Chapter 140: Dig Kidney 19
Mu Yuelin froze all over, not daring to look back.
He opened his mouth to say it wasn't him. Although he hated her, he didn't want her to know at all that he gave her corneas.
"Yinyin..." Just as he was about to say something, he was interrupted by Qiao Yunmeng before he made a sound.
Seeing anger burning in her eyes, she strode into the ward and looked at Shaoyin with hatred: "It's A Lin! Your corneas were given to you by A Lin! Are you satisfied?!"
"Qiao Yunmeng!" Mu Yuelin turned around at the fastest speed and covered Shao Yin's ears.
But it was still too late, she had already heard it, her whole body froze, her face turned pale instantly. Mu Yuelin's heart ached uncontrollably, she couldn't help raising her head and glared at Qiao Yunmeng: "I told you to shut up!"
He knew he shouldn't murder her.
He can kill anyone, but he can't kill her.
She is the person in the whole world who should be protected and loved by him the most.
He clearly knew. He knew that he should blame Yinyin towards Qiao Yunmeng. However, he can't.
He can't.
The emotions of entanglement and tearing appeared in his eyes, he looked away and said to her: "You go."
He didn't know how to face her.
He owed her.
Over the past few years, he had never heard her explanation, neglected her efforts again and again, and hurt her again and again.
Mu Yuelin didn't know how to face Qiao Yunmeng. I don't know how to deal with this entanglement.
His reason and emotions were split, and love and hate were intertwined, inseparable, making him unable to make a decision for a while.
"You love her so much?!" Qiao Yunmeng said incredulously.
His dodging caused her an unprecedented blow, and for some unknown reason, her face turned pale, and she couldn't help but take two steps back.
Looking at Shaoyin, who was being protected by him, and at his gauze eyes, his lips trembled, and he said, "You, you love her so much?!"
He knew she had lied to him, and he was willing to give her his eyes.
It's not love, what is it?
Qiao Yunmeng always didn't believe it, and always felt that what Shaoyin said to her before was all a lie to her. The person Mu Yuelin really loves is her, and Shaoyin is just dipped in her light, and she has always insisted on it.
But now, when this happened, Qiao Yunmeng was shaken uncontrollably. Everything I believed in before became a building standing on the quicksand in an instant, and it could collapse at any time.
"You are talking nonsense! How could I love her!" If it was a private conversation, Mu Yuelin would definitely answer like this.
There's no way he still loves this little liar!
He is not shameless!
However, in front of Shaoyin's face, even though he was still tightly covering her ears, his lips moved and he swallowed.
"Yes." He turned his head away, avoiding Qiao Yunmeng's sight.
So be it.
It's better to let Qiao Yunmeng give up.
He is already like this, there is no turning back. He lost a flawless heart and a undamaged body. If you can't love her with all your might, it's better to let her love others.
This gesture, in Qiao Yunmeng's eyes, is that he loves Shaoyin without hesitation! Love a liar!
"You, you—" Qiao Yunmeng kept shaking his head, his eyes were full of disbelief, his lips trembled, and he looked at him like a stranger, shocked and disappointed.
"I didn't expect that you are such a person!" He was not the little brother she knew back then!
What kind of person has she given all the affection she has given over the years? !
Hearing her accusations and questioning, Mu Yuelin still looked away and refused to look at her.
I feel guilty, but I can't say anything.
She used to be so nice to him. Even if he can't make up for his past mistakes, he can't continue to hurt her. Just let her get it wrong.
"You!" Seeing him in this situation, but without even a word of explanation, Qiao Yunmeng was deeply affected and could no longer face it. She shook her head, tears fell, and ran out with her mouth covered.
The door was closed.
Only Shao Yin and Mu Yuelin were left in the ward.
His hands were still covering her ears.
At this moment, her face was pale, and she bit her lip so hard that she was about to bleed.
Ever since she heard Qiao Yunmeng's words, she has been froze, not moving, let alone speaking.
Mu Yuelin looked down at her and slowly let go.
He struggled under his eyes, habitually trying to comfort her.
But he hated the ones she lied to him, and didn't want to be considerate of her anymore.
At this moment, Shaoyin said, "So, it's not only the cornea, but also the bone marrow transplant at the beginning, isn't it?"
How could it not be him?
