Chapter 51:
Shen Juan saw Luo Qinghe for the first time at the age of six, when he had just started elementary school.
When Luo Qinghe came back from Hong Kong that day, Shen Wan heard Mother Shen talk about his little uncle for the first time.
Probably when he was a teenager, he was young and rebellious. His family didn't support the things he liked. He didn't want to give up. After a big fight, he packed up and left and ran to Hong Kong the next day.
Xiao Shenran was actually a little surprised when he saw Luo Qinghe, and felt that his brief and rebellious life trajectory profile did not match his appearance and temperament.
Just like his name, this little uncle is a gentle man like a spring breeze.
In fact it is.
Shen Juan has been tired since he was a child. He is not very interested in what other children play, but he likes to play with slingshots. Every day after school, he huddles in his room and plays with those small slingshots.
But the other children listened to his words very much, liked to run behind his buttocks, and asked him to go out to play in the mud every day.
Shen's father and Shen's mother are actually very worried. Compared with other children's children, their own children are not sunny at all, and they even seem to be a little withdrawn, which makes them worry about whether they have chosen the wrong name.
It shouldn't have been called tired in the first place, who came up with this bad name? It had a huge impact on my son's character!
Mother Shen tried to change his name to something like Shen Lively, Shen Cheerful or something.
Although it sounds a bit ugly, it has a good meaning. If he can play mud with his little classmates lively from now on, it will be worth it.
But at that time, Xiao Shen Juan had already made up his mind. He didn't want it, and Mother Shen couldn't, so the name was called that way.
This phenomenon was alleviated after Luo Qinghe returned. Luo Qinghe lived and returned to the Luo family's old house, on the first floor of the small alley. He also saved a lot of money over the years, bought the next door and built a studio.
Xiao Shen Juan finally knew what Luo Qinghe was doing. He painted on others, but he couldn't wash them off.
Xiao Shen Juan felt that he didn't quite understand his little uncle, why you can't draw on paper if you like to draw.
Can also be painted on the wall.
Why do you want to paint on people, but you can't erase them?
After that, what should I do if I don't like it, what should I do if I make a mistake, and what should I do if I regret it, there is no eraser to erase it.
Although he didn't quite understand it, it was new.
New and novel things will attract a little children's attention more or less. In addition, Shen's father and Shen's mother are very busy with work, and Shen is tired and young. Before Luo Qinghe didn't come back, the family hired several aunts to take care of him. Now When Luo Qinghe came back, Xiao Shenran stayed with him all day long.
Luo Qinghe took him to and from school, took care of his food and clothing, taught him to draw, reasoned with him, and talked to him about interesting things he had spent outside these years.
He is a very gentle and delicate person. Shen Juan spent more time with his uncle than with his parents in the years when his outlook on life was gradually established. Under his subtle influence.
Until one day, Luo Qinghe brought a child back.
The child looked about the same age as Shen Juan. He was thin and small, his body was dirty, and the exposed skin was full of bruises and scars, which looked shocking.
Shen Wan frowned and went to the inner room to get the medicine box, and then went to the kitchen to pour him a glass of warm water.
Luo Qinghe helped the child deal with the wound, with a focused and gentle expression: "Is your name Nie Xinghe?"
The child sniffed and made a low "um".
"Look, we both have the same name," Luo Qinghe said with a smile, "We have a lot of fate."
...
There is a fart.
In the corridor of the teaching building at dusk in the late autumn, the windows are open on the shady side, and there is no sunlight all the year round, which is cold and humid.
Shen Yan's hand was heavy, and he didn't even seem to have any plans to stop. Lin Yujing quickly came back to his senses and called him.
As if he didn't hear it, he grabbed the collar of Ning Yuan's clothes and sank sharply, and punched him again. Ning Yuan was pulled diagonally by him, and the blood between his fingers dripped out and dripped onto his school uniform jacket.
Lin Yu was startled and called him again, a little anxious: "Shen tired!"
Shen Juan finally stopped, without turning his head, he still lowered his eyes.
Lin Yu walked over in shock, grabbed his wrist and tugged, and said in a low voice, "There are surveillance cameras in the school, do you want to take another year off?"
Shen Wan let go.
The three of them were standing together now, Lin Yujing still couldn't hold back, glanced at the monitoring position, turned to the side to find a blind spot, and kicked Ning Yuan's key part.
When she finally held back her strength, Ning Yuan groaned, took a half step back, leaning against the wall and sliding down.
