Chapter 1161
"Although I may have done a futile effort, I still have to ask...Who are you?"
Returning to the darkness of death, Loren’s consciousness will" "His vision" turned to the sound that suddenly sounded behind him, opened the mouth and said.
It is said to be an opening, but in fact it is more like a message transmission. The two parties communicate with each other in a way that cannot be described by time and distance.
"This is not useless work." The voice "speaks", and the message is mixed with an explanation attitude:
"This is the 1st step to understand anything...the process of getting to know each other , It is the process of knowing oneself."
"For an individual who has never seen another person similar to himself, how should he judge the relationship between'self' and the world? For a group of individuals who exist in the same area , If there is no'Foreign Domain' and'Foreign Domain' in this area, how can they establish contact with each other and recognize each other as the same kind of existence?"
"As the two of us" 'The sincerity of the first negotiation, I can provide you with more than 5,000 different examples to illustrate the importance and necessity of this issue."
Huh? !
"Wait, no need! I mean I know you...um!"
Loren who turned pale in fright just wanted to stop, countless messages have flooded Once I entered my own consciousness, I finally returned to normal thinking and was shocked again and again.
"Sorry." There was an apologetic voice in the voice: "But I still think that you should have an accurate understanding of these...and sharing the sorted information is the only way I can express my apologies. ."
"...I accept your apology."
"Thank you."
The voice is not fast or slow, as if it can make people see idle The scholar of the courtyard walk: "So, as the initiator of the problem before I speak, please tell me...who are you?"
"I..."
"Come on Let me save each other some spam messages that need to be dealt with. I know that you are from the material world." The voice said calmly:
"Title, title, birthplace, name, identity, relationship... These meaningless messages are not necessary to be delivered. You just need to tell me...who you are."
"...You really value me."
If you can, Loren really wants to pull the corners of his mouth.
The voice did not continue to ring, as if waiting for a reply from the black hair wizard.
Silence, dead silence.
The black hair wizard who hesitated for a while, turned his vision back to that voice:
"As you know...I did not come from the void."
" It’s a perfect answer, by denying the option to exclude the error, and at the same time avoiding the problem."
The voice did not seem to be moved: "In this case, using the principle of equality as a benchmark, I can tell you what Only...I am not from the material world."
"So...you and me, two'beings' from two different regions, met and met in the region where I was. I think this is natural This gave me some obligations, let me help you have the minimum understanding of the void, and prevent the things that just happened from happening again."
"What happened just now?"
"That's right , The thing just now - you killed yourself almost without interference from outside; this is something that any existence in the void will not do. I think... you have an obligation to prevent you from continuing to do so."
The voice was serious, as if he was really trying to help himself.
The black hair wizard wants to be frowned.
"You are being vigilant, this is right, you should be vigilant for unprovoked kindness." The voice said indifferently: "But this time it's a little different...If you just disappear like this, it will cause me something Trouble."
"So you don’t need to be overly vigilant about my kindness, because this is entirely my self-interest."
"Trouble, what’s the problem?"
Loren asked rhetorically.
"Information...Every consciousness that appears in the void for the first time reveals a lot of information because it cannot control its own thinking—thoughts, preferences, guesses, concepts...Most of these messages are useless , Is a repetitive useless message, but there will always be something different."
That voice seems to be very interested in this topic: "The new message is a source of motivation for thinking. When everything is still It doesn’t make sense to think when you stop thinking..."
"So, you need this information to ensure that you can continue to'think'... well, live?"
The black hair wizard began to understand what he meant.
"That's the case, and the amount of information you brought is very large, many of which I have never contacted." Loren could almost see that voice nodded towards him:
"So...you should know how important you are to me, and I am willing to help you for this."
"The 1st Step to help you is to let you truly control your own power.
pa!
It was as if the sound of water dripping into the bottom of the well, the darkness disappeared, and what appeared in the black hair wizard's field of vision instead was his dream world.
The burning dark sun hangs high in the sky, and below is the dilapidated Wimpal Academy standing in the middle of the abyss.
Loren can clearly perceive that the other party is observing his dream world very carefully.
"Very good, very good dreams...With minimal loss as much as possible, the limited thinking power is used to the limit." That voice said indifferently:
"Yes. What is sure is that this is not a masterpiece that you did alone, but the result of helping other existences-simple, clear, and intuitive. All the necessary elements are displayed in the most intuitive way."
Intuitive? Why do I feel so lifeless and particularly secondary, particularly black and disabled?
Especially the burning black sun.
This time the voice did not continue to worry about Loren's emotions, and continued:
"The size of the castle symbolizes the scope and solidity of the dream world, reflecting you within a certain period of time. The scope and endurance of the business; as long as it exceeds this range and endurance limit, it will collapse;"
"The books scattered in the hall symbolize your memory, and use books as a carrier instead of others to express The creator’s understanding of the “carrier of knowledge”... I remember that there were types that were similar to those carved in stone or wood, or that kept echoing;"
"The cage in the hall symbolizes the restraint of emotions. The existence of the material world seems to have a special emotion for being exactly the same as oneself, and it can stabilize emotions by killing or'communication' with oneself;"
"The burning black sun..." That The voice was slightly paused, and it seemed to be feeling something: "It's an illusion, an existence beyond the material world; it's a deception, the deception of an obvious at a glance."
"The deception of an obvious at a glance?" Loren confused.
