Chapter 1114
I am Cersei and Hell was made for me!
Before I got down to Hell, there was no Hell in the world. In order to accommodate me, Mother created Hell.
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I used to be the princess of Casterly Rock, the queen of Westeros, the queen of King's Landing, if there is no devaluation of indulgence, maybe, there will be one more today A Cersei Angel, not a Cersei Demon King.
Of course, I don't think oneself is a devil either. The so-called devil is just a contempt for Hell's desperate people by ordinary people.
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I thought the biggest pain in life was not being Prince Rhaegar's wife.
I used to think that the greatest pain in life was Robert crawling on top of me drunk, arching hard, stinking in his mouth, and calling Lyanna's splashy name.
I thought that the moment Joffrey died in front of me, I felt the greatest pain in my life.
I thought that the biggest pain in life was that Jaime ignored my summon and ran away with that very ugly person Brienne instead.
I used to think...
I can now be sure that the greatest pain in life is complete despair with no future in sight.
99999999999!
This is my sentence in Hell and the limit of Hell's sentence.
Can the universe exist for so many years?
At that moment, my faith almost collapsed.
When I just died, I came to a picturesque place full of warm Holy Light, the air seems to be holy milk-white, my body is full of pain, full of exhaustion and pain, In an instant, it all turned into black energy, overflowing from the surface of the body... polluting a radius of 100 meters, you can see how miserable I was at that time, oh!
I know, I was finally freed and came to The legendary Heaven!
I have believed in The Seven since I was a child. After the pain of bereavement of my son and husband, I became more devout to Mother. After being judged by the Church and witnessing the coming of Mother's Divine Vestige, my belief was solid as a rock.
From being tortured to death by Demon Euron to finally seeing Heaven, at that moment, my eyes filled with tears, and Soul sublimated.
Well, I didn't know what happened to oneself at the time, and I didn't understand the teaching of The Seven that was proven like Saint Matthew, I just felt very moved and grateful.
My purest affection for Mother makes my Soul sublime and my body shines brightly.
The fake Crown Prince Aegon next to him has his eyes falling off the ground.
Well, I later learned he was Heaven Receiving and Instructing Envoy.
"Are you really Cersei?" the fake Crown Prince asked foolishly.
"You're the fake Crown Prince Aegon, I've seen your portrait," I said.
The fake Crown Prince seemed to have an arrow in his heart, his body was on the verge of collapse, and he said incredulously: "You actually believe in Mother so devoutly, the Devotion Unit is higher than me at this time, and There's no reason for God? Besides, you actually sublimated Soul into a sub-Angel????????"
I don't quite understand what he said, but he actually doubted my devotion to Mother. Isn't it equivalent to coming to the Red Keep, in front of King, and saying that a courtier is disloyal to King?
Mother is watching from heaven! ! !
I couldn't bear it any longer and argued loudly with him.
The strange thing is that when I got angry, my body was Holy Light again, and the fake Crown Prince opposite seemed to be under invisible pressure, his face was pale, his forehead was instantly filled with sweat, and his spine was bent. In the end, my knees softened and I knelt down in front of me.
"You don't have to, you know what's wrong, this is not a human world, so there is no need to give a big gift." I was shocked. Although the fake Crown Prince is fake, it can be backed by Dragon Queen and can still be in Heaven When Receiving and Instructing Envoy, I was a newcomer, so I can't offend him.
He cried.
First wu wu wiped away his tears, and then burst into tears, like a poor child.
He howled as he cried: "It's true, the Devotion Unit is true, you're a petitioner (Devotion Unit 100-150), and you're even breaking through to Saint.
Soul's sublimation is also true, the divine coercion of the high-level Holy Spirit on ordinary Saints is true and powerful."
I don't know what it means, but I also understand that he is envious and jealous of me.
Well, I have seen too many similar situations.
I know, I have the confidence to play arrogant in front of him.
So, my chest is full of arrogance!
"Aegon, tell me, what is Heaven's current situation and what status will I have?" I squinted at him out of the corner of my eyes.
