Chapter 199: his life

She also wanted to see whether God would give people like Yang Zhigang a chance to live.

Facing Yang Zhigang, Wei Rou only took action this time.

Whether Yang Zhigang is eventually found or not, it is his fate.

 …

Here, Yang Zhiwen, Yang’s mother, and others are looking for Yang Zhigang.

"I remembered, when I got up in the morning to pee, I seemed to see someone walking towards the mountain. Now that I think about it, it seems to be Brother Gangzi." The speaker was a seven or eight-year-old boy.

The reason why he is called Yang Zhigang's brother is because when Yang Zhigang was not detained at home by Yang's mother, Yang Zhigang, who was only a few years old in mind, wanted to play with these children.

Of course, most of the time they call Yang Zhigang a fool.

 Now in front of Yang Zhiwen and Yang’s mother, he changed it to “Brother Gangzi”.

“What, you saw Gangzi walking towards the mountain? When was it? Why didn’t you stop him, why didn’t you tell him not to go, why didn’t you come and tell me when you saw it..."

Mother Yang’s questions and stern face frightened the boy instantly.

"Sun Meiyun, why are you so crazy? My donkey egg kindly told you the whereabouts of your silly son, but why are you not grateful and even talking about him like that?"

“What obligation does my donkey egg have to stop him, and what obligation does it have to tell you?”

“Donkey Dan, let’s go home and ignore this crazy bitch.”

 Lv Dan’s grandma, when she saw Mother Yang questioning her like this and seeing her grandson being frightened, she immediately became angry.

Hunted him back immediately, and without looking back, he pulled Donkey Dan into the house and closed the door.

"You, you..." The door was slammed shut, and Yang's mother stood at the door, her hands shaking with anger.

“Zhiwen, look, if your father is still here, if your father is still sitting in that position, do you think this old woman dares to talk to me like this? I would be really angry.”

Yang Zhiwen listened impatiently to her words and said, "Okay, stop talking. Our family is no longer what it used to be. Don't talk about the past anymore."

“Since Donkey Dan has given us a clue, let’s search in the mountains as soon as possible. If it’s a little later, it will be dark.”

 The mountains of Dahe Production Team, who knows what is in the depths.

No one knows why Yang Zhigang went to the mountains.

He is a fool, and if he goes into the mountains, he will really risk his life.

Yang Zhiwen has already decided in his heart that his idiot brother is in danger this time.

Thinking of this possibility, Yang Zhiwen's mood became complicated.

 He doesn’t know if he wants this eldest brother to be found back.

 Actually, there were many moments when Yang Zhiwen did not want to have this idiot brother around.

  Since he was a child, he was laughed at countless times because he had a stupid brother.

 Some people even called him "foolish brother" instead of calling him by his name.

At that time, Yang Zhiwen was so angry that he started fighting with that person.

 Later, he discovered that his body was not good enough and he could not even be a man. Yang Zhiwen's heart gradually became distorted.

 Because he has such a stupid brother, his father and mother have been instilling in him since he was a child that he must help his brother more in the future.

"You can't do that. In the future, you will have to rely on your brother to carry on the family line. You have to be good to your brother and support him for the rest of his life."

Every time he heard this, Yang Zhiwen felt extremely irritable and sneered in his heart.

He doesn’t think he is someone he can rely on, nor does he think he can take care of himself for the rest of his life. Why should he be asked to support his idiot brother and let his idiot brother rely on him?

 Thinking about it, he felt it was ridiculous.

But Yang Zhiwen had to admit that because of his physical defects, he had to rely on his idiot brother to continue the family line.

How many times has he hated his body?

 Hate that as a man, I don’t have the ability to be a man.

Even if he wants to continue the family line, he has to rely on his idiot brother. However, no matter how aggrieved he felt, there was nothing he could do.

 Self-esteem makes him know that he must not let others know about his physical defects, otherwise he will just laugh at him like others laughed at his brother when he was a child.

His idiot brother may not care, and may even think that others are laughing at him and playing with him, but he, a sane person, cannot accept it.

 So, he must have a wife who knows his situation and does not reveal his situation, so he must have children...

 Only in this way, others will not doubt him.

 But, Yang Zhiwen is feeling aggrieved.

 Thinking of his wife, lying under his eldest brother...

Thinking of his own child, he calls him daddy, but in fact the daddy is his idiot older brother.

Yang Zhiwen felt extremely aggrieved.

 Furthermore, Yang Zhiwen also knew that his parents had planned to let Wei Rou have several children.

Doesn’t it mean that Wei Rou will sleep with his idiot brother many times?

They will have many children?

Especially now that his father is gone, his mother will definitely want Wei Rou to have more children.

Can…

Although Yang Zhiwen didn't like Wei Rou very much, he was inexplicably possessive, not to mention that Wei Rou was his wife and was nominally his wife.

 If possible, he naturally doesn't want Wei Rou to be touched by anyone else, even if that person is his eldest brother!

 So, now his eldest brother is missing or even dead.

 It is good for him.

Wei Rou already has a child in her belly, and she can leave a legacy for the Yang family.

 From now on, Wei Rou no longer needs to have contact with that fool.

 He doesn’t have to support that fool for the rest of his life.

but…

Yang Zhiwen closed his eyes.

 In fact, no matter how you think about it, it is definitely good for him that the fool disappears.

 But Yang Zhiwen thought of the past again.

When he was young, whenever he was bullied, the fool would rush in front of him and help him beat those who bullied him. Even if he was injured in the end, he would say with a smile that he was fine.

 Even when he was a kid, he tricked that fool into doing something that could easily hurt him, get him scolded, or be dangerous. As long as he said it, the fool would do it stupidly.

 Whenever there is something delicious to eat, I will also think of his younger brother.

 …

There are many, many more such things.

That fool regarded him as his younger brother, but the fool didn't know that his younger brother didn't want to have such a fool brother at all.

I wish I didn’t have such a brother, I wish this brother would disappear, I wish I couldn’t find him on the mountain this time.

Yang Zhiwen raised his head and looked toward the mountains.

we'll see.

 Look at that fool's luck.

  If, if he can find that fool this time, then he will raise him and treat him well.

 If, if he cannot be found, it shall be his destiny.

After thinking about it, Yang Zhiwen felt a lot more relaxed. Let God arrange everything.