Chapter 89: 089

Chapter 89: 089

    "Su Ruan!" Lu Mingchen was startled and ran over quickly.

    I didn't expect Su Ruan to stand up straight the moment he saw him, raised his hand and refused his support, "It's okay, don't touch me!"

    Lu Mingchen froze.

    Su Ruan leaned against the wall tightly, watching Xiaocao being put on the hospital bed by the doctors and pushed away, then smiled at Lu Mingchen, "I'm fine, maybe because I didn't Sleep well, some hypoglycemia."

    Her tone was gentle, and the icy alienation at that moment seemed like an illusion.

    Lu Mingchen looked at her pale face and the cold sweat on her temples, definitely not hypoglycemia, but Su Ruan obviously didn't plan to say anything.

    Nurse Mi ran over and gave Su Ruan a bottle of glucose, "Drink this first, Captain Lu, you can help her find a place to rest." After that, she hurriedly chased after her. Ran away with a cart.

    Lu Mingchen wanted to come to help her, but Su Ruan still refused, "It's really okay, I'll just drink some glucose."

    Lu Mingchen pursed his lips, his eyes darkened, "How about I carry you up?"

    Su Ruan sighed and stretched out his arm to him.

    Lu Mingchen finally touched her, the skin under his palm was really cold, he stretched out his other hand and almost half hugged her upstairs.

    It's the same office just now.

    Lu Mingchen helped Su Ruan to sit down on the sofa, turned around to help her pour hot water, Su Ruan took it over and smiled and said, "It's okay to worry you."

    Lu Mingchen opened his mouth, the distance she inexplicably widened made him unable to say more caring words, as if asking too much was crossing the line.

    Su Ruan said, "Brother Mingchen, don't be burdened by the words of Political Commissar Wang. He doesn't know the real situation of the two of us, so he will say that."

    Lu Mingchen froze for a moment, "Did you hear that?"

    "Well," Su Ruan smiled, "I also heard Pei Zhiming urging you to pursue me." She said with a smile, "I know you agreed to cooperate with me in order to help me. of."

      solved."

    "I'll make it clear to my mother."

    Lu Mingchen's face changed slightly, "No, no burden."

    He pursed his lips and asked, "Are you mad at me?"

    "I didn't think about leaving without saying goodbye that day, I just happened to be outside when I received the task."

    "Oh," Su Ruan said apologetically, "I misunderstood you. It was the first time I encountered that kind of situation. I was a little anxious and lost my temper. I'm sorry, I won't do it again. ."

    He was expecting to solve the misunderstanding, but his easy forgiveness made him panic, perfunctory and polite, as if he was just an irrelevant person to her.

    Su Ruan got up, "Are you going to do another mission soon? Take a good rest, it just so happens that I have something to do."

    Lu Mingchen frowned, "Su Ruan..."

    "Oh, that's right." Su Ruan turned around, "I'll ask you a little."

    Lu Mingchen's eyes brightened, "What?"

    "Live well and don't get hurt. Instead of always thinking that you will sacrifice and hurt others at any time, it is better not to give everyone the opportunity to be sad."

    "If you really sacrifice, others don't know what will happen. Anyway, I must be devastated and cry myself to death." Su Ruan smiled, "If you don't want me to cry , just live well."

    Lu Mingchen's words were like saying goodbye again, as if she was going to leave and never come back in the next second.

    He couldn't help but stepped forward, and then found that he seemed to be unable to do anything, and could only stand dryly to answer her question, "I won't think that way."

    "That's it!" Su Ruan laughed, her pale face looked a little fragile for some reason, "Go on a mission!"

    The moment she turned and left, Lu Mingchen's body was ahead of his consciousness, and he grabbed her wrist.

    Su Ruan looked at him suspiciously.

    Lu Mingchen paused, "I'll take you back."

    "No need." Su Ruan smiled, "There is a car outside, I can go back by myself. You don't have much time, so don't run around."

    Lu Mingchen frowned, Su Ruan pretended to be a tiger, "Stay and rest! I'll go back by myself, don't come with me, or I'll get angry!"

    Lu Mingchen looked at her persistent gaze, and could only let go and watch her disappear outside the door.

    When the footsteps in the corridor disappeared, he couldn't help chasing out the door.

    "It is recommended not to chase." A gentle voice came from the side.

    Lu Mingchen was stunned for a moment, and when he turned back, he saw a gentle and elegant young man leaning against the wall, he gently reminded, "Captain Lu, don't go to her in your current state, or you will Self-defeating."

    Lu Mingchen frowned, "Why are you here?"

    Dr. Wen smiled, "I remember that I introduced myself as a doctor, and the hospital invited me to give a psychology lecture."

    He pointed to the lounge next to him, "Give me the rest room."

    Seeing that Lu Mingchen didn't intend to pay attention to him, Dr. Wen said, "If you catch up now, you will never have the chance to pursue her again."

    Lu Mingchen stopped subconsciously.

    The corner of Dr. Wen's mouth tickled imperceptibly.

    Lu Mingchen frowned, "What do you mean?"

