Chapter 31: .31 The emotion of greed and possession is so straightforward from the bottom of my eye
Lin Xiyu wondered why Lu Junting did this, she thought that after she became pregnant, he kept persuading her to keep the child, so he lied to her in order to keep the child?
Lin Xiyu got into the car in a daze, and Lin Xigan said to her, "So now you should know that Lu Junting is a scheming, dark-bellied and vicious person?"
Lin Xiyu's thoughts are still very confused now, she seems to be asking others and asking herself, "Why does he do this? Everything must be motivated, if he really wants a child ,Why do you have to work so hard, is it because I look alike with his first love? Why doesn't he go so hard to find his first love? Let his first love bear him a child?"
Lin Xigan said: "Because you are a perfect tool person."
"What do you mean?"
"He and his first love may not be together for some reason, but he still misses her. If someone backs you, he can completely control you. You can't be with your first love. It's not bad to be with a substitute. You should know that people like Lu Junting need descendants or heirs, and you are the perfect tool. It's almost like it's tailor-made for him, you can not only help him have children, you can even help him sometimes with physical needs."
Lin Xiyu was thin-skinned, and when she heard the second half of the sentence, her face became hot all of a sudden.
Does Lu Junting really use her as a tool? He went to great lengths to keep this child, just to let her substitute give birth to him? If it's true, then it's abhorrent for him to do so.
"I'll accompany you to find Lu Junting now. If you're not good at speaking, I can help you."
"Say what?"
"Divorce him."
Divorced? If he and Lu Junting get a divorce, what will happen to Bao Bao? Lu Junting would never let her take the child away.
"Not yet."
"What are you thinking? You still want to stay with that person at this time. Don't you understand now? Lu Junting is very dangerous."
Lin Xiyu said: "I don't want to leave my child, he is so young, what if he leaves me?"
"That child is also Lu Junting's. The Lu family has a big business. Are you still worried about not being able to support a child?"
"He is too young, so small child is separated from his mother, how pitiful he is."
"You still have a heart for poor people? You don't know where that child came from?"
Lin Xiyu was also angry when she heard this, "That child was born in my pregnancy in October. He is my child, and it is not something that can be given up just by giving up."
Lin Xiqian fell silent, and then looked at her with an expression of sudden realization, "This is the effect Lu Junting wants, he tried his best to keep the child, he knows that a woman can't leave once she has a child. It's easy, and he can use the child to continue to control you and let you be willing to be used by him. I never understood why Lu Junting planned to keep you away from me, but now I understand, he just doesn't want you to have a way out, in this life only to be by his side."
Lin Xiyu was upset, she said, "I need to think for myself."
After she finished speaking, she opened the car door and got out of the car, Lin Xigan caught up, he grabbed her wrist, and said to her in a gentle tone: "I'm just too angry, so I speak more directly ,Do not be angry."
"I'm not angry, I just want to be quiet."
Lin Xiyu broke his hand and stopped a taxi to leave. She called the club first to express her apology, and then went home directly.
Lin Xiyu prepared milk powder for Gubao and carried him to the room to feed him. Looking at Gubao's innocent little face, she felt uneasy. Is Lu Junting really that jerk? Have you really been using her?
"Little glutton."
The voice next to her suddenly brought her back to her senses. She turned to look, and Lu Junting was standing next to him. She didn't know when she came back. With a soft feeling, realizing her gaze, he looked at her and said, "What are you thinking, I didn't find it when I came in."
Today's discovery really shocked Lin Xiyu. If it is as Lin Xigan said, it will subvert all her cognition of Lu Junting. She always felt that he respected her and that he was innocent in getting her pregnant. He had done what he should have done, but now it doesn't seem like that?
Who is Lu Junting? He has long noticed that her expression is not right. He sits directly beside her and stretches his long arms around her waist. Since the same room with him, the distance between them seems to be It has also drawn a lot closer. He occasionally gets close to her naturally, for example, when he sits down, he hugs her waist, for example, when she does activities by the window before going to bed at night, he will hug her from behind, and for example, every time she goes to bed He must hold her.
In fact, Lin Xiyu didn't get used to his closeness, especially now that she was in a complicated mood, and she subconsciously struggled when he put his arm around her. Lu Junting saw her resistance, but he didn't force it. He withdrew his arm and asked her with a straight face, "What's wrong?"
Since you have doubts, why not ask him directly? Be honest with each other and make it clear.