"Yes, this is the only existence I can't understand about your dream world, because the reason for its appearance seems to be to tell you that all this is just a lie...I can't understand the reason." Then The voice said quickly, it seems that I don’t want to delay too long on this topic:
"In any case, your dream world has laid the firmest foundation for you to master your power... Most of the first time you step into the void Yes, the existence of the material world often needs to build your own dream world from scratch to make it fit your own way of thinking."
"You don’t need it, this is your advantage...Of course, you can. It is a disadvantage, because you have completely integrated this dream with yourself, and it is impossible to make any more changes."
The black hair wizard stared at the burning black sun: "You mean..."
"You actually...have mastered the power, but you haven't really noticed it yet." The voice continued: "This statement is misunderstood, so it can be called... You just need to know what your power is. "
"And if you want to know what your power is, you must have a clear understanding of your own existence, which means..."
"I...Is …Who?"
The black hair wizard asked rhetorically.
"It seems that you have already understood what the most critical issue is."
So the topic has come back again...Loren couldn't help thinking.
It sounds like you are defining yourself, but in fact it is a matter of determining your own position.
What is your surname, what does your name mean, and why is this surname?
Where are you from, what is your identity, are there any guys similar to you, who are you? Why are you like me, but different?
Who do you obey and who is loyal to you? What do you do has meaning because of what, what is your persistence until now?
Do you have friends, do you have relatives, do you have anyone similar to your relatives? Are there any enemies? Are there any enemies that must be killed? Why are you friends, enemies, relatives, and enemies with him?
……The consciousness of the black hair wizard began to enter into rapid thinking, countless questions gave birth to countless messages, and the messages evoked memories, making him return to the situations he had experienced in the past time and time again.
Outside the wild dog village, lose one's head out of fear looking at his little wizard;
"...Ain Rand, Wizard Wimpal apprentice, future alchemist, you Well..."
In Wimpal Academy, Mentor Dalton Kander is wary of himself;
"...I have to admit, at first I am not going to let you into this room ..."
In Ancient Wood Town, Farnesis is confident;
"...Don't be too formal, sit down and rest for a while..."
In Deep Limbo, talking and laughing with himself Ruben Fried;
"...I don't want them to think that my wizard consultant is a sick child..."
In ancient wood Forest, the female elf war dancer Liya who hates herself very much;
"...Stranger, explain your intentions..."
And Isaac, Charlotte, Peter, Brandon, Lucien, Corona, Drexis, Carl Colin...
For them, who they are, what they represent and what they mean, themselves Is there a name that can be explained to all of them and will not be confused with anyone?
When they first saw themselves, what was in their mind?
Who is this person...?
As Loren began to think quickly, but this time his consciousness did not fall into the pain and blur as before, and became clearer and clearer.
The "answer" hidden deep in my heart is gradually emerging.
It’s coming, it’s coming.
He can feel...it can be seen, touched, smelled, and felt.
The answer lies in front of me.
Under the gaze of "that voice", the burning black sun in the dome began to tremble uncomfortably.
The Wimpal Academy, standing in the abyss, began to collapse, and then large tracts of "land" rose from the bottom of the abyss—rapidly rising, quickly collapsing, as if constantly trying , Looking for something.
"Boom——!!!!"
The burning black sun suddenly burst, and it was divided into nine in the sky, and the violent pillar of fire connected them to each other. , Forming a nine-pointed star shrouded the dome.
Looking at the voice, I saw that the nine "stars" divided into nine also exploded, divided into smaller nine parts, forming a new nine-pointed star... Endless.
The burning flame outlines a huge ring around the cascading nine-pointed stars, enveloping it in the center... a brand new "black sun" covered by an array of countless nine-pointed stars is born NS.
Constant thinking, constant self-examination of the black hair wizard, the consciousness becomes clearer, the ground under your feet rises and falls, and the infinite cycle continues.
That...is the answer.
It’s me.
"Boom————!!!"
There was another thunder, and Loren's consciousness opened his eyes.
Slowly raise the right hand, the original non-existent "body" center, the brand of the burning ring continues to overflow the flames, starting from the chest to shape one's body-torso, neck, head, limbs...
Huh—
The flames swept across, and Loren had a wizard robe with monotonous notation.
Looking at this brand new body, the black hair wizard slowly turned his gaze to his side, and a pale-gold faintly discernible "silhouette" appeared beside him, examining himself.
"So...looks like you already have the answer?"
The voice asked calmly.
black hair wizard slightly nodded.
"In that case, let's start from the beginning." The voice whispered: "Dear Lord, from the material world, may I ask..."
"Who are you "
"I am Loren."
Loren ·Torino slightly smiled, and read the answer gently:
"It's a wizard from afar. "
At this moment, there is no confusion in his eyes, and his heart is as clear as a mirror.
Yes, as far as this world is concerned, I will never be a part of it, let alone its existence; I am not within its rules, not bound by its laws, but with it A permanent connection was established.
I have tried to integrate into this world, trying to make myself look no different from other this world, but failed.
Asriel, Mezca, Serel... Even if they don't show up, they will still come to the door.
To them, to this world, I will always... always be the stranger from afar.
If this is the case, so be it.
"Very suitable title, somewhat ambiguous but... does fit the meaning you represent; to this world, you are indeed an unacceptable existence."
The voice faintly opened the mouth and said: "Then, it's my turn."
"Wizard Loren from afar, I am honored to meet you, my name is..."
"Holy Cross."