Chapter 90:
Nangong Jin's words were like a spell, circling in her ears over and over again.
"You can't beat me, you'll never beat me!"
What if she ruins the Nangong family, what if she gets the project, what if she leaves herself with nothing?
Nangong Jin knew that in her last life, Bian Yingning was willing to die for Shang Qingfen, but in this life, as long as she is not a native and only lived in this world, she will continue to go through fire and water for Shang Qingfen before dying once.
As long as she can't be with Shang Qinghui, as long as she and Shang Qinghui die, he is still the winner.
People like them have their unknown pride.
I won't be willing to hide my name and do nothing.
For Nangong Jin, living in humiliation as a loser is worse than a vigorous revenge.
Everyone hurts and hurts together.
Only when she found out that Nangong Jin participated in the bidding, she thought that Nangong Jin had not reached the end of the road yet, and she thought he still had cards to fight again.
She focused all her attention on whether Nangong Jin could help her in any other direction. Unexpectedly, it was just a trick to confuse her.
Let her speculate and let her focus on bidding.
"What do you want me to do?"
Nangong Jin showed a satisfied smile: "If we said that earlier, we could talk more easily."
Bian Yingning's eyes were red, and she only saw Shang Qingfen, who was shaky.
"Your target is me, and your enemy is also me. You let her go, and something is coming at me."
Nangong Jin smacked her lips: "Look, whether it's the last life or this life, no matter what, you can't win against me."
"Yes," Bian Yingning nodded neatly: "I can't beat you."
"Let her go, I'll give you whatever you want, and don't involve other people in our grievances."
Nangong Jin frowned: "No no no, this is not right, it is not the grievance between us, the grievance between the three of us."
"What do you want!" Bian Yingning couldn't help but asked, seeing the wound on Shang Qing's leg still spewing blood.
"Hahahahaha," Nangong Jin laughed wildly: "Why, are you in a hurry?"
Today is destined to be no sun, sea breeze, and cold winter.
Because Bian Yingning stepped forward just now, Nangong Jin pulled Shang Qingfen back a lot, and the cliff was behind them.
"Since you died in the sea in your last life, or you will still be like this in this life?"
Dead in the sea?
Bian Yingning's eyes crossed Nangong Jin and cast them on the sea behind him.
Some memories that don't seem to belong to me are surging in my mind with the waves in the distance.
"I can let Shang Qingfen go, but you know, she wants to kill me, what she said is called attempted murder...
I recently sponsored a new racing competition, and I was thinking about how to make it better. Well, you go to participate once, I will give you a back door and go directly to the final.
Bian's daughter participates in extreme racing sports, well, this gimmick alone is enough to attract attention.
You can drive, ah, I'm not talking nonsense, Miss Bian has played more cars than I have eaten... If you can make the top three, I will let her go . "
The ghostly words echoed faintly, Bian Yingning couldn't help covering her head, but those words and those broken pictures were shown one after another.
This is not her memory, this is Bian Yingning's memory in the book.
This is not her experience, she is just an ordinary girl, a senior who is studying journalism and is about to graduate and has completed her defense!
…
Other than that.
Bian Yingning raised her head suddenly, besides that.
In addition to this identity, her friends, her parents, where does her family live...
Why she can't remember at all, she only remembers that she is a student, a student who wants a diploma.
—is she really her.
She suddenly realized that she was just a bird in a cage, and a pair of invisible hands were controlling her destiny.
If you want her to go forward, she will go forward, if you want her to go backward, she will go back.
She didn't even know who she was, where she came from, and where she was going.
She has no freedom, all she has done since she came here is to survive.
Why did she live as someone else's pleasure after all.
"You drive down from here and I'll let her go." Nangong Jin said.
"I don't want to embarrass you, I just want to see you perform a stunt."
"From here on, if you can still live, then your life will be big."
Bian Yingning smiled softly, her voice was very soft, but her words contained firmness: "Why do you think I will die for her?"
The unwarranted system told her that if she did not complete the task, she would die.
She was trembling and did it step by step.
When she was about to see the dawn, someone suddenly jumped out and told her to die.
Why all people and things want her to die.