Lin Yu bowed his head in shock: "Student Ning, unify your confession, you blocked me at the door of the women's toilet today, and you verbally harassed me and attacked me mentally. wrong?"
Ning Yuan raised his head with a pale face, looked at her stiffly and in disbelief, cold sweat ran down his temples, and he was speechless.
Lin Yujing continued: "If you don't speak, I'll take it as your tacit consent, and we'll take it as if nothing happened. Of course, if you don't agree, you have to agree, because I want it to be black, but it's black. , I want it to be white, it is white, you must not be able to tell me, you will be the one who will be unlucky then, do you believe it?"
Ning Yuan sat on the ground against the wall and looked at her: "You haven't wavered at all, you like him so much?"
Lin Yu's fingers gripped Shen Wan's wrist tightly.
Ning Yuan reluctantly twitched the corners of his mouth: "It doesn't seem like there's nothing at all."
Lin Yujing didn't want to listen to him anymore, and dragged Shen Jian out.
There was no one on the playground outside the teaching building, only a few boys were playing on the far side of the outdoor basketball court. Lin Yujing pulled him to the other side of the basketball hoop.
Shen Juan didn't speak the whole time, and let her pull him forward. She stopped and he stopped too.
Lin Yu looked up in shock, looked at him, and the fire burst into flames inexplicably: "Are you not taking a year off from school enough? Do you still want to buy one get one free, and come back to be my apprentice next year?"
"Ah," Shen Juan was silent for a while, his voice hoarse, "Ah, I'm sorry."
Lin Yu stared at him in shock.
She didn't know what to say anymore, and she didn't think much about it at the time, Shen Juan's reaction was too out of control, she just felt that she couldn't let him stay there.
Lin Yujing had hardly seen Shen Jian like this. The last time he was on the street, he met his former tablemate.
She couldn't control herself at the time.
The last person I liked very much, and I can't wake up in this life. It's fake to say that I don't want to be unshakable and not affect it. Shen Juan's reaction told her plainly that although Ning Yuan is a **** and needs to be beaten, he is right. I'm afraid the truth is half way up.
He seemed to know Shen Yan very well, and his words were like knives, stabbing people's dead ends one by one.
Lin Yujing was suddenly at a loss. This was his past, or the part he didn't want to be probed.
In fact, she didn't even have a position to be shaken or influenced.
The two of them didn't speak. After a few minutes of silence, Shen Juan sighed and leaned on the basketball hoop: "Do you have any problems—"
The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and Shen Juan was interrupted halfway through his words.
In about a minute or two, the students came out of the teaching building one after another, and the playground was instantly occupied by half.
Shen Jian didn't speak again, the two entered the teaching building silently, and when they reached the stairs, Lin Yu glanced at the bathroom, and Ning Yuan was no longer there.
The last class meeting was occupied by Wang Dinosaur and the math teacher in turn. The math teacher Wang Dinosaur in the first half of the class and the second half of the class talked about the papers that had been in the classroom before.
Wang Dinosaur spoke very fast, and the topic knowledge points were relatively dense. Lin Yujing stopped talking to Shen Juan, and listened to the lectures attentively. Although after this kind of thing happened, it was actually a little difficult to concentrate. .
When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Wang Dinosaur held down the class for a few minutes, finished the whole paper, and finally reminded them excitedly that the final exam was imminent.
Although Wang Dinosaur and Liu Fujiang have different personalities, they have one thing in common. They are both full of enthusiasm for the academic performance of the tenth class students, and firmly believe that the next exam will be the beginning of their sudden awakening and study hard to soar.
When he finally left, Lin Yujing's phone just rang.
As soon as she picked it up, Fu Mingxiu asked, "Are you out of school yet?"
The voice was quite loud, and Shen Fan turned his head to the side.
"Let's go, what advice do you have?" Lin Yu said in shock.
"I'm at the gate of your school now, the same street as before," Fu Mingxiu said, "I hope to see you in five minutes."
Lin Yujing stopped the movement of stuffing the physics book into the schoolbag: "Ah? I have to go back to the bedroom to get my luggage."
Fu Mingxiu hung up the phone.
Lin Yu was startled: "..."
Does this person know how to be polite?
Did the phone hang up?
She glanced at the time, folded the homework paper handed out and stuffed it into her schoolbag, got up and walked outside the classroom.
Shen Wan looked at her silently.
He heard the voice on the phone just now. Although he couldn't make out what he was saying, he could vaguely hear the voice of a man.
If it was normal, he would probably ask.
