Chapter 183:
Today, Lin Heyuan said that he had something to tell himself. He came to the house on purpose. Jiang Xiao thought about it and didn't stop him.
He had talked a lot with Lin Heyuan recently, and he could feel the other party's struggle, but after the nervousness of the reunion just now, his whole person's emotions had calmed down.
He knew that he was indeed incompatible with Lin Heyuan.
Because Jiang Xiao's attitude is obvious, Lin Heyuan also has his feelings. Even if he has worked hard, not everything can be won.
Jiang Xiao felt that he should listen carefully to himself and choose the position in the capital that was more suitable for him.
I came today to talk about this.
When Lin Heyuan came to the door, he brought something with him, and he made a special trip to Infinite Fresh Food.
"Let's cook for you," Lin Heyuan said. "After coming to Liujiang, I didn't do anything for you. I have also improved my skills abroad, try it?"
He lives alone for a long time, and of course he has to learn to take care of himself. He has learned good western food, but he has not eaten it for Jiang Xiao.
Jiang Xiao said yes, then cut fruits and vegetables beside him, and beat him up.
During the cooking process, he asked Jiang Xiao, "Do you really want me to go to the capital every year?"
Jiang Xiao said, "I just hope you have a good life."
Lin Heyuan lowered his head and smiled. He stopped for a while, and when the steak was frying in the pan, he continued: "Someone will come to me today to talk about work, and I will be leaving in about two days. Year after year, as you wish, I will go to the capital."
This was expected by Jiang Xiao, so he felt relieved and said, "I wish you all the best."
Lin Heyuan smiled at him: "Yes."
The steak comes from the wireless fresh, after cooking and simple presentation, the entrance is good.
But Lin Heyuan looked at him, and finally couldn't help but ask the question he wanted to ask these days: "Do you really like Lin Chengyu?"
Jiang Xiao was stunned for a moment, lowered his head and didn't look at him: "...Why do you suddenly say this?"
"I can go, every year, I've been away for too long, and I can't make it up in a short time," Lin Heyuan continued, "But I also want to know who you will choose, and whether you will be happy in the future. "
He rejected himself, rejected Fu Ruoyan, and if Jiang Xiao didn't like it or didn't feel it, he would speak clearly and would not hang people, but he did not reject Lin Chengyu, the relationship between the two was different from others.
Lin Heyuan saw this, and this was one of the important reasons why he chose to quit. If the other party has really made a choice, he will not bother Nian Nian, nor will he destroy it for his own selfishness.
Jiang Xiao poked at the beef on the plate, feeling a little dazed. Lin Heyuan suddenly asked him this question. In fact, he was also asking himself.
There was one thing he kept in his heart recently, and he didn't mention it to anyone else.
When Lin Heyuan confessed to him during this time, he always thought of Lin Chengyu. In fact, this person often confessed. Every time he mentioned it, Jiang Xiao felt a little fluctuated in his heart. He couldn't tell whether it was embarrassment or something else.
Because Lin Heyuan was back, he gave Jiang Xiao another comparison, proving that he now feels different about Lin Chengyu and Lin Heyuan.
It's not just gratitude, and it's not friends anymore.
Do I really like him a little bit?
Jiang Xiao was thinking about this now.
"Years?"
"……Ok."
Jiang Xiao answered when he heard Lin Heyuan calling his name.
He put down his knife and fork, and put one hand on his face, as if thinking and remembering.
"I told you before that after we broke up two years ago, I really didn't want to fall in love. At that time, I thought it would be good to be alone like this for the rest of my life, but..."
It happened that he had watched the events of his previous life under such circumstances, but there was a fire, and then he and Lin Chengyu got along for the past two years.
He originally saw that the red dust was about to soar, but it seemed that there was still a thread pulling him, and then pulling him back little by little, Jiang Xiao stepped back into the red dust with half a foot.
He is a person who values company very much. Jiang Xiao will be moved little by little in this kind of company, until this little heart eventually develops to the point where it cannot be ignored.
——That is indeed a budding love.
"I'm surprised too," Jiang Xiao thought of this, and couldn't help but sigh, "I actually have a day when I really like Lin Chengyu again."
After Lin Heyuan got this answer, he was not so surprised.
"He should be very happy to hear that."
If the target of this sentence was himself, Lin Heyuan would probably be speechless with joy if he imagined it.
It's not really difficult for Jiang Xiao to admit this, he just didn't see his heart clearly during this period of time, it's really not that simple to eat back grass.
It's not difficult to tell Lin Heyuan, but he doesn't know how to tell Lin Chengyu.
Can you take it slow? With this person starting over and having a very different emotional experience from before, he doesn't know how to deal with it either.
Loving is one thing, falling in love is another.
Lin Heyuan looked at him and knew that Jiang Xiao was a little confused, but that was not something he could care about anymore.
He stuffed the last piece of steak into his mouth and sighed inwardly.