Nangong Jin's eyes narrowed, she didn't expect Bian Yingning to say such a thing.
"You..."
When she first came here, she felt that it was a virtual world, and she would go back after finishing the task.
Later, she slowly discovered that the world in the book she thought was actually real to the people living in this world.
And now, she is confused, can she really go back to the past?
Is what she thinks the past really true? What book world and what real world, which one really exists?
Nangong Jin was a little flustered, he pulled out the knife on Shang Qingfen's leg again, Shang Qingfen's painful groan was hidden in his throat, and the bloodstained blade touched her again 's neck.
"Why, isn't she important to you?"
Looking at Bian Yingning, who no longer lost her composure, Nangong Jin was very flustered.
Shang Qingfen can clearly feel the warm blood flowing down her frozen legs, very hot, so hot.
She couldn't make a sound, she was pulled by Nangong Jin and barely stood, she didn't know what she was feeling.
"What do you think."
Bian Yingning's light words made Nangongjin jump into a rage, and the knife edge pointed at Bian Yingning: "What do you mean? You still pretend to be me now, right?"
He doesn't believe what he's doing is worthless.
If Shang Qingfen is not important to Bian Yingning, then everything he does now is just like a clown.
It's not painful or itchy for Bian Yingning.
"You think you've removed the aura of the protagonist, what's the difference between you and other ordinary people?" Bian Yingning looked at the helpless Nangong Jin with pity in his eyes, and slowly approached him and said:
"Do you think you got everything by your own abilities in the last life? It's just that you used the aura of the protagonist to let others down!
Otherwise, in the last life, you used the method that was so pure and perfect, why doesn't it work here?
Why are you down? Why can't all your methods succeed? Because you are no longer the male protagonist, and you are no longer the protagonist of this world, no one will serve you! "
Boom—
I don't know if it was a dull thunder or a huge sound of waves crashing on the reef, and the explosion made people's scalp numb.
"We are all just ants, living here in a hurry and leaving in a hurry."
Bian Yingning stood not far from Nangong Jin, looking at the sea that was about to boil.
Nangong Jin pulled Shang Qingfen away from her, when he suddenly felt something behind him, he turned his head sideways and unknowingly they were already standing on the edge of the cliff.
Bian Yingning, who was not far away, turned around and looked over. The sea breeze blew her hair away, and she seemed to go with the wind: "I like her, I have liked her for a long time."
The nostalgic eyes wandered on Shang Qingfen, who was hanging his head, messy hair soaked in cold sweat and sticking to his face, unable to see his face.
The weak Shang Qingfen suddenly sensed something, raised his head, looked into Bian Yingning's eyes, and saw the sea behind her.
"I like you too." She said abruptly.
Maybe not as long as you, but not less.
After Shang Qinghui finished his light words, he suddenly turned around and circled Nangong Jin with his backhand. Before he could react, he led him back.
The moment her body vacated, she heard Bian Yingning's voice.
She's saying no.
Heartbreaking.
In a trance, she seemed to return to a long, long time ago, when she first saw Bian Yingning.
Little Bian Yingning looked at the two different **** in her hand, reluctantly, she wrinkled her face to herself, and said in a milky voice, "No."
And, and...and many, many more.
She knew what she thought of relying on the past, but this time, she didn't want her to pay for herself.
The sound of the wind echoed in my ears, Nangong Jin roared unwillingly, followed by a bang.
The sound of entering the water was so small that it was inaudible.
Just like every time a person walks in the world, it is so silent.
Bian Yingning stared blankly at the empty cliff face, only a pool of blood told her that what happened here just now was not a dream.
Heartache to the point of confusion.
What is real.
Is her pain real at this moment?
Swept, turned up, slapped, fell, and so on.
There is no indication that it just engulfed two people.
"You said, I'm dead, can I go home?"
Go back to where you started.
The sound dissipated with the wind, and there was no one on the cliff.
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The accumulation of regrets will ruin a person.
Love is the norm in the world.
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They really live in the book.
Live in a world written by people.
In the original work, Nan Gong Jin killed the Quartet, and no one can match it.