The fake Crown Prince told me, wiping away tears, as he took me up the stairs to the Isle of Heaven.
"Cersei???!!!"
I saw High Sparrow, he saw me, and his expression was like seeing Mother eating shit.
"It's me, it's a joy to meet old friends!" I stretched out my arms and walked towards him with a big smile.
Get ready to give him a warm hug.
Although Old Zhang's old face still makes me want to vomit, but now he has become the Isle of Heaven Island Lord, I have to have a good relationship with him first, and then use his introduction to connect with Mother.
Wait to get Mother's favor, and get me an Isle of Heaven... Well, build Cersei Heaven.
Then I can throw away the High Sparrow like a stinky sock!
hahaha, as a Tywin with a ***, I've never been short of strategy and shrewdness!
Unfortunately, Sparrow fail to appreciate somebody's kindness, I greeted him with a smile on his face, but his old face was twisted into a devil, and he retreated like a snake.
He also shouted in disbelief: "Shouldn't, can't, Demon Cersei can also go to Heaven? Mother, is your mercy flooded like a flood?"
>"I am guilty, but I have indulgence." I strongly said with a smile.
People around me point fingers to me, and they also have unimaginable expressions on their faces.
The smile on my face isn't so pretty anymore.
"Indulgence is for anti-ghost fighters. Have you killed Others? Or, have you seen Wights?" A baby-faced Maiden pointed at me and yelled.
There are four kinds of people I hate the most in my life: second, women who look younger than me, look better than me, and have the same temperament as me; third, people who oppose me; fourth, who look handsome but ignore me, or looks wretched but fantasy me with wretched eyes.
What, you said I missed a class of people?
Stupid!
The first is of course Imp, dwarf with looks like Imp!
What, you said I misunderstood the prophecy, the "brother" who killed me was Jaime, and I kept misunderstanding Tyrion?
Sorry, I'm used to it, I can't change it.
And, even if the prophecy is wrong, I have 10,000 reasons to hate the Imp, and now I've only lost one.
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Even if an ordinary village girl looks younger and more beautiful than me, and I am broad-minded, I will not take her seriously.
But if the temperament is also better than mine...
I live in the air and cultivate the body. Only people who don't belong to me can have a temperament that surpasses mine.
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That means she can threaten my status.
I am open-minded, but not stupid.
This Maiden with the spear piercing the sun family emblem on her chest is the Little Princess of the Martell family, and 80% is the illegitimate daughter of Red Viper.
Of the four types of people I hate, she has two at once.
"Shut up, I'm the sublime Angel of Soul sublimation, you little mortal, dare to speak to me like this?" I glared at the past, golden light all over my body generously, and the high-level coercion spread in all directions, such as stormy sea, first made the baby face to kneel in horror, and then forced the surrounding people to back up again and again, their faces full of horror.
Well, on the way to Isle of Heaven, the fake Crown Prince has made me understand the state of oneself at this time.
Good!
very good!
"Holy golden light, high pressure????"
High Sparrow cracked.
"No, no, no, Mother is unfair!" Countless people hugged their heads and wailed, and there was a faint black aura surrounding their bodies.
It's nothing to cry alone.
The black air of resentment emanating from a person is nothing.
A person's belief collapses, and it's also nothing.
But now, thousands of people are holding their heads and howling, all exuding a black air of negativity that is incompatible with Heaven... Heaven is about to turn into purgatory.
Damn it!
I have long understood that the more outstanding a person is, the easier it is to attract jealousy.
But this is Heaven, you are all Saints of Heaven!
Shouldn't Saint be virtuous and follow the teachings of The Seven?
The Seven's teaching clearly states: Tolerate the unintentional mistakes of others, and praise the virtues of others loudly.
The better a person is, the more likely they are to be jealous... Am I already so good that even Heaven Saint can't help being jealous?
Then how good I am!
I was wrong, I didn't know enough about oneself excellence.
