Chapter 161:
But like well-known flags such as "wash your hands with gold when you finish this ticket" and "go home after this battle", this kind of waiting and waiting usually doesn't have a good result.
After he finished saying these words, the partner sitting opposite him showed an indescribable tangled expression on his face.
In particular, Lin Chengyu's phone was not connected again. He watched Lin Chengyu flip through the address book and called Jiang Xiao's friend. He picked up the phone and told him that Jiang Xiao had lost his mobile phone and that he was too busy with the factory recently. Not up is normal.
"Let's do our part," the voice on the other side of the phone was cold and indifferent, "I'll talk about it when you come back. Please don't disturb Jiang Xiao during this time."
Although the other party's tone was not good, but after giving an explanation, Lin Chengyu finally relaxed.
He put the phone aside, but felt that the nervousness in his heart was not completely relieved. He had a headache and his fingers were still shaking slightly.
He didn't even know what was going on.
Does car accident medication work?
"Xiao Lin, I didn't say it," the partner watched for a long time, and finally couldn't help but say, "Work is very important, but you shouldn't be like this all the time. I know Jiang Xiao is considerate and sensible, but you still need to Pay more attention to him, he has been in a relationship for more than ten years, and sometimes it is difficult for him."
"Well," Lin Chengyu nodded, "I bought him a favorite gift."
"...I didn't mean that."
He has watched the relationship between Lin Chengyu and Jiang Xiao for a long time, and he can always feel an indescribable contradiction in it.
There is no doubt that Jiang Xiao loves Lin Chengyu very much, and he has done everything he can to Lin Chengyu. But maybe because Jiang Xiao was too active, Lin Chengyu's thoughts could not be seen clearly.
He has a lot of things that are not in place, such as lack of company, not enough understanding of Jiang Xiao, and for example, the two of them are special, and they are very contradictory in the current social environment, I don't know if they can be put on the table.
After all, it is not an ordinary couple, and there is no certificate to obtain. When the two first got together ten years ago, public opinion was still conservative, and they were still young. The choice of not making it public was also discussed by the two of them, but they have been together for so many years, and some scruples actually don't matter.
When he mentioned this, Lin Chengyu was also taken aback.
He hadn't seriously considered this issue, and always felt that it was a matter of two people. He and Jiang Xiao had been together for so long, so it was enough to know each other.
"But you always have to give him an explanation."
After all, he brought it up by himself, and his partners were a little helpless. Lin Chengyu is indeed very talented at work, but he is completely an idiot emotionally: "Xiao Lin, let me be honest, for a while, I always thought it was Jiang. You are used to chasing him all night, so the two of you are together, you don't like him very much, and you will even leave sooner or later."
Jiang Xiao listened by the side, thinking, isn't that the case?
Sure enough, the authorities were fans, and the people around Lin Chengyu saw it very clearly.
But Lin Chengyu listened with a rather shocked expression on his face.
"Why do you think so?" he said firmly, "I will be with Jiang Xiao forever."
Lin Chengyu saw the other person shaking his head again: "But I really didn't feel it before. I didn't realize that you were here until I discovered something."
——Jiang Xiao knew that all of Lin Chengyu's bank accounts and passwords belonged to them, including the company's. Among all Lin Chengyu's bank cards, he kept only one commonly used black card beside him, and all the rest were kept with Jiang Xiao.
"This is a habit in our family," Lin Chengyu didn't think there was any problem, and explained to him at the time, "I and Jiang Xiao's money are used together."
The two of them had lived a hard life before, and all the money had to be spent together and spent carefully. Jiang Xiao was in charge of the account and expenditure, and it was a matter of course that the money was placed with him.
There are only a few common passwords used by Lin Chengyu, including Jiang Xiao's birthday, which was lost in reverse, and even the password of the company's safe was the reverse of Jiang Xiao's birthday, so how could Jiang Xiao not know.
But this is where he feels the contradiction.
Lin Chengyu has experienced the peaks and troughs of Waterloo, which makes him work hard to earn back what he has lost in his career. He has indeed succeeded, but the expression of his career is money, and he gives Jiang Xiao all the money. , So is Jiang Xiao important or career important?
Let's make some unpleasant assumptions. If Jiang Xiao gets angry one day, he can take all Lin Chengyu's money and leave, making the other party penniless and the company's crisis level.
"What are you thinking? Jiang Xiao doesn't move around anymore, it's getting more and more outrageous." Lin Chengyu said, he still didn't think there was any problem, "Jiang Xiao is not that kind of person."
Jiang Xiao is indeed not. From the perspective of a partner, he sees it in his eyes and tacitly agrees that Jiang Xiao knows many secrets of the company. After knowing each other for more than ten years, he trusts Jiang Xiao as a person.
It can be extended, this is another kind of contradiction in Lin Chengyu.
He has been betrayed by relatives and doesn't believe that feelings are part of his character.
But he trusts Jiang Xiao, and sometimes this trust is to the point where he doesn't need to think about it. There is a person who accompanies him from the bottom to the top and wants to give him his whole heart. Fifteen years are like a day, who can be maddened to suspect such a person?
