Chapter 59:
Lin Chengyu had always felt that the previous life was a hurdle that he could not overcome.
On the one hand, the past life became his obsession, on the other hand, it was Jiang Xiao's nightmare.
He knew that what he had done was very bad, and he has been trying to make up for it, but because of Jiang Xiao's resistance, everything he did was wrong, and he couldn't find a way to get anxious. possible.
Jiang Xiao didn't believe him.
But after thinking about it, it wasn't that Jiang Xiao wanted to look at him with a negative filter, it was his own fault in the final analysis.
After Jiang Xiao and Lin Heyuan were together, Lin Chengyu saw a lot more clearly besides being uncomfortable.
There are so many people in the world that he has been favored, but now he is not the only choice.
Jiang Xiao fell in love with Lin Heyuan during his long-term company.
Jiang Xiao is a person with such a good personality. After being hurt and dying once, he still lives happily with hope. People around him never think he has anything, they just think he is so diligent, but Lin Heyuan knows that he works hard. , He also tried hard to make the person he likes less hard.
It's rare in the world, someone knows your hard work, and someone pays for you.
Feelings are most afraid of wishful thinking, and mutual understanding is the heartbeat. Behind many complex thoughts and appearances, a pure heart is the most moving.
It took Lin Chengyu a lifetime to see clearly, and Lin Heyuan understood it in two months.
Even if Jiang Xiao had no memory of his previous life, if he and Lin Heyuan stood in front of Jiang Xiao, Jiang Xiao would still choose Lin Heyuan.
No matter how much Lin Chengyu struggles now, he is far less pure than Lin Heyuan, a real high school student.
In the last life, when Jiang Xiao didn't face multiple choice questions and only saw himself, when he was the hardest and most tiring at the beginning to earn every penny, Lin Chengyu didn't accompany him. Pushes a lot of company to the future.
If he missed that time, he can't blame others for making it up.
But even if he understood, the unwillingness in his heart still did not disappear so quickly.
Even if he did nothing, he still wanted to look at Jiang Xiao. If he could help, he wanted Jiang Xiao to have a better life no matter what.
Final exams in a few days.
Jiang Xiao still wanted to do well in the exam, and he studied very seriously in the last few days. Lin Heyuan wanted to tease him, but he seriously pushed him away.
I am the first person to take the exam!
The test results came out a few days later, because the students of each class had been asked to fill in the subject intentions, and the transcripts had been arranged separately for the arts and sciences scores.
Jiang Xiao is still the first in liberal arts, and his little boyfriend's grades have not declined. He is a steady first in science.
The results of the class are also attached to the back of the grades. There are seven special classes in science, and one class in liberal arts. The classrooms have been readjusted, and class one is upstairs from class seven.
Luckily it wasn't too far away.
Because she passed the exam first, Jiang Xiao also received a gift from her little boyfriend.
A very thick and warm down jacket, off-white, with a hat on the back and a furry edge. After putting it on Jiang Xiao, he looked like a little bear, a kind of warm little bear.
Because the winter vacation is still long, Jiang Xiao also went to set up a stall in the spring market this year, leaving enough time for himself to do his homework during the winter vacation.
Lin He had not returned to his hometown so quickly before the first year of the year. He accompanied Jiang Xiao to set up a stall for a few days. On the day of the new year, Jiang Xiao took him to set off fireworks.
Because last year's fireworks were so interesting, I wanted to share it with my favorite people this year.
In the snow downstairs, a few thin fireworks sticks burned brilliantly for only ten seconds, which still brought a moment of joy.
This year, Jiang Xiao bought several different ones. One is like a monkey in the sky. The stick is inserted in the snow. After lighting it, a small bright spot rushes to a place two or three meters high, and then explodes a slap. The same orange-red fireworks were accompanied by a sharp "chirp" sound.
Although it wasn't a firecracker, Jiang Xiao covered his ears subconsciously when it sounded. Later, Lin Heyuan ran to help him set it on fire, and then came back to help him cover his ears.
Small fireworks exploded above the heads of the two men.
Lin Chengyu saw it all upstairs.
He remembered that last year, the people who stayed in Liujiang told him that Jiang Xiao was playing fireworks in the New Year, and he looked very happy. Now he has seen it with his own eyes. Indeed, Jiang Xiao is really happy.
He never wanted much.
On New Year's Eve, Lin Chengyu went home to celebrate the New Year.
The Lin family is like this. On the surface, it looks happy and happy. Behind the scenes, everyone doesn't know what they are planning. But after the New Year's Eve dinner, grandpa still asked, how is Houlin's side.
"Did you get what you wanted?"
he asked.
Lin Chengyu couldn't answer for a while.
Yue Cheng was watching how he was in Houlin. In fact, Grandpa knew it, but he still had to ask this question, just to remind him that all this tossing was meaningless.
If you look at Lin Chengyu's original purpose, his wish to catch Jiang Xiao back can indeed fail, but from another point of view, he has actually gotten it.
He could see Jiang Xiao from time to time, and Jiang Xiao was very happy. This is what he wanted.
In the end, he didn't answer the question, he just lowered his head and smiled.
After the new year, Jiang Xiao went to set up a stall in the spring market, and Lin Heyuan had not come back yet. This year, he had many repeat customers, and he earned no less than last year.
Lin Chengyu originally wanted to help like last year, but this time he will be much quieter, just helping and not disturbing Jiang Xiao.
