midnight again, and Xu Jinning had a dream.
After such a long time, she once again dreamed of Xu Jinning.
Well, Xu Jinning belongs to this world.
However, when she saw the original owner this time, she felt a little guilty and at a loss.
The original owner also looked at her quietly without speaking.
In the end, Xu Jinning couldn't bear it anymore, hesitantly stepped forward, lowered his head, "I'm sorry."
The original owner was a little confused and blinked at her with clear and clean eyes, "Why do you have to say sorry to me?"
Xu Jinning raised his head and said: "I stole your happiness. Originally, enjoying the care of your family belonged to you. This body and the future also belong to you. But I...I stole it like a thief. Gone is the happiness that originally belonged to you."
"If, if you want it, you should come back and take it." Although, although she was very reluctant to give it up, she had always longed for the care and love of her family.
But the little conscience in his heart made it impossible for Xu Jinning to be a thief with peace of mind.
So, no matter how reluctant she was to let go, she still wanted to return the care and love of her family to the original owner.
Especially, the original owner lived such a miserable life in those fifteen years. In those fifteen years, the original owner did not enjoy a trace of warmth and love.
Those fifteen years, for the original owner, were only loneliness and work day and night.
She felt that the original owner also desired the same thing, and that it originally belonged to the original owner.
So, it is appropriate for her to return it now.
Originally, Xu Jinning was very entangled before making this decision, but now that the decision has been made, Xu Jinning is greatly relieved.
Because, no matter whether Xu Jinning is loved by anyone or not, Xu Jinning has always lived an open and honest life. He was the same before, and he should be the same now and in the future.
After Xu Jinning finished speaking, the original owner put his chin in his hands and looked at her for a long time.
Xu Jinning felt uncomfortable.
Until then, the original owner sighed slowly and said, "No need to give it back to me."
"But…"
“That originally belonged to you too.”
“Huh?” Xu Jinning was completely confused.
What does it mean that it originally belonged to me?
“Do you know why I exist?” the original owner asked.
“Actually, I exist because of you. If you didn’t exist, I wouldn’t exist either.”
“You can also say, you are me and I am you.”
“So, there is no difference between you and me. The Xu family is my family and your family.”
"They care about me and love me. I am you and you are me."
“We are all called Xu Jinning, and we are one.”
In the original owner's narration, Xu Jinning slowly understood the meaning of her words.
This world is a created world, and the original owner was also created.
The reason why she was created was because of the existence of Xu Jinning.
Or it can be said that her current existence is due to the soul given by Xu Jinning.
If Xu Jinning did not exist, she would not exist.
Therefore, there is no difference between you and me, and there is nothing that belongs to you and not to me. It should be that they are one person in the first place.
“Actually, I should have told you this when I first saw you in my dream.”
“It’s just that I was restricted, and I couldn’t say it until now.”
"Ning Ning, don't be afraid, and don't feel sorry for me. Just enjoy the love of your family. In fact, what you don't know is that I can feel your emotions and your happiness."
“I am you, so I can feel your emotions, your joys, sorrows and joys.”
“So, love with confidence and enjoy love.”
“Ning Ning, we should enjoy happiness and love. We are also worthy of being loved.”
Today’s update is complete. I wish everyone a happy New Year and may you be healthy, safe and happy in the new year