Shang Qingfen has a deep blood feud and just wants to perish with him.
How can she fight against the aura of the ancient male protagonist.
Miss Bian is the only one who is willing to help Shang Qinghui.
Will be willing to be like a horse fighting for her, or a grasshopper that made fun of the wealthy in ancient times, to participate in the racing competition.
In the end, she died.
Why choose Bian Yingning, perhaps because she is the only person who has no relationship with the male protagonist in the original book.
Give her a new setting, not her original self, because she is afraid that hatred will make her lose herself, hatred will blind her eyes and do things that should not be done, do irrational things.
What they want, what they want is nothing more than to live and live well under the control of the power of the original.
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The sea is cold, super cold.
Nangong Jin handcuffed himself and Shang Qinghui to prevent her from escaping, but he didn't expect it to become a shackle that made him die.
Shang Qing's leg was injured, and with the impact of falling into the water, he passed out suddenly.
The past life and the present life flashed before his eyes.
It would be great if I could live in my previous life.
Unfortunately, his story ends here.
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Why do you hate someone, why don't you deal with someone?
It may be jealous of her being better than herself, or it may be a natural aura, or it may be fate.
The two have always been in the same school, even if Bian Yingning is a year older than her, they can be in the same school most of the time.
Bian Yingning is one year older than her, but she doesn't look like a sister at all.
Shang Qingfen has long seen the insidious cunning hidden in her beautiful skin.
I just heard her friend speak ill of herself to her, and the friend passed out when she was kicked by the football the next day when she walked through the playground.
She went out to play, went to the toilet, the toilet light would be inexplicably dark, and she could not open the toilet door.
until she pushed the door open outside, like a savior, coaxing herself not to be afraid.
She cried and threw herself into her arms, as if she had found her own safe haven, the world.
Before the man turned his head back home, he heard that she had turned off the light and the door could not be opened because she was holding it from outside.
The tears that Shang Qingfen had just held back flowed down again, angry.
She was so angry that she asked someone to stuff the mouse in her desk. The next day, the homework she had worked so hard to finish was torn up.
When the man was free, he brought a group of friends to the corridor of her classroom, and looked at her with laughter, thinking that he was going to fight in a group.
Who can bear this.
When she was a little older, Shang Qinghui took people to block Bian Yingning after school, and the girls didn't see much in the group, just slapped their hands and pulled their hair.
Wherever the identities of the two are, no one dares to do anything to them, so the group fight will always turn into a fight between the two.
Shang Qingfen's beautiful hair is often damaged, while Bian Yingning's body is blue and purple, and sometimes there are teeth marks on her arms.
That was when she was pulling Shang Qingfen's hair, Shang Qingfen bit.
One does not let go, the other does not let go, but no one is asking for benefits.
When they were a little older, the two began to take care of their face and began to compare at another time.
For example, at a banquet, compare talents.
Shang Qingfen can be said to be proficient in all things piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.
Playing a tune from time to time at a banquet is enough to attract everyone's admiration.
Oh, she also has a quirk, especially like pinching Shang Qingfen's face.
Gradually, everyone understood that the two of them were not against each other.
One must say something, and the other must choke.
At the worst time, luxury merchants in H city didn't even dare to enter that kind of limited edition exclusive products, especially the kind of custom made with only one, for fear that the two of them would have a crazy fight.
It was them who suffered.
Bian Yingning laughed ironically when she knew that Shang Qinghui and Nangong Jin had a marriage contract.
"Whoever has brains gets engaged, and whoever has brains gets married."
When she saw Shang Qinghui often turning around Nangong Jin, she suddenly stopped laughing, and when she heard this from others, she just listened quietly.
No more comments.
When Ji Xiaoxue appeared, Shang Qingfen felt that she was out of her control. She wanted to give her some color to let her know that she should not care about her things.
Later Shang Qingfen went to find Bian Yingning because she knew that Bian Yingning was helping Ji Xiaoxue secretly.
Shang Qingfen was trembling with anger. It was the first time she realized that she hated Ji Xiaoxue so much. She had never hated a person so much in her life.
She aggressively asked Bian Yingning why she did this.