Chapter 41:

Chapter 41:

    Wang Sasha rubbed her eyes, and rubbed them again.

    On the white paper, black and white, plain and clear, not fake.

    Wang Sasa stared at the brown notepad on the desk with a pair of almond eyes, her face was stiff, and her whole person almost became a statue.

    She muttered to herself: "So, Tan Yixuan likes me?"

    Impossible? Didn't she say it was just a joke?

    Possibly, she touched her face, it was her after all.

    So it was not her illusion before, let alone her narcissism! Tan Yixuan really had a crush on her!

    Thinking of this level, Wang Sasha stood up abruptly, because she was too shocked, she accidentally knocked over the tea cup on the desk, and the tea was meandering, smearing the snow-white paper.

    She screamed suddenly, hurried to the toilet to get a towel, and carefully wiped off the water stains. Then take the hair dryer and blow it straight on the paper.

    The paper was dry, but it became dry and wrinkled. She embarrassedly closed the note pad and pressed it with the thick dictionary.

    On such a page, Tan Yixuan should not find out.

    She looked at the notepad that was pressed by the thick dictionary, and scratched her hair frantically, almost not scratching herself into a chicken coop.

    She still couldn't sort out her feelings for Tan Yixuan, so she couldn't give her a response. So for the time being, it can only be regarded as ignorant.

    When she thinks of a clear solution, she will face Tan Yixuan's feelings.

    Make up her mind, Wang Sasa went back to sleep on her own.

    Before going to bed, she received a text message from Tan Yixuan, inviting her to visit Grandma Tan in the hospital tomorrow.

    I just got insight into Tan Yixuan's thoughts, Wang Sasa wanted to refuse, but suddenly thought that in a week, Grandma Tan was going to have an operation, so she couldn't help but hesitate.

    In the end, reason prevailed and I agreed to Tan Yixuan's invitation.

    That night, Wang Sasa hid something in her heart. Use a thick concealer to get rid of dark circles.

    She put on blush and lipstick to make her complexion look better. Facing the mirror, readjusting his expression, making sure that his face did not reveal the slightest emotion, Wang Sasa put on his coat and went out.

    Take a taxi to the hospital, walk into the ward, Tan Yixuan is holding a thermos bucket to make porridge for Grandma Tan. Both of them smiled when they saw her.

    Tan Yixuan's eyes fell on her face, and her eyes were full of water, "I didn't eat lunch, I made porridge, do you want to try it?"

    Grandma Tan greeted her with a smile: "Sasha is here? Come and sit."

    Tan Yixuan filled the porridge and corrected it lightly: "Grandma, how many times have I told you, her name is Sasa, not Sasha."

    Wang Sasa was shocked and stopped.

    Grandma Tan immediately patted her forehead: "Look at my memory, you are too, I called it wrong, and you don't remind me. Salsa, I'll say it smoothly."

    Wang Sasa gave a stiff smile and peeked at Tan Yixuan.

    Tan Yixuan lowered her eyes, smiled, and said nothing.

    After Grandma Tan finished her porridge, Tan Yixuan took the tableware and got up to wash it. So in the ward, in addition to other patients, only Grandma Tan and Wang Sasa were left.

    Grandma Tan carefully looked at Wang Sasa's expression and felt that she looked different, so she couldn't help asking: "Sasa, are you ... having a conflict with Yixuan?"

    Wang Sasa was stunned for a while, then returned to God for a while: "No, where do you want to go, grandma?" After a while, she deliberately changed the subject and said, "Speaking of which, grandma, you will be there next week. It's time for surgery, don't be stressed. You should eat and sleep now, don't think too much about it. By that day, the surgery will go smoothly!"

    Grandma Tan smiled and patted the back of her hand: "Then I'll borrow your good words!"

    Wang Sasa smiled and rolled her eyes, thinking about Tan Yixuan, but she didn't realize Alexander in her heart.

    Wang Sasa was going home, Grandma Tan asked Tan Yixuan to take her out of the hospital.

    The two walked on the long corridor of the hospital, the atmosphere was awkward.

    Wang Sasa didn't know how to speak, but Tan Yixuan didn't know why she didn't speak.

    Seeing that she was about to walk out of the hospital door, Tan Yixuan suddenly said, "Don't you like it?"

    Wang Sasa was startled, she almost didn't bounce on the spot, she stammered rarely, and asked carefully: "What?"

    Tan Yixuan glanced at her sideways, pursed her lips and said, "You didn't move the porridge at noon. Is it bad?"

    Wang Sasa continued to stutter: "You...you said this?"

    Tan Yixuan frowned, not knowing why: "Then who do you think it is?"

    Wang Sasa hurriedly said, "No, I just thought it was wrong."