The blood she used was his. The kidney she lacked was his. It happens that the more difficult bone marrow transplant is used, and it is easy to find a match?
Mu Yuelin's mouth opened, wanting to say "yes", but looking at her pale face and trembling lips, she couldn't help but feel upset again. He simply shut his mouth and said nothing.
She can't see anything now.
Mu Yuelin stood in front of her, without hiding anything, with a gloomy face, his eyes were like a poisonous snake staring at a small prey.
"You, you should have told me." Shaoyin seemed to know nothing, holding the quilt with both hands, her body tense, weak and pretending to be strong, "If I knew, I would not accept it."
Her voice trembled as she spoke.
"Don't accept it? Do you want to die?" Mu Yuelin couldn't help but replied sarcastically.
Shaoyin's mouth opened, her face couldn't be paler, but it was obvious to the naked eye that the breath all over her body became more sluggish, as if something had been drawn from her body.
"You don't know, you don't know..."
"I don't understand what?" Seeing her like this, Mu Yuelin suddenly became angry. Get close to her and squeeze her chin hard.
Originally, he should have looked directly at her, but now he was facing the gauze covering her eyes.
The anger that had just soared was suddenly smothered, and he couldn't find a vent, and was forced to circle in his body, burning his heart aches.
Throwing off her chin like a vent, he put the back of the hand that had squeezed the soft skin behind him. Deliberately ignoring the red mark pinched on her chin, she said coldly, "I already know."
He knew it all.
Know that she lied to him. Over the years, she has had countless opportunities to confess and say that she is a liar, proving Qiao Yunmeng's innocence, but she has not.
He looked at her angrily: "Fu Shiyin, do you have anything to say to me?"
If it was the real Fu Shiyin, he would probably say in his heart, what is it about me? You can't recognize true love, Qiao Yunmeng was fooled by himself, blame me?
But Fu Shiyin is a person who is good at playing tricks. Of course, she doesn't speak her heart. At this moment, she chooses to be weak, pleading, admitting her mistakes, crying until Mu Yuelin's heart softened, she couldn't help but forgive her and expose the matter.
"...No." However, after a moment of silence, Shaoyin said.
She did not choose to show weakness and begged him for forgiveness.
"I said I already knew!" Mu Yuelin was shocked by her answer, couldn't help but anger and emphasized.
Shaoyin was silent for a moment, and then said softly: "I know you know." After a pause, "Miss Qiao came here just now, and I already said it."
so? Is this her answer?
Mu Yuelin couldn't believe it, he was deceived by her, fooled by her, paid so much for her, and she didn't even say a word of apology?
Almost immediately, he stretched out his hands, trying to strangle her!
"I don't regret it." At the moment when his hand was about to be pinched, she said softly, "If time could come back, I would still make this choice."
She was born in such a family. When she grew up, she was either married to a messy person in exchange for betrothal money, or she was given to creditors to pay off her gambling debts. There would be no third way.
At this time, a big golden pie fell down, how could she hold it back?
She knew it wasn't right.
But if time came back, she would still make the same choice.
"You—" Mu Yuelin looked at her unrepentant appearance, and her expression became complicated for a while.
There was no way he could totally hate her.
Because he understands.
If it was him, in the same situation as her, he would not make a more noble choice than her.
Just because he understands, there is no way to blame her!
"You do it yourself!" Henhen dropped a sentence, and he turned and left.
Deceived, fooled, blood transfusion, kidney donation and bone marrow donation.
Now that he even lost a cornea, he didn't even wait for a pitiful sorry! Mu Yuelin doesn't want to stand here anymore, and doesn't want to see her again!
He strode to the door, grabbed the door handle, and was about to leave the ward without looking back.
"You won't use it anymore." At this moment, a sentence came from behind.
Mu Yuelin paused, turned around, and looked at the hospital bed: "What did you say?" After a pause, he sneered, "You don't think I'll come to see you again, do you?"
She should be crying! Ask him to forgive!
He will never take everything as if it didn't happen!
"That's the best." The girl, whose eyes were covered with gauze, sat on the hospital bed, revealing a small face, as pale as china that shattered when touched, "You won't use it again, let alone find me, We don't have to see each other again."
His pupils dilated, and his anger exploded almost instantly. Mu Yuelin could no longer maintain his pride and dignity, and his handsome face suddenly turned hideous!