After all, the fake Crown Prince told me long ago that the current Soul sublimation The Seven believers seem to be only me and Saint Matthew, and the High Sparrow Devotion Unit is the highest, close to sublimation.
"Mother taught us not to let jealousy blind our eyes, and to acknowledge the strengths of others to face up to the shortcomings of oneself." I tried my best to put on Mother's compassionate gesture and taught High Sparrow earnestly.
"Chee--" High Sparrow spewed a multi-colored blip of blood and burst.
I thought he had run away, so I turned my head and continued preaching the teachings of Mother to others.
Isle of Heaven seems to be lit with fireworks, and it's beautiful.
"What are you running for? Asking for advice with humility is also the teaching of The Seven. It's a pity that you can still get on Heaven, and you don't even understand this?" I yelled loudly, and the firecrackers became more urgent.
Not long after, High Sparrow is back.
"Don't panic, Demon Cersei went to Heaven for trial, not Heaven Saint." He loudly said.
"crack crack—" He said, and he conjured a padlock out of thin air and flew over to tie me firmly.
I struggled to no avail.
But I'm not too worried about the trial. I've experienced it too many times, and I'm used to it!
"Cersei, you tortured your brother, do you plead guilty?"
I knelt in front of High Sparrow, and he pointed out that he drew a circle in the void, with a clear picture in it. Picture scroll: A seven- or eight-year-old blond little girl, like pulling a rubber band, pulls hard on the cock of an ugly baby.
I knew right away that this was happening in the Casterly Rock nursery scene.
Maybe, dwarf's dick has grown so long now, thanks to her helping him spill things through excessive enthusiasm when he was a kid?
Hey, think about it, it's disgusting, why did I touch that ugly thing?
"He made mother suffer, I hate him!" I loudly said.
"So, you pleaded guilty?"
"I admit I did these things, but I don't." I'm furious, High Sparrow is vexatious!
"Unreasonable trouble!" High Sparrow shouted loudly, and just wrote a few paragraphs on parchment with a pen.
"You—" My face must have turned red from being so angry.
High Sparrow didn't give me a chance to argue, and continued: "You tortured and killed the maid."
Another picture was displayed in front of everyone. I was eight or nine years old. The teapot filled with boiling water was thrown on the maid's head, and the maid was made to kneel in the corridor outside the house. After one night, the maid developed a high fever, and three days later, the maid died of illness.
I have punished too many maids in my life. After thinking about it for a long time, I finally remembered what that lowly maid did.
"What's wrong with smashing her and punishing her to kneel?"
"You can punish her, but not She should be left alone in the stable, and Maester is not allowed to treat her."
"I want to stand up, my father taught me."
"I want to use you too. For the teaching of The Seven, Mother taught me!"
"Mother will not do this, my Devotion Unit is high, and my Soul is sublimated." I was a little scared.
"Soul sublimation is a reward for your devout belief in Mother, Father is just, Mother is merciful, there are rewards and punishments, rewards and punishments are clear!"
Although High Sparrow is stern, I I saw his eyes smiling and mocking me.
"I admit the guilt of oneself, but I have been judged by the Church when I was alive, and I have confessed and practiced penance for more than a year, even more how I still have indulgence."
I am not convinced!
"Peaceful penance is just a process. Recognizing oneself's mistakes from the bottom of my heart and completely repenting is what the Church trial hopes to achieve.
But you recognize oneself wrong? You repented?" High Sparrow said coldly.
I hurriedly said: "I realized it, and I repented."
"hmph, only the first two crimes, abusing a brother and murdering a servant, you deny it in every possible way and die. Not guilty, what did you repent of?" High Sparrow said with a sneer.
"Uh..." My mind went blank.
Sophistication and eloquence are not my strong suits. Father taught us from childhood that wise words have the same power as sharp swords. If you don't say anything about the hit, the 1st Step will contaminate oneself's hand.
I am wise, but the words of wisdom must be heard by wise people, High Sparrow made it clear that he framed me with flattering words, and this is his territory again...father, you hurt me Miserable for me!