Not probably, he would definitely ask.
Lin Yu walked to the door of the classroom in surprise, paused, turned his head and looked at him worriedly: "You will go back directly in a while, right?"
Shen Jian sat in the seat: "Well."
"You won't go to Ning Yuan again, will you." She confirmed again and again.
"Well," Shen Yan looked at her, her voice still a little hoarse, her eyes were heavy, and she looked slack, "I will listen to you."
Lin Yu was speechless.
She felt that something in her heart suddenly softened.
She pursed her lips, said nothing, turned her head and walked out of the classroom.
Lin Yujing didn't like the shuttle bus parked directly in front of the school. Fu Mingxiu had sent her off twice, and he knew her stinky problem. For this, he gave her basic respect and care.
It was fifteen minutes after Lin Yujing picked up a suitcase and got into the car, Master Fu sat in the driver's seat impatiently and glanced sideways at her: "I'm holding on to the time, if you show up one minute later, I drove and left."
Lin Yu said calmly in shock: "There is a direct subway to the school, so it's just a ten-minute walk."
"..."
Fu Mingxiu pointed at her: "Stop talking, I'm afraid I'll really throw you out of the car."
Lin Yujing obediently leaned back into his seat, quietly looked out the window, and didn't speak any more.
On the way, Fu Mingxiu looked at her from the rearview mirror several times.
Today this girl is a little shy.
He turned the steering wheel onto the bridge, and asked casually, "You were dumped?"
Lin Yu was stunned for a while, then turned his head sideways: "Huh?"
"You look like you were dumped now," Fu Mingxiu laughed at her, "Why, the boy you like has someone you like?"
"..."
bang.
A big rock fell from the sky and pressed heavily on Lin Yujing's body, smashing her to the point of vomiting blood.
Lin Yu was shocked and stared at him for almost half a minute, her eyes were sore, she blinked and sighed.
Looking at her reaction, Fu Mingxiu was indeed surprised: "Really dumped?"
"Control your schadenfreude expression, the corners of your mouth are grinning to the top of your head." Lin Yu said listlessly.
"I just didn't expect you to be dumped," Fu Mingxiu continued to laugh at her. "It's a pity I didn't see it with my own eyes. Next time there is such a good show, say hello to me in advance."
"First of all, I haven't been dumped. I don't even have a boyfriend, and I don't plan to fall in love." Lin Yu said in shock.
Fu Mingxiu waited for a few seconds, but didn't hear the next sentence: "What's next?"
"Nothing else, and secondly, I haven't thought about it yet," Lin Yujian leaned his head against the car window, and suddenly said, "Brother."
Fu Mingxiu shook his hand on the steering wheel and glanced at her vigilantly: "What are you trying to do?"
"...What do you mean and what do you want to do?"
Fu Mingxiu said, "You little girl is full of bad water. Every time you call me that, it's not a good thing."
"..." Lin Yujing decided not to care about him, paused, and asked with some difficulty: "You men—boys, is Bai Yueguang the kind of existence that will never be forgotten in this life?"
"It's not so absolute. There is no feeling that you can't forget in this life. When you meet someone who is more suitable, you don't just forget it," Fu Mingxiu said. It's full moonlight."
"Is this Bai Yueguang lying in the hospital because of you and can't wake up for the rest of his life?" Lin Yujing asked tentatively.
Fu Mingxiu was silent for a few seconds, then asked sincerely, "I can't wake up in this life and I'm still lying in the hospital. Is it dead or not?"
Lin Yu sighed again in surprise: "How do I know."
Fu Mingxiu glanced at her again: "If it is this kind of white moonlight, I suggest you give up, you will never forget it for the rest of your life."
Lin Yu leaned his head against the window of the car in shock and did not speak.
Fu Mingxiu drove faster than Old Li. When they got home, Guan Xiangmei and Meng Weiguo were both at home. Lin Yujing changed into a suit and went downstairs to have dinner.
Guan Xiangmei talked to her enthusiastically as usual, but Lin Yujing was able to keep things simple throughout the whole process, and he couldn't even get the slightest interest. Xiangan went upstairs after dinner.
No. 8 Middle School has a lot of homework on weekends. She checked the time and took out all the papers from her schoolbag. First, she chose the easiest English for her to start. One hour.
Then she pulled out the physics and poked her chin with the pen cap while reviewing the questions.
The person you liked before was not necessarily a girl.
It was rumored in the school that Shen Juan had beaten his deskmate half to death. When they met on the street, Lin Yu was shocked to see that he didn't lack arms or legs.
