Chapter 56: Xie Yizhi's monologue (1)

Chapter 56: Xie Yizhi's monologue (1)

  My name is Xie Yizhi. Since I was a child, I have grown up with the love and care of my family.

  I grew up in a military academy. Every vacation, I would be taken by my father to the military academy to exercise.

  My father once said that when I graduate from high school, I will enter the military academy.

  I also thought that my future would follow the military path of my father and grandfather.

  I thought that I would become a soldier that everyone respects and respects!

   That's just what I thought...

  Before the age of fifteen, my life was smooth and I never encountered any setbacks.

  I am proud and confident, I love to laugh and laugh!

  I have everything a fifteen-year-old boy should have, and I fell in love with a classmate in my class.

   She is a very beautiful girl with good academic performance. Her name is Shu Ya.

   To get close to her, we became friends.

   Every day, I would go to her to discuss the problem of study.

  I play basketball and she will cheer me on on the court.

  We will go to the library to read books and go to the amusement park together on weekends.

  I like to joke around, when I finally got up the courage to say to her: "I like you."

   But because of the noise around her, she couldn't hear my confession with great difficulty: "Ah? Who do you like?"

  I laughed: "I said, I like boys."

   Looking at Shu Ya's surprised expression, I was about to say that it was actually a joke, but my classmates interrupted my explanation.

  Just like that, Shu Ya believed it to be true, and regarded me as a 'girlfriend' from now on.

   I like Shu Ya, she is clean, she is serious, and she is strong.

   I never knew that she would be the most important turning point in my life.

  16 years old, I still remember that the weather was extra hot that day. I like to ride my bike home in the sunset.

   On the way home, I saw a van pulling a girl in a white school uniform into the car.

   The girl's exclamation sounded familiar, but after a moment of stunned I did not realize it.

   The girl who was pulled into the car seemed to be Shu Ya!

   At that time, I was very panicked and forgot that I should call the police immediately, so I stepped on my bicycle and chased after him.

  I followed closely, and the van stopped in an abandoned factory building.

  I put the bicycle aside and watched two short middle-aged men walk down from the van. Then they saw a girl dragged from the car.

   Although the girl was **** and her mouth was sealed with tape, I could see it clearly.

   The girl who was covered in tears and full of horror was Shu Ya!

   Those two middle-aged men carried Shu Ya into the factory building. I raised my foot to follow, but suddenly remembered that I hadn't called the police yet.

  I am confident but not arrogant. I can't guarantee whether I'm the opponent of those two middle-aged men, and I can't guarantee whether I can save Shu Ya by myself.

   So I called the police first and told the police my location and situation.

   hung up the phone, really worried about Shu Ya's safety, so I sneaked into the factory.

  I hid in the dark, wanting to ensure Shu Ya's safety.

   Originally, I wanted to wait until the police came, but when I saw the two men tore Shu Ya's shirt and skirt, and touched Shu Ya's face with big hands.

  I'm worried that Shu Ya has already been violated by those two men before the police come!

  I looked left and right, took an iron rod in the corner and rushed out.

   Because of my surprise attack, the two men were knocked to the ground by me.

  I wanted to pull Shu Ya to escape, but was entangled by the two men who got up.

   Growing up in the army, I have undergone a lot of formal training. I thought that even if I was invincible with two fists, I would still be able to beat two ordinary people! ?

  I may have been too confident, those two people were already trained in their skills.

   It might have been about twenty minutes before my head was hit by one of the men behind me with a hammer. The dizziness and pain made me lose the strength to stand, and I fell to the ground.

  In a trance, I saw one of the men leave the factory and come back soon.

When    came back, he seemed to be holding something in his hand.

   I heard Shu Ya's mumble, she seemed very scared and anxious.

  I also heard the smiles of the two men. They laughed so hard that if I could speak, I would definitely say, "Laugh like a pervert!"

   Then I heard the chainsaw start.

   In the next instant, my two calves were cut off.

   "Ah" The pain was unbearable, the whole factory was filled with echoes of my cry, and the two men laughed even more happily.

   They also seemed to want to saw off other parts of me, and the man with the chainsaw was knocked away by Shu Ya before the saw landed on my arm.

   Another man kicked Shu Ya in the head and pushed her far away.

   Looking at Shu Ya, who seemed to have passed out with blood all over her face, I struggled to get up.

   The pain in my legs made me unable to get up, and I moaned weakly.

  Before I lost consciousness, I saw the police coming and my father.

   I glanced at Shu Ya's location and closed my eyes in relief.

   When I woke up, I thought everything that happened in the factory was just a nightmare.

   Just looking at my legs that were missing half, I realized painfully that all that was real.

   Looking at the tears of the family members, the eyes of heartache and regret. Especially the heart-wrenching cry of my mother and the whimper of my sister, I wanted to escape.

   After that, I started hiding in my room.

  I have loved to draw and paint since I was a child. That was my second choice besides being a soldier.

  I started to draw every day, except for eating and sleeping, I was drawing all the time, I didn’t want to stop myself, and I didn’t want to think about other things.

  My mother found a psychiatrist for me, but I was reluctant to treat me because I didn’t even want to see a psychiatrist.

  Because I don't want to leave the room, I need people to look at my daily life.

  It took my mother a long time to convince me to let the carer in.

  My temper has become irritable since the accident. I use violence and anger to cover up my vulnerability.

   When something goes wrong, I will smash people with what I have in my hand, no matter what it is in my hand.

   For this reason, I don't know how many nurses have been driven away.

  I thought that my life was just wasted in the room and spent.

   Until, another turning point in my life came.

   It was an early morning, and the door was knocked three times as usual.

   I ignored it and continued painting.

   Until the person outside the room opened the door and came in, I heard footsteps different from Sister Qi.

  I think it must be the new nurse hired by my mother again.