Lin Xiyu calmed down and said, "Lu Junfeng came to me today."
Lu Junting's face froze, "When did it happen?"
It seems that Lu Junting doesn't know yet, and Lin Xiyu continued: "In the afternoon, Lu Junfeng suddenly appeared and said he wanted to take me away. Fortunately, Lin Xigan happened to come to me and stopped him. Lu Junfeng In a fit of anger, he told me about the matter between you and me. After Lin Xigan found out, he asked me. I knew that I couldn't hide it, so I told him. Lin Xigan was very angry after hearing this. You know, he is a doctor, and he has to Knowing that I was pregnant after taking the contraceptive pill, I thought it was unlikely, so I took me to buy a box of the same contraceptive pill that Brother Jun Ting helped me to buy, but after buying it, I found out that it was bought by Brother Jun Ting. The pills are very different." Lin Xiyu's eyes fell on his face, but he was not afraid of the pressure on him, and asked him, "Brother Jun Ting, tell me, the pills you gave me that day were not contraceptives, right? Did you secretly change the pills?"
Lu Junting frowned slightly, there was no panic on his face when he was caught, but a faint anger appeared on his face, the kind of anger that naturally arises from being wronged and wronged. She said: "No, I haven't changed the pills, and that was the first time I bought contraceptives. I didn't have any experience. I asked the boss which one works well and doesn't hurt my body. He recommended it to me, and he gave me the What I give you is what it is."
Looking at his expression, Lin Xiyu was a little stunned, his face was upright and frank, and he could even see that she was obviously agitated by her suspicion.
Lin Xiyu said again: "Lin Xigan told me that there is only one specification for that kind of tablet."
Lu Junting's expression remained unchanged, "I don't know this, I have no research on pharmacology."
His attitude was too frank, Lin Xiyu began to make up his mind, she said: "Later Lin Xigan took me to the hospital for examination, and the doctor of the hospital that Brother Junting helped me contact for examination. The result is completely different, my uterine wall thickness is normal, not as thin as the doctor in that hospital said it is not suitable for abortion, how can this brother Jun Ting explain it?"
Lu Junting was stunned for a moment, the anger on his face dissipated a little, as if he got some kind of unexpected joy, he said: "Are you serious?"
Lin Xiyu looked at his expression and was instantly stunned, why did he have this expression? If he really bought the doctor, he shouldn't have this attitude.
Lu Junting added: "Wouldn't it be a good thing if the thickness of the uterine wall is normal? I was worried before, I was afraid that your uterine wall would be damaged after giving birth, and I was thinking about taking you with me. Go abroad to have a look, and since the inspection is normal now, I don't need to bother anymore."
Lin Xiyu: "…"
Lu Junting added: "I don't know what you are suspecting of me now, the examination in each hospital may be different, I remember I asked you at that time, do you want to go to another hospital for examination Come on, you said no."
Lin Xiyu: "…"
Lin Xiyu remembered, at that time he did ask her if she wanted to go to another hospital for an examination, she knew at that time that the whole person felt messy, where was she in the mood to check, afraid Vain.
Lin Xiyu could not help but fall into a kind of self-doubt at this time, so was Lu Junting intentional? These things seem to be what he did, but the reason he gave can prove to himself that he did not do it, but if it wasn't for him, how could these two things be combined so coincidentally.
Lu Junting said again: "So, do you have any questions? As long as you doubt, you can raise it, and we will make it clear today."
Lin Xiyu suddenly realized that she seemed so passive at this time, she should be the one who took the initiative to question him, how did he come to ask her?
She can't understand now, whose words are true?
Lin Xiyu feels that she needs to let go for a while now, don't believe anyone's words.
"I have nothing to ask."
"Okay, then I'll go to work first. If you think of anything to ask me, then ask me."
Lu Junting got up and walked away after he finished speaking. Before leaving, he touched the child's face. He took it easy and didn't seem to take her suspicions seriously, or he really didn't do it. Those things, so acting magnanimously does not need a guilty conscience.
During this period of time, Lin Xiyu blocked all interference from the outside world. She wanted to figure out some things by herself. Lin Xigan wanted to meet her, but she refused. She only said that she needed to be cleaned up. I didn't find her again. On Lu Junting's side, she proposed to sleep with the child on the grounds that she wanted to accompany the child. Lu Junting probably saw that her mood was not right, so he agreed without embarrassing her at all, and asked her to adjust first.