But it's actually fine. There is also infinite fresh food in the capital, and Jiang Xiao will still exist in his life. The influence of this person on him will always be there.
Even if I can't have it all the time, it's a comfort to know that he's all right.
After the meal, Jiang Xiao sent Lin Heyuan away at the door. He came today for dinner, and it was already dark when he left.
Lin Heyuan seemed to be in a good condition. He had already fought for it and got the answer. At the end of his departure, he asked Jiang Xiao for a hug.
Jiang Xiao did not refuse.
"When I'm with you, it's the happiest time I've ever lived, thank you, Nian Nian," Lin Heyuan whispered in his ear, "I wish you all the best in the future."
Jiang Xiao put his toes on his toes a little and told him that everything went well. He was talking close to himself, the whole being as sweet as before.
So at the end of the hug, Lin Heyuan still couldn't hold back, just like in high school, he lightly kissed Jiang Xiao's forehead as the end.
Jiang Xiao was stunned for a moment, but did not push him away, just said goodbye.
He also felt that he was a very lucky person, and it was just a matter of fate to be liked by Lin Heyuan.
It's just that it was already dark at that time, and the lights in the villa area were not very strong at night. When they were covered by the big tree next to them, the area in front of Jiang Xiao's house could not be seen clearly.
If they were far apart, they could only see the two hugging each other. Lin Heyuan lowered his head for a while, as if they were kissing, but Jiang Xiao did not push him away.
After Lin Heyuan left, Jiang Xiao stood at the door for a while, then went home and started to think about his own business.
What if he wants to take Lin Chengyu?
He couldn't sleep at night.
When he woke up the next day, he was still in a bad mood. Jiang Xiao didn't work much today. He was throwing dice at his desk, as if he wanted God to help him make choices.
But also very strange.
Lin Chengyu often came to him during this time. Even if people couldn't come, the news continued. There was no good night news yesterday, and until this morning, I didn't speak to myself.
It seems to be at the construction site, right?
The construction site was tiring and troublesome, and he might not be able to take care of it for a while, so Jiang Xiao didn't think much about it.
But it's a bit weird that the whole day has gone by today and there's no news at all.
Did something happen again?
Jiang Xiao thought about it, and felt a little nervous, so he called him, but after waiting for a while, no one answered.
He took the next step and made a phone call to Secretary Yong Jiang. Jiang Xiao is still very familiar with Yong Jiang, and Lin Chengyu's secretary also knows him.
"Mr. Jiang, I'm so sorry. I don't know where President Lin went today. Many people in the company are looking for him." The secretary's voice was very respectful. Jiang Xiao asked what to say, but she didn't find anyone today. "Mr. Lin decides some of his itineraries temporarily, and sometimes it's too late to tell the people below us. If you find Mr. Lin, please let me know. There is a dispatch in the company waiting for his signature. I'm sorry to ask you. But on Mr. Lin's side, no one can find him except you."
Jiang Xiao: "Okay."
He asked Grandpa Lin, who had been in the old house all this time and had never seen Lin Chengyu. But there should be nothing wrong, otherwise the company and family would have known about it.
Jiang Xiao finished these calls, then narrowed his eyes and looked at the phone.
Saying that you have always liked him and will never change, but now you can't find anyone to play and disappear?
Oh man.
Big trotters.
Liar ghost.
That night, Jiang Xiao finished dinner angrily, and called Lin Chengyu again at 9 o'clock in the evening. This time, it was not that no one answered, but it was directly turned off.
Jiang Xiao thought about it carefully, and it was a bit wrong according to common sense.
Lin Chengyu would tell himself if there was anything during this period, but now there is no news suddenly, which is very abnormal.
He sat at home for a while, then drove to Lin Chengyu's house.
It was the small villa. Jiang Xiao was very familiar with this place. He was driving the car and was thinking about how to get in the community. The security of this place was still very strict, but when the car came to the door, Jiang Xiao lowered the window. Before speaking, the security opened the door.
The security explained to him, "I know you, and Mr. Lin greeted you."
Yes, this property is now developed by Lin Chengyu.
Jiang Xiao asked a few more questions, and the security guard told him that he saw President Lin's car coming back last night, and he changed shifts later, and he didn't know if he had ever gone out again. Because of Jiang Xiao's words, the property management specially checked today's surveillance for him, but did not see Lin Chengyu's car leaving. Jiang Xiao knew all of his cars.
That should be at home.
Why don't you answer the phone after staying at home all day?
Jiang Xiao thought about the sudden illness that was just broadcast on the news today, and thought it wouldn't work.
He was a little worried, and drove the car to the door of Lin Chengyu's house. The key property in this place could not help him, but it was a combination lock. Jiang Xiao thought about it and entered the number of his birthday in reverse.
The door did open.
Lin Chengyu's habit of setting passwords has not changed.
The door to the garden outside was opened, and Jiang Xiao was afraid that the entrance door would not open, but when he got closer, he saw that the door was not closed.