He strode back, grabbed her wrist, and was so strong that he almost lifted her up: "Say it again!"
He paid so much for her! even a heart...
She said, so far?
"You want to break up with me?!" He almost laughed angrily, glaring at her, his eyes red.
He can abandon her, that's what she deserves. But how dare she say such a thing?
"Otherwise?" He almost lifted the whole person from the bed, but Shaoyin's reaction was very calm. Although she couldn't see it, she still raised her head, and the gauze-covered position faced him, "If we continue, we are all finished."
Mu Yuelin didn't understand her words for a while.
She seemed to know that he didn't understand, and said in a calm tone: "I did something wrong, and this is God's punishment for me. You also did something wrong, and these are also punishments for you."
What God! Where did it come from God!
If it was Mu Yuelin from the past, he would definitely sneer. But now Mu Yuelin, after experiencing a series of "medical miracles", pursed his lips and fell silent.
His expression slowly became complicated.
He heard her say this sentence before, "I did something wrong", and he thought at that time that she was just crying sadly and didn't mean it.
But now, the second time he heard it, he knew she was telling the truth.
She did something wrong. She is sorry for Qiao Yunmeng, and she is also sorry for him. She kept getting sick, even including the car accident three years ago, and it may be that God is punishing her.
And he...
She lost blood and could only be saved with his blood. She suffered from acute renal failure and could only be saved with his kidney. marrow. The cornea that can't be dated. All in all.
Is it really not God's punishment?
He smiled bitterly, slowly let go of her hand, and stood silently aside.
"It should be back on track." She lowered her head, stopped "looking" at him, and said softly.
The two little hands resting on the quilt tugged at each other.
Mu Yuelin was twisting in his heart, and the pain made his face pale. He wanted to say something, but he opened his mouth and couldn't say anything.
Back on track? What's on track? Does he love Qiao Yunmeng?
His first reaction was, ridiculous!
How could he love Qiao Yunmeng? He is now full of love and hatred for this little liar. How can there be redundant feelings to love another person?
But he couldn't say it. His pride made it impossible for him to admit his feelings for her at this moment.
The footsteps gradually left the bed.
The door to the ward was opened.
closed again.
This time, he didn't play the trick of closing the door but people inside the door. He's gone, really gone, left the ward, and won't come back.
Shaoyin took out her cell phone, called a nurse to come in, found Qiao Yunmeng's phone number, and dialed it.
"What's the matter?" Qiao Yunmeng's cold voice came over the phone.
Shaoyin said, "I'll give him back to you."
Silence.
On the other end of the phone, Qiao Yunmeng didn't seem to be able to believe her ears. She was stunned for a long time before she laughed and laughed: "Fu Shiyin, do you know what you are talking about?"
Give it back to her?
Mu Yuelin is a person, not an object! What qualifications does she have to "return" him back?
"I know." Shaoyin said softly, "I have already told him that I will never meet again."
On the other side, Qiao Yunmeng was stunned. Countless words rolled on the tip of the tongue, but in the end they didn't say it. His expression gradually became sarcastic, and he said, "What are you?"
What is she? Can't close the game, have to let go, and pretend to let go generously?
"I've already said what I should say." Shaoyin didn't explain anything. After saying this, she hung up the phone.
After that, when the phone rang again, she didn't answer it.
Had a rest day.
The surgery takes two to three months to remove the stitches. She lives in the hospital, no one came to chase her, and no one called her to pay the bills.
Although she broke up with the dog, but before the dog left, she obviously made arrangements.
Mu Yuelin never came again. And the father and brothers who had been taught by him came to the hospital.
They begged her to talk to Mu Yuelin, return the house to them, return the company to them, and give them some money to spend.
"I've been in a coma for three years, and you haven't come to see me. All the medical expenses are paid by A Lin."
"You haven't seen me since I woke up."
"I've been seriously ill several times, and you haven't come to see me."
"I'm still blind, you don't even ask a question, just let me plan for you."
"I haven't been good enough to you all these years?" Shaoyin coldly drew a line with them. "Even if you still have a favor, it's enough. Your seed is not worth much at all."
The old man was so angry that he was going to beat her.
But Shaoyin followed the medical staff, and immediately called the security guard to invite the father and son out.
"Don't let them in in the future." Shaoyin said.
The three father and son never appeared in front of Shao Yin again.
