Chapter 85:
It can't be said to be a dream, more accurately it is his own memory, an image of the past.
The scene in the dream was also the last time Yakumo Zi saw her father, and wiped out her past existence at the cost of her own existence. While destroying her own body, she also gave her a heavy blow to her who once lived on her father's "existence", causing her to be defeated by the angry Master and finally successfully saving Renri.
However, although Renri was saved, Yakumo Zi lost her father forever.
It's ridiculous to say, why did she want to destroy Humanity in the first place?
After his father received the Holy Grail, he made a wish to "become an ordinary person" and returned to the world from death. However, he abandoned his strength, his body, and even his daughter. That's right, Yakumo Zi was mercilessly abandoned by her own father.
- "You should swim in the wider world, not stay by my side."
Leaving only such a sentence, she was abandoned into the unknown world.
The man she once admired, the father she once respected, left her like this. Fear, anger, and resentment filled Yakumo Zi's heart. After traveling through an unknown number of worlds, she decided to take revenge on the man who abandoned him.
She is a monster who once lived on her father's "existence", and she has followed her father more than once in Akasha, and everything has already been done with ease. Even because she was too familiar with that man's mark, in just a few years, she found his world from a distant place.
Then, she took the man's body, took the power that was also abandoned in her hands, and then achieved the cruelest revenge against the man who was addicted to the ordinary world - burning the human principle.
Literally, she burned all humans to death. Not just humans, everything on the ground was burned, and the world was buried in a sea of fire.
She succeeded, she succeeded in destroying humanity, and destroying what that man loved most. Then, she failed, and the man chose between "daughter" and "human being", and finally destroyed himself with his own hands.
It wasn't until that moment that Yakumo Zi realized that her hatred was based entirely on love. Seeing her father disappear with her own eyes, she was overwhelmed with pain, and even lost her motivation to live, and was exiled to an infinite world.
She travels through the infinite world, and if she wants to find any clues about that man, it's just a little bit. But it all failed, the man was like he had never been there, no one remembered him, and he left no trace anywhere.
Then, she returned to the world where she was born, but unexpectedly felt the presence of that man on the moon. To this end, Yakumo Zi gathered the power of youkai at all costs to attack the moon.
She wanted to tell him that she gave up.
She wanted to tell him that she did something wrong.
She wanted to tell him that she regretted it.
However, when he saw the man on the moon with his own eyes, all the words he had prepared in his heart could not be said, and Yakumo Zi, who held indescribable hope, completely fell into despair.
The person on the moon is not her father, but just a trace of obsession,
In the end, Yakumo Zi was knocked down by that shadow mercilessly without any resistance, and was shot down from the moon to the earth.
At that moment she woke up, that man will never come back.
From that day on, Yakumo Zi lived a life of walking dead. In the eyes of many monsters, she was hit by the failure of the lunar war, but no one knew that Yakumo Zi had completely fallen into sadness and despair. Until one day five hundred years later, she found her childhood experiences from her own memory—
- "A place called 'Gensokyo' is also a place I will definitely go to in the future (Chapter 73)."
She clearly remembered that when she was young, the promise her father made was for a certain girl.
Like a drowning man who caught the last straw, Yakumo Zi desperately searched for a place called "Gensokyo", but Yakumo Zi searched the whole world, but in the end still couldn't find where "Gensokyo" was.
Soon, Yakumo Zi woke up, she realized that she was in a time five hundred years earlier than the time she was born, and perhaps the so-called "Gensokyo" had not appeared at all.
Since there is no "Gensokyo" in this world, let me create "Gensokyo".
If she creates "Gensokyo", then one day, that man will come back here. Even Yakumo Zi thought that perhaps the reason why "Gensokyo" existed in the first place was what she did in this timeline.
