Chapter 76:
Hua Cancan held his hand and looked at Bian Yingning for a moment.
I just stare at Bian Ying and don't know how to place it.
Why does she look at herself like this, what did she say wrong? Or did she see that she was distracted just now?
For a long time, Hua Cancan opened his eyes: "Then go tomorrow."
Bian Yining nodded and added this matter to her schedule.
Look, you can choose whatever you want to see."
After a while, the servant aunt brought them fruit and snacks. Bian Yingning ate a piece of cantaloupe, and then poked it and put it to Hua Cancan's mouth, Hua Cancan lowered his head and ate it.
"What do you think of this movie?" Bian Yingning was stunned.
She has watched this movie almost twice.
Hua Cancan chewed the cantaloupe and put down the remote control: "What happened to this movie? I heard that it is very popular recently, but I haven't had time to watch it."
Bian Yingning didn't speak, she didn't know what she was thinking.
Bian Yingning, who was lying comfortably, was still wandering in the sky, and he was thrown to sit up.
She was stunned, and before she had time to ask Hua Cancan what he was doing and why he didn't even lean on him, she heard Hua Cancan say:
"Why, I went to the cinema with others to see it, and now I'm not happy to watch it again, right?" Hua Cancan's tone was cooler than the ice cream they had just finished eating.
Bian Yingning: "…"
"How do you know?"
No, she knows all about this, doesn't she... don't have a little secret?
"Huh." Her reaction made Hua Cancan confirm her guess that she didn't want to watch this movie she had already seen with her.
Bian Yingning is so wronged.
I just asked how you know, and I just asked you how to watch this movie, I didn't say I won't show you this movie, I didn't say I can't let you know I go to the movies with others! "
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"In other words, do you think you and others went to the movies with me behind my back to go to the movies and have fun? You did nothing wrong?"
Bian Yingning said righteously: "Of course there is something wrong!"
"What's wrong??"
"The mistake is to let you know." Bian Yingning said seriously.
Hua Cancan: "?"
How dare she say such shameless scum?
"And I didn't tell you in advance, but let you know from other channels that I was too careless and made you feel deceived and hurt."
"I probably should have understood long ago that even if we are as good as me, even if we are in a deep friendship, it will make you more possessive in your friendship.
Actually, there will be possessiveness among friends, brothers, and sisters. I understand that, the key is to blame myself, blame me for being too good, and make you unable to let me go. "
Bian Yingning looked at Hua Cancan affectionately, very sad.
Hua Cancan felt that she was farting and wanted to punch her to shut her up.
When her friend sent her a screenshot of Ji Xiaoxue's Moments, she felt betrayed.
Ji Xiaoxue, Jiang Jiaotao, Duanmu Zhengjie…
She met more people behind her back.
Perhaps it was her possessiveness, she knew it was normal for everyone, but she couldn't help but secretly sullen in her heart.
Even if she has other things to do and distract her, this thing has always been a nail in her heart.
She couldn't put it down or pull it out, so she was left to hurt herself.
Bian Yingning took the two glasses of juice prepared by her aunt on the table in front of her, and pushed one of them to Hua Cancan.
"You don't need to worry about those people, you are my most important friend." She said in a sincere and sincere tone.
Hua Cancan did not speak.
In fact, she has no right to blame Bian Yingning in this matter, because she is also a fun-loving person, making friends is a daily necessity for her.
But...
The former Bian Yingning exudes indifference to this world from her bones.
She treats all people the same, laughing or sneering, but she knows that those people are no better than herself.
She is unique in Bian Yingning.
Something seems to have changed unknowingly.
She doesn't feel her uniqueness, and even others get more than what she got from Bian Yingning.
Hua Cancan took a sip of the juice and suddenly said, "Is there a possibility... I'm in love with you."
So she became concerned about gains and losses, and became jealous and dissatisfied.
For example, just now, when she saw Shang Qingan's car parked at the door, she didn't know how much self-control she used to not rush out.
Bian Yingning, who came back from the outside, was visibly happy and excited, making her feel angry.
"Puff-cough-cough-cough-cough..."
Bian Yingning watched Hua Cancan pick up the juice and drink it, and took two sips himself, who knew that Hua Cancan's next sentence almost didn't let her go directly to the west.
