Chapter 49:

Chapter 49:

She gently opened Xiao Zi's limbs, her hands around her neck, her legs wrapped around her waist, and finally put a pillow in her arms, so that it would be easy for people to escape. It's just that after changing the pillow, Xiao Zi obviously felt uncomfortable, frowned slightly, and released it after changing to a sleeping position.

This kid's sleeping position is really bad.

Squinting into the bathroom, after washing your face with cold water, the whole person is refreshed. I stayed up until two o'clock last night, which is not too late in Roman's history of staying up late, but the sudden disruption of work and rest will make people uncomfortable.

After spending ten minutes washing up, Roman came out of the bathroom and went directly to the living room. Roman's apartment is the most minimalist type, but there is no such place as a dining room. When eating, you sit directly on the cushions in front of the table.

Roman's usual breakfast is very simple, spread a little butter on a piece of bread, and a glass of milk is enough. Even if Yuchuan came, it didn't mean that the breakfast would be enriched, but an egg would be added on top of the original. For this reason, for Roman, who can only lick the cold little butter, he has already felt great satisfaction.

"Didn't you wake up Xiao Zi? I remember you going to the shrine later, right?"

"It's okay, maybe Xiao Zi will sleep at home all day..."

Creatures like monsters are originally creatures that rest during the day and make trouble at night. Even if Roman consciously wants to make Xiao Zi's physiological habits into human habits, the effect is very small, and activities in the morning and evening are already for her. It's the limit. During the day, I spend more time hiding in the shadows to rest. But think about it, Xiao Zi can go to sleep with Roman at night, doesn't it mean that Xiao Zi sleeps more than 16 hours a day? The problem is that she doesn't feel uncomfortable, and she has been able to maintain this habit. It has to be said that youkai are really terrible creatures.

Yuchuan took a deep look at Roman, and then at Xiao Zi, who was curled up on the bed, and finally held back her question.

She is such a person, even if she knows something is wrong, even if she really wants to know, she still accepts the unreasonable phenomenon tolerantly. Compared with his own curiosity, Han Chuan does not want to cause trouble to others, especially Roman...

However, Yuchuan in the past was not the type to indulge others. For mistakes and unreasonable things, she would definitely find a way to correct them instead of letting them make mistakes again and again. She is a serious person and lives on the basis of "correctness", and her life and actions are also based on this benchmark, so there is a saying that "Tsubasa Yukawa is always right".

Only in front of Roman, only in front of him, Yukawa will relax his sincere character, loosen his requirements to treat others again and again, and always focus on him in front of everything about Roman.

When did it start?

Yukawa unconsciously bit the bread with the egg in it, and his consciousness began to drift.

A simple breakfast didn't take much time, it was done before nine o'clock, and it was time for Roman to go out.

"Remember to pay attention to safety on the road."

"I see, Yuchuan, you are more and more like an old mother."

"Roman!" "Hey, I know I'm wrong, Mr. Yukawa."

Seeing Roman who was starting to cheat, Han Chuan sighed helplessly.

"There will be a strength test soon, Roman needs to spend more time studying."

"I see, but it doesn't seem to work today, does Yukawa have time tomorrow?"

Roman had already put on his shoes, and he took the key from Yukawa.

"No problem, I'll come over early tomorrow to review your homework for you."

Roman asked tentatively, "Eleven at noon?"

"I'll be here at eight in the morning."

Okay, it seems that I can't stay up late tonight. If I find that I have no energy when reviewing tomorrow, I will probably be preached all day long.

"Call me when Xiao Zi wakes up."

"Please come back early."

"See you tomorrow." "See you tomorrow."

Chapter 98 Chapter 63 Sanae's Decision

Such a calm and warm morning is undoubtedly enjoyable. Life is not a big adventure, it does not need to be thrilling, and the calm daily life is more likeable. If you could, it would be perfect to add a little passion to your peaceful life.

Roman doesn't have too many extravagant demands on life. Right now, he just wants to live a normal life. If he can, he hopes to get good grades in the college entrance examination. He can enter a medical school at the university and become a general doctor after graduating from college. However, judging from Roman's current academic performance, it seems that it is not easy to enter a medical school.