High Sparrow also saw my predicament, and sneered at the seemingly serious, "Church judgment is actually Mother's grace to sinners.
After the judgment, if you realize it before you die, Even if there is no merit value, the sins of the past will be written off.
If there is no Church trial, even if you fully understand and correct your past mistakes, the punishment you deserve will only be reduced.
If you still refuse to repent after the judgment, the sins of the past will be doubled!"
"You are not me, how do you know that I have not repented, is it because I have defended oneself? Or, I Only the first two crimes have not been repented of, how about the latter crimes, I have fully realized it?"
After this remark finished, I could not help but feel a little smug in my heart.
Although I am honest and not good at sophistry, my quick wit should surpass that of my father, right?
"You can deceive your oneself, but you can't deceive the fair Father!"
High Sparrow's eyes twinkled golden light, at that moment, I felt that oneself's heart was also Seen through by him.
It's scary!
My mind was a mess, I couldn't refute any more, I let him go on about my crimes.
He seems to be able to read my life, from childhood to death, the sins of a lifetime, every detail, not a single one, a total of more than 500 crimes.
"Cersei Lannister, you are so sinful that you deserve to be in Hell, 99.9 billion years! You have enjoyed the Church trial, but you still don't repent, add one more crime, and double your sentence, but the maximum sentence for a Hell prisoner is only 99999999999 Year-"
"Wait, I have indulgence!"
"Having deducted 50 sins of indulgence redemption." High Sparrow coldly said.
"Hahaha, it's heartwarming."
"As it should be, Father is just!"
I was terrified, but the bastards nearby cheered loudly.
I got down to Hell.
Hell first layer, there are eighteen penalty divisions, and I go back and forth between the eighteen divisions every day and night.
A tongue-pulling division, all living people who sow discord, slander and harm others, glib tongue, argue with others, lie and deceive people, will be cast into the tongue-pushing division after death.
The ferocious-looking devil opened my mouth, clamped my tongue with iron pliers, and slowly stretched it out, one foot, two feet, three feet... It hurts my heart, screaming I couldn't even scream. At first, my tongue was only two feet long. After decades, thirty meters is not the limit.
Blade Mountain Division, intentional homicide, slaughter of animals beyond what is required for food, and entry into the Blade Mountain Division after death.
Two little devils strip my clothes, naked and climb Blade Mountain.
This time, my mouth is not blocked, so I can howl, and I howl as I crawl.
Also at Blade Mountain, I met Aunt Genna, the fat, fat woman.
It's been cut so badly by countless blades that I almost didn't recognize it.
Oh, she recognized me first.
At Blade Mountain, we didn't talk much.
After that, we met frequently, not only Aunt Genna, but also many familiar nobles and unfamiliar commoners.
Seeing them wailing miserably, I suddenly felt less pain.
Gradually, I learned how to survive torture: pretending that oneself is the executioner who is punishing others.
In this way, when I meet someone who is especially miserable, I will still be laughed heartily.
I'm happier when they look horrified when they hear my laughter.
Even after hearing about Casterly Rock's encounter with the Westerlands from other people, I didn't stop laughing.
To be honest, the pain that my father died 10,000 times was not as painful as the one-hour Hell sentence.
Daddy can't shake my heart, even more how others?
Jaime is still alive anyway.
Later, I was frying with a group of Evil Spirits in a frying pan, and accidentally bumped into Euron, the guy was blown out of shit, and I couldn't help laughed heartily again.
Although my belly swelled and exploded in the oil pan, and my feces flowed out, but seeing Euron's tragic appearance, I had the feeling of Soul sublimation again.
Suddenly, a frightened cry came from the side.
Then, I was half-cooked and picked up by the Giant demon with chopsticks.
“Cersei, someone is visiting the prison.”
I, crispy on the outside and tender on the inside, really impossible to move even a little bit, even twisting my neck, I would make shredded fried chicken Like a crisp sound.