Rumors are not credible.
Can't take what other people say.
And again, such a disgusting person.
Lin Yu was amazed at the young man's words "I will listen to you" a few hours ago.
The voice is very soft, and the end words are bit soft.
She patted the pen on the table, glanced at the half-written physical paper, and glanced at the time.
Eight O'clock.
It's not too late either.
She pushed the table and stood up, grabbed her phone and keys, walked out of the room, and went downstairs.
There was no one in the living room, the lights in the kitchen were on, Aunt Zhang was probably tidying up, Lin Yujing softly walked to the door against the wall and opened the door.
This matter is familiar again and again, and this series of actions does not even require a brain, and the body operates automatically.
She went to 7-11 to buy two dozen beers and a bag of snacks, and walked to Shen Juan's studio.
She forgot to call him or send a text message. She carried a heavy bag like that and walked to the door of the studio like sleepwalking, looking through the iron door and seeing the darkness inside, with no light coming out. At that time, he came back to his senses a little dazedly.
yes.
What if this person isn't there.
But doesn't he live here?
Lin Yujing hesitated for a moment, raised his hand, and pressed his fingertips against the black iron door, gently touching it.
The door was unlocked, pushed open.
The small yard was silent, the door lights were not turned on, the curtains were drawn, and the room was pitch black.
She walked to the door, raised her hand and pushed it open.
The door was not locked either.
If Shen Juan is really not at home, then this buddy's heart is too big, and the house is estimated to be evacuated when he comes back.
Lin Yu opened the door in shock, and as soon as one foot stepped in, he was almost smoked out.
The second-hand smoke filled the room was pouring out one after another, and the dim moonlight and light outside could vaguely see the mist in the room, giving the illusion of being in a fairyland.
She raised her hand and turned on the light, swept it around, and finally settled on the person sitting at the foot of the sofa.
Shen Yan was sitting on the ground with his back against the sofa, biting his cigarette and raising his head. He was immersed in the darkness for a long time, and before he could adapt to the sudden light, he narrowed his eyes.
The chic cement ashtray on the coffee table was stuffed with cigarette butts, and there were several wine bottles piled up and down beside it.
The daily routine of decadent youth in standard TV dramas and novels.
Lin Yujing even wanted to mention a word for him - who can tell me what song Lonely is singing.
It has to be Martian.
She stood at the door, opened the door, and let out a cigarette for a while. After about ten seconds, Shen Juan finally got used to the light, and saw that she was obviously stunned.
Lin Yujing put the bag on the coffee table, walked up to him, and looked down at him: "What decadent character do you have?"
Shen Juan reacted and pinched the cigarette: "Why are you..."
His voice was sandy, and halfway through, he stopped.
Lin Yujing took a bottle of mineral water from the bag and handed it to him. Shen Lian took it and unscrewed it. He gulped down half of the bottle and cleared his throat, "Why are you here?"
Lin Yu squatted down in front of him and counted the empty wine bottles beside him: "Are you still awake?"
"Well, awake."
Lin Yu applauded him in shock: "Student Shen is a good drinker."
Shen Lian lowered his head, licked his lower lip, and even smiled.
He leaned back with a smile, raised his head to look at her, and asked again, "Why are you here."
Lin Yu pursed her lips in shock: "I thought about it carefully, but I still have a question I want to ask you."
Shen Jian looked at her and said nothing.
Lin Yujing suddenly felt hopeless again: "I just don't think so - so I came here, but if you don't really want to say it..."
"I think," Shen Jian interrupted her, "I think, I'll tell you everything you want to know."
Lin Yu blinked his eyes in shock, was silent for a few seconds, and said dryly "Ah": "Then—"
Shen Wan suddenly straightened up, leaned over, stretched out his hand and took her into his arms.
Lin Yu was caught off guard and fell forward, looking like he was plunged into his arms.
She stopped talking abruptly, and she was a little stiff.
Shen Wan put one hand across her waist and the other behind her head, burying her head in her neck, breathing a little heavier than usual, warm, ironing the skin on her neck.
Lin Yujing let him hold it, and after a few seconds, he recovered, and his arms moved slightly.
He probably thought she was going to push him away, his arms tightened a little, and the distance between the two was squeezed to no extent, and she could feel his slightly high body temperature through his clothes.
Lin Yu's chin rested on his shoulder, and whispered to him, "Shen Jian..."
"Let me hold you for a while, okay," Shen Wan said in a hoarse voice, "just for a while."