Lin Xiyu went to the pharmacy where Lu Junting helped her buy medicine, but after so long, the doctor didn't remember Lu Junting at all, and she couldn't figure out why. Lin Xiyu thought about going to the hospital to ask again, but if Lu Junting had greeted her earlier, she couldn't ask why she came. If Lu Junting was really innocent, she would have gone for nothing.
Because of something in her heart, Lin Xiyu's state during this time is a kind of absent-mindedness, because of this kind of absent-mindedness, she is very cold to many things, for example, Lu Junting suddenly asked her to accompany her that night He went to an auction. Lin Xiyu refused without thinking: "Didn't we agree before that we wouldn't announce our marriage? If I attend with you, I'm afraid some media will write about it when they take pictures, so I shouldn't go."
Lu Junting said: "At that time, I decided not to announce it because you were pregnant with Cheng Subaru. I was afraid to disturb you to raise a child. Now that Cheng Pleia is also born, I should also announce to the outside world that I am married. , lest some conspirators write that I am a golden single man and cause a lot of problems."
Lin Xiyu said: "Let's not announce it for now, the baby is too young."
Lu Junting didn't force it, "It's fine if you don't announce it. You can accompany me as my female companion. Don't worry, I will arrange it, and there will be no media present."
Lin Xiyu still refused: "I want to bring a good treasure, you can find someone else to accompany you."
Probably seeing that she was determined not to accompany him, Lu Junting did not continue the topic.
The next day, Lin Xiyu came back from get off work to feed Gubao as usual. Her current milk production is not so sufficient. Gubao has not enough to drink, so he has to make milk powder for him.
Lin Xiyu went to make milk powder, and Baobao was held by the nanny to play outside. Lin Xiyu rushed out the milk powder, and saw that Lu Junting came back at an unknown time, and was holding the baby to tease him at this time.
Guy Bao stared at his father for a while, and then his little paws stretched out to greet his hair. Lu Junting had the painful experience of being pulled by his hair last time, and he already knew the movements of this little brat. , his eyes are quick and his hands are quick, and he squeezed his wrist.
"How do you grab people's hair? This habit needs to be changed for you."
The little guy was pinched by his wrist and couldn't play with this big toy. He was suddenly unhappy.
Lu Junting's face was serious, and he didn't give in at all, "You cry without pulling your hair, why is it so unreasonable?"
Probably seeing this big toy not only doesn't give him to play with, but also has so many cruelty, Bao Bao is even more aggrieved, and burst into tears.
Lu Junting: "…"
Why are you crying like this? Lu Junting was a little helpless, rubbed the little meatball's head and said, "Okay, cry, cry, what's there to cry? Is it wrong for Dad not to scratch your hair?"
Lin Xiyu walked over and said, "Give him to me, I'll feed him."
Lu Junting reached out to her, "I'll come."
Then without waiting for Lin Xiyu's reaction, she directly took the bottle out of her hand. He sat on the sofa with the baby in his arms and let him lie on his back in his arms. When the baby saw that there was something to eat, Immediately, he stretched out a pair of chubby little hands.
Lu Junting said, "Put away your tears first, you can't eat when you cry."
Beautiful baby seemed to be able to understand the words, but he really slowly stopped sobbing and stared at the bottle before Lu Junting fed him. Once he had the milk, he would not be satisfied. , did not hesitate to show his dad a bright smile.
Lu Junting snorted coldly, and pretended to be unhappy: "You bought it with one mouthful of milk, so what is your profit?"
Lu Junting just came back from the company, wearing a suit and trousers, he is tall, sitting on the sofa with wide shoulders and long legs, the baby is held in his arms by him, as small as a Do it by hand.
The man in the suit and the little baby is obviously very different, but at the moment the little baby is being fed by him in his arms, the movements are not awkward, there is a kind of warm harmony sense.
Lin Xiyu looked at the harmonious scene in front of her eyes, she only felt quiet and beautiful, there was a gentle beauty like "time is quiet", she spontaneously felt a sense of joy and satisfaction, she felt like this It seems like a good life to live quietly.
Once dominated by emotions, Lin Xiyu blurted out: "Brother Junting, when is the auction, I will accompany you."
Because of Gubao, because Gubao has a father like him, she is willing to accompany him.
Lu Junting seemed surprised, he was not sure: "Are you sure?"
"I'll accompany you." Lin Xiyu's eyes were firm.
A faint smile appeared on Lu Junting's face, "The day after tomorrow."