He entered the house, the lights in the hall were off, Jiang Xiao turned on, and then looked for someone inside, there was no one in the living room or bedroom, he thought about it, and walked down.
The house has two underground floors. Going down, there is a wine cellar. The light of the wine cellar is turned on, and after approaching, he heard the sound of bells clacking from the knocking of wine bottles.
Jiang Xiao really found him in the corner.
The first thing he saw was the wine bottles all over the floor, Lin Chengyu curled up in the corner, because Jiang Xiao turned on all the lights in the wine cellar and nearby, the place was much brighter than before, he couldn't adapt, so he started to move.
"How much did you drink?"
Jiang Xiao couldn't believe it.
Lin Chengyu has never had a problem with alcoholism.
As soon as he approached the person, he smelled a strong smell of alcohol. Lin Chengyu had drunk so much that it was impossible not to get drunk. Jiang Xiao felt that this person might not recognize him, so he turned Lin Chengyu over to get the bottle of wine in his hand. .
Lin Chengyu was obviously drunk, and now he was half asleep and half awake. He subconsciously grasped what was in his hand. When Jiang Xiao came to take it, he naturally struggled and wanted to stretch out his hand to push the person away, but before he reached out, he heard Someone has spoken.
"Lin Chengyu, I'm really angry!" That was Jiang Xiao's voice, "Give me the wine."
Then he paused, tried his best to understand the sentence, withdrew his hand very honestly, and handed over the wine bottle.
Jiang Xiao saw that he was still huddled there quietly, and after a while, he tentatively stretched out a hand and grabbed the corner of his clothes.
"Xiaoxiao...don't be angry."
He said a few more words later, but he couldn't really hear it. Jiang Xiao sighed and took him up first, or at least left here first. The smell of alcohol here is too heavy, and it gave him a headache.
He really couldn't figure out how this person suddenly became like this.
Ask when you wake up.
Jiang Xiao put the person in the bathroom, Lin Chengyu also smelled of alcohol, he couldn't smell it, so he had to clean it up first.
During the period, I also called a doctor to come over. I don't know how much he drank and whether he should be sent to the hospital for gastric lavage or something.
Jiang Xiao is always exercising, but he can still move him. Lin Chengyu seems to recognize that it is him, and he is quite obedient, but when Jiang Xiao cleans him up, he is a little clingy.
He was sitting in the bathtub, Jiang Xiao didn't plan to let him soak for a long time, just wiped it with some water and changed clothes.
Jiang Xiao pushed him further away.
Then he saw that Lin Chengyu's eyes were all red, and his hand stretched out again, pinching the corner of his clothes.
"Don't leave me Xiaoxiao," he heard the man mutter to himself, "please..."
I don't know what this person is thinking.
Jiang Xiao was thinking about what to do after he liked him again yesterday, at most, he was a little tangled, but Lin Chengyu looked at him and was about to collapse directly.
It's strange, I didn't know how tired I was after insisting on it for so many years, and I don't know why it's like this today.
Nothing happened.
Jiang Xiao asked him why, but the drunkard couldn't utter a complete sentence, he just shed tears and repeatedly said that he hoped that he would not leave again.
For Lin Chengyu, all his courage and persistence came from Jiang Xiao, and at the same time, all his fragility and anxiety also belonged to Jiang Xiao.
After Jiang Xiao wiped his body, he took out a tissue to wipe his tears.
"Why do you like to cry so much?" Jiang Xiao mumbled, feeling helpless, "Okay, I won't leave."
The doctor he looked for came very quickly. After a brief inspection, it was not necessary to send him to the hospital for gastric lavage. He took some anti-alcoholic medicine and vomited a few times. Lin Chengyu probably didn't eat anything today, and he couldn't spit out anything, but After tossing to the middle of the night, it is almost the same.
Jiang Xiao asked him to lie on the bed, and the doctor hung up a bottle of glucose and left. By now, the fight is almost over.
Lin Chengyu was lying on the bed, Jiang Xiao didn't know whether he was awake or not, but his eyes kept looking at him.
"Xiaoxiao."
He spoke, his voice still a little hoarse.
Jiang Xiao leaned to the side, watching that the drip was about to die, pulled out the needle in his hand, removed the bottle, and then responded.
"Don't want me."
After Jiang Xiao heard this, she thought that this was because she had not woken up.
"Go to sleep," Jiang Xiao said, Lin Chengyu was sleepy even if he was not sleepy. "You better give me a reasonable explanation when you wake up tomorrow, otherwise I really don't want you anymore."
He doesn't want to fall in love with a drunk who hides and drinks for a day without seeing anyone.
Lin Chengyu didn't know which key word he heard in his ears. He lowered his eyes and didn't speak. Jiang Xiao turned his head and saw that his eyes were red again, and he couldn't bear it.
He changed his clothes and didn't plan to leave today, rubbed his eyebrows, then got into bed, and slowly nestled in Lin Chengyu's arms.
"what happened to you?"