Chapter 113: 113
"Huo Xiangyang looks bright, but he has no money and no responsibility. What kind of woman do you think would be willing to give birth to him?"
"Even if they were naively deceived at the beginning, they could endure it in 1989, and they even had to subsidize the child to give him pocket money. What did they want?"
Lu Mingchen said, "So, those two children are not his?"
Su Ruan said, "One is definitely not, that is purely because the woman is covering her real lover, the other is not sure, two women are hanging two or three men at the same time, I am also Too lazy to check."
"But one thing is certain. Later, they all came for the Huo family's property. When they learned that I had a terminal illness, they were very happy." Su Ruan said Here he laughed again, "So is the Huo family. The three Huo family can't wait to open champagne to celebrate every day."
"After giving them the best hope, and then throwing them into hell, it's really cool."
Lu Mingchen thought, it really is Su Ruan's style.
"As soon as I found out that I was terminally ill, I learned from you and donated everything and all my property. The Huo family wants to raise their own child? Then I will raise it, as long as he can afford it."
"Besides, a woman who can play around with him and put such a long line can be a fuel-efficient lamp? And there are two, the only house left for them, In the end, they can't be allowed to live."
Su Ruan finished speaking and looked at Lu Mingchen, "Am I scary?"
"Emotions can easily make people lose their minds, and I am the one who is extra crazy."
Lu Mingchen looked at Su Ruan's expression and finally understood what she was thinking. Not only was she insecure about her relationship, she also hated being so extreme, and was afraid that one day she would hurt him .
Lu Mingchen couldn't help touching her face, "What a silly girl."
In her last life, she was betrayed by her most reliant father as soon as she graduated from high school, and almost all the relatives around were cold and mean, and Huo Xiangyang's only warmth was betrayed her when she was pregnant. She even took away her most anticipated child.
Lu Mingchen thought that she was only in her twenties at that time. After such a great change, she didn't even have a person to talk to or talk to, and she could only stubbornly raise a thorn. , attacking the people around him with his teeth and claws, and he felt full of pity.
When you are in the abyss, you can only protect yourself by making yourself more terrifying, but in fact, you are always trembling.
He leaned over and hugged her, "Su Ruan, don't think of yourself like this, if you were really a terrible person, you wouldn't have so many messy thoughts." Feeling unhappy, just don't do it Is it ok?
Su Ruan didn't have that confidence, "But many things, it is one thing to think rationally, and it is another thing to actually encounter them." She pushed Lu Mingchen away and looked at it seriously. Looking into his eyes, "I can't be sure what I will do when the time comes."
She stopped him from speaking and continued, "Just take a step back and assume that nothing like that happens, but I may not be able to give as unreservedly as you."
." Instead of that, it's better not to start.
"And..." Su Ruan finally touched her stomach slowly, a trace of sadness in her eyes, "I'm afraid of being a mother."
Lu Mingchen suddenly pinched Su Ruan's face, "Scumbag."
"Huh?" Su Ruan blinked at him.
Lu Mingchen snorted softly, "So you told me in advance that you would not love me wholeheartedly, that you might bully me in the future, and you might not be responsible for me in the end, yes. Does that mean?"
Su Ruan:…
She wanted to refute, but found that he seemed to be right...
Lu Mingchen couldn't help laughing when he saw her choked appearance, and pressed his forehead against hers, "Ruanruan, this life is different from the last one, you found your mother, put your The Su family stepped on the soles of their feet, and the person who married was also me."
"Even if you can't believe in yourself or me, you should believe in your mother and the country. You underestimate our marriage."
He didn't say that he would always tolerate and love her. Su Ruan, who had experienced betrayal, couldn't believe it. She believed in rules more than feelings.
"Military marriages are protected by the state. You can't hurt me, and I can't hurt you. Your mother and political commissar Wang are staring at them."
Lu Mingchen put his chin on her shoulder, "If you dare to be irresponsible to me, I will go to your mother and complain."
Su Ruan was dumbfounded.
Lu Mingchen said again, "If you feel wronged, you can also ask Political Commissar Wang. You know, he is especially oriented towards you and will definitely teach me a lesson."
"As for the child..." He put his big palm gently on her stomach, covering her cold hand, "I don't have the confidence to be a good father, I think I can try it first take care of you."
Su Ruan pushed him, "What do you mean? Be my child?"
"Isn't it?" Lu Mingchen directly stretched out his hand and hugged her on his lap, really hugging her like a child, "As long as no one is watching, you are either bullied or stupid. It's not a child, what is it?"
He stroked Su Ruan's back and said, "Let's take it slow, don't worry, just like this time last year, I was all thinking about my destination is the battlefield, and you are only Thinking of working with me."