Therefore, once again gathering the power of the monsters to persuade the dragon **** who obstructed her, Yakumo Zi finally created "Gensokyo". From the day Gensokyo was built, she never left Gensokyo again, waiting for that man to appear every second every day. This phenomenon even spread in Gensokyo that "Yakumo Zi can't leave Gensokyo." "The rumor (Chapter 55).
But it doesn't matter, Gensokyo or something, you don't need to care anymore, you just need to maintain the existence of Gensokyo and wait for that person to appear in front of her one day.
After waiting, keeping an eye on Gensokyo, and keeping an eye on the outside world, one day, she finally saw that man.
That was his father, a father who had not yet grown up, weak to the point of insignificance. If Yakumo Zi didn't feel that her younger self was on him, maybe she would have ignored him. Fortunately, she finally found him.
However, she can't leave Gensokyo, and Yakumo Zi can't meet Romani Akiman at this time, because she can't foresee what will happen when the two meet, even if the desire to meet in her heart is stronger than ever strong. More importantly, the current father is not the father she wants to see. What she wants to see is the unsung hero who sacrificed himself to save humanity but is not remembered by mankind.
But can she just wait like this? Really do nothing? Will my father really come back?
Since the birth of her young self, Yakumo Zi's thoughts began to become messy, she kept falling into self-examination, and then she started to move around.
She saw her father disappear in front of her eyes, the traces of the past were completely gone, and he would never come back to life. So what if she changed the immature Romani Archiman now? If the life of Romani Akiman starts to change now, will he follow the same path in the future?
Yakumo Zi couldn't meet the current Romani Archiman, however, she was able to change her young self. Just like a certain Archer who participated in the Holy Grail War, as long as he kills his past self, the present who became the guardian will also disappear. If he changed his trajectory when he was young now, he would not take revenge on his father when he grew up, and his father would not sacrifice himself to save humanity.
Unlike others, Romani Akiman and Yakumo Zi, who are separated from Akasha, are unique existences, and there is no equivalent.
So Yakumo Zi secretly manipulated the mutation, allowing Kaguya to connect to the outside world, and at the same time tempting Romani Archiman to connect with everyone in the form of the Internet.
So Yakumo Zi asked Emperor Inaba, the witch Paqiuri, and Suika Ibuki of the ghost clan to leave when the mutation happened, and let them make contact with Romani Akiman.
So Yakumo Zi introduced the three gods of Moriya Shrine into Gensokyo, avoiding what she had experienced, and Romani Akiman spent her whole life with Sanae Dongfengya as an "ordinary human".
So Yakumo Zi allowed Kaguya Penglaishan and Yaki Erin to leave Gensokyo.
Even, in order to change Romani Akiman, Yakumo Zi did not hesitate to change her childhood self, and finally caused the young Xiao Zi to fall into a deep sleep.
Everything she can do has been done, and whether or not to change the past can only be left to fate.
Yakumo Zi opened the gap, got out of it, and lay in her room in a daze, her mind empty. She didn't know how long she stayed in the gap, maybe only one day, maybe a month, maybe a year, staying in the gap would make the time blurred, and Yakumo Zi spent a long time , so that she cannot measure the short time well.
The door was pulled open.
- It's blue, what happened?
Yakumo Lan is the shikigami of Yakumo Zi and the monster who manages the Gensokyo Great Barrier. Unlike Yakumo Zi, who is lazy all day, Yakumo Lan is a very responsible monster. Whether it is Lost Home or Gensokyo, there are few important things missing. For Yakumo Zi, she is the best. assistant.
Because it was her shikigami, and there was a lot of work to be done, Yakumo Zi gave Yakumo Lan permission to use the gap. Since Yakumo Zi came out of the gap, Yakumo Lan was able to sense it, but she came over in such a hurry, did something happen?
Yakumo Zi looked over, but found that the person who came was not her own Shikigami Yakumo Lan, but a male... human?
