Chapter 62: leave
Lin Qingxu didn't sleep well that night. She tossed and turned on the bed, trying to hypnotize herself to sleep, but the chaotic dream was full of arrogant and terrifying monsters.
The indistinguishable dark-black-shaped monster with a big knife clamored to chase behind her, the heavy body running through the mountains and rivers, Lin Qingxu was panting, and in the dark and dense fog, he kept chasing towards the man. Running without end.
The heavy breathing and the hoarse **** ho sound almost climbed up the back of her head, but she didn't dare to stop, let alone turn back.
She firmly believed that the road ahead was hope, but when the thick fog around her dissipated, she realized that what awaited her on the road ahead had always been an unfathomable abyss.
"Whoosh-"
In the violent panting, she suddenly opened her eyes.
It was bright skylight, the windows were half open, and a little breeze leaked in, mixed with thin rain threads and a damp smell.
"Madam, are you awake?" Fang Yin walked to the bed and helped her up carefully. Knowing that she had something to ask, Fang Yin answered in a soft voice, "The eldest young master went to the front yard to discuss matters with his wife and the second young master, Been gone for a while."
Lin Qingxu clenched the fingertips of the silk quilt: "Haven't received the message from Grandpa Zu?"
Fang Yin bit her lip and nodded.
"Now help me to the front yard." Lin Qingxu said.
Yesterday, the old man left at noon. According to his magic, he could reach Qudu in less than half an hour, but from yesterday to this morning, nearly a day has passed, and he still hasn't received a letter from him?
Even if the person is gone, the old man will not fail to send a reply for no reason, it can only be... something happened.
When Lin Qingxu's clothes were sorted and walked to the front yard, Su Yan and the others had already discussed the final result.
"I will go to Qudu immediately, no matter what the situation is, I will come back as soon as possible." Su Yan explained to Lin Qingxu calmly.
Lin Qingxu was taken aback.
Although she had a hunch in her heart, the words of parting from his mouth made her heart shrink.
"Brother, why don't I go, you accompany your mother and sister-in-law in the town." Su Rong suggested again with his voice suppressed, looking at Yu's inquiring eyes.
Yu's face was as pale as paper, her lips were trembling, her eyes were red as she looked at her eldest son and daughter-in-law, and at her younger son Su Rong, the palms and backs of her hands were full of flesh, and she couldn't tell her decision.
No one knows what happened to Qu Du. Yesterday, it was suddenly heard that Kunteng Town and Qu Du were suffering, and there was no news. Even the old man they had always depended on for their hearts also lost news.
Yu was unwilling to let any of the two sons be in danger, but in the current situation, they could not sit still.
Su Yan clenched Lin Qingxu's hand tightly, dismissing Su Rong's opinion without turning back, and said firmly: "I can go, A Rong will take good care of your mother and your sister-in-law at home. I will come back safely!"
Su Yan's heart was open, that person appeared by his side again and again, the purpose was nothing but to drive him to a dead end.
Although Su Yan didn't know what his identity was, since the other party's purpose was to completely make him be infatuated with the devil, then he... as he wished.
...
The drizzle swayed in the wind, and quickly soaked Lin Qingxu's embroidered shoes and dress.
Under the skylight obscured by the dark clouds, she stood under the oil-paper umbrella to see him off. The rain slowly dripped down the tip of the umbrella's leaves and quickly penetrated into the gaps in the bluestone slabs.
She looked at him quietly, smiled slightly, and looked beautiful and flawless: "Ayan, I'll wait for you to come back."
It was obviously the most common farewell speech, but it came out of her mouth at this moment, but it made Su Yan's heart panic.
He took a strong breath of the cold wind in the air, forced the suffocation in his chest away, and nodded to her: "Wait for me, Qing'er, I will be back."
After speaking, he nodded towards Yu Shi and Su Rong's confirmation, and without stopping, he got on his horse and left quickly.