    Originally, Wang Sasa said this, Tan Yixuan would not deliberately embarrass her, so the topic ended.

    But today Tan Yixuan seems to have changed as a person, and she has to break the casserole and ask to the end.

    She asked, "Then what are you trying to do wrong?"

    Wang Sasa was flustered, and at the same time, because of Tan Yixuan's endless questioning, she was a little annoyed.

    She racked her brains and quickly thought about various reasons to prevaricate: "Just, that's it... Last time, didn't I give you a pearl hairpin? Yes, I'm talking about pearls Cards." The more he said, the smoother he went, "I thought you asked me if I didn't like pearls."

    Tan Yixuan was silent, sighed softly for a long time, she took a step closer to Wang Sasa, and put her hand on her cheek. Wang Sasa's face changed, and he quickly took a step back: "What do you want?"

    Tan Yixuan moved for a while, then continued to stretch out her hand to take the leaves off her head and put them in front of her, explaining: "I just saw it, I don't know when it got on it."

    Wang Sasa blushed instantly because of 'the heart of a villain and the belly of a king', she twitched the corner of her mouth to explain the abnormality just now: "I thought you were going to hit me."

    Tan Yixuan sighed again and shook her head: "How come? You think too much. Is it recently..." She looked at her with a thoughtful look.

    Wang Sasa swallowed her saliva unconsciously, scolded herself in her heart, then raised a smile, and patted her on the shoulder pretendingly, "I really have no sense of humor, I obviously Just kidding you!"

    "Really?" He glanced at her with black eyes.

    Wang Sasa nodded vigorously: "Of course!"

    Seeing that Tan Yixuan did not ask any further questions, Wang Sasa finally breathed a sigh of relief.

    Watching Wang Sasa leave, Tan Yixuan stared at her slender back, lowered her eyes to think for a moment, looked up again, and the corners of her mouth slowly raised.

    This weekend, Wang Sasa did not go to Tan Yixuan again, but stayed at home thinking about life.

    She had to think about how Tan Yixuan, as a straight daughter, was bent by her.

    After thinking about it, I can only come to one conclusion: she is too charming.

    She can't be disheartened because people love her.

    So this life cannot bear the weight, she can only bear it.

    As for the journal? She rolled her eyes, intending to return it without knowing it on Monday.

    During recess, Wang Sasa deliberately took advantage of Tan Yixuan to go to the toilet to sneak the diary back into her schoolbag. After doing all this, she felt that she was safe, and the big stone in her heart fell to the ground. .

    Since Tan Yixuan did not confess directly, she should pretend that she did not find out for the time being!

    Because she suddenly remembered her former goal, she matched Tan Yixuan with the person she liked.

    Now, the person she likes is clearly herself!

    Then that means, to make Tan Yixuan happy, she must sacrifice herself!

    Changing sexual orientation, she really can't do it! So forgive her ostrich mentality and let her escape for a few days.

    Wang Sasa, who thought it was perfect, didn't know it. The next day she found the diary, and Tan Yixuan, who was flipping through the pages, looked at the page that was wet by Wang Sasa, and showed a clear smile . She did see...

    Tan Yixuan closed the diary, her black eyes stared deeply at Wang Sasa, who was receiving the boiling water in the back row of the classroom, and quickly looked away when the other party followed his line of sight.

    She held the ballpoint pen tightly with her fingers, admonishing herself to be patient. So the desire in my heart was repressed again.

    Wang Sasa returned to her position, Tan Yixuan asked casually, "Grandma has an operation this Saturday, will you come?" She said, before Wang Sasa answered, she followed with her eyes down Said, "I'm so worried, if there is an accident, what should I do?" She raised her head and stared at her, caught her hand off guard, held it in the palm of her hand, and said sadly and confidently, "Sasa, will you accompany me? "

    Wang Sasa faced the other party's fiery gaze, Alexander, looking down at his tightly grasped hands, the pressure was even greater.

    But Tan Yixuan couldn't find it abnormal, and she was not at ease with Grandma Tan's surgery, so she had to keep an eye on it. So he hesitated: "Don't worry, I will accompany you."

    Tan Yixuan clenched her hands and asked, "Forever?"

    In the past, Wang Sasa didn't think much about it, but now she hesitated after hearing Tan Yixuan's question. If she answered forever, would she give Tan Yixuan an unrealistic delusion? But if you don't answer forever, what should Tan Yixuan do when she's angry?

    In the end, she could only look around, dare not look at her, and mumbled vaguely: "Maybe."

    Tan Yixuan looked at her with a smile, her face remained unmoved, her long eyelashes drooped to hide the shimmering light, "This way I can feel at ease."

    Saturday, the city hospital.