Wearing a familiar white robe, he has blonde hair that is the same height as his body, and has a warm smile on his face. Although the style of the robe makes it impossible to see the inside, but it makes the keen Yakumo Zi feel that there is a hidden power to destroy the world. Surprisingly, there is a feeling of "this person is easy to get along with" in him.
-Father? no, he is not! Who is he?
Although this man is very similar to him in terms of face, body, and even temperament, in the eyes of Yakumo Zi, who can easily see how many hairs on his father's body, the difference between the two is not ordinary. big.
When Yakumo Zi was about to get on guard, she found that her body did not express any hostility, and then a severe pain came from her head.
"—"
Memory, began to be confused. No, it's not chaos, it's starting to change. Even if Yakumo Zi has reflected in time, she still can't stop the fact that her memory has been tampered with. She who is also separated from Akasha can't imagine how terrible this is. Finding that the memory could not be prevented from being modified, Yakumo Zi quickly backed up her memory without thinking, and then began to accept this new memory.
After a moment—
"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!"
Yakumo Zi let out a Nikola Tesla-like laugh, as if practicing for a thousand years just for today. But unlike Tesla's "Vengeful Vengeance", Yakumo Zi's laughter with a "long-cherished wish" feeling resounded throughout Gensokyo.
For a time, all kinds of disgusting voices sounded all over Gensokyo, such as "That **** is crazy?", "What's wrong with the old woman Yakumo Zi?"
But Yakumo Zi didn't care at all, not at all. I never thought about writing down the names of these bastards, and I never thought about taking revenge afterward.
After a long time, Yakumo Zi restrained the smile on her face, revealing the smile of a girl sitting in a deep boudoir, like a reserved and demure virgin.
However, she soon found the face of the man who walked in, showing a distressed expression, which meant that the man in front of her had completely seen her gaffe, and she said angrily, "Gettya, This is my room, don't you think it's rude to break into a lady's room without permission?"
Getia is the name of the man in front of him. However, the man who made Yakumo Zi's body unresponsive, and who could even say his name naturally, was someone she had never met before.
Familiar and unfamiliar, clear and vague, it clearly gives the impression that they have been together for a long time, but there is also a strange sense of alienation.
The reason is very simple, Gaetia is not someone Yakumo Zi "once" knew, but someone "later".
The memory has changed, or more precisely, the "past" has changed. Her efforts were not in vain, she changed her own destiny, and also changed the ending of her father's disappearance, which made her not feel ecstatic. If it hadn't been for Akasha, Yakumo Zi might not have been able to discover this fact, and accepted the changed past ignorantly.
And in the changed "past", there appeared a person she never knew - "Demon King" Getia.
"Because I have something important to look for you. You are always hiding in the gap. I can't break the gap and get you out, so I just came here."
The man-Getia's face was still full of helplessness. He knew how lazy Yakumo Zi was. If he didn't do this, maybe she would continue to hide until she was bored that day.
Although the location of the Lost House is little known, it is very simple for Getia to come here.
"Forget it, I'm in a good mood today, so I won't bother with you so much."
Yakumo Zi waved her hand, indicating that she didn't care, but her constantly rolling eyes let people know that she was thinking about something messy.
"Are you in a good mood? It looks like you had a good dream."
Saying that, a gentle and doting smile appeared on Getia's face, looking like he wanted to look at the naughty sister's elder brother, but also like a doting father to his daughter.
This made Yakumo Zi, who knew the truth of the double memory, a little uncomfortable, but accepted it very naturally. The complexity of the double memory made her feel very uncomfortable. Even if Yakumo Zi already knew about Gaetia's existence, she couldn't fully accept it like she did in her new memory.
"Tell me, what is it that makes you come here specially?"
"Well—I found traces of my father not long ago."
"what?!!"
Yakumo Zi rushed in front of Getia, grabbed the front of the robe with both hands, and pulled Getia, who was a bit taller than her, down.
"Why did you tell me now? Didn't you say that, as long as you find traces of your father, you should notify me as soon as possible."