She choked to the point that she thought she might just pass by.
In love with yourself?
It took a while for Bian Yingning to recover.
Hua Cancan withdrew his hand from behind her and stared at her without blinking, as if she was looking for an answer herself.
"Don't scare me..." Bian Yingning murmured.
"We have known each other for more than ten years, we... If you fell in love with me, did you only fall in love with me these days? There is no doubt that you love me, but we are not That kind of feeling."
Bian Yingning sighed and began to transform herself into an emotional expert to rescue the lost sisters in love.
"We are already like relatives, you may now feel that I am playing with others and ignoring you, you have some sourness.
You mistake it for jealousy, and then think you like me or something... In fact, it boils down to a kind of possessiveness.
Like a child who doesn’t want their parents to have a second child, feels that the second child will take away their favorite kind…”
Hua Cancan was listening very seriously, but slowly her face began to turn black: "Do you think the metaphor of the second child is appropriate?"
Isn't this secretly taking advantage of her, comparing her to a child, and comparing myself to her parents, that's good, and I don't forget to take advantage of her as an example.
Bian Yingning: "…"
Damn, be so sensitive.
"It doesn't matter whether it is suitable or not, the most important thing is that you understand what I mean."
Hua Cancan is thoughtful.
She still felt that something was wrong when Hua Cancan left, but she couldn't react for a while.
Watching this movie for the third time, Hua Cancan walked for a long time and Bian Yingning did not move.
She sat in front of the screen staring at the frozen scene on the screen.
Is there something she overlooked?
The first time she saw this film, she fainted with dizziness.
The second time she watched it, her heart was hurting, and the third time was now. After watching it, she felt that her heart was very heavy, and the invisible big stone was about to press her to the bottom of the world.
Is it her problem...or the original owner?
…
The wind is fast—
No, it's not the wind, it's her.
In a daze, Bian Yingning seemed to be sitting in a car, her hands clenched the steering wheel, but her feet did not step on the accelerator or brake.
She was shocked. The speed of the car was so fast that she could not even see all the scenery around her. There were one detour after another. She wanted to stop herself, but suddenly found that she couldn't control herself at all!
The car turns and swings like someone is controlling it...
Every movement made her heart skip a beat.
What is she doing, where is this…
Thinking of these problems brought severe pain back into my head.
The next second, Bian Yingning was surprised to find that she could move.
But before she could slow down the car, the car suddenly lost control and rushed out of the railing.
Before rushing out of the railing, she saw that she was on a circling mountain road, but after rushing out of the railing, the scene suddenly changed.
She suddenly appeared on the sea, and not far away was a huge orange-red sunset, the afterglow of the sunset reflected on the sea.
Everything is beautiful.
She is like a seabird rushing to the sunset, volleying on the sea.
Then, the sense of weightlessness hit, and she fell into the deep sea with the car.
When Bian Yingning woke up, she was woken up by Aunt Zhuo.
Woke up with heart palpitations.
Aunt Zhuo wiped her sweat with a few wet tissues, with concern in her eyes: "Miss, have you had a nightmare?"
Father Bian asked her to call Bian Yingning to go to the study, she just got here, she saw Bian Yingning huddled up on the sofa asleep, and she kept mumbling—
"Help."
Bian Yingning slowed down for a long time before she came over, took the hot water handed by Aunt Zhuo and drank it, and then she said, "I'm fine, what's the matter."
The clothes on her body were wet with sweat for a long time, and now they were so cold against the skin, she got up and planned to go back to the room to take a shower.
Aunt Zhuo saw that she did not say anything, and did not continue to ask.
"Mr. told you to go to the study...but your clothes are soaking wet, go back to change your clothes or take a hot bath first, sir, I'll go with you, I'll go with him for you Say."
Bian Yingning nodded and went back to take a simple bath before going to Bian Jiageng's study.
Bian Jiageng sat behind the desk with a solemn expression.
"Dad, are you looking for me?" Bian Yingning went in and closed the door.
"Sit down." Father Bian pointed to a chair opposite him.
Bian Yingning is also welcome, sit down obediently.
Bian Jiageng flipped through the document: "In a few days, it will be the bidding time for the land development rights in the south. I heard that you have been preparing to win this project?"
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