Chapter 120: turn a blind eye
Evan came out of the luxurious castle, and when he breathed in the air outside, he instantly relaxed.
Evan walked to the duke's carriage, but had no intention of getting on the carriage, he walked straight past the carriage, and strode into the distance.
There was some kind of emotion in his chest, which made him tremble with excitement.
He did something like that.
Evan clenched his fist tightly. He didn't know whether he was more regretful or excited now. In fact, before expressing his emotions, he never thought about it, but When it happened, he really did.
Maybe he was tired of the usual pretense, or maybe the Duke's feelings were too real, and he couldn't help but feel guilty.
He has been pretending for so long, and even he is a little puzzled, whether he is the real him now, his mask seems to have merged with himself, so he can't help but understand Panic, who is the real him?
And now... Evan looked at the road ahead, the icy cold wind blew a faint pain on his face, but his heart was hot, he finally took this step, although he did not know What happened to the funeral, but he was very excited at this time, as if he had unloaded a heavy burden, and the whole person was much more relaxed.
Evan walked along the forest path towards the Delanlier Church. He couldn't guess what the duke was thinking at this time, let alone how the duke would react, but he really He did that because his heart kept telling him that he had to let the Duke know the truth.
This idea has always existed in Evan's subconscious, but it was only today that he finally took this step.
Evan stepped on the already frosty ground, and his mind was full of thoughts, but at this moment, suddenly there was the sound of a carriage behind him, Evan looked back, but found that it was Wilson The duke's carriage followed.
Evan frowned slightly and clenched his fists, feeling a little nervous.
He knew that he would definitely not be able to run the carriage, so he stopped and looked at the direction of the carriage.
The duke's carriage quickly caught up and stopped beside Evan.
Evan looked at the black carriage door, a heart had been raised to his chest, he clenched his fist tightly, and his emotions were complicated.
The carriages were quickly pushed away by a slender and powerful hand, the Duke appeared behind the door with a slightly anxious face, and he leaned out most of his body to look at Evan, He said anxiously: "Why didn't you wait for me to leave first, the weather is so cold, aren't you afraid of typhoid fever? Come up quickly."
Evan felt a little surprised about the Duke's words for a while, he thought that after what happened at Colonel Mel's house, he would…
Didn't he notice the difference?
Evan shook his head secretly, impossible, he was very sure that the Duke definitely found his difference, so his expression at this time was a bit intriguing.
Evan looked straight at Duke Wilson, neither got on the carriage nor spoke.
Looking at Evan like this, Duke Wilson just sighed and whispered: "Are you mad at me? Evan I'm sorry, I didn't know Mel would be Such a person would actually frame you like this." Speaking of which, his expression suddenly became serious, and he said solemnly: "But don't worry, I will not let you suffer in vain, I will make Mel pay the price. of."
Evan couldn't help frowning, what did he mean? Turn a blind eye? He didn't think the Duke would be a self-delusional person.
"You..." Evan pondered for a moment, and finally spoke.
But Duke Wilson interrupted him immediately and said lightly: "Don't be angry, okay, get on the carriage, it's really cold outside."
Evan looked at Duke Wilson with a complicated look. He didn’t know what to say for a while, and he was a little dumbfounded. He didn’t know whether to sympathize with Duke Wilson’s self-deception or to reflect on what he had done. for.
Evan couldn't help sighing in his heart, he lowered his head slightly, and replied in a low voice: "I know, but I want to go back to church now,"
His words amounted to a compromise, which made Duke Wilson's slightly nervous heart suddenly relieved.
"Fine, go to church if you want."
He seemed to be afraid of Evan's repentance, so he stretched out his hand, grabbed Evan's arm, let him get on the carriage, then hugged him, hugged him and sat in in the carriage.
The coachman seemed to see nothing, and continued to drive the carriage towards the Derainer Church.
In the warm carriage, Duke Wilson half leaned on Evan's shoulder, the whole person and Evan were stuck together, smelling each other, the air seemed to be filled with an ambiguous atmosphere, but only Evan Wen himself knew that at the moment he was really heartbroken, and he couldn't understand what Duke Wilson did, because he was very sure that Duke Wilson had a good impression of him at first, and it was only based on the illusion he showed, but now...
Now the illusion has been completely dismantled by himself, but Duke Wilson is still trying to keep such an illusion.
Evan lowered his head and looked at the back of Duke Wilson's neck, the snow-white skin slammed into his eyes brightly, his eyes couldn't help but sting, Evan closed The eyes, that piece of skin, had been sucked by him many times when their ears and temples were rubbing each other on weekdays.
