Chapter 60:
Lin Zhi's argument is very biased, and it is very inconsistent with her usual strong style.
She started to take the Huairou route, which made Lin Yujing almost unresponsive.
In fact, she didn't really want to hear Lin Zhi talk about her relationship with Meng Weiguo, what clothes and what to say when she saw him for the first time.
Those memories, told now, sound like funny jokes.
The moment this idea appeared, she panicked for no reason.
"You are you, I am me," Lin Yu said in shock, "Your own emotional experience is not very pleasant, what does this mean? Is this also inherited?"
"This has nothing to do with my own emotional experience. At your age, you think that the so-called love is difficult to have results. My example is just to tell you that when it is broken, it is broken, otherwise it will be delayed until the end. Unrecognizable."
Lin Yu was speechless and looked at her silently, with disapproval in his eyes.
"You don't understand what I mean in the future?" Lin Zhi said, "Your persistence now, your efforts are a complete waste of time and no results."
Lin Yu was shocked: "A lot of things will be done without knowing the outcome. Do you have no risk in doing business? If you buy a stock, it will fall."
"Of course I will control the risk to the bottom," Lin Zhi frowned and interrupted her, "If I knew from the beginning that this stock would fall by the limit, why should I buy it?"
Lin Yu didn't even think about it: "How do you know that it will fall? If your vision is so good, why did you choose Meng Weiguo's broken stock in the first place."
Lin Zhi said sharply, "Lin Yu is shocked!"
Lin Yu pursed her lips in shock, lowered her head and said, "I'm sorry."
Lin Zhi took a deep breath, and she quickly calmed down: "Okay, let me put it another way," her voice returned to calm, "If you are a sophomore, not a sophomore, eighteen or nineteen, not sixteen, I I don't care about you, but now is not the time for you to fall in love, you should be very clear that you are not an ignorant child, you should understand what time and what to do."
"Mom, you think I'm sensible, just because I don't have the chance to be ignorant," Lin Yu said softly, "Now that I have met someone who can make me sensible, can't I be self-willed once?"
"What age do you do, do you think now is the time for you to be self-willed? Do you think your current behavior is right? Why do school teachers and parents prohibit puppy love? Because there are many precedents! Because the negative impact of this incident is far greater on the front!"
Lin Zhi's patience was exhausted by her perseverance, and she raised her voice uncontrollably: "You are so young that you think you have met? Lin Yujing, I can't allow this."
"How many boys of your age are serious? You should make it clear to this boy right away. You don't think it's easy for your mother to tell it for you."
Lin Yu was shocked to understand that Lin Zhi was right.
To be honest, in fact, there was no need for Lin Zhi to tell him, Lin Yujing couldn't even imagine what would happen with Shen Lian.
It's not that I didn't think about it, it's that I couldn't think of it.
Lin Yujing couldn't imagine what her future would be like with anyone, and she didn't even think that there would be someone who could accompany her forever in this life.
But Shen Yan's existence made her want to see her and this person's future for the first time.
She wants to see.
She wondered what he meant by "having your future".
Shen Jian gave her apprehension and expectation, gave her fantasy and courage, and gave her the desire to be brave. Now that she has taken a step, there is no reason to back down.
Lin Yujing didn't want to retreat again and again. This was not in line with her character. She should be relentless.
"I don't." Lin Yu said in shock.
Lin Zhi shoved the cup beside her hand forward.
She has a one-of-a-kind personality, and is used to being strong and obeying others. Lin Yu is so shocked that she has never violated her intentions, nor has she seen others do so.
It was the first time that he directly contradicted and disobeyed her.
Under her intense gaze, Lin Yujing became nervous.
Lin Zhi is different from Meng Weiguo.
She didn't care about Meng Weiguo at all, but when she was provoked, she began to lose control of her mouth.
It's like a habit you've developed since childhood, or shadows.
When she was a child, Lin Zhi always made her feel that when Lin Yujing felt that she didn't like her at all, it didn't seem like that.
She would not look at her for a week, talk to her no more than three words, and one night she would quietly open the door of her room after she thought she was asleep, and look at her silently through the gap.
She would scolded her with a cold face when she didn't get a perfect score in the exam, and told the nanny that she was hungry and wanted a late-night snack while she was doing her homework all night.
These long-standing memories were covered by layers of indifference, making Lin Yujing feel that it was a kind of illusion that he was being self-motivated because he was too lacking in love at that time.
The restaurant was quiet, and the soft pure music echoed in her ears. Lin Zhi looked at her coldly and lowered her voice: "I'll say it for the last time, you must separate from him, or you will be hurt."
Lin Yujing repeated: "I don't."
Lin Zhi was completely irritated, but her upbringing made it impossible for her to lose her temper with Lin Yu in public.
She sat back in the chair and tried her best to hold her breath: "I can't help you, you are still underage, you have no choice."
Lin Yujing pursed her lips tightly: "You don't have custody."
"If I want your custody, I don't even need to file a lawsuit. The reason why I don't have it is because I want to try to respect your ideas," Lin Zhi said coldly, with a bad face, "I originally wanted to be with you. Let’s talk and give you a little more time, but it seems that there is nothing to talk about now, and I will transfer you as soon as possible.”
She was telling the truth.
If she went directly to Meng Weiguo to ask for custody, Meng Weiguo probably wouldn't argue with her, but Lin Zhi still chose to ask her about her wishes first.