Thinking wildly, after spending forty minutes on the tram, Roman finally arrived at the station.

Today is the weekend. In my memory, today's Moriya Shrine is visited by many people, but recently, the number of visitors to Moriya Shrine has begun to decrease. From today's passers-by, you can see the situation of Moriya Shrine. Roman went all the way from the foot of the mountain to Moriya Shrine, including the neighbors who lived nearby. After all, Roman did not see more than ten people.

I can't help but think of the scene when I was recruited by Mrs. Dongfenggu to Moriya Shrine. At that time, Moriya Shrine was also so depressed, and the huge shrine gave people a sense of desolation.

When he reached the stairs, Roman saw Sanae who was also walking up the stairs.

The shrine maiden's costume with leaky armpits is very recognizable, but the less serious shrine maiden costume with a dignified posture makes people feel funny, but Roman, who has seen it a lot, is used to it, so there is no such feeling. Several tourists passing by greeted the shrine maiden, and Sanae returned their salutes one by one. Inadvertently, Roman noticed the sadness on Sanae's face.

Just a fourteen-year-old child, perhaps soon to be fifteen years old, even if he has mastered the entire Moriya Shrine, Sanae is still a simple girl. Although she tried her best to hide the worry between her brows, Roman, who had been caring about her and taking care of her, could see through her cover with just a glance.

Or is it because of Suwako? Or did Suwako and Kanako leave?

The latter seems unlikely. If they have already left Moriya Shrine, Roman should have been notified before leaving.

Roman walked over quickly, and when she came to Sanae, she still couldn't find that Roman was beside her, but she didn't know where she was wandering.

"Good morning, Sanae."

"Good morning... eh? Roman wow!"

Perhaps because he was too surprised that Roman would suddenly appear, Sanae's footsteps were shaky, and he almost fell off the stairs. Of course, it was only a short distance away. Roman, who was beside him, would never let such a thing happen. He helped Sanae's body in time.

"Scared you? I'm so sorry. But you're in a bad state today. Did something happen?"

Sanae hesitated, trying to get closer to Roman, but when he raised his foot, he seemed to be afraid of something, and finally took a step back.

"Sanae?"

"I'm sorry, Roman." Sanae suddenly lowered his head and apologized to Roman.

"Huh? Why did you suddenly apologize?"

"No, I..." Sanae hesitated, biting her lip in the end, but couldn't say anything.

"Forget it if you don't want to." Roman shook his head. Although Sanae's sudden apology made him curious, she didn't seem to want to continue talking, and Roman wouldn't continue to ask, "No matter what Sanae did, I'll forgive you."

"I actually..." "Shh—"

Roman pressed Sanae's lips to stop her from continuing.

"Don't say anything you don't want to say. Sanae, did you do something to hurt me?"

"It's not like this, I won't hurt Roman..." "That's enough. Sanae, you don't need to apologize, I also know that Sanae won't hurt me, so I don't need to continue to struggle. If you wait until someday, you feel good Let me know when you're ready."

The time between the two is actually not long, probably more than three months. Except at the beginning to take care of Mrs. Dongfenggu and her who had not yet mastered the affairs of the shrine, she came here almost every day during that vacation, and her contact has become less and less. But the shortened time together does not mean that the relationship between the two is estranged. On the contrary, they still maintain a close connection.

Roman is still taking care of Sanae, standing up when she needs it, but always trying his best to be lazy. On the other hand, Sanae, a younger sister who had never been sensible, gradually grew into a shrine maiden, but her reliance on Roman has never diminished.

Perhaps on that day, this relationship will slowly fade away, but at this moment, the two are still as close as family.

Sanae's stubborn expression is worrying. Although there is nothing wrong with the work of the shrine maiden, the senses are not very good. Fortunately, there are not many customers now, so it does not cause much impact.

However, Roman was still worried, but it was not easy to continue questioning Sanae, so he found someone else. After all, it was only a week away from the last meeting, no matter what happened, it was impossible for Sanae to hide from the other two guests of Moriya Shrine.

In the backyard, Roman found Kanako and Suwako.

