Chapter 33:
Shen Xi's alienation, Shen Xi's vigilance, Shen Xi's exploration, Shen Xi's ruthlessness, Shen Xi's fragility, and Shen Xi's exposed softness.
Different Shen Xis overlapped and merged in Li Mingxuan's mind, and finally turned into a vivid figure that was imprinted in his mind and lingering in his mind.
Li Mingxuan's emotions and reason were in a fierce confrontation in his mind, and reason always won a big victory, but the seemingly broken emotion firmly controlled Li Mingxuan's departure.
The lights in the corridor dim again and again, and the sound is heard again and again. Li Mingxuan's mood also lit up again and again as the voice-activated light dimmed again and again.
In this indescribable torment, Li Mingxuan asked himself, what exactly does he want to do? He clearly knew that it was impossible for him and Shen Xi to be as Ye Han said, and he should have broken this heart as soon as possible. But he couldn't help thinking, he didn't actually hold any hope, he just needed a little time, just a little time, let him slowly sort out his mood and slowly get away from Shen Xi. He was too caught off guard by his feelings for Shen Xi, from the initial sympathy to the pity in the middle, to the unconscious temptation by Shen Xi, he watched himself jump into the abyss little by little, and even the struggle seemed very Powerless.
Li Mingxuan leaned against the wall in frustration, closed his eyes and opened them again, his eyes fell on the wrist watch, the last five minutes, he only needed the last five minutes.
As time passed, Li Mingxuan's heart sank to the bottom, until the second hand and the hour hand reconciled smoothly, Li Mingxuan stood up silently and prepared to leave.
The sound of the elevator arriving suddenly sounded at this moment, the door opened a little bit, and the orange light in the elevator slowly leaked out. Shen Xi casually looked over in the light, Li Mingxuan stared at Shen Xi deeply, with complex emotions that he could not explain himself.
Li Mingxuan stayed that night.
After taking a bath and applying the medicine, he told Shen Xi what he had discussed with Wang Li today. Although Shen Xi knew that Li Mingxuan took the initiative to take the initiative, he must be sure to solve it, but he was relieved when he heard it.
Li Mingxuan was quite upset, "You and Fang Luowei have a good relationship?"
Shen Xi nodded, "He's very nice."
Shen Xi selfishly did not want Fang Luowei to be related to the Shen family's personnel affairs, so she just praised it lightly, but I didn't know that his tone was really in Li Mingxuan's ears Made him feel a lot better.
Seeing that it was nearly midnight, Li Mingxuan urged Shen Xi to go to bed quickly, Shen Xi thought about it and said calmly, "Cousin, sleep with me."
These words successfully stopped Li Mingxuan from going to the living room sofa for a night. He glanced at Shen Xi in surprise, trying to suppress the joy on his face, it seemed natural He lay down beside Shen Xi.
Shen Xi's body had the fragrance of shower gel, which was very pleasant. Li Mingxuan couldn't help tilting his head and wanted to lean closer to Shen Xi, but Shen Xi's body curled up and rolled into his arms. There was a huge surprise in Li Mingxuan's heart, and tentatively stretched out a hand and put it on Shen Xi's back.
A low voice came from her arms, "Grandpa used to hold me to sleep like this when he was a child."
Li Mingxuan's movements were stagnant, and he suddenly understood why Shen Xi was willing to sleep with him. Thinking of Shen Xi's closeness to him last night, Li Mingxuan's hand clapped lightly.
Shen Xi really liked it very much, and continued to move forward.
Li Mingxuan heard Shen Xi's vague voice, "Cousin, have you met my grandfather before?" He didn't speak immediately, but began to rummage through long-standing memories in his mind.
A moment later, Li Mingxuan's voice sounded, low and magnetic, "I seem to have seen it a few times when I was a child. I remember Han Lao is very energetic, and every gesture is full of elegance that has been precipitated by time. I remember One time, at a private party after the New Year, my father said that he would take me to meet a few elders, including Mr. Han. Mr. Han was very kind to me. To be precise, Mr. Han seemed to be kind to all the children. , Compared with the seriousness of other elders, the children prefer Elder Han."