He is willing to protect the safety of his relatives and turn them into demons, but he has a bottom line.
If that person touches his bottom line, he will make them pay a heavy price, no matter if it is ruined.
The familiar streets and alleys gradually receded from his vision, everything was the same as before, and it seemed as if everything was new.
"Mother, sister-in-law, let's go back." Su Rong looked at the two who were staring blankly at the direction where the eldest brother was leaving, and reminded in a low voice.
After what happened yesterday, he matured overnight.
The disappearance of his father, the imminent crisis, and the invisible burden that had been hanging in the past was instantly pressed down on him. He wants to do something, take up the responsibility of a man, and share for his eldest brother, but compared to the father and eldest brother who have been defending in front of him, he lacks too much.
Su Rong clenched his fists tightly, looking up at the gloomy sky that seemed to collapse, feeling depressed.
The rain picked up, and the raindrops hit the roof tiles, making a muffled sound.
Lin Qingxu sat in front of the dressing table in the room, stroking his high and bulging belly, with a peaceful expression.
Xu Shi knew that something was in her heart, and a certain cub in her belly had been unusually good for the past two days. If Lin Qingxu hadn't felt the ups and downs of his breathing following her in his stomach, he would have thought that something had happened to him.
She curled her lips lightly and looked at him, as if she was really having a meaningful conversation with him: "Baby, shall we wait for your father to come back together?"
A cub in the stomach gently kicked her belly as a response.
Lin Qingxu's heart softened instantly.
She took a deep breath, raised her head slowly, started from the dressing table, and swept through everything in the room one by one.
Every part of the room seemed to have Su Yan's breath flowing. She looked at it everywhere, and the beauty they had experienced together seemed like a lifetime away.
On the night of the wedding, he recklessly blocked the spilled happy fruit for her, and then she knew that he would be nervous even when his joy and anger were indistinguishable.
After marriage, he called her Qing'er affectionately, but let him call him Ayan, whom she alone called.
He said, "When my father and mother decided to let me marry you, I was reluctant at first...because you should have your own life, and you shouldn't be locked up with me without any choice..."
He said: "Don't be afraid, no matter what time, I will always be with you."
He said, "Qing'er and I will stay together forever and be happy forever."
He said she was someone he wanted to spend his life with.
He also said that he will always like her and never regret it...
"Madam, why are you crying?" Fang Yin gently wiped the tears from her cheeks with a handkerchief, her voice already choked up.
Lin Qingxu raised his eyes, only to see himself in the mirror with tears streaming down his face.
She sniffed, took Fangyin's handkerchief and wiped it herself, before shaking her head in a relaxed manner.
Fang Yin moved the small bench and sat down next to her, her delicate face was full of worry, but even so, she squeezed out a smile to comfort Lin Qingxu: "Madam, the master, the eldest young master and the old man Jiren have their own days. Xiang, they will come back safely."
Lin Qingxu's lips curled in response, but his smile looked miserable.
Lin Qingxu was silent for a few seconds, but then asked her: "Fang Yin, if one day the sky you know collapses, will you be afraid?"
Fang Yin was ignorant about her sudden question. After biting her lip for a moment, she asked softly, "Does Madam mean if the demons attack?"
Lin Qingxu was slightly stunned, then nodded.
"...I'm afraid, I'm still afraid." Fang Yin twisted her hands together, her knuckles turning white, "Death is always scary, right? Where's Madam?"
Fang Yin looked at her carefully.
The smile on Lin Qingxu's lips turned into reality a little, she narrowed her eyes, slowly held the lotus and jade pendant hanging on her chest in the palm of her hand, and said softly, "If all preparations are made, then you can not be afraid... ...I'm not so scared now."
In the plot of the novel, the male partner Su Yan entered the devil from the human race and became the master of the devil Li Yuan, while the wife of the other world died early.
From the very beginning, Lin Qingxu has been looking for the reason why Su Yan became a demon while avoiding the fate of his own mortal plot.