Suwako squatted under a big tree alone, holding a branch in her hand and fiddling with the ants on the ground. Although she couldn't tell the expression, she seemed to be enjoying it. But looking at it from a distance, it's a bit like a frog that has found insects to eat, but this frog is unexpectedly huge...well, it's quite cute.

On the other hand, Kanako has been sitting on the cushions in the house and eating snacks all day, feeling that this guest is too much, and came to Moriya Shrine just to eat and drink?

Because he didn't want to disturb Suwako's interest, Roman could only find Kanako.

"You said Sanae, of course I know."

After she took a bite, she put down the rice cake, and Kanako looked at Roman with an unhappy expression on her face.

Although he didn't say anything yet, Roman was relieved. Although she claims to be a distant relative, Kanako's relationship with Sanae will not be faked. Now Kanako's bland expression is enough to make Roman understand that this is actually not an important matter. Even the last time I saw her, the cloud caused by Suwako seemed to have disappeared.

"What should I say?" An embarrassed look appeared on Kanako's face, and she scratched her face embarrassedly with a few grains of rice cake, "Didn't you say something happened to Suwako's house last time? ?"

"solved?"

"How can there be such a good thing! - Phew! In fact, we originally planned to leave and would not come back, after all, it is a little far away... You should consider it as going abroad. And Sanae's side no longer needs us to worry. So Suwako and I can leave with peace of mind. However, after discussing it recently, we have made another plan - if possible, we hope to be able to leave with Sanae."

Kanako's eyes began to drift, not daring to face Roman's gaze.

——Sanae...you want to leave?

Roman felt as if his heart was being grasped fiercely.

Is it because of this? Why does Sanae feel sorry for him?

Roman touched his chest, it was the same as usual, but it gave people a feeling of emptiness, and it was as uncomfortable as being blocked by something.

"why?"

"No reason? I just think it's better for Sanae." Kanako looked at Roman apologetically, "Whether or not to leave together is actually up to Sanae, but she has made a decision recently. In fact, this The person who suffers the most is Sanae. Whether it is you or us, they are important people to Sanae. They are family members who will not be separated unless they have to. It is a pain to be separated from me and Suwako. Separation is also a pain, and for the past few days, the child has been suffering from constant choices, and it is difficult for her to accept whether or not to make a decision."

Yes, whether it is Kanako and Suwako, or Roman, they are all people who can't let go of Sanae. Choosing one side means leaving the other, and this multiple-choice search is full of painful decisions. If this is a question, then there is no correct answer to this question from the beginning, the process of selection and the result of selection, the most painful person is Sanae himself who has the right to choose.

"If only Sanae didn't know this. Maybe for her, it's not a bad thing to be able to spend her life at Moriya Shrine in a normal way, and find an ordinary person (?) to marry and have children to spend her life, but she is still know about it."

This choice is really a painful process. That's why she apologized to Roman when they met? Because she finally chose Kanako and Suwako, and gave up Roman?

In fact, no matter which side she chooses, no one will ever blame her, but will support her choice. Kanako, Suwako, and Roman were not qualified to intervene in Sanae's choice. Even if she hoped she could choose this side, she could only wait silently in her heart.

"Sanae... I've always admired you, although I don't know what's good about you until now." Kanako smacked her lips in displeasure, and her eyes became even more unkind when she looked at Roman, "You are very good to her. , to the point that even relatives may not be able to do it. But it is precisely because you are so kind to her that Sanae feels that she has been indebted, and has been trying to make up for you, but you are nothing. It doesn't look like she doesn't want it, and it's hard to do it. This time Sanae chooses to leave with us, which means she doesn't even have the chance to repay in the end, so what else can she do other than apologise?"

Although she has never had such an experience, Kanako can understand this feeling. Not to mention, you can still see similar plots on various TV stations at eight o'clock every night. The choice between love and family, is it love or family? In the end is to give up love or give up family? Although many plots have a perfect ending in the end, how can life be perfect?