After all, she was going to attend a formal occasion, so Lin Xiyu dressed up a little. She wore a long black dress with a large skirt. Because the weather was cold, she put on a faux leather jacket. Her hair was curled by the stylist, half-rolled at the back, and tied with a bow.
Lu Junting was undoubtedly amazed when she saw her for the first time. Lin Xiyu came out of the dressing room and was seen uncomfortable by his eyes. She rubbed her arms in embarrassment and asked him : "Brother Junting, do you think it's okay to wear it like this?"
Lu Junting came back to his senses, but this man who was in danger flickered a few times in a panic, he realized that he just couldn't control it, the emotion of greed and possession was so straightforward leaked from the eye. He half clenched his fist and coughed lightly to ease the embarrassment, and said, "It's pretty, let's go."
The venue of the auction was a famous auction house in Ancheng. Lin Xiyu really had no interest in the auction, and agreeing to participate was purely on the children's side.
A porcelain vase collected by a certain Grand View Garden in a certain era, a hairpin worn by a noble concubine, a landscape painting by an unknown author for a long time.
Lin Xiyu felt drowsy, just when she was about to doze off, she heard the introduction of the host on stage, "The next lot is the work of the modern calligrapher Mr. Lin Daguo. A letter written to his daughter when he was a young man in a great country, which was later bought by the Japanese collector Mr. Fujiwara."
Lin Xiyu's body didn't move for a while as if she was frozen, she recognized it, it was her father's handwriting.
In order to treat Lin Xigan when she was eight years old, her father sold a lot of things, even this letter to her was sold. She still remembered that day when her father was drunk, holding the little girl, she said with an apologetic expression: "Dad wrote a letter to you when you were very young, originally thinking of giving it to you before you get married, But your brother needs money to treat his illness. Dad sold him temporarily. Don't blame Dad, okay? Dad promises you that he will buy it back for you before you get married."
She did not know what was written in the letter, and did not blame her father. Even if he passed away in a car accident later, the letter he had promised to buy back for her was not delivered to her, she still didn't blame him.
She thought she would never see the letter that her father once wrote to her in her life, but now, it is right in front of her. She covered her mouth with a look of disbelief, and her eyes suddenly turned to Lu Junting. Lu Junting was not too surprised by her startled gaze. He said, "Want it? Buy it and give it to you."
Lin Xiyu couldn't describe the feeling in her heart at the moment, she just stared at him with her mouth covered like this, and didn't respond for a long time.
The host above began to make the final statement before the bidding, "The starting price is 100,000, the bidding ladder is 5,000, and the auction begins."
"One hundred thousand." In the crowd, someone raised a sign.
"One hundred and fifty thousand."
"One hundred and fifty thousand."
Lu Junting raised his placard and made a direct offer, "200,000."
The price was added to one million at one point. At the time, Lin Daguo sold this piece of work to a Japanese friend. At that time, it sold for less than 50,000 yuan. Moreover, this letter of credit was a fountain pen, which did not have the essence of Lin Daguo's calligraphy. It was far from worth the price.
But the actor was deliberately raising the price, but Lu Junting kept following him.
When the price increased to one hundred and five hundred thousand, even Lin Xiyu wanted to give up, she whispered to Lu Junting: "Brother Junting, let's not forget it."
Lu Junting, as if he didn't hear her words, directly raised his card, "Two million."
Lin Xiyu breathed a sigh of relief, but fortunately the actor did not continue to follow, and finally this lot was photographed by Lu Junting for 2 million. After the auction, Lu Junting took Lin Xiyu to the backstage to sign and confirm, and then paid for the auction and left.
The letter was placed in a beautiful box. Lin Xiyu felt her hands shaking when she received it. She got into the car with Lu Junting and couldn't wait to open the box. Lu Junting asked the driver to The seat light turns on.
The light shines down, and the letter paper is covered with a warm halo. The paper with a sense of age has the scent of ink on it. My father only likes one brand of ink. She could always smell it.
With her father's deep love for her.
Lin Xiyu looked at the letter, tears gradually wet her eyes, she was full of emotion for a while, no matter how she treated Lu Junting before, and even suspected him, but now, she treats him grateful.
"Brother Junting, you don't need to spend so much money to photograph it. I know very well that it is not worth two million."
Lu Junting asked her, "Do you like it?"
Like, why doesn't she like it?
Lin Xiyu nodded, and Lu Junting said, "Since you like it, it's worth it."