She was in the hospital recovering leisurely.
There is no need to continue the plot, of course she did not get sick again.
After Qiao Yunmeng held back for a while, he finally couldn't hold back and returned to the villa.
She is still Mu Yuelin's wife, in the legal sense.
The old lady still didn't want to see her, but her son had become a one-eyed dragon, and she wouldn't be so confident if she scolded her daughter-in-law again. Besides, Qiao Yunmeng ignored her now.
Go upstairs.
"You're here?" The door was pushed open, and he slumped on the ground, holding a wine bottle in his hand, and the haggard Mu Yuelin looked at the door.
He is very peaceful to her now, and his face no longer has the disgust and indifference he once had.
But Qiao Yunmeng looked at him, but felt sour in his heart. She would rather he be the way he was before, and she doesn't want him to hide and grieve alone like he is now.
She closed the door, approached slowly, and sat down opposite him.
After a while, she said, "Fu Shiyin called me."
After drinking for a while, Mu Yuelin put down the bottle and held it tightly in his hand. After a while, he said lightly, "Oh. What did you say?"
"She said, give me back." Qiao Yunmeng looked at him with a complicated mood and said.
Hearing this, Mu Yuelin was silent for a moment, then smiled, closed his eyes, raised his head and continued to drink.
"Don't drink it!" Qiao Yunmeng couldn't see it, leaned forward and snatched the bottle from his hand, "You only have one kidney! You can't drink!"
silence.
The room suddenly fell silent.
"I'm not..." Qiao Yunmeng regretted after saying that, wishing to bite his tongue.
But Mu Yuelin was stunned, but nodded: "Yes, I can't drink."
He was dumbfounded, his eyes unfocused, sitting there like a lost child, not knowing where to go.
His heart was sore and uncomfortable, Qiao Yun dreamed of saying something, but his throat was blocked.
Looking at his decadent look, she felt so uncomfortable that she wanted to cry, she simply didn't say a word, raised her head and drank.
Gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh.
The spicy wine poured into her throat, finally spurting her tears: "I hate her."
She hated Fu Shiyin.
He stole everything from her and turned Mu Yuelin into this.
"I hate her!" After drinking a bottle of wine, she stood up staggeringly and slammed the bottle on the carpet, "I hate her, hate her, hate her!"
After venting loudly, she covered her face and started crying. Weeping and crying, I fell to my knees, crying sad and desperate.
She could no longer deny that Mu Yuelin fell in love with Fu Shiyin.
If it wasn't for love, he wouldn't see her, and he wouldn't be drinking alone because she locked himself up.
He loves Fu Shiyin!
"Why? Why exactly?" Qiao Yunmeng asked while crying.
She didn't understand that it was because of her that he was nice to Fu Shiyin. But later, why did he put the cart before the horse and fall in love with Fu Shiyin?
Mu Yuelin watched her cry, but she was very calm. She got up and took the paper box and put it in front of her.
He didn't pull out a tissue to wipe her tears.
Their current relationship is a bit complicated. They should have been very close, but in the past ten years, a lot has happened, and there are too many things between them.
"Maybe, love after a long time?" He was still in the mood to joke with her.
But Qiao Yunmeng couldn't accept this answer, she raised her red eyes and looked at him: "I don't have it!"
She was with the second man for more than a year, but she was not impressed by him at all.
Hearing this, Mu Yuelin fell silent.
What can he say? Say the sound is cute? Even though at first it was because she thought she was "she" that she loved and cared for her, but later it was because of her cuteness that she fell in love with her.
Thinking of the process of his temptation, he thought about it, and wanted to suggest that Qiao Yunmeng and the second male also go to the North Pole. Take the train, hug each other in the icy wilderness where the cold wind is whistling, and watch the gorgeous aurora.
I would like to suggest that she and the second man spend a sunny morning, bathed in the sun, hugging each other, and dancing gently indoors.
Would like to suggest that she try to find the goodness of the people around her. Just because he discovered Yinyin's cuteness, he gradually moved his heart and began to cherish her.
"You're too much." Qiao Yunmeng began to cry again, drinking while crying.
How can he do this? How can you truly love someone else? Then her love, what is it?
Mu Yuelin only has one kidney and has not been admitted to the hospital yet, but Qiao Yunmeng did it.