Lin Yu closed his eyes in shock: "I won't transfer, I won't leave, I'll be right here, I won't go anywhere."
Lin Zhi didn't hear it: "I won't do the surgery yet, I'll go back in the evening to refund the ticket, and go to your head teacher tomorrow—"
Before she could finish speaking, Lin Yu stood up abruptly, the chair rubbed against the ground sharply and harshly, her voice almost uncontrollable: "I said I won't leave."
She stood at the table, bowed her head, and whispered, "Why do you care about me?"
Lin Zhi: "What?"
"To be honest, I really don't know why you think you can still control me," Lin Yu took a steady breath and raised his head, "Why do you come back when you say it, change it when you change it, and make decisions for me? Just do it, I can't do it if you don't let me do it. You have to listen to what you say, you must do what you want, and you will always live like that."
Her eyes were red, but her voice was still calm: "You didn't want me first, and you gave up on me. I don't understand. What position and qualification do you have to decide my life now?"
Lin Zhi was stunned.
Lin Yu was startled and grabbed the jacket on the back of the chair, turned around and walked out.
Lin Zhi brought her to this restaurant. Lin Yujing had never been here before. She didn't recognize the way at all. She walked through the corridor and around the fountain to exit the gate. She walked quickly along the sidewalk.
She was starting to panic.
She knew that Lin Zhi did what she said. She has always been such a person. As long as she wants to, she must do it.
Panic, fear, sadness, and anger mixed together, making her unable to control her emotions.
The fingers couldn't help shaking.
When she suddenly came back to her senses, she realized that her teeth had been chattering constantly. I wonder if it was because the early winter was approaching and the night was too cold.
Lin Yujing kept walking for a few streets before he dared to stop.
She stood blankly on the corner of the street for two minutes, thinking about what to do next.
Lin Zhi will look for Liu Fujiang, Meng Weiguo, and possibly Shen Lian.
Don't know what to do.
She resisted the desire to cry, stopped a taxi, and went all the way to the door of the house.
The taxi driver glanced at her in the rearview mirror, spoke a series of dialects, and listened to the tone of voice and the occasional familiar voice as comforting.
Lin Yu was startled and said thank you.
The restaurant is far away, and the traffic jams again at this time of the night. It was already an hour after getting off the bus. Lin Yujing hesitated for a while, and did not dare to go back to pick up his luggage, so he went straight to Shen Wan's studio.
The night was dark, and she trotted all the way into the dark narrow alley, until she ran to the black iron gate, ran into the courtyard, ran to the small door, and eagerly pushed the door in.
Shen Wan sat on the carpet with the drawing board leaning against the armrest of the sofa, and raised her head when she heard the voice.
Lin Yujing stood in a big mouth gasping for breath, just running too fast, out of breath.
Seeing her, Shen Jian was stunned for a second, then raised his eyebrows in surprise: "Huh?"
The room was warm, the warm light was soft, and a familiar, tired breath enveloped her.
When I just came here, I didn't think too much, I just felt uneasy, I wanted to see him, I wanted to look at him.
Now that she really saw someone else right in front of her, Lin Yujing's tears that she had just held back began to flow again. She never knew that her lacrimal glands could develop like this.
Shen Jian looked at her and didn't speak, Lin Yujing could even feel the "what's the matter" that he was about to blurt out in the next second, but he still didn't ask.
His unconscious slender and sensitive tenderness may not even be noticed by him.
Such a good boredom.
Gentle, delicate, proud and wanton, flamboyant.
She is the one who treats her the best when she grows up so much.
Lin Yujing closed the door and walked over, walked beside him, squatted in front of him, sat down with his legs bent, lowered his head and pulled his hand, pinched his fingers and pulled him over, took his entire arm into his arms, and buried his head. go in.
"Tired." Her voice was muffled.
Shen Juan held her back, and gently rubbed her fingertips on her tiger's mouth to reassure her: "Well."
Lin Yu was shocked and did not speak.
She didn't know what to say.
What Lin Zhi said today didn't have any effect on her. Every word she said was like a sharp knife, and every knife cut into the points where she was most sensitive, the most disturbed, and tried to cut them one by one. The tight string in her head.
Lin Yujing was almost moved.
She almost gave up.
She can't be influenced, and she can't make any mistakes at this point in time. The most important things at this stage can't be more clear-her grades, her college entrance examination, and the rest of the things should be ranked in the back.
She desperately needs something to keep her going.
At one point, she didn't know what it was.
Lin Yu was shocked and didn't look up, she stubbornly pressed her forehead against her knee, buried her head deeply, shook her head, and rubbed the tip of her nose.
Her voice was hoarse, with a little nasal tone, and called him again: "Shen Juan, tell me something, just say something."
Say something that will keep me believing.
Shen Yan did not speak.
After a long while, Lin Yu was shocked to feel that he loosened his hand and held her hand, pulling his arm out of her arms.
Her arms were empty.
She panicked for a moment, but before she could react, Shen Wan pinched her fingers against her chin and raised her buried head.
Lin Yu was surprised to hear him sigh, put the drawing board in his arms aside, leaned closer, leaned in and bowed his head, and pressed his soft and cool lips to her eyes.
She closed her eyes subconsciously.
Shen Wan gently kissed her thin eyelids, to the wet corners of her eyes, with a low voice and a sigh: "Don't cry, baby."