    Grandma Tan performed the operation in the morning, and in the afternoon she was full of energy and clamored to be discharged from the hospital. Tan Yixuan and Wang Sasa quickly held her down to prevent Grandma Tan from messing around. Anyway, I persuaded Grandma Tan to stay in the hospital for observation.

    Because Grandma Tan didn't have lunch, Tan Yixuan was going to go home to cook as usual, and specially called Wang Sasa to go home with her.

    Anyway, go back, Wang Sasa has no opinion.

    Tan Yixuan asked Wang Sasa to go to the living room to watch TV first, and then go to the kitchen to cook by herself.

    Wang Sasa watched TV for a while, got bored, turned around and went to Tan Yixuan's bedroom, wanting to look through her bookcase to see if she got her diary back.

    Thinking of that email, Wang Sasa felt that Tan Yixuan was too careless. Is it okay to keep such a private and important thing in a diary?

    The person who took her diary doesn't know who it is, so she has to find a way to find it. The other party was obviously uneasy and kind to Tan Yixuan. She was worried that the person would lose his mind and go public when he saw that she didn't respond.

    I was thinking about something when a hand came from behind.

    Wang Sasa was taken aback and turned around to look. Seeing Tan Yixuan, she sneered: "I'm sorry... I flipped through your bookcase again."

    Tan Yixuan held her shoulders, stared at her without saying a word.

    Wang Sasa's heart started beating wildly, she was keenly aware of what Tan Yixuan might want to say, a heart suddenly raised, and she couldn't help murmured: "Tan Yixuan..."

    Tan Yixuan lowered her eyes and stared at her fingers, which slid along Wang Sasa's shoulders and landed on her cheeks. Tan Yixuan fondly rubbed Wang Sasa's cheek, stepped closer, and said softly, "Actually, did you see it?"

    Wang Sasa panicked and took a step back.

    Tan Yixuan's bedroom is very small, there is only one desk, behind the desk is her bed. When Wang Sasa retreated, he stumbled, and his body lost its center of gravity and fell backward. She subconsciously grabbed the hem of Tan Yixuan's clothes and took him down.

    What's the situation now?

    This is absolutely not a situation!

    So Wang Sasa immediately jumped up and resisted righteously: "Tan Yixuan, don't do this, you won't pass the trial. Just stand there and talk."

    Tan Yixuan looked at her inexplicably.

    Wang Sasa paused, then quickly hid to the other side of the desk, looking at her nervously.

    When Tan Yixuan approached just now, to be honest, she was frightened.

    At that moment, her expression was blank, and her heart was frightened with garbled characters.

    If Tan Yixuan was not looking at her, Wang Sasa would want to cover her face and mourn regardless of the image.

    A shadow fell on Tan Yixuan's face, and her breath was close at hand: "Do you like me?

     Hearing this, Wang Sa Sa smiled, which was even uglier than crying.

    She tried to slap Tan Yixuan: "Don't come here... I'll talk to you in detail."

    Tan Yixuan walked in, held her shoulders, and easily stopped Wang Sasa's movements.

    She smiled, but the smile did not reach her eyes, "Tell me, you saw my diary, didn't you?" With urgency and aggressiveness.

    Wang Sasa couldn't resist, so she just pretended to be dead, broke the jar and said, "Yeah, I saw it."

    Tan Yixuan couldn't help rubbing her cheeks, her fingers still pressing her, and she exhaled in her ear: "Then... what do you think of me?"

    What can Wang Sasa say? It is obviously inappropriate to refuse directly. So just drag.

    She slightly avoided Tan Yixuan's fingers and thought about her words, "Tan Yixuan, you are fine. But..."

    Tan Yixuan's fingers trembled, holding her chin, breaking her face, staring into her eyes and saying, "You mean, we are not suitable?"

    Wang Sa swallowed and denied: "No, no, I mean. I think we need to cultivate feelings. It's a little hard to accept you now, after all, I haven't liked girls. So... we are Don't you have to cultivate feelings first?"

     Hearing this, Tan Yixuan pinched her chin and stared at her for a moment, then suddenly hooked her lips into a smile, the smile overflowed from the bottom of her eyes, and her whole face brightened.

    Wang Sasa suspected that Tan Yixuan might have lost her mind because of the heavy blow. She was worried that she would suddenly attack, so she could not help looking at her carefully: "Tan Yixuan, are you all right?"

    Tan Yixuan's body suddenly covered her entire body, she hugged the treasure in her arms, she really did not expect that Wang Sasa was willing to accept her.

    She was so happy, her whole body was trembling, her eyes were blushing with excitement. He couldn't help hugging her, took a deep breath at her neck, and said with great joy, "It doesn't matter, I'm willing to wait."

    Wang Sasa was stunned, reached out and patted Tan Yixuan's shoulder hesitantly, she didn't seem to say anything misleading, right?