Habitually, Mu Yuelin sent her to the hospital where Shaoyin was.
However, he did not see her.
She was right, they were all sinners, so God was punishing them. Now, he has nothing to be punished, and so does she.
Better to never see each other again.
Qiao Yunmeng had a dream.
In the dream, it was another tragic situation. She was still replaced by Fu Shiyin, and by promising to give Fu Shiyin a blood transfusion, she became Mu Yuelin's wife. Just like in reality, after three years of marriage, she rarely saw him and never got a good look from him.
But the difference is that in the dream, after Fu Shiyin woke up from a car accident, she fell ill frequently, and every time she drew her blood. If any organs are missing, they will be harvested from her.
She repeatedly tried to prove her identity, scolded Mu Yuelin as a bastard, and begged him to let her go. But in the dream, he was extremely ruthless and never softened to her.
She was forced to give Fu Shiyin a blood transfusion. She knew that Fu Shiyin did it on purpose. She deliberately broke her skin, bribed the hospital, made false reports, and forced her to transfuse blood.
There are also kidney failure, leukemia, etc., which are also fake reports she bought fakely. But Mu Yuelin didn't listen to it or not, so she insisted on taking her to the hospital. Later, her uterus was also dug out, making it impossible for her to be a mother for the rest of her life.
In the dream, she cried and cried, and her tears were almost dry. If the second male hadn't helped her, she would have lost her own eyes.
She was bruised all over by him, and her heart was ashes. From loving him, to loving and hating, to hating. She didn't want to see him anymore and left.
She never wanted to live with him again. Live a peaceful life with the second man.
But because her body has suffered too many violent injuries, she is in pain all the time. Many times, she would think that if she hadn't been so kind back then, she would have just stepped forward to accompany him.
That way, she won't fall in love with him, she won't be attached to him, and she won't make herself look like a human being or a ghost.
Until later, she unexpectedly returned to China and learned that his current situation was very bad. She didn't want to worry about him anymore, but she couldn't let it go, and planned to look at him from a distance. And this sight, bound her, so that she never went back.
She apologized to the second man and stayed by Mu Yuelin's side.
I wanted to leave quietly after he woke up, but...
He apologized so sincerely, sincerely repented, wept bitterly, knelt down and hugged her leg, saying he was wrong.
She also knew what happened to Fu Shiyin.
Fu Shiyin's fate was no better than hers, and even worse than hers.
Qiao Yunmeng looked at the man who was thin and out of shape, embarrassed and miserable, and then thought about himself, who was in pain, and Fu Shiyin, who was not a ghost or a ghost, and suddenly felt very tired.
The three of them have been entangled in this way for more than ten years, what is it for?
"Let her go." She said to Mu Yuelin.
And she herself hadn't decided whether to forgive him and stay with him. After all, a broken woman like her is not worthy of a good man like the second male.
However, before she could make a decision, the dream woke up.
Qiao Yunmeng looked at the snow-white ceiling above, not knowing where she was for a while.
The situation in the dream is so real that it seems to be experienced in person. She subconsciously touched the position of her left kidney, then her uterus, her cold and injured knee, her fingers that were crushed and not very flexible...
Immediately relieved!
It was just a dream!
As she differentiated between reality and dreams, the tragic scenes in her dreams gradually became blurred and distant.
Thinking about reality, and then thinking about a **** dream, Qiao Yunmeng's mood is indescribably complicated.
In the dream, one thing was good - the person Mu Yuelin loved from beginning to end was her, not Fu Shiyin.
But she didn't even have the slightest envy. Compared with a full, full, and healthy body, is it so important who he has loved?
If he hadn't had this dream, Qiao Yunmeng might have hesitated. But having that dream, the feeling of emptiness, coldness, and constant pain in her body made her shudder just thinking about it!
"Are you awake?" The door was pushed open, and Mu Yuelin, who had one eye covered with gauze, walked in.
He did not have the embarrassment, regret, and misery in his dreams.
He looks good now and in good spirits, as if he just lost one eye.
But Qiao Yunmeng's eyes towards him gradually became sympathetic. He doesn't feel bitter now, but when he gets older, he loses a kidney and only has one eye...
He would know what it was like.
"Yeah." She nodded, put away the sympathy in her eyes, and became calm.
She doesn't hate him anymore.
I don't hate Fu Shiyin anymore.