Chapter 70: Yanagitan extra
That summer, when I was six years old, I was adopted by my adoptive mother and changed my name to Liu Dan.
At that time, the children in the orphanage were very envious of my parents, and the dean's nanny also told me earnestly that I should listen to my new parents in my new home and live a good life.
On the way back to my adoptive mother's house, I thought so too.
Unfortunately, since I stepped into Liu's house, everything was fake, I just realized that I stepped into the abyss with one foot, and all the demons lived in it.
My adoptive mother took me back, not because she really needed a child, but because she needed a substitute, a tool to replace her suffering.
Because the adoptive father is short-tempered, likes to drink and beat people, and he had a car accident, and the injury is inhuman, so he tortured the adoptive mother in every possible way, and after adopting me back, this The torture became me, and the adoptive mother was relieved.
No one can imagine my pain, nor the hatred that has accumulated in my heart.
They will send me to school, because they want to cover up all these inhuman crimes, I have thought about running away or calling the police, but they have a lot of photos and videos, and they can't escape at all, because the adoptive mother Paying for someone to follow me, the only places I can go are school and home.
I lived like **** until I was fifteen. When I was able to learn a lot and had the ability to resist, I looked at the bruised body, and the hatred in my heart had reached its peak. He took his revenge and escaped being monitored day and night. Not long after that, his adoptive father died. When he went out to drink at night, he finally fell into the river and drowned, and no one noticed anything abnormal, because the medicine that his adoptive father often took was early. It was destroyed by me, and no one will find the trace.
However, I finally let my adoptive father die and gave me no chance to escape, so my adoptive mother locked me up with chains, just because I was afraid that I would go out and talk nonsense.
, repeating what my adoptive father did to me, it was a normal man and more thorough. After the adoptive mother found out, she thought that I had tricked her into stealing her lover, and it was insulting in every way. All the harm they inflicted on me will never be forgotten in this life.
The **** is empty, the devil is in the world.
I thought darkly, I must kill them all.
I did it later and fell in love with the specimens, I dismembered them all to see their hearts, why are they black?
Being an unknown disaster star until I went to college and changed my life, I used a new identity and started to meet new people, everything was fine, I seem to have forgotten the past, but what? The appearance of Mo disrupted my disguise, because he and I were the same people, with a dirty past, and a distorted heart that was dark and perverted.
The two of us are wary of each other, but we can also cover up each other and do things that we are very excited about, but also very abnormal in the eyes of normal people.
I thought it would be like this forever, but when I was invited back to school to give a lecture, I met Ning Qiu unilaterally. It was raining heavily at that time, and she actually used her clothes to keep the stray dogs warm , used an umbrella to protect them from the rain, while he was walking in the rain curtain, his whole body was wet, and he still smiled happily and happily.
Really stupid. That's what I said in my heart, but I can't forget that smile in the rain no matter what.
That's how people are. You deliberately avoid them, but you will often meet them. Not to mention that Ning Qiu started her debut at that time, and it became very popular, and it was difficult to know her.
In this way, I couldn't help collecting her information step by step, and I began to think, this person is mine, and it can only be mine.
This idea has taken root in my mind day by day, and it has also prompted me to do a lot of bad things, but this sounds more like an excuse, because I am completely broken, Doing bad things has become the norm.
In a metaphor, then Ningqiu is the sun, and I am the night.
Being a doctor, treating more people, may be my only redemption, and the other redemption is Ning Qiu, because all her beautiful qualities are an existence that I dare not defile.
Later I found that I was no different from the demon I once hated. At the last moment of deciding to die completely, I was able to embrace the long-awaited sunshine. I was very happy and satisfied.
If people can have the next life, I also want to have a simple and beautiful smile.