Chapter 82: no need
Yan Jingxi wants to talk to Yuan Zhan alone, there is no problem at all, but Yuan Zhan decides the place of the conversation.
Yuan Zhan and Yuan Lirong came here on foot. Although it was around 6 o'clock in the afternoon, it was still hot outside and people were sweating. He asked Yan Jingxi to drive him to the antique store. On the way, he could communicate alone.
Yuan Lirong didn't mean to disturb them, but went back the same way. He prefers to walk and is not afraid of heat.
Sitting in Yan Jingxi's car, Yuan Zhan deftly fastened his seat belt and straightened his appearance in the rearview mirror.
Everything works perfectly without any problems.
They just hadn't seen each other for a few days, and Yan Jingxi looked haggard. If he hadn't cheered up and didn't want to lie at home thinking wildly, he would have been locked up in the hospital by now.
Yuan Zhan was in a good mood. He got a bunch of small red sandalwood beads from Yuan Lirong for nothing, and put it on his left hand. It looked good with his watch.
Yan Jingxi said, "you didn't wear this before."
Yuan Zhan said frankly, "My second brother just gave it to me."
Yan Jingxi's eyes were hot, Yuan Zhanqi didn't wear the things he gave him, what did he give?
How many gifts did you really choose for him, if you think about it carefully, it seems that you have never had one?
Yan Jingxi said, "Do you like it very much?"
Yuan Zhan said: "Of course, can I not like what my family gave?" Now is their opening remarks. He feels that Yan Jingxi seems to be a little out of the state, and he is still in a state between the two who are divorced and not divorced.
In other words, he is still confused, tangled, and contradictory. One step back is the fact of divorce, one step forward is the unknown life of divorce.
Yan Jingxi deeply regretted: "I haven't given you much."
Yuan Zhan retracted his raised hand: "Don't talk about this, if you want to talk to me, it's not like you want to give me a gift." He smiled lightly.
Yan Jingxi: "If you are willing to accept it, I will send it."
Yuan Zhan lowered his face: "why, we are all divorced, what's the point of getting involved too much, Yan Jingxi, what do you mean?"
Yan Jingxi: "I want to apologize to you."
Yuan Zhan: "Apologize? Why do you want to apologize to me? What if I don't accept your apology? Are you going to kneel down and beg me? Impossible, do you always bow your head to people easily?"
Yan Jingxi was speechless when asked again.
Yuan Zhan continued: "I thought you were going to send me a wedding invitation alone. After the divorce, you should live happily with Bai Yueguang."
Yan Jingxi quickly clarified: "Nothing, I'm not with Bai Yueguang." Pain flashed in his eyes, "I don't know how to explain to you, I'm sorry, I hurt you."
Yuan Zhan looked at Yan Jingxi fixedly, and didn't care about his apology at all, he raised the corner of his mouth: "You know? I used to think about you apologizing to me, as long as you apologize, I will forgive you immediately, no matter what. Former suspect. However, you have no chance. From the day we divorced, you are not qualified to say 'I'm sorry' in front of me. Your apology means nothing to me. Just like a murderer, he killed Man, turn around and kneel in front of the victim's family, constantly apologizing, the lights have gone out, and his life has long been irreparable, can a single 'sorry' be enough to offset all the mistakes he committed?"
"However, since we are divorced, whether my life is good or bad in the future has nothing to do with you. You don't have to apologize to me anymore. I, Yuan Zhanqi, are not uncommon." I will follow you again, there is no need."
Every word is absolute, Yan Jingxi's heart is getting colder, which is completely the opposite season to this hot summer.
He didn't know what else to say: "I just..."
just what? A paragraph of Yuan Zhanqi's words disrupted everything he originally thought.
What does he want to do, what else can he do?
Nothing can be done, nothing can be said, because Yuan Zhanqi told him that everything is meaningless, he does not accept his apology, and he does not want to see himself again.
"Just want to apologize to me, get my understanding, and then you will feel more comfortable and sleep soundly? Then you will live in peace with Bai Yueguang?"
Yan Jingxi wanted to stress again that he had nothing to do with Bai Yueguang, but he couldn't say anything. He and Bai Yueguang were a little confused. If Bai Yueguang hadn't suddenly appeared, maybe they wouldn't divorce, but who could he blame? Woolen cloth? Everything is own fault.
He can now confirm one thing: "no matter how you understand it, but I will not be with Bai Yueguang, and I sincerely apologize to you, I know you will not forgive me."
Yuan Zhan looked at him: "It doesn't matter, we are considered to be divorced peacefully. Don't mention the past in the future. I'll just be my roommate for the past three years. After all, we haven't become real partners." Physically, I didn’t suffer, but it was basically a mental aspect.
Yan Jingxi's heart felt like colic. His indifference to Yuan Zhanqi in the past has now rebounded one by one. He really realized how hateful he was before, and deeply experienced the feelings of the other party.
Everything is wrong, nothing is right, and I am at a loss. I still can't find the correct way to communicate with Yuan Zhanqi. Chatting alone makes his language pale and powerless.