"Who is it?" The melted flesh smeared my eyes and was fried to a crisp. I pulled hard and pulled out a whitish eyeball.
Turn my eyes in the direction from which the cry came, and I vaguely saw a puffy woman.
I don't know.
"Who are you?" I shook my charred body, and a fragrant blue smoke overflowed from the torn joints.
Of course, a tattered belly also stinks of fried shit.
"ahhhh, don't come here, don't come here, I want to go back, wu wu wu, I want to go home." The fat woman waved her hands vigorously, stepped back, and handed me over to see her face clearly Eyeballs were fanned out.
Just as I was lying on the ground and groping for my dropped eyeballs, the woman gave a "sou" and left again.
It wasn't until several decades later that I learned from someone else that the person visiting me this time was Jenny from Faircastle.
Jenny and Meera are my childhood friends, Meera is my Knight's daughter, and Jenny is the hostage.
Her father dared to lead Fair Isle to build Casterly Rock after my father made the "Castamere" major event, but my father only sent a poet to Faircastle to play and sing a song "Rain of Castamere", Daddy Jenny knelt down.
Speaking of Jenny, I also have to sigh: stupid people have stupid blessings!
In those days, I, Jenny, and Meera went to Maggy the Frog together, but fat Jenny was cowardly. When she saw Maggy's terrifying appearance, she ran out of the Woods Witch tent crying. .
As a result, she didn't hear Maggy the Frog's vicious prophecy.
Meera Ya told me that as long as others don't know, the prophecy will not come true.
I took it for granted, tricked her into a deserted small courtyard that night, pushed her into a well, where she was screaming and fussing, and eventually...well, I seem to help. witch fulfilled the prophecy?
Meera asks witch: Will I marry Jaime?
The witch gave a "geigeigei" grin: Your virginity will be taken away by maggots, Little Sister, your Death God will come tonight. Haven't smelled her yet? She is right next to you.
Unfortunately, when I took Casterly Rock's bodyguards to find Maggy the next morning, she disappeared.
I figured if Jenny didn't run away, I wouldn't mind having her with Meera... oh, Mother, goodness, goodness, it's not right to think that way, murder Meerayajean I've got tens of millions of years in prison, but I can't... No, my sentence has reached the upper limit, kill that fat whore Jenny, it doesn't matter, anyway, I... alas, 999 Billion years, when will it end?
The more I think about Jenny, the angrier I get. She was the best among the three young ladies. Later, she gave birth to more than a dozen children, none of them died, but my poor Myrcella was the only one left.
Why? That guy is fat and cowardly, why is he so lucky?
In the following days, while I was tortured, I sincerely prayed to Mother: let fatty Jenny come down to Hell and be my company!
But before Jenny got down, my fat aunt was leaving.
"Ah, my good nephew Tyrion, it's worth it when I hurt you so much when I was a child, I still remember to send the aunt's merits, wu wu wu, I'm finally free!"
Originally with me Aunt Genna, whose Soul was shattered by the iceberg, suddenly became golden light all over her body, her bluish-white ghost-like face returned to ruddy, and she fluttered to a void where the holy sound was faint and the Holy Light was streaked.
I understood right away: aunt cleansed her sins and went to Heaven.
"aunt, Genna aunt, help me, take me with me." I was tearing my heart out on the iceberg of punishing sluts.
Well, the real heartbreaker, Ice froze the internal organs.
"Cersei, I can only get rid of Tyrion, he has great merit, but I don't."
Tyrion......
The moment , I swear in my heart: As long as Tyrion is willing to redeem me, I will sincerely be his brother and sister.
Six months have passed, and no merit has fallen on me. I swear in my heart: As long as Tyrion is willing to help me, I am willing to repent to him.
After another six months, I swear to myself: Even if Tyrion makes unreasonable demands on me, I will reluctantly agree, provided that he can save me from Hell.
After another six months, my hatred for Tyrion sublimated to a new realm.
For two years, he did not give me any kind of morality.
It was also at that time that I met someone who changed my destiny.
Shiera Seastar!