"How old was my cousin at that time?" Shen Xi interrupted suddenly.
Li Mingxuan thought about it carefully, "About 7 years old."
Shen Xi quieted down, Li Mingxuan was seven years old when he was less than two years old, he didn't have much impression of his grandfather at that time, just tried to piece together a kindness from Li Mingxuan's words Old man's appearance.
Li Mingxuan continued, "I saw it a few times later, but because I only saw it from a distance, I was not impressed."
The last time Li Mingxuan saw Shen Xi's grandfather was at the funeral of Shen Xi's mother, Han Rou. The old man in the impression of refined spirit seemed to be drained of energy by Han Rou's death, and he stood upright. There, if it wasn't for someone next to him, I'm afraid he would have fallen to the ground.
Li Mingxuan still remembers that it was raining lightly that day, and there was a gloomy chill all around. He heard someone whispering around him, why didn't Han Yu show up? Just after he realized who Han Yu was, there was a sudden uproar from the outside of the crowd. Soon the news that Han Yu died on the way to the funeral came in. No one dared to tell the grieving old man, but the grandfather took the initiative to tell the news. The old man did not collapse as everyone expected, but just held his grandfather's hand blankly and repeated over and over again, 'What did you say? ’
Li Mingxuan stopped recalling, at that time he was only 11 years old, and he couldn't understand the expression of the old man. It was not until he grew up that he slowly understood what kind of sorrow it was, because he didn't want to believe it, That's why I can't hear the expectation of a miracle again and again.
Li Mingxuan sighed deeply in the bottom of his heart, suddenly remembered that he did not seem to have seen Shen Xi at the funeral, frowned in doubt, Li Mingxuan did not think much, and carefully replaced Shen Xi a comfortable location. Shen Xi seemed to have fallen asleep and let out a light breath.
I didn't sleep last night, and after another busy day during the day, Li Mingxuan slowly fell asleep with Shen Xi in his arms.
In the darkness, Shen Xi suddenly opened her eyes, rolled up her arms and looked at Li Mingxuan silently. He felt a different feeling in Li Mingxuan. It was different from what Old K and Fang Luowei brought him. That feeling was more like what his grandfather gave him, warm and reassuring.
Shen Xi hesitantly stretched out a hand and reached into Li Mingxuan's pajamas and placed it on his chest, the tentacles felt warm, and even a warm current seemed to flow into his body .
The huge hole in Shen Xi's heart clamored again, wanting more, more.
Shen Xi looked at Li Mingxuan with dark eyes for a while, then slowly withdrew her hand and fell asleep next to Li Mingxuan.
Li Mingxuan lived here for several days in a row with Shen Xi, Shen Xi had no objection to his appearance, but a faint feeling of closeness.
Li Mingxuan delayed the decision to go home day by day due to Shen Xi's closeness, until the weekend.
"Cousin is leaving?"
Li Mingxuan made a "hmm" and wanted to leave, but in the end he couldn't help but reached out and touched Shen Xi's head, "I'll come back to see you tomorrow."
Shen Xi looked at Li Mingxuan with a smile and nodded.
After Li Mingxuan left, Shen Xi stood by the window and stared outside in a trance. Old K's phone came in.
"Hi!"
"Good news and bad news, which do you want to hear?"
"Good news."
"The good news is that I have tried to get in touch with Shen's second largest shareholder, Gao Qiulin, who seems to be very interested in our proposal."
"What about the bad news?"
"What?" Shen Xi asked in cooperation.
"Li Mingxuan is GAY, and his attitude towards you is very unusual." Lao K said it seemed a little weird, "Do you know how clean Li Mingxuan's previous experience was? And your notoriety In comparison, he can almost run for the five good young people in Beijing."