Yan Jingxi had no choice but to shout: "Zhan Qi, I won't say anything extra, you have to be good in the future."
Before he knew it, the car had already driven to the location designated by the navigation, Yuan Zhan waited for the car to stop, he held the door handle, he didn't look at Yan Jingxi, turned his back to the other side, and said blankly, "I will live better than anyone else. Everyone is good, you don't have to worry about it, and of course, you have never cared about it."
Yan Jingxi clenched the steering wheel tightly: "Sorry."
Yuan Zhan got out of the car, turned around, and gave Yan Jingxi two words: "Goodbye."
Yan Jingxi spit out the same words with difficulty: "Goodbye, see you."
Looking at Yuan Zhan and Yuan Lirong who was waiting for him, he didn't know what to say, and then they disappeared from his sight together.
Yuan Zhanqi, whose temperament has quietly changed, has a closer relationship with his family. I believe he will have a good life in the future. Yan Jingxi can't say anything more concerned about it. No matter what he says, there is a false suspicion. In the past, when the relationship could be closer Don't care, what's wrong with caring about the other party now.
Heart-to-heart, if he stood in Yuan Zhanqi's position, he would not easily forgive a person who treated him indifferently, and all his trust would be thrown away.
Pulling open the new harmonica in the small drawer, Yan Jingxi sighed deeply.
In the end, Yan Jingxi still didn't raise the question in his heart.
Just a coincidence right?
After Yuan Zhan and Yuan Lirong entered the house, they didn't really chat with Yuan Lirong heartlessly. Yuan's family all knew that he liked Yan Jingxi very much. Naturally, they had to show Yuan Lirong's sadness and melancholy after the divorce in front of Yuan Lirong. On the one hand, you can't act like you are going to set off firecrackers to celebrate as soon as you get divorced. There are many characters that don't fit the original owner's character. Even if there is a little OOC, it can't collapse too much.
He walked behind the curtains of the second-floor window and pretended to watch Yan Jingxi's car leave.
Yuan Lirong stood at the entrance of the stairs and saw this scene, and shook his head helplessly.
The Yuan family has never been trapped by love. Even if it is involved with love, it is because others are crazy for them, not because their Yuan family has become a fool for others.
The younger brother is just a stupid child, and he is determined to go to the ground. Even if he is divorced, he still misses Yan Jingxi.
It seems that they need to help the younger brother get out of the emotional circle of Yan Jingxi. The best way to make people forget the previous relationship is to start a new relationship.
As far as my parents' sassy style is concerned, how come my younger brother didn't learn a single bit.
I went back to find the third brother to sum up, and that was the decision.
How could Yuan Zhan, who was still pretending, know that because of his behavior, Yuan Lirong asked Yuan Lirong to find him some "trouble".
Of course, none of that matters to them.
At this time, Bai Yueguang got himself into trouble again. He kissed singer Qi Youlin in the theater the night before and was filmed by reporters. The number of clicks and comments increased in vain.
After Yuan Zhan left Yuan Lirong, he immediately threw himself into the waves of entertainment news. It was time to test the public relations department's publicity ability. It seemed that it was another opportunity to advertise his own products. Bai Yueguang is indeed the male protagonist. Even if he doesn't have any flash points, he can make headlines, as long as he doesn't go against Bai Yueguang, the protagonist is also good for the supporting roles, at least it helps him make a lot of money.
When Bai Yueguang became popular, his live broadcast APP took it to a new level.
It only took a few days, the number of users only increased but not decreased, and the promotion efforts were sufficient.
This time, in addition to rubbing the light of Bai Yueguang, several game anchors were also launched, and they can continue to hype if they are expected. How do the traffic niches in the entertainment industry operate? ", can absolutely crush any star, and everyone must make way for his plot.
Coming home from Yuan Lirong's antique store, just after getting out of the elevator, he was almost blocked by a pile of cardboard boxes in the corridor. This scene is a bit like the scene when he just moved furniture.
Has a new neighbor moved in?
I haven't inquired about the neighbors before, nor have I seen the so-called neighbors. There are four households on the first floor. His house is Zero One, and Zero Two and Zero Three are in the middle. Zero Two is a busy young couple who often see each other. When it comes to people, Zero Three and Zero Four have been idle all the time, and no one is there.
Looking at the momentum of this new furniture, it may be a...
Before he could think about what type of character he was, he saw a mixed-race man who combined Chinese and Western smile apologetically at him: "I'm sorry, I'm moving and blocking your way."
It was a neighbor who was taller than him, Yuan Zhan nodded: "It's okay, I should be able to pass."
The man took a step back and gave him a position, and Yuan Zhan squeezed past him.
"Can you get to know me? My name is Ferrer, and my Chinese name is Pang Shengyang." The new neighbor reached out to Yuan Zhan.
Yuan Zhan responded with a polite smile: "Hello, my name is Yuan Zhan."
It was the first time I communicated with someone under my own name, and it felt good.