It's not that she didn't persuade Sanae to think carefully, but Sanae chose them in the end. Gensokyo is not a place to enter if she wants to. Five hundred years ago until now, Kanako saw Yakumo Zi for the first time, and she was introduced to Gensokyo because of her lack of combat power to attack the moon. Although it's not that Kanako didn't think about bargaining with Yakumo Zi, but let's not say whether he can find Yakumo Zi, and this party doesn't seem to have the advantage of negotiating conditions, Kanako has to make the worst plan.

"Only in this matter, Suwako and I can't do anything. The only person who can comfort her is you. Whether it's to let her leave with us in peace or to persuade her to come down, it's fine for me anyway. As for Suwako, as long as Sanae can be happy."

Kanako seems to have given the right to choose Roman, does she think Roman can really control Sanae's choice? However, whether it can be done or not, it is also a difficult choice for Roman: is it to persuade Sanae to stay and give up Kanako and Suwako? Or persuade Sanae to leave him and leave with Kanako and Suwako?

Just as Kanako said, as long as Sanae can be happy.

However, either choice will not make Sanae happy.

Roman left the room without hesitation and wanted to talk to Sanae. He glanced at Suwako, who was still crouching under the tree, and finally walked over.

"Suwako, what are you doing?"

Suwako, who lowered his head and fiddled with the ants, raised his head, and at that moment, Roman felt as if he was being stared at by four eyes.

"You knew already?"

"Know what... yes, I know."

Suwako suddenly asked a question that made Roman confused, but he quickly realized that he was talking about Sanae leaving with them.

Suwako gave up the ants she was very interested in, stood up from the original squatting position, and looked at Roman with dilated pupils.

"Me, Kanako, and Sanae like you very much. If Sanae wants to leave with us, would you like to go with us?"

"I……"

At this moment, Roman wanted to promise Suwako to leave here with Sanae. However, this was just a momentary idea, and the idea disappeared quickly, and was even rejected by Roman Reigns.

Although it is a good choice to follow them away, don't forget that there is still someone waiting for him in his home.

- Yukawa Tsubasa.

The girl who has been taking care of her tenderly, is willing to spend time every day helping her review her homework, is willing to clean up his room when he is lazy, and is willing to explain all kinds of common sense and problems to him without being annoying or boring. An ordinary girl who is willing to spend all her free time on him without asking for anything in return.

"Sorry."

In an instant, Roman felt Sanae's pain. I believe this multiple-choice question will haunt him for some time to come.

To leave or to stay, that is the real dilemma.

PS: I was dizzy for a day today, and the manuscript is -1. It has been sold out, and the full attendance is worrying.

There are still exams in two days, don't you plan to milk the author Jun?

Chapter 99 Chapter 64

Suwako nodded, then said nothing. Although her eyes didn't change, it made Roman feel a sense of disappointment. It seemed that she really hoped that Roman would leave with them.

It's not the first time I've heard the phrase "We like you a lot", Kanako had said the same thing before. Because I like it, because I feel relieved, I give Sanae to Roman. Because I like it, I hope Roman can follow them away. But unfortunately, Roman is doomed to let them down.

"Actually, I'd like to know what happened to you. Please let me know if you can, maybe I can help."

"Roman, I can't help you."

Is this the only one? Suwako was reluctant to continue talking. It seemed that Roman was asking the wrong person. If it was Kanako, he would have revealed more information. But since Suwako can't help Roman Reigns, it's probably because Roman Reigns is an ordinary person, an outsider.

Rubbing Suwako's frog hat, Roman left. Walking out of the backyard, when he went to the worship hall, he found that no one was there, neither the visiting guests nor Sanae, Roman went to the position of the temple. Glancing over from the outside, and seeing no one inside, Roman turned and left. Speaking of which, there is a very funny thing. From the first time he entered Moriya Shrine to the present, he has not entered the shrine for more than three months, and he does not know which **** is enshrined in the shrine. Because Roman does not believe in gods, compared to relying on gods, the power that Roman can use far exceeds the limit of Shinto gods.

However, using extraordinary power with a mortal body requires a heavy price. He is fortunate that he has not needed to use that power beyond the limit until now.

After leaving the temple, Roman walked towards the residential area. The residential area was on the other side, but it was figured out with the backyard, but the entrances and exits on both sides were far apart, so Roman would naturally not walk around the backyard.