Of course, this is not what this Yakumo Zi said, but what Yakumo Zi said after changing the world, but it doesn't really make a difference, does it?
Constantly shaking Getia's stalwart body, treating this body capable of destroying the world as nothing, the hand speed of being single for a thousand years almost shakes Getia out of the afterimage.
Awesome my purple.
"But Lan was repairing the Great Barrier at the time, and if he rushed in, it would cause serious damage to the Great Barrier. Wouldn't this add a lot of work to you and Lan?"
Gaitia was not angry because of Yakumo Zi's actions, but patiently explained to her the reason why she was late. He knows Yakumo Zi's character well, and he also knows that Yakumo Zi attaches great importance to his father. As long as it is related to that man, he will lose his temper, and Getia will be very tolerant and tolerant of her willfulness.
"I established Gensokyo to find my father, but you let my father leave in order to protect the Great Barrier. What's the use of you, fall (Getia)!"
Awesome my purple.
"No matter what it is, it's business to find him quickly. Do you know where he ran to?"
Yakumo Zi stared at Getia who was thrown to the ground with fierce eyes, as if Getia said "no" and she would tear this "King of Humans" away.
Getia nodded: "Don't worry, according to the traces left, although my father left this world, the place he went to is the world he once experienced. That is the world with gods, angels, demons, and dragons."
"dragon?"
"Yes, a very powerful dragon, a dragon that can easily destroy the world. But don't worry, the dragons there are not active, and the gods are beginning to weaken. Father is getting along well with those angels and demons now."
Yakumo Zi was silent for a moment, she was thinking, recalling what she knew, a world with gods, angels, demons and dragons, and finally fixed in a bad world where "God is dead".
"It's a woman, right? The angels and demons who 'get along well' with their father must be women. I know I know, just turn around and that guy will hook up with beautiful women, even You can't even take your eyes off, that group of Bichi with two clumps of fat. You **** bastard **** bastard bastard! Kick kick (Getia)!"
Awesome my purple.
Gaetia looked innocently at Yakumo Zi who had abused him, but she looked accustomed to it. Or, is domestic violence actually the daily life of a strange family?
After kicking for a while, until the perpetrator was completely relieved, she glared at Getia angrily, and then shouted loudly.
"Assemble! All that can be fought! Gather for me! I want to gather everyone and tie that **** father back to me!"
"It's really spiritual."
Getia stood up, patted the spotless robe, and after smoothing out the messed up position of Yakumo Zi, he said again.
"Actually, don't worry, although that world is indeed very dangerous, but father is not in a weak state now, isn't there still Mei Li?"
"Kick flying (Getia)!" Yakumo Zi shouted at Gaetia who flew out, "My mother is Mei Li! What the **** is that coquettish **** who knows how to show off all day long!?"
Awesome my purple.
Obviously, Yakumo Zi's resentment for a certain "Meili" is not ordinary.
Suddenly, Yakumo Zi thought of someone and asked, "By the way, what about that orange kid?"
Among the people who can fight, the orange-haired kid is undoubtedly one of the important main forces.
Getia was stunned when he heard the words, and he was speechless.
"Tell me!"
Yakumo Zi's eyebrows were about to stand up, and she had a bad premonition that if she didn't do something quickly, she would lose something very important.
"This morning... Lixiang took Matthew to Baiyulou to propose marriage."
"What the hell! I beat (Getia)."
Awesome my purple.
Yakumo Zi punched Getiah against the wall with an angry expression on her face.
"Don't that **** know that Youyouko is my friend's Ji friend? How dare you do something to Youyouko?"
"Wait, Xiao Zi, what are you going to do?"
"Any more questions? Of course, only who can move that kid, and who can't."
"Hey, hey, are you trying to destroy Gensokyo?"
"What the **** is Gensokyo, the old lady's hat is about to turn green, who cares."