"GAY?" Shen Xi pondered, not paying any attention to the second half of Old K's ridicule. It was precisely because he could feel that Li Mingxuan was unusual to him that he wanted to seriously investigate Li Mingxuan, but he never thought about this aspect.
Shen Xi's groaning was heard in the ears of old K, who suddenly flashed an absurd thought, "Hey, don't you think?"
Shen Xi asked, "What do you think I will think?"
Old K murmured in a low voice, "How can I expect you to be so perverted."
Shen Xi chuckled, "First of all, thank you for your compliment, and secondly, what you think is exactly what I think."
Old K became serious, "If you want to use Li Mingxuan to get revenge on the Shen family, my personal suggestion is that it is best not to provoke the Li family."
Shen Xi shook her head, "It has nothing to do with the Shen family, just personal reasons."
What Shen Xi didn't say is that he is already standing in the abyss and doesn't mind pulling a person down. After all, the warmth on Li Mingxuan was something he had never felt before, and it was what he longed for in his heart.
Old K only had one thought, "You lunatic!"
Shen Xi smiled slightly, "Do you need me to thank you again?"
Although Old K is unpredictable about Shen Xi's thoughts, since Old K is standing with Shen Xi, he naturally does his best to help Shen Xi. According to Shen Xi's account, Old K deliberately handed over his information to Lu Gesen a few days late. The other party seemed to be very calm and did not urge him in the slightest.
Lu Gesen got all the information of Shen Xi at noon that day.
Hold the notebook patiently and read all the information page by page, Lugersen took off his glasses and leaned back on the sofa.
Shen Xi! Lu Gesen read the name in a complicated mood, and the past about Shen Xi flashed through his mind one by one in the data. A trace of guilt flashed in Lu Gesen's heart, he shouldn't ignore Shen Xi.
Although Lu Gesen knew that Shen Xi was his only relative in this world, but because of some unspeakable anger, he always blocked all news of Shen Xi deliberately. Lu Gesen took a long sigh, he knew that his anger was unreasonable, but he still couldn't control himself.
It's called Hungerson. He didn't even have a chance to see his grandfather. By the time he and his mother received the news, his grandfather had passed away, and the Han family had been merged into the Shen family as the Shen family had designed.
He was full of resentment towards the Shen family, including Shen Xi. But what he didn't expect was that Shen Dehan would be so cruel to Shen Xi, and he made him an out-and-out little bastard.
Lu Gesen frowned, he wanted to see Shen Xi as soon as possible, no matter what kind of feelings Shen Xi had for the Shen family and Shen's father, Shen Xi had half the blood of the Han family on her body after all , he has the right to know the truth of the year.
Just, how should he convince Shen Xi to cooperate with his plan, will Shen Xi listen to him?
Lu Gesen frowned and was thinking about how he should recognize Shen Xi when the phone rang suddenly.
"Foster father!" There was obvious joy in Lugersen's tone.
The person on the other side of the phone was also very happy, "How is it? Did you get Shen Xi's information?"
Lu Gesen smiled bitterly, "I got it, but I didn't expect Shen Dehan to be so cruel, Shen Xi has been abandoned by him."
The person opposite sighed, "It's my fault, if I can find a way to get in touch with Shen Xi more, maybe he won't be like today."
Lu Gesen immediately retorted, "Why do you think so, foster father? You have nothing to do with Shen Xi. If you get close to him, Shen Dehan will doubt it. Besides, over the years you have You've helped me so much, you've done enough."
The person opposite sighed, "Stop talking about this, when are you going to see Shen Xi?"
Lu Gesen said, "As soon as possible, now that Shen Ji is dragged down by Yun Rou, it is a good opportunity for Shen Xi."
The person on the opposite side agreed, "Yes, Shen Xi used to be reluctant to make progress, that means he didn't have a chance, and now the opportunity is in front of him, unless he is really muddy, or help him. Put him on the wall. Together, your brothers, the rejuvenation of the Han family is just around the corner."
Lu Gesen solemnly said "um", "Father, I won't let you down."