But now, it seems that she doesn't need to know the reason why Su Yan became a demon... and the plot she wants to avoid is also unnecessary.
A-Niang Fangxiu once said that everyone is mediocre, and in the end it only depends on how she chooses.
All the paths she took were the result of her own choices.
When she noticed the strangeness of Su Yan's body, she chose not to look at it, not to explore it, she chose to deceive herself, and planned a bright road for herself, but did she really not notice the destination that this road really leads to? ?
She once felt that the people in the town were numb because the demons had not attacked for a long time. In fact, why is she in the same situation as them?
It was not until it was unavoidable and standing on the path of the final choice that she finally let go and decided to follow the future development.
She knew that the conversation between the unknown demon clan and Su Yan yesterday was deliberately made to be heard by her.
It was also that person's arrogance and tyranny, letting her know that she and the Su family had no way out.
That person wanted to destroy the Su family and Su Yan.
The identity of Cui Yuying's demon clan was revealed, and Lin Qingxu could vaguely feel a force holding her back.
Cui Yuying showed anger and resentment when she wanted to kill her, even disdain. She didn't understand it at first, but when time gradually passed and the fine sand covering the truth was blown away by the wind, she gradually realized it.
Everything that happened, in the end that person's purpose was only Su Yan.
The magic in Su Yan's body is not as simple as she imagined, and the old man Xu Yu imagined... Going deeper, maybe from the very beginning, everything around Su Yan was carefully set up for him by that person.
... However, Lin Qingxu stroked her lower abdomen, she was still not reconciled.
She could accept death quietly, but her and Su Yan's child, a new life, could easily erase his future.
He had guessed that the danger was coming, but when the next day came that the town was besieged and strangled by the demons, and the blood and blood were all over the place, Lin Qingxu's heart was still not as stable as he imagined.
"Madam, you, come with me, we hurry up and hide." Fang Yin's voice was crying, and she was holding her arm tightly, trying to hide her in the small cellar in the backyard.
Wu Qi, who was ordered by the Yu family, saw that Lin Qingxu was struggling to move while clutching her stomach, so she propped up her arms spontaneously, and walked in with Fangyin half-supporting her, hurriedly shouting: "Madam, hold on for now. , we'll be there soon, we'll be safe in no time."
Lin Qingxu was panting heavily, and there was a faint pain in her stomach. She bit her lip and shook her head sweatingly at the two of them: "Don't worry about me, hide yourself first, I can't hide, I can't hide... …”
Fang Yin's eyes blushed suddenly, she pulled her arm and ran forward, and said in a hurry, "Madam, what are you talking about, how can we ignore you? Now there are devils outside, I can't leave yours... …”
Lin Qingxu reluctantly swallowed his saliva and said, "You don't understand, their main target is me."
If that person's purpose is Su Yan, as she is a close relationship with Su Yan, they will find her no matter what.
Fang Yin and Wu Qi were stunned at the same time, and they couldn't help but stop.
It was Fangyin who reacted first. She shook her head vigorously, shedding tears, and said, "I don't care, anyway, Fangyin wants to protect Madam and stay with Madam. If Madam doesn't want to hide, I will accompany Madam. already."
Fangyin didn't understand Lin Qingxu's thoughts on many things, but she felt that she didn't need to know so much, as long as she insisted on her own mind.
The lady was kind to her, treated her like a friend, and taught her a lot of truth. She was willing to protect the lady, even if she died.
Lin Qingxu's heart was sour, and a red tide appeared in his eyes.
She stretched out her sleeves and wiped off Fangyin's little face covered in tears, nodded silently, her heart seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and she said, "Okay."
Wu Qi, who was standing in a daze, looked at her palm in the air, her fingertips slowly tightened, and the next moment, she ran towards Lin Qingxu.
She also has to protect the people she cares about.
The author has something to say: the envisaged abuse has not come, and it is planned to have a double update tomorrow.