But Lin Chengyu couldn't accept his behavior intellectually. He always felt that he liked Jiang Xiao with "reservations", thinking that this was a balance that had absorbed his lessons, so that he would not be hurt again.
While exposing his net worth to him, he thought "I don't love him that much", this is the rather upside-down way of life that Lin Chengyu found himself.
If you really look into it, the partner, as an outsider, even came to a rather unexpected conclusion.
——Lin Chengyu actually loves Jiang Xiao very much, much deeper than he imagined. This kind of love made him change the cautious and suspicious in his bones, and naturally trust each other. If these two people really have a day of trouble, it's not that Jiang Xiao can't be separated from Lin Chengyu, it's that Lin Chengyu can't be separated from Jiang Xiao.
The balance between the two of them was actually controlled by Jiang Xiao, not Lin Chengyu.
But Lin Chengyu himself could not understand such a contradiction, and neither did Jiang Xiao. He, an outsider, once gave advice, but the "shell" in Lin Chengyu's heart was too heavy, and he had to strike hard, otherwise he couldn't break it.
Jiang Xiao spoiled him again, calling him emotionally lawless.
Regarding the conflict between the two people, Jiang Xiao was a little more sober, but he also didn't understand.
For him, money was not the most important thing for many years later, let alone Lin Chengyu's money.
Among the two, Jiang Xiao first earned the first pot of gold. Even if the factory has passed its glory days later, his savings are there, and he still has land and several houses he bought before, and his usual life is not extravagant. . He hadn't touched Lin Chengyu's money, and he really didn't need it.
Tell him the password of the bank card at this time, it is better to accompany him to dinner and listen to what he has to say.
After all, Jiang Xiao didn't know how to earn money.
Lin Chengyu's only way of expressing love deeply was still too late, and it was the one that Jiang Xiao didn't need and couldn't feel.
For a long time, Jiang Xiao only felt the suffocation caused by the lack of light in the relationship between the two, and the loneliness caused by Lin Chengyu being busy at home. The communication between the two became less and less, and those specious scandals Lin Chengyu never paid attention to. Explain that Jiang Xiao himself doesn't know if there is any, and Schrödinger's cheating makes Jiang Xiao feel absurd and tired.
Even if not, Lin Chengyu has no sexual interest in other people as he said, and his closed heart has only been touched by Jiang Xiao alone. This has become an unprovable thing. Jiang Xiao doesn't believe him.
Jiang Xiao's love was consumed, but Lin Chengyu became more and more attached to him over time.
The two of them really fell in love with each other for a long time, but in the process of being together, they went up and down, but no one realized this.
Lin Chengyu finally vaguely felt something strange in the conversation with the company's partner that night.
"Then, when I go back, I will have a good chat with Jiang Xiao," he said, looking a little stunned, "Is it something that I really made him feel bad... I changed it. This business trip is really The last time."
For the 60-year-old partner, he saw that Lin Chengyu and Jiang Xiao were both juniors, and in their thirties, they were still young. If they could really solve the problem, there would still be many years to run in, so I patted him. Shoulder, say no more.
But that was really the last time.
Lin Chengyu finally saw the problem. When I came back that day, I also hoped that the relationship between the two would get better and better, and it was no longer necessary.
Jiang Xiao is gone.
He came a step late, and no one had to wait for him to repent.
The "shell" in his heart was shattered by the violent impact, and he deeply felt how important Jiang Xiao was to him—in a heart-wrenching and irreversible way.
Under the ginkgo tree, Lin Chengyu remembered all these things. Dr. Liu mentioned the time Jiang Xiao called that night, and she remembered it very clearly.
Without the need for research, even with the exclusion method, Lin Chengyu could guess who answered the phone at that time.
He still couldn't remember the name of the so-called foreign partner's daughter, just like he couldn't remember the name of Secretary Lin. He missed twice with Jiang Xiao, who sent out the distress signal, and after delving deeper, he couldn't blame these two small characters who caused the oolong.
Even the physiological response gave him some hints, reminding him that there was something abnormal in the person he loved deeply.
One time away from home, he didn't know it was the last time with Jiang Xiao; one time in a foreign country late at night, he really missed the last time with Jiang Xiao.
As always, he was an arrogant arrogant in his relationship, relying on Jiang Xiao's liking for him, he didn't ask for proof, and he didn't care. But fifteen years later, how much more has he missed these two times?
Now that these things are finally clear one by one, the pain is repaid to him in a clearer and more obvious way.
It was because he had always been in love with Jiang Xiao that the mistakes made were even more unforgivable.
What an irony it was to find out his love after losing a lover, and every day since then has been **** for him.
The author has something to say: Lin in the previous life could not be washed. After all, he has done too many mistakes. It is true that he loves Jiang Xiao, otherwise this article is not valid, and stating this fact is not whitewashing, as I said above. It's even more unforgivable just because he clearly loves him and still does it, so it is inevitable that he will go through the crematorium of chasing his wife.
Jiang Xiao didn't like him again just because he saw this. It's impossible. This emotional logic obviously doesn't match, but let him know what happened. Seeing clearly that the past is not the reason why two people are together can only be regarded as one of the prerequisites.
Please post the next chapter together, I have finished the manuscript, hey :-(