"But now I want to make my daughter happy and healthy..."
Su Ruan also reflected where his daughter was from, and only understood what he meant when he saw the wicked smile in his eyes, he couldn't help raising his hand to beat him, "Are you addicted to taking advantage? Who is your daughter?"
Lu Mingchen hugged her tightly, "Then you don't want to be my wife, and you don't want to be a mother, what else can you be other than my daughter?" Come up, "Come on, kiss Dad."
Su Ruan slapped him on the face, "I want to eat shit."
Lu Mingchen grabbed her hand and clicked, "Don't swear."
Su Ruan struggled to get up from his arms, Lu Mingchen pressed him, Su Ruan tickled him with his free hand, Lu Mingchen shuddered, his arm loosened, Su Ruan took the opportunity to run, but Lu Mingchen, who had reacted, pressed his backhand on the sofa and scratched it.
Su Ruan couldn't help laughing, the tightly wound shackles in his heart loosened a lot unconsciously.
"Hahaha, don't dare, let me go! Hahaha...Lu Mingchen!"
Lu Mingchen moved for a while, and Su Ruan finally stopped laughing, only to realize that the posture of the two was a little dangerous, she coughed and turned her head, trying to sit up.
Lu Mingchen put his arms on her sides and didn't move, but his eyes became deeper and deeper, Su Ruan swallowed unconsciously, she felt that her lips and neck were about to be touched by something Burned, pushed him, "Get out of the way."
Lu Mingchen instead leaned down, "It seems like I haven't finished what I said just now, now I most want to make my daughter happy and healthy, and you are also starting to think about your future and me..."
Su Ruan suddenly said, "Do you want to be your daughter's future?"
Lu Mingchen froze for a while, Su Ruan laughed, "It's good to think about it, but..."
She looked at his aggressive movements and meant something, "It's not right for you to be a father like this."
Lu Mingchen:…
The simple and upright head of the deer felt that he seemed to have made a mistake, as if he had dug a hole for himself?
Su Ruan couldn't help but laugh, Lu Mingchen gritted his teeth and held her head, angrily rubbing her hair into a bird's nest.
A few minutes later, Lu Mingchen clumsily gave Su Ruanshun his hair with a comb, Su Ruan looked at the serious profile of the other person in the mirror, pursed his lips, "Brother Mingchen, thank you you."
Lu Mingchen glanced at her and snorted, "I'll just be less angry in the future."
Su Ruan couldn't help laughing again, and the corners of Lu Mingchen's lips twitched unconsciously.
After finishing their hair and clothes, the two prepared to go downstairs together. When they left the office, Su Ruan's hands suddenly became hot, she froze for a moment and turned her head, only to see Lu Mingchen looking forward, tense With a serious face, he said, "Hold hands, don't fall."
I don't know if I regret it, or I'm afraid others will hear it, but I don't add the title of father,
Su Ruan chuckled, but did not let go. When there were many people going downstairs, Lu Mingchen consciously retracted his hand and changed his hand to support.
Seeing Nurse Mi Su Ruan, she asked another question about Su Qingqing.
Nurse Mi said, "Is it the one from the ambulance? Fortunately, it came in time, and the child should be able to be saved, but the one in front, named He Xiaolian, had a miscarriage."
Su Ruan froze for a moment, "She is really pregnant?"
Nurse Mi said, "Well, it's just that the month is shallow, and she doesn't seem to know it herself."
He Xiaolian is a relative of Huo's mother's family. After only two years of marriage, her husband died of a sudden illness. It was also that she ran out to work soon after her husband died, but not with Huo Xiangyang.
In this way, she was pregnant with a posthumous child, and the child was not born in her previous life, and in this life, without a child under such circumstances, Su Qingqing was afraid that she would be in trouble...
I was thinking about it when I heard He Xiaolian's mourning cry, "I'm sorry Brother Peng...I, I don't even know...my child..."
Su Ruan took two steps forward and saw Xiaolian in the ward next to her, and Huo Xiangyang did not accompany Su Qingqing, but stayed here with a look of guilt and pity, " Xiaolian, you... sigh, this is Qingqing's fault, I, I will compensate you for her..."
Nurse Mi didn't know the grievances between Su Ruan and the Huo family, but talked about another thing, "That Bai Kexin, be careful."
Su Ruan heard a familiar name, "Who?"
"Bai Kexin." Nurse Mi said, "Just the woman who just planted the head of your deer head."
"She is Bai Kexin?!" Su Ruan widened his eyes and looked at Lu Mingchen suddenly.
Lu Mingchen remembered Su Ruan's attitude towards those peach blossoms before him, and immediately said, "I don't know her."
Nurse Mi:…
I said hello to people before, do you think everyone is a fool?