But Jiang Xiao still refused, very tough.
"It would be bad if Lin Heyuan knew."
Lin Chengyu stood there and added in a low voice, "He's not here now. When he comes back, I, I will go."
He gritted his teeth and added, "I won't let him see it."
Xia Wanwan had some old problems in her joints. She was uncomfortable when she went back after helping Jiang Xiao for a day last year. Later, Jiang Xiao was so cold that she didn't let her come out to help, not to mention setting up a stall, she rarely even let her go out.
Jiang Xiao was alone at the stall, so he was always a little busy.
"That's not good, he will feel uncomfortable knowing that," Jiang Xiao said, "I promised him to be together, so I should take Lin Heyuan's thoughts into consideration. If you insist on staying, I will close the stall and leave. already."
It's not easy for Jiang Xiao to sell some goods. He was racing against time to make money during the winter vacation. Lin Chengyu didn't dare to be stubborn with him, for fear that he wouldn't be able to help and delay his small business, so he took a few steps back and looked at him for a long time, still gone.
When he wasn't with Lin Heyuan before, Jiang Xiao could think that he didn't exist, but now he can't.
Jiang Xiao is dedicated to his feelings, he will take the initiative to avoid suspicion and will not make the other party feel uncomfortable, not to mention Lin Chengyu, a very special ex-boyfriend.
Lin Chengyu was the lover before, but now he is Jiang Xiao's person who took the initiative to avoid suspicion. Only he knows how it feels after the comparison.
Lin Heyuan came back a few days earlier this time, and he came back on the third day of junior high.
"The relatives in the family have met, and the gifts that should be given are also given. I think if I want to spend time with them, I might as well come back and see you."
He still remembered the pastries made for Jiang Xiao with his grandmother this year, but Jiang Xiao found that there were a few different ones in the pastries.
For example, this year's soft rice cakes have several more flavors, including purple, purple sweet potato flavor, and a pink one, strawberry flavor.
The strawberry-flavored one has a different taste. It is a little harder, a little bit hard to chew, and a little sticky to the teeth.
"...This is what I did."
Lin Heyuan was a little embarrassed when he said this.
He studied with his grandmother. He had failed a few times before, and he destroyed the failed products. The only one that was the best for Jiang Xiao was brought back by him.
Jiang Xiao often cooks food. His craft is very good, and Lin Heyuan also wants to try it.
Jiang Xiao seriously ate the strawberry flavor.
"I think it's delicious," Jiang Xiao said. "It's better than the others."
When he said this, his eyes were quite sincere, but Lin Heyuan believed it anyway.
He smiled stupidly, and instantly felt that the hard work of learning to do this was nothing.
Lin Chengyu is actually learning to cook.
He has made egg fried rice, milk tea, and tried a few simple dishes and desserts before.
In a few days, it will be Lantern Festival again, and Jiang Xiao's birthday will come again. During the Lantern Festival, glutinous rice **** are usually made. If the glutinous rice **** are tired, Jiang Xiao will also make dumplings.
Making glutinous rice **** is a little less difficult. Lin Chengyu made the noodles with a serious face. There are two kinds of fillings, bean paste filling and sesame filling. I don’t know which step went wrong. After that, the biggest one was as big as half of his fist.
There are also a few huge ones with sesame fillings, the skins are broken when boiled, and the pot of glutinous rice **** is cooked like sesame paste.
Forget it, after all, it is cooked by yourself, don't dislike it, try it.
Uncle Yue was also there. Ever since Lin Chengyu started cooking, his whole expression began to reveal a trace of distrust.
When the other party put the bowl of sesame paste, oh no, dumplings in front of him, Yue Cheng refused.
Lin Chengyu first took a spoonful and put it in his mouth to feel it.
The taste is alright, although there is an essential difference with Jiang Xiao's, but the stuffing is good, and it is always unpalatable after cooking.
sweet.
But he has been tossing about it for too long. He originally wanted to make this dinner, but now it can only be regarded as a late night snack.
After a while, the sound of a tricycle dripping came from the yard.
It was the truck that Jiang Xiaowen borrowed from neighbors to deliver goods. The speaker was a little old, so the sound was a little hoarse, and it was easy to identify.
Lin Chengyu walked to the balcony and watched. Jiang Xiao and Lin Heyuan came back together. The tricycle was parked in the corner. Lin Heyuan helped to remove Jiang Xiao's large boxes. Then the two of them stood there, not knowing what they were talking about.
Jiang Xiao seemed to think of something, took out a small packet from his pocket, probably sugar, and gave it to Lin Heyuan like a treasure. The street lamp shone on his face, making his eyes sparkle like jewels.
After that, they didn't stand there anymore, they probably walked to the back of the building, there was a corner that no one could see.
The bowl of glutinous rice **** in Lin Chengyu's hand had no taste at all.
He walked to the living room and looked down at his watch, almost counting the passage of time.
About twenty minutes later, Jiang Xiao's footsteps came from the stairwell.
The door of this house is still made of wooden doors. It is easy to hear the noise in the stairwell when approaching. Jiang Xiao's footsteps are light and easy to recognize.
What did he do with Lin Heyuan in the twenty minutes he couldn't see?
Lin Chengyu couldn't help thinking.
The bowl of dumplings in my hand was already cold.
He finally put it on the pot and heated it up, but he ate it all by himself.