Chapter 526
"Well."
"It was a lot of suffering."
"They beat me, scolded me, and said horrible things , And even said to remove one of my legs."
Shu Jingguang said while looking at his daughter Shu Yishan, hoping to win her sympathy. I slap my ears."
And sure enough, when I heard this, the frowned of Shu Yishan who was watching TV, his ears moved involuntarily.
"But it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay now."
Shu Jingguang's heart warmed, although it was just a simple action by his daughter, he also let him know , His daughter still loves him and does not want him to be hurt.
"That's good."
Ning Tianlin nodded, "Then, uncle, you have suffered so many grievances, and after tossing for so long, you must be tired. I have let people I have prepared a room for you, so you can take a rest quickly."
Thinking about it, Ning Tianlin is still going to let Shu Jingguang take a rest. The relationship between him and this daughter was not formed in a day or two. Of course, it will not be completely resolved just because of one or two things.
However, it should be possible to ease, after all, the two care about each other.
"Well, that's okay."
Shu Jingguang sighed, feeling a little down, no way. Until now, his daughter hasn't said a word to him, she is watching television. However, when he stood up and was about to leave, he couldn't help but look at Shu Yishan and said seriously, "Yishan, I really changed! I won't gamble anymore!"
" I know that Dad used to be sorry for you, I am just a beast!"
"I hope you...can forgive Dad and give Dad one last chance."
, Very serious, stared at Shu Yishan nervously, hoping she could look back at herself. Only after waiting for nearly one minute, Shu Yishan's eyes were focused on the TV without watching him.
"Hey."
After a long time, Shu Jingguang sighed, turned and followed the waiter to leave, and went to the resting place. He just turned around and didn't notice. Just as his silhouette disappeared in the flying saucer hall, two lines of clear tears fell from the corner of Shu Yishan's eyes.
Smooth her cheeks and wet her clothes.
And slowly turning back, glanced at the aisle that there is nothing left.
"Yishan, why are you doing this?"
Ning Tianlin also feels a little uncomfortable in his heart. He can solve all material and life problems through various methods, but With this feeling alone, he was helpless. Do you want to make a move to erase Yishan's painful memory?
But you must know that this kind of memory existed when Shu Yishan was very young and lasted for nearly ten years. If these memories were erased, Shu Yishan would lose most of his memories. It can be said that he is no longer an independent self. Ning Tianlin would not do this.
Just looking at what Shu Yishan looks like now, he really doesn't feel well.
"I don't know either." Shu Yishan shook the head, choked, "I don't know why, I just don't want to forgive him, I can't pass the hurdle in my heart."
"Tianlin, you don’t know, and I never told you about it. My mother left home when I was eight years old. Because my mother couldn’t stand his gambling, he almost lost the family property. Work quietly!"
"I remember clearly that that year, the night before my mother left, she hugged me and cried all night. But my father gambled again! "
"The next day, I was at the bedside and saw a letter left by my mother. I still remember what was written on it. I will never see it in my life!"
Shu Yishan's eyes were red from crying, wiped away the tears with her hand, and cried, "My mother said in the letter that she didn't want to leave this house, she didn't want to leave me, but if she didn't leave, she had to I was taken to the gambling bureau to gamble!"
"At that time, my mother said that my good father had promised a gambler in the village to use my mother's body to pay off the gambling debt!"
Speaking of this, Shu Yishan's eyes showed a painful color that Ning Tianlin had never seen before, "I was young at the time, and I didn't know what my mother meant by these words, but I took it Keep it in my heart."
"I will not forget this in my life!"
"When I grow up and become sensible, I rarely go back to that home I stayed at school all day. In those years, I really don’t know how I got through it."
"Tianlin, you may not believe it. When I was in junior high school, I ate leftovers of classmates. I have accepted their alms, and I have endured some people’s cold eyes and ridicule. At that time, if it was not for compulsory education, the tuition fee was reduced, and the school waived my accommodation fee. I didn’t know if it was possible in junior high school. Finished reading."
"Because my father doesn’t care about me and doesn’t have money to support me! As long as he has money, he will gamble! Only when he wins occasionally, he remembers when he is happy. With a daughter like me, buy me some delicious food and come to school to see me!"
Shu Yishan has stopped crying when he speaks, and may be really discouraged, "Going to high school At that time, my tuition, books, living expenses and other expenses were all earned by myself!"
"I sold newspapers, gave milk, and used my summer vacation time as a babysitter at someone else’s house. People cook and wash clothes!"
"It’s ridiculous that when my father learned that I was doing this to make money, he not only didn’t care about me, but occasionally went to school to ask me for money. Pay off debts and go gambling!"
"In those years, I didn’t wear a new dress or eat a bite of snacks. I even went to the brick kiln to move bricks during the summer vacations of the second year and the third year of high school. , Because only there, I can make one hundred and seventy-five yuan a day!"
Look back to In fact, Shu Yishan did not feel the fullness and hardship of life, she only felt sad. If it were not for her father's gambling, she would not have become like this!
She will be the same as other children's. She has delicious food and new clothes to wear. She only needs to study hard and don't worry about the rest. Her childhood, adolescence, really didn't have to be so miserable!
"Tianlin, don’t you remember, I once told you that sometimes, when father is pushed in a hurry, I will try to pool some money for him."
Ning Tianlin nodded, after he was reborn, the first time he saw Shu Yishan, he was making money for his father to pay off his debts.
"But you may not know." A self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of Shu Yishan's mouth, "I am not pitying him! I just don't want people to kill him! If he is really dead, I am here In the world, there is really no family anymore, and he becomes a lonely child."
"Although he is my father, he is also him, so I don’t have a complete home!"
Shu Yishan has closed her eyes and let her tears fall again. Looking back on the past in Guan Family, all she can think of is sadness.
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