He has always loved his performance, but looking at it now, he only feels a heavy heart, as if the happy years before them were stolen by himself, in his arms This person who is obedient to himself, what he loves is not the real himself.
"Charles." Evan finally couldn't help caressing his narrow waist and whispered: "You know, right?"
Since he has appeared, he can no longer bear to play another person and get along with Duke Wilson. This must be said, but he does not need to elaborate, Because according to Duke Wilson's wisdom, he should have known it long ago.
Evan said this, and the body in his arms couldn't help shaking.
Evan moved in his heart and hugged the person in his arms tightly.
"I know you understand." He pursed his dry lips: "Some words, I only say once now, no matter what decision you make, I will not have any complaints, Do you want to listen?" He pressed his lips to Duke Wilson's ear and whispered.
Duke Wilson wrapped his arms around Evan's neck and buried his face on Evan's shoulders. He gritted his teeth and seemed to be enduring some kind of great pain. respond.
"If you don't want to listen, then I won't say it." Evan was a little disappointed, and reached out his hand to rip Duke Wilson away from himself.
But before his hand touched Duke Wilson's body, suddenly, the Duke opened his mouth.
"Go ahead."
His voice trembled slightly, much more hoarse than usual.
Evan felt his heart tremble slightly when he heard it, and the originally sour emotions spread to the bottom of his heart.
He couldn't help lowering his head and kissing the white skin he had coveted for a long time, his slightly cold lips made Duke Wilson tremble slightly.
Evan's mouth curled slightly, and he buried his face in his neck.
"Charles, what I want to say is that I really love you, and I'm afraid no one in this world can make me feel so strongly, no matter what I do, or what I do , my feelings for you are real at this moment, and my feelings for you are also my feelings from the heart, whether you believe it or not, this is what I say in my heart. I used to be ashamed to express it, but at this moment , I think it is necessary for me to let you know about this, otherwise I am afraid I will regret it for the rest of my life."
Evan's voice was a little muffled, but with a shocking power, Duke Wilson trembled, Evan felt the change in the person in his arms, and his heart was even more complicated It's hard to say, the only thing he can do is to hold him tighter.
It's just that he couldn't see at this time, Duke Wilson's black eyes had turned blood red, like some kind of bloodthirsty creature, with a terrifying desire, He opened his mouth and bit Evan's neck gently, such a slight sting just made Evan blink, but Duke Wilson's eyes had a contented look.
Fortunately, you said that, his heart was beating violently. If you didn't say that, I really don't know what I would do.
Duke Wilson greedily sucked that piece of skin, as if sucking something sacred, with an irresistible obsession in his expression.
What he wanted long ago was not his fleeting warmth, but his person, a mixture of indifference and tenderness, kindness and cunning.
He actually noticed the indifference under his gentle appearance, but perhaps it was this indifference that made him even more infatuated. He fantasized that he could break this ice, Get his most sincere tenderness, and now...he finally got it.
Duke Wilson's mouth drew a bloodthirsty smile, Evan had never seen what the worst sin in the world was, so he would not understand that what he did was to himself Say, nothing at all.
The carriage kicked and drove towards Delan Lier, but the people in the carriage hugged each other and sat lingering, and the atmosphere in the carriage was extremely mild. There was only peace left, everything about him unfolded in front of Duke Wilson, and the last barrier between them was gone, and he could finally accept his feelings with peace of mind.
Although it's a long way from Colonel Mel's house to Derain's Church, but no matter how far the road is, there will always be a day when they finally arrive at the church before lunch, Duke Wilson Reluctantly let Evan get off the carriage, he stared straight at Evan with his slightly red eyes, and whispered to him: "I'll come and pick you up tomorrow."
Evan was a little surprised, but thinking about his behavior today, he nodded.
Duke Wilson pursed his lips and was very satisfied. He is very aware of Evan's guilt for him now, so taking advantage of this opportunity, he will not give up any opportunities.
Just as Evan got off the car and Duke Wilson was about to leave, Mrs. Sanders came out in a hurry, saw Evan standing at the door, and hurriedly greeted him with a look on her face A touch of anxiety.
"Pastor Bruce." She did not salut like Duke Wilson beside her, and said anxiously, "Your father is here."
"What?" Evan couldn't help frowning. At this time, he finally remembered the letter from old Bruce, and he couldn't help but feel a little heavy.
But Mrs. Sanders hasn't finished her words, and this sentence is a bit difficult to say.
"And, with your father, there was a lady."
Mrs. Sanders said this sentence with a little embarrassment, but Duke Wilson, who was standing by the side, turned completely dark.