    Dr. Wen said, "I mean, she is closing her heart to you now. If you don't understand your own thoughts first, and rush to catch up, maybe that sentence is wrong." He said Then, he made a slap of two palms and made a "snap" sound, "The last gap will also be closed, and it will never be opened again."

    Lu Mingchen said, "I don't understand what you are saying."

    "Don't you feel it?" Dr. Wen said, "She is alienating you, and this is just the beginning."

    Lu Mingchen panicked slightly, "Why?"

    Doctor Wen looked into his eyes and asked, "Will you really marry her?"

    Lu Mingchen lowered his eyelids, "It's none of your business."

    Dr. Wen said, "I remember that I said I wanted to pursue Miss Su, so of course it's none of my business. I'm a gentleman, and I won't be a third party."

    Lu Mingchen raised his eyes and stared at him murderously.

    Doctor Wen was not afraid at all, and still looked directly into Lu Mingchen's eyes, "so I'll talk to you frankly."

    "Are you worried that Miss Su will be like the wives of your fallen or retired comrades?"

    Lu Mingchen pursed his lips and did not speak.

    Doctor Wen smiled, "So instead of thinking that she should have a better destination, you might as well admit that you are cowardly and that you are afraid of not being able to give her happiness."

    "In this case, Miss Su is helping you make choices now." Dr. Wen said, "She has a very stubborn temper and strong self-esteem. Whenever others reveal a little bit of rejection, she It will take the initiative to step back and never get entangled.”

    Lu Mingchen was startled, and suddenly remembered that when Su Ruan was chasing him to cooperate last year, he just asked a question, and she gave up immediately, she had already made preparations that the two would not cooperate .

    "She sensed your thoughts." Dr. Wen said, "Captain Lu, love can't be hidden, she sensed your feelings, so after understanding your concerns, Take a step back."

    "On the surface, it is to make progress and retreat to make others comfortable, but in fact it does not allow myself to be embarrassed." Dr. Wen couldn't help sighing, "The temper is really not ordinary but stronger."

    "So," he looked at Lu Mingchen, "she won't allow herself to fall in love with someone who doesn't want to love her."

    "I think you probably want to maintain such a friendly relationship, protect her as long as you can."

     "Until one day, there is a man who can hug her confidently when she is weak, can forcibly tear her disguise when she is polite because of her injury, can forcibly tear her disguise when she is weak and sad When you are with her, you can let go."

    Doctor Wen looked at Lu Mingchen's clenched fists and said with a smile, "Since you don't have the courage to do this, you are doomed to have no results. If you catch up now, it will only make her more uncomfortable. That's it, it's better to keep your distance as she asked."

    "Sorry, my occupational disease is a bit serious, I can't help but want to analyze it when I see people." Dr. Wen smiled, "But I tell you so much, I want to tell you that since you If you can't do it, don't pick on it, although I may not be able to make her happy in the end, but I have to give it a try."

    Lu Mingchen said, "What do you think of feelings?"

    Doctor Wen said, "The most beautiful thing in life, so I will take it seriously. As for the final result, who can say for sure? Just like you are always worried that you will sacrifice at any time, But what if you live to be eighty years old?"

    "But you don't have to worry too much, Miss Su is a very smart person. If she is not suitable, she will identify herself, and break up if it is a big deal. They are adults, and this matter can be lived through. "

    Doctor Wen smiled and said, "The best ending for you is that Miss Su doesn't like anyone and can live alone, just like today, it's uncomfortable and scared. You can digest it by yourself, and you can just watch silently by the side."

    Lu Mingchen clenched his fists.

    "But believe me, her heart is actually very strong, and she can digest it well."

    Doctor Wen raised his hand and looked at the table below, "Okay, I have a lecture later."

    "You don't have to worry about Comrade Su's affairs. I'll comfort her when I'm done with my work in a while, so you can go to work with confidence."

    After Dr. Wen left, Lu Mingchen closed his eyes fiercely, her pale face and crumbling body were all in his mind.

    For a while, she bit her back teeth and hammered the wall, "Fuck it!"

    Walking out with big strides, Pei Zhiming just happened to meet him, "Boss?"

    "Give me the key."

    Pei Zhiming handed him the car keys, and Lu Mingchen quickly disappeared.

    Pei Zhiming scratched his head, saw Dr. Wen in the office not far away, and went over to say hello, "Doctor Wen, are you angry with our boss? Your face is so scary."

    Dr. Wen held the quilt and the old **** was there, "Where is this going? There will be more terrible times."

    The jeep galloped back to the army family home.

    Lu Mingchen was stunned when he pushed open the door, the room was empty, if it wasn't for a double bed in the corner, he would have suspected that they had never come back to live.

    The voice of Mrs. Zhang came from next door, "Captain Deer? Are you back? Are you looking for Xiao Su? Xiao Su said she went back to the courtyard!"

    Lu Mingchen looked at the watch on his hand, turned around and walked out with a dark face.

    Just after leaving the base, the BB machine in his pocket rang, and Lu Mingchen couldn't help but hammer the steering wheel.