Chapter 153:
Xia Wanwan hugged him and patted his back lightly, without saying anything to comfort him.
Jiang Xiao is different now. He is much more mature and strong enough to make a choice, and then face the parting after the choice. There is no need to say more at this time, just let him vent his emotions.
She didn't cry fiercely every year, Xia Wanwan heard his sobbing voice, and she was also distressed.
But love is like this, meeting a suitable person is like looking for a needle in a haystack.
Xia Wanwan couldn't say that she would accompany him forever. No matter her age, her mother always had to take the first step. It would be nice to have someone who could really accompany him all the time.
"Don't cry," she heard the crying gradually weaken, "Can you make dumplings with me every year?"
Jiang Xiao's eyes were red, he nodded and said ok.
This year, he and Xia Wanwan lived together.
It's not lonely either. Jiang Xiao still tried his best to make the atmosphere lively and lively, and some people never gave up. Jiang Xiao's cell phone never stopped, and he couldn't get lonely even if he wanted to be alone.
Fu Ruoyan didn't want to break up at all, how could he dare to do too much to Jiang Xiao? Although it was a careful reconciliation, Jiang Xiao refused to give up several times. He couldn't accompany him back this year, and he didn't dare to rush to the door. He sent a lot of New Year gifts, and the apology was very strong.
But if it's too late, it's too late. The possibility of Jiang Xiao going back is too low.
As hard as he is, there is also Lin Chengyu.
Lin Chengyu's previous number was blocked, but it wasn't too difficult for him to get a new number. There was someone next to Jiang Xiao who didn't use it before. Fu Ruoyan was so possessive, he wouldn't be able to pick it up if he called, and it was possible Blocked again.
But now after breaking up, he has no such scruples, and slowly, trying to get closer.
His relationship with Jiang Xiao is not that bad, and he can still count before falling in love with Fu Ruoyan
It was a friend of mine, and then we cut off contact.
But Jiang Xiao didn't like him that much. Although he broke up with Fu Ruoyan, it was a matter between them, but Fu Ruoyan became more or less influenced by Lin Chengyu. Jiang Xiao didn't like what he did, so naturally he couldn't accept him. .
After the new year, the Lantern Festival also came very quickly. It was Jiang Xiao’s birthday. How could he miss such a critical moment if he wanted to chase people? Jiang Xiao didn’t want to be blocked at the door of the company, and he also pursued this kind of reconciliation. Feeling at a loss.
He ran away.
Ye Miaomiao broadcasted the current situation of the company to him in real time on the mobile phone.
"You can't keep the roses in your office. It seems that they were all sent by Fu Ruoyan. It's not bad that Xiao Lin invited the company to have afternoon tea." She sent a photo to Jiang Xiao on her mobile phone, "Don't worry, boss, I'm very strict. , and definitely don't tell them where you went."
Jiang Xiao thought to himself that you don't know either.
Although the company has been cleared of personnel, whether it is Lin Chengyu or Fu Ruoyan, they are too familiar with the people in Wuli, and the news cannot be spread, so no one knows where he went.
I accompanied my mother during the Chinese New Year before, and when Jiang Xiao wanted to spend her birthday, she would spend it by herself.
In the past two years, he and Fu Ruoyan went on a trip a few years ago, but not this year, but after forming a habit, it seemed like something was missing. So at this time, Jiang Xiao simply went out for a walk.
He has plenty of time after he returns to being single, and the company's affairs can also be handled remotely.
Jiang Xiao found this place by himself. It is a well-known tourist city in China. Jiang Xiao came here before when he was working on the fresh food section. .
The mountains and rivers here are famous, and the people living here have a sense of leisure. It is different from the Liujiang River in Lishi. People here do things slowly, which is very suitable for traveling. Even in winter, it is not very cold, which makes people feel comfortable temperature.
Jiang Xiao came alone. He didn't go to high-end hotels, he stayed in B&Bs. He went to several famous scenic spots to play, and finally picked a town with the best view, and wanted to rest here for a few days.
There are not many tourists here, and it is not the peak tourist season, so it looks very clean.
He set up a large room with a good view. Pushing the window out, there are green mountains and green waters. Jiang Xiao sometimes deals with company affairs in the room, and gets a little annoyed by his work. When he has no ideas for a while, he goes out for a walk. .
Plum blossoms are planted in the town. This is the time when the plum blossoms are in full bloom.
When he was bored, he would also rent a small boat at the ferry. The town was close to the river, the river was not rushing, and the boat was slow. It would take more than two hours to return to the town after a circle.
There are green peaks and cliffs by the river, shoals of rocks, farmland and grassland built up, and the buildings in the distance are shrouded in mist and are not very clear.
All are ordinary scenery, ordinary compared to the magnificence of well-known local attractions, but quiet enough.
Jiang Xiao gave him enough money, and the boatman agreed that he could use the stove on the bed. The stove was fixed, and complex things could not be done, but it was enough to cook noodles and soup. Jiang Xiao cooked fish porridge on it. The fish here is very fresh and tender. The fish fillet porridge slowly slurped on the stove, and a strong aroma came over.
There are also good local snacks such as brown sugar soft cakes and sour plum cakes. Jiang Xiao bought some and waited for his porridge in the boat awning.
While watching the scenery, thinking about work and eating some snacks, when there is still half an hour left on the river journey, I have also figured out what to think about. , a journey is comfortable, comfortable and full.
Traveling in love is very happy and happy, and single travel is also unique.
Jiang Xiao also had a different experience.
He is his own boss. As long as there are no special urgent matters that need to be handled on the spot, most of them can be handled remotely. Most of the people under him are still trustworthy, including Ye Miaomiao and the others. As long as he is willing, this trip can be done again. Extend for a few days.
I've had a good time myself.
Jiang Xiao thought.
Stop falling in love.
However, once the time is extended and he stays in one place for too long, Jiang Xiao's whereabouts will be exposed to some extent.
Fu Ruoyan and Lin Chengyu were really sharp, but even though they knew Jiang Xiao was there, they didn't dare to bother them rashly.
The reason why Jiang Xiao ran out was to avoid them, and he hated to be followed. A fool would believe it if they met by chance in such a place.
So when the two of them got there, no one dared to move, and they didn't dare to go to the small town. They took a look at it secretly, thinking about how to make Jiang Xiao not reject it.
But knowing what Jiang Xiao did there, his heart was indescribably complicated.
Jiang Xiao can live very well alone. Both of them have accompanied him, but together, they should be happier than when they were single. This "happier" seems to be felt by them. When he arrived, Jiang Xiao was exhausted when he came to the end.
The saddest emotion a person can feel is regret.
But no matter how sneaky they are, Jiang Xiao still knows what happened to these two people.
The town is just that big, and he looked back several times, and could see the silhouettes of certain people passing by, too familiar to recognize.
...is it necessary, like being a thief?
Jiang Xiao was helpless. The day before he packed up and was about to leave, he still called the two of them.
"Don't follow," Jiang Xiao said, "all come out."
That afternoon, he rented the boat for the last time. The three of them sat together in the boat shed, the bamboo curtain was lowered, and the boatman punted the boat slowly in front. Today, the amount of fresh shrimp and fish porridge was a little more.
Jiang Xiao sat there. He was wearing a light gray knitted top, and his hair had not been cut for a while. It was half-length, hanging down on either side of his cheeks. Sitting on the cushion, he seemed very soft.
He made a pot of jasmine tea.
Originally, when Lin Chengyu and Fu Ruoyan met each other, they hated each other deeply. Lin Chengyu hated him for letting Jiang Xiao down, and Fu Ruoyan hated him for being shameless and malicious, but in front of Jiang Xiao, the two instantly restrained their emotions and became quiet and obedient. .
But when Jiang Xiao handed over the tea, Fu Ruoyan couldn't help it. He followed the teacup to catch Jiang Xiao's hand.
"Xiaoxiao," he was a little nervous, "I...haven't even apologized to you."
He wanted to say that he tried his best to change, but Jiang Xiao then withdrew his hand and interrupted him.
"Actually, there's no need to apologize," Jiang Xiao said. "The company's affairs have been dealt with, it doesn't matter, and emotional matters... Many times there is no right or wrong. If you want to say that, then I'm sorry too. In retrospect, I always feel that I haven't dealt with my problems well, it makes you feel uncomfortable, I'm sorry."
He was still worried about Fu Ruoyan.
He has no relatives around him, his grandparents are abroad again, and he has some friends, but most of them are in the workplace, and some paranoia is the influence of experience. Jiang Xiao recalled that he didn't think deeply when he was a lover, and missed guiding him. He also has responsibilities.
"Ruo Yan, you have something to change, but not for me, but for yourself," Jiang Xiao lowered his eyes, "You asked me how I would like to forgive you during this time, but I didn't. Blame you. I have to say that I have any wish, that is, whether we are together or not, I hope you have a good life. If you can do it, it will be the greatest compensation for me. "
He hoped that after the separation, Fu Ruoyan would also be able to live happily.
Jiang Xiao's voice still sounded so gentle. After living here for a few days, his casual temperament became more obvious. Looking at him today, he felt like he couldn't catch him no matter what.
"I want to live by myself," Jiang Xiao said, "I hope you can calm me down."
Another cup of tea, Jiang Xiao handed to Lin Chengyu.
For him, Jiang Xiao had nothing to say.
I don't know how many times I have said it after the rebirth. Fu Ruoyan was in trouble at that time, and Jiang Xiao was helpless. It wasn't that he didn't tell Lin Chengyu that it was impossible for two people, and he used practical actions to avoid him countless times, but it didn't work. He didn't know what to do.
Lin Chengyu has never changed, and his stubbornness is only deeper than that of Fu Ruoyan. Jiang Xiao can't change him even if he doesn't move him.
He and Lin Chengyu may be the fate of both parties. Jiang Xiaodu has passed, but he has not.
After all, it will take ten years to be reborn.
...why don't you give up?
As soon as Lin Chengyu got on the boat, he kept looking at Jiang Xiao.
The boat swayed slightly on the river. Jiang Xiao didn't speak much most of the time. He was very quiet.
Lin Chengyu only felt that after he broke up this time, he spent some time in the town again, and his whole person has changed a little, and his temperament has settled a little more. If life is really a practice, Jiang Xiao seems to